Philip stood where Jeanne had left
him, his arms half reaching out to the vacant door
through which she had fled, his lips parted as if to
call her name, and yet motionless, dumb. A moment
before he was intoxicated by a joy that was almost
madness. He had held Jeanne in his arms; he had
looked into her eyes, filled with surrender under his
caresses and his avowal of love. For a moment
he had possessed her, and now he was alone. The
cry that had wrung itself from her lips, breaking
in upon his happiness like a blow, still rang in his
ears, and there was something in the exquisite pain
of it that left him in torment. Heart and soul,
every drop of blood in him, had leaped in the joy of
that glorious moment, when Jeanne’s eyes and
sweet lips had accepted his love, and her arms had
clung about his shoulders. Now these things had
been struck dead within him. He felt again the
fierce pressure of Jeanne’s arms as she had
thrust him away, he saw the fright and torture that
had leaped into her eyes as she sprang from him, as
though his touch had suddenly become a sacrilege.
He lowered his arms slowly, and went to the hall.
It was empty. He heard no sound, and closed the
door.
It was so still that he could hear
the excited throbbing of his own heart. He looked
at the picture again, and a strange fancy impressed
him with the idea that it was no longer smiling at
him, but that its eyes were turned to the door through
which Jeanne had disappeared. He moved his position,
and the illusion was gone. It was Jeanne looking
down upon him again, an older and happier Jeanne than
the one whom he loved. For the first time he
examined it closely. In one corner of the canvas
he found the artist’s name, Bourret, and after
it the date, 1888. Could it be the picture of
Jeanne’s mother? He told himself that it
was impossible, for Jeanne’s mother had been
found dead in the snow, five years later than the
date of the canvas, and Pierre, the half-breed, had
buried her somewhere out on the barren, so that she
was a mystery to all but him. Even the master
of Fort o’ God, to whom he had brought the child,
had never seen the woman upon whose cold breast Pierre
had found the little Jeanne.
With nervous hands he replaced the
picture with its face to the wall, and began to pace
up and down the room, wondering if D’Arcambal
would send for him. He had hope of seeing Jeanne
again that night. He felt sure that she had gone
to her room, and that even D’Arcambal might not
know that he was alone. In that event he had a
long night ahead of him, filled with hours of sleeplessness
and torment. He waited for three-quarters of
an hour, and then the idea came to him that he might
discover some plausible excuse for seeking out his
host. He was about to act upon this mental suggestion
when he heard a low rustling in the hall, followed
by a distinct and yet timid knock. It was not
a man’s knock, and filled with the hope that
Jeanne had returned, Philip hastened to the door and
opened it.
He heard soft footsteps retreating
rapidly down the hall, but the lights were out, and
he could see nothing. Something had fallen at
his feet, and he bent down to pick it up. The
object was a small, square envelope; and re-entering
his room he saw his own name written across it in
Jeanne’s delicate hand. His heart beat with
hope as he opened the note. What he read brought
a gray pallor into his face:
Monsieur Philip, If
you cannot forget what I have done, please at least
try to forgive me. No woman in the world could
value your love more than I, for circumstances have
proven to me the strength and honor of the man who
gives it. And yet it is as impossible for me to
accept it as it would be for me to give up Fort o’
God, my father, or my life, though I cannot tell you
why. And this, I know, you will not ask.
After what has happened to-night it will be impossible
for me to see you again, and I must ask you, as one
who values your friendship among the highest things
in my life, to leave Fort o’ God. No one
must know what has passed between us. You will
go in the morning. And with you there
will always be my prayers.
Jeanne.
The paper dropped from between Philip’s
fingers and fell to the floor. Three or four
times in his life Philip had received blows that had
made him sick physical blows. He felt
now as though one of these blows had descended upon
him, turning things black before his eyes. He
staggered to the big chair and dropped into it, staring
at the bit of white paper on the floor. If one
had spoken to him he would not have heard. Gregson,
in these moments, might have laughed a little nervously,
smoked innumerable cigarettes, and laid plans for a
continuance of the battle to-morrow. But Philip
was a fighter of men, and not of women. He had
declared his love, he had laid open his soul to Jeanne,
and to a heart like his own, simple in its language,
boundless in its sincerity, this was all that could
be done. Jeanne’s refusal of his love was
the end for him. He accepted his fate
without argument. In an instant he would have
fought ten men a hundred, naked-handed,
if such a fight would have given him a chance of winning
Jeanne; he would have died, laughing, happy, if it
had been in a struggle for her. But Jeanne herself
had dealt him the blow.
For a long time he sat motionless
in the chair facing the picture on the wall.
Then he rose to his feet, picked up the note, and went
to one of the little square windows that looked out
into the night. The moon had risen, and the sky
was full of stars. He knew that he was looking
into the north, for the pale shimmer of the aurora
was in his face. He saw the black edge of the
spruce forest; the barren stretched out, pale and
ghostly, into the night shadows.
He made an effort to open the window,
but it was wedged tightly in its heavy sill.
He crossed the room, opened the door, and went silently
down the hall to the door through which Pierre had
led him a few hours before. It was not locked,
and he passed out into the night. The fresh air
was like a tonic, and he walked swiftly out into the
moonlit spaces, until he found himself in the deep
shadow of the Sun Rock that towered like a sentinel
giant above his head. He made his way around
its huge base, and then stopped, close to where they
had landed in the canoe. There was another canoe
drawn up beside Pierre’s, and two figures stood
out clear in the moonlight.
One of these was a man, the other
a woman, and as Philip stopped, wondering at the scene,
the man advanced to the woman and caught her in his
embrace. He heard a voice, low and expostulating,
which sounded like Otille’s, and in spite of
his own misery Philip smiled at this other love which
had found its way to Fort o’ God. He turned
back softly, leaving the lovers as he had found them;
but he had scarce taken half a dozen steps when he
heard other steps, and saw that the girl had left
her companion and was hurrying toward him. He
drew back close into the shadow of the rock to avoid
possible discovery, and the girl passed through the
moonlight almost within arm’s reach of him.
At that moment his heart ceased to beat. He choked
back the groaning cry that rose to his lips.
It was not Otille who passed him. It was Jeanne.
In another moment she was gone.
The man had shoved his canoe into the narrow stream,
and was already lost in the gloom. Then, and not
until then, did the cry of torture fall from Philip.
And as if in echo to it he heard the sobbing break
of another voice, and stepping out into the moonlight
he stood face to face with Pierre Couchee.
It was Pierre who spoke first.
“I am sorry, M’sieur,”
he whispered, hoarsely. “I know that it
has broken your heart. And mine, too, is crushed.”
Something in the half-breed’s
face, in the choking utterance of his voice, struck
Philip as new and strange. He had seen the eyes
of dying animals filled with the wild pain that glowed
in Pierre’s, and suddenly he reached out and
gripped the other’s hand, and they stood staring
into each other’s face. In that look, the
cold grip of their hands, the strife in their eyes,
the bare truth revealed itself.
“And you, too you love her, Pierre,”
said Philip.
“Yes, I love her, M’sieur,”
replied Pierre, softly. “I love her, not
as a brother, but as a man whose heart is broken.”
“Now I understand,” said Philip.
He dropped Pierre’s hand, and his voice was
cold and lifeless.
“I received a note from
her, asking me to leave Fort o’ God in the morning,”
he went on, looking from Pierre out beyond the rock
into the white barren. “I will go to-night.”
“It is best,” said Pierre.
“I have left nothing in Fort
o’ God, so there is no need of even returning
to my room,” continued Philip. “Jeanne
will understand, but you must tell her father that
a messenger came suddenly from Blind Indian Lake,
and that I thought it best to leave without awakening
him. Will you guide me for a part of the distance,
Pierre?”
“I will go with you the whole
way, M’sieur. It is only twenty miles,
ten by canoe, ten by land.”
They said no more, but both went to
the canoe, and were quickly lost in the gloom into
which the other canoe had disappeared a few minutes
ahead of them. They saw nothing of this canoe,
and when they came to the Churchill Pierre headed
the birch-bark down-stream. For two hours not
a word passed between them. At the end of that
time the half-breed turned in to shore.
“We take the trail here, M’sieur,”
he explained.
He went on ahead, walking swiftly,
and now and then when Philip caught a glimpse of his
face he saw in it a despair as great as his own.
The trail led along the backbone of a huge ridge,
and then twisted down into a broad plain; and across
this they traveled, one after the other, two moving,
silent shadows in a desolation that seemed without
end. Beyond the plain there rose another ridge,
and half an hour after they had struck the top of
it Pierre halted, and pointed off into the ghostly
world of light and shadow that lay at their feet.
“Your camp is on the other side
of this plain, M’sieur,” he said.
“Do you recognize the country?”
“I have hunted along this ridge,”
replied Philip. “It is only three miles
from here, and I will strike a beaten trail half a
mile out yonder. A thousand thanks, Pierre.”
He held out his hand.
“Good-by, M’sieur.”
“Good-by, Pierre.”
Their voices trembled. Their
hands gripped hard. A choking lump rose in Philip’s
throat, and Pierre turned away. He disappeared
slowly in the gray gloom, and Philip went down the
side of the mountain. From the plain below he
looked back. For an instant he saw Pierre drawn
like a silhouette against the sky.
“Good-by, Pierre,” he shouted.
“Good-by, M’sieur,” came back faintly.
Light and silence dropped about them.