Mrs. Mooney was a butcher’s
daughter. She was a woman who was quite able
to keep things to herself: a determined woman.
She had married her father’s foreman and opened
a butcher’s shop near Spring Gardens. But
as soon as his father-in-law was dead Mr. Mooney began
to go to the devil. He drank, plundered the till,
ran headlong into debt. It was no use making
him take the pledge: he was sure to break out
again a few days after. By fighting his wife
in the presence of customers and by buying bad meat
he ruined his business. One night he went for
his wife with the cleaver and she had to sleep a neighbour’s
house.
After that they lived apart.
She went to the priest and got a separation from him
with care of the children. She would give him
neither money nor food nor house-room; and so he was
obliged to enlist himself as a sheriff’s man.
He was a shabby stooped little drunkard with a white
face and a white moustache white eyebrows, pencilled
above his little eyes, which were veined and raw;
and all day long he sat in the bailiff’s room,
waiting to be put on a job. Mrs. Mooney, who had
taken what remained of her money out of the butcher
business and set up a boarding house in Hardwicke
Street, was a big imposing woman. Her house had
a floating population made up of tourists from Liverpool
and the Isle of Man and, occasionally, artistes
from the music halls. Its resident population
was made up of clerks from the city. She governed
the house cunningly and firmly, knew when to give
credit, when to be stern and when to let things pass.
All the resident young men spoke of her as The Madam.
Mrs. Mooney’s young men paid
fifteen shillings a week for board and lodgings (beer
or stout at dinner excluded). They shared in common
tastes and occupations and for this reason they were
very chummy with one another. They discussed
with one another the chances of favourites and outsiders.
Jack Mooney, the Madam’s son, who was clerk to
a commission agent in Fleet Street, had the reputation
of being a hard case. He was fond of using soldiers’
obscenities: usually he came home in the small
hours. When he met his friends he had always a
good one to tell them and he was always sure to be
on to a good thing-that is to say, a likely horse
or a likely artiste. He was also handy with the
mits and sang comic songs. On Sunday nights there
would often be a reunion in Mrs. Mooney’s front
drawing-room. The music-hall artistes would
oblige; and Sheridan played waltzes and polkas and
vamped accompaniments. Polly Mooney, the Madam’s
daughter, would also sing. She sang:
I’m a... naughty girl.
You needn’t sham:
You know I am.
Polly was a slim girl of nineteen;
she had light soft hair and a small full mouth.
Her eyes, which were grey with a shade of green through
them, had a habit of glancing upwards when she spoke
with anyone, which made her look like a little perverse
madonna. Mrs. Mooney had first sent her
daughter to be a typist in a corn-factor’s office
but, as a disreputable sheriff’s man used to
come every other day to the office, asking to be allowed
to say a word to his daughter, she had taken her daughter
home again and set her to do housework. As Polly
was very lively the intention was to give her the
run of the young men. Besides young men like
to feel that there is a young woman not very far away.
Polly, of course, flirted with the young men but Mrs.
Mooney, who was a shrewd judge, knew that the young
men were only passing the time away: none of
them meant business. Things went on so for a long
time and Mrs. Mooney began to think of sending Polly
back to typewriting when she noticed that something
was going on between Polly and one of the young men.
She watched the pair and kept her own counsel.
Polly knew that she was being watched,
but still her mother’s persistent silence could
not be misunderstood. There had been no open complicity
between mother and daughter, no open understanding
but, though people in the house began to talk of the
affair, still Mrs. Mooney did not intervene.
Polly began to grow a little strange in her manner
and the young man was evidently perturbed. At
last, when she judged it to be the right moment, Mrs.
Mooney intervened. She dealt with moral problems
as a cleaver deals with meat: and in this case
she had made up her mind.
It was a bright Sunday morning of
early summer, promising heat, but with a fresh breeze
blowing. All the windows of the boarding house
were open and the lace curtains ballooned gently towards
the street beneath the raised sashes. The belfry
of George’s Church sent out constant peals and
worshippers, singly or in groups, traversed the little
circus before the church, revealing their purpose
by their self-contained demeanour no less than by
the little volumes in their gloved hands. Breakfast
was over in the boarding house and the table of the
breakfast-room was covered with plates on which lay
yellow streaks of eggs with morsels of bacon-fat and
bacon-rind. Mrs. Mooney sat in the straw arm-chair
and watched the servant Mary remove the breakfast things.
She mad Mary collect the crusts and pieces of broken
bread to help to make Tuesday’s bread-pudding.
When the table was cleared, the broken bread collected,
the sugar and butter safe under lock and key, she began
to reconstruct the interview which she had had the
night before with Polly. Things were as she had
suspected: she had been frank in her questions
and Polly had been frank in her answers. Both
had been somewhat awkward, of course. She had
been made awkward by her not wishing to receive the
news in too cavalier a fashion or to seem to have
connived and Polly had been made awkward not merely
because allusions of that kind always made her awkward
but also because she did not wish it to be thought
that in her wise innocence she had divined the intention
behind her mother’s tolerance.
Mrs. Mooney glanced instinctively
at the little gilt clock on the mantelpiece as soon
as she had become aware through her revery that the
bells of George’s Church had stopped ringing.
It was seventeen minutes past eleven: she would
have lots of time to have the matter out with Mr.
Doran and then catch short twelve at Marlborough Street.
She was sure she would win. To begin with she
had all the weight of social opinion on her side:
she was an outraged mother. She had allowed him
to live beneath her roof, assuming that he was a man
of honour and he had simply abused her hospitality.
He was thirty-four or thirty-five years of age, so
that youth could not be pleaded as his excuse; nor
could ignorance be his excuse since he was a man who
had seen something of the world. He had simply
taken advantage of Polly’s youth and inexperience:
that was evident. The question was: What
reparation would he make?
There must be reparation made in such
case. It is all very well for the man: he
can go his ways as if nothing had happened, having
had his moment of pleasure, but the girl has to bear
the brunt. Some mothers would be content to patch
up such an affair for a sum of money; she had known
cases of it. But she would not do so. For
her only one reparation could make up for the loss
of her daughter’s honour: marriage.
She counted all her cards again before
sending Mary up to Doran’s room to say that
she wished to speak with him. She felt sure she
would win. He was a serious young man, not rakish
or loud-voiced like the others. If it had been
Mr. Sheridan or Mr. Meade or Bantam Lyons her task
would have been much harder. She did not think
he would face publicity. All the lodgers in the
house knew something of the affair; details had been
invented by some. Besides, he had been employed
for thirteen years in a great Catholic wine-merchant’s
office and publicity would mean for him, perhaps,
the loss of his job. Whereas if he agreed all
might be well. She knew he had a good screw for
one thing and she suspected he had a bit of stuff
put by.
Nearly the half-hour! She stood
up and surveyed herself in the pier-glass. The
decisive expression of her great florid face satisfied
her and she thought of some mothers she knew who could
not get their daughters off their hands.
Mr. Doran was very anxious indeed
this Sunday morning. He had made two attempts
to shave but his hand had been so unsteady that he
had been obliged to desist. Three days’
reddish beard fringed his jaws and every two or three
minutes a mist gathered on his glasses so that he had
to take them off and polish them with his pocket-handkerchief.
The recollection of his confession of the night before
was a cause of acute pain to him; the priest had drawn
out every ridiculous detail of the affair and in the
end had so magnified his sin that he was almost thankful
at being afforded a loophole of reparation. The
harm was done. What could he do now but marry
her or run away? He could not brazen it out.
The affair would be sure to be talked of and his employer
would be certain to hear of it. Dublin is such
a small city: everyone knows everyone else’s
business. He felt his heart leap warmly in his
throat as he heard in his excited imagination old
Mr. Leonard calling out in his rasping voice:
“Send Mr. Doran here, please.”
All his long years of service gone
for nothing! All his industry and diligence thrown
away! As a young man he had sown his wild oats,
of course; he had boasted of his free-thinking and
denied the existence of God to his companions in public-houses.
But that was all passed and done with... nearly.
He still bought a copy of Reynolds’s Newspaper
every week but he attended to his religious duties
and for nine-tenths of the year lived a regular life.
He had money enough to settle down on; it was not
that. But the family would look down on her.
First of all there was her disreputable father and
then her mother’s boarding house was beginning
to get a certain fame. He had a notion that he
was being had. He could imagine his friends talking
of the affair and laughing. She was a little
vulgar; some times she said “I seen” and
“If I had’ve known.” But what
would grammar matter if he really loved her? He
could not make up his mind whether to like her or
despise her for what she had done. Of course
he had done it too. His instinct urged him to
remain free, not to marry. Once you are married
you are done for, it said.
While he was sitting helplessly on
the side of the bed in shirt and trousers she tapped
lightly at his door and entered. She told him
all, that she had made a clean breast of it to her
mother and that her mother would speak with him that
morning. She cried and threw her arms round his
neck, saying:
“O Bob! Bob! What am I to do?
What am I to do at all?”
She would put an end to herself, she said.
He comforted her feebly, telling her
not to cry, that it would be all right, never fear.
He felt against his shirt the agitation of her bosom.
It was not altogether his fault that
it had happened. He remembered well, with the
curious patient memory of the celibate, the first casual
caresses her dress, her breath, her fingers had given
him. Then late one night as he was undressing
for she had tapped at his door, timidly. She
wanted to relight her candle at his for hers had been
blown out by a gust. It was her bath night.
She wore a loose open combing-jacket of printed flannel.
Her white instep shone in the opening of her furry
slippers and the blood glowed warmly behind her perfumed
skin. From her hands and wrists too as she lit
and steadied her candle a faint perfume arose.
On nights when he came in very late
it was she who warmed up his dinner. He scarcely
knew what he was eating feeling her beside him alone,
at night, in the sleeping house. And her thoughtfulness!
If the night was anyway cold or wet or windy there
was sure to be a little tumbler of punch ready for
him. Perhaps they could be happy together....
They used to go upstairs together
on tiptoe, each with a candle, and on the third landing
exchange reluctant goodnights. They used to kiss.
He remembered well her eyes, the touch of her hand
and his delirium....
But delirium passes. He echoed
her phrase, applying it to himself: “What
am I to do?” The instinct of the celibate warned
him to hold back. But the sin was there; even
his sense of honour told him that reparation must
be made for such a sin.
While he was sitting with her on the
side of the bed Mary came to the door and said that
the missus wanted to see him in the parlour. He
stood up to put on his coat and waistcoat, more helpless
than ever. When he was dressed he went over to
her to comfort her. It would be all right, never
fear. He left her crying on the bed and moaning
softly: “O my God!”
Going down the stairs his glasses
became so dimmed with moisture that he had to take
them off and polish them. He longed to ascend
through the roof and fly away to another country where
he would never hear again of his trouble, and yet
a force pushed him downstairs step by step. The
implacable faces of his employer and of the Madam stared
upon his discomfiture. On the last flight of
stairs he passed Jack Mooney who was coming up from
the pantry nursing two bottles of Bass. They saluted
coldly; and the lover’s eyes rested for a second
or two on a thick bulldog face and a pair of thick
short arms. When he reached the foot of the staircase
he glanced up and saw Jack regarding him from the door
of the return-room.
Suddenly he remembered the night when
one of the music-hall artistes, a little blond
Londoner, had made a rather free allusion to Polly.
The reunion had been almost broken up on account of
Jack’s violence. Everyone tried to quiet
him. The music-hall artiste, a little paler than
usual, kept smiling and saying that there was no harm
meant: but Jack kept shouting at him that if
any fellow tried that sort of a game on with his sister
he’d bloody well put his teeth down his throat,
so he would.
Polly sat for a little time on the
side of the bed, crying. Then she dried her eyes
and went over to the looking-glass. She dipped
the end of the towel in the water-jug and refreshed
her eyes with the cool water. She looked at herself
in profile and readjusted a hairpin above her ear.
Then she went back to the bed again and sat at the
foot. She regarded the pillows for a long time
and the sight of them awakened in her mind secret,
amiable memories. She rested the nape of her neck
against the cool iron bed-rail and fell into a reverie.
There was no longer any perturbation visible on her
face.
She waited on patiently, almost cheerfully,
without alarm, her memories gradually giving place
to hopes and visions of the future. Her hopes
and visions were so intricate that she no longer saw
the white pillows on which her gaze was fixed or remembered
that she was waiting for anything.
At last she heard her mother calling.
She started to her feet and ran to the banisters.
“Polly! Polly!”
“Yes, mamma?”
“Come down, dear. Mr. Doran wants to speak
to you.”
Then she remembered what she had been waiting for.