“Commencements ”
declared Gyp, wise with her fifteen years, “are
like weddings all sort of weepy.”
“What do you know of
weddings, little one?” from Graham.
“I guess I’ve been to
five, Graham Westley! And some one is always
crying at them. Why, when Cousin Alicia Stowe
was married she cried herself!”
“Did you cry, mother?” asked Tibby curiously.
Mrs. Westley laughed. “I
did really. And I cried at my Commencement.
There were only twelve of us graduated that spring
from Miss Oliver’s Academy and none of us went
to college, so you see it really was the end
of our school days. I was very happy until it
was all over then, I remember, as I walked
down the aisle in my organdie dress we wore
organdie then, too, girls with a big bouquet
of pink roses on my arm and everyone smiling and nodding
at all of us, it came over me with a rush that my
school days were all over and that they’d never
come back. So I cried for a very weepy
half-hour I wanted more than anything else to be a
little girl again with all childhood before me.
I was afraid to look ahead into life
“But there was father you knew him
then, didn’t you?”
A pretty color suffused Mrs. Westley’s
cheeks. “Yes there was father.
I said I only cried for half an hour. Two years
afterward I was married and I cried again.
Of course I was very, very happy but I knew
I was going away forever from my girlhood.”
“Mother ”
protested Isobel. “You make me feel dreadfully
sad. I wanted to cry yesterday when Sheila Quinn
spoke at the Class-day exercises. Wasn’t
she wonderful when she said how Lincoln School had
given us our shield and our armor and that always we
must live to be worthy of her trust! I thrilled
to my toes. But if it makes one cry to be married
“Darling” and
Mrs. Westley took Isobel’s hand in hers “we
leave our childhood and again our girlhood with a
few tears, perhaps, but always there is the wonder
of the bigger life ahead. I think even in dying
there must be the same joy. And though we do shed
tears over the youth we tenderly lay aside, they are
happy tears tears that sweeten and strengthen
the spirit, too.”
“Well, I’m glad I
have two more years at Highacres,” cried Gyp,
looking with pity at Isobel’s thoughtful face.
“And I’m glad,”
Isobel added, slowly, “that I decided to go to
college. It must be dreadful to know that school
is all over. I wouldn’t be Amy Mathers
for anything. It sounds so silly to hear
her talk of all she’s going to do next winter such
empty things!” Isobel, in her scorn,
had forgotten that only a few weeks back she had wanted
to do just what Amy Mathers was planning to do!
“Well,” Graham
stretched his arms “school’s
all right but I’m mighty glad vacation
has come.”
Through their talk Jerry had sat very
still. To her the Class-day exercises of the
school had opened a great well of sentiment. All
through her life, she thought, she would strive to
repay by worthiness the great debt of inspiration
she owed to the school. She had not thought of
it in just that grand way until she had heard Sheila
Quinn, until Dana King had given the class prophecy,
until Ginny had read the school poem, until Peggy
Lee had presented the class gift to the school.
A young alumna of the preceding class had welcomed
the proud graduates. Dr. Caton had presented
the Lincoln Award to Dana King. A murmur
had swept the room when he announced that, through
a mistake in the records, the Award went to Dana King
instead of either Miss Cox or Miss Travis. Jerry
sat next to Ginny and, as Dr. Caton spoke, she squeezed
Ginny’s hand in a way that said plainly, “If
I had it all to do over again I’d do the same
thing!” Afterward Dana King had shaken her hand
warmly and had declared that he “couldn’t
understand such good fortune and it meant a lot to
him for it made college possible.”
It seemed to Jerry as though they
were all standing on a great shining hill from which
paths diverged attractive paths that beckoned;
that precious word college Isobel, Dana
King, Peggy Lee were going along that path; Sheila
Quinn was going to study to be a nurse. Amy Mather’s
had chosen a more flowery way. Would her happiness
be more lasting than the pretty flowers that lured
her? Jerry’s own path was a steep, narrow,
little path, and led straight away from Highacres but
it led to Sunnyside! So with the little ache
that gripped her when she thought that she must very
soon leave Highacres forever, was a great joy that
in a few days now she would see her precious Sweetheart and
Gyp and Isobel would be with her.
The whole family was in a flutter
over the Commencement. Graham’s class was
to usher; the undergraduates were to march in by classes,
the girls in white, carrying sweet-peas, the boys
wearing white posies in the lapels of their coats.
Mrs. Westley inspected her young people
with shining eyes.
“You look like the most beautiful
flowers that ever grew,” she cried in the choky
way that mothers have at such moments. “I
wish I could hug you all but it would muss
you dreadfully.”
“Thank goodness, mammy, that
you don’t find any dirt on me,”
exclaimed Graham, whose ruddy face shone from an extra
“party” scrubbing.
“Am I all right, mother?”
begged Isobel, pirouetting in her fluffy white.
Uncle Johnny rushed in. He was
very dapper in a new tailcoat and a flower in his
buttonhole. He was very nervous, too, for he was
to give the address of the day. He pulled a small
box from his pocket.
“A little graduating gift for
my Bonnie.” It was a circlet pin of sapphires.
He fastened it against the soft, white folds of her
dress. “You know what a ring is symbolic
of, Isobel? Things eternal everlasting never
ending. That’s like my faith in you.”
He lifted the pretty, flushed, happy face and kissed
it. “Come on, now everybody
ready?”
If they had not all been so excited
over the Commencement they must have noticed that
there was something very different in Uncle Johnny’s
manner a certain breathless exaltation such
as one feels when one has girded one’s self
for a great deed.
He had made up his mind to
something. The day before, while he had been
preparing the Commencement address, all kinds of thoughts
had haunted him thoughts concerning Barbara
Lee. That half-hour with her in her little office,
when she had told him she was going away, had opened
his eyes. He had cried out: “What will
we do without you?” He had really meant, “What
will I do without you?”
Absurd he tried to reason
the whole thing calmly absurd that this
slip of a girl, who knew Chinese, had become
necessary to his happiness! How in thunder had
it happened? But there is no answer to that and
he was in no state of mind to reason; she was going
away and he could not let her go
away.
So all the while he was dashing off
splendid things about loyalty (John Westley had won
several oratorical contests at college) his brain was
asking humbly, “Will she laugh at an old bachelor
like me if I tell her?” He had hated
the face he saw in the mirror, edged above his ears
with closely-clipped gray hair. Thirty-six years
old; he had not thought that so very old until now;
contrasted with Barbara Lee’s splendid youth
it seemed like ninety.
“I’ll tell her just
the same,” was his final determination; she was
on her way to the “stars,” but he wanted
her to know that he loved her with a strength and
constancy the greater for his thirty-six years.
From the platform he stared out over
the sea of serious young faces and saw
only the one. He stood before them all, speaking
with an earnestness and a beauty of thought that was
inspired not by the detached group of graduates,
listening with shining eyes, but by Barbara Lee, sitting
with a rapt expression that seemed to separate herself
and him from the others and bring them very close.
“Loyalty” was his theme;
“loyalty to God, loyalty to one’s highest
ideals, loyalty to one’s country, to one’s
fellowmen.”
After he had finished there was the stir which always marks,
in a gathering of people, a high pitch of feeling. Then someone sang, clear,
soprano notes that drifted through the room and mingled with the spring
gladness. The air was fragrant with the sweetness of the blossoms which decked
the big room; through the long windows came the freshness of the June world
outside. It was a day, an hour, sacred to the rites of youth. More than one man
and woman, worn a little with living, sat there with reverence in their hearts
for these young people who, strong with the promise of their day, stood at the
start
Then the school sang their Alma Mater the
undergraduates singing the first two verses, the graduates
singing the last. The dear, familiar notes rang
with a truer, braver cadence one voice,
clearer than the others, broke suddenly with feeling.
“Wasn’t it all perfectly
beautiful?” cried Gyp as the audience
moved slowly after the files of graduates. “You
couldn’t tell which was best of the program
and it was sad, wasn’t it? Wasn’t
Uncle Johnny splendid? And didn’t
the girls look fine? You know Sheila Quinn was
just sick over her dress it was so plain and
she looked as lovely as any of the others.
Oh, goodness, think how you’d feel if
we were graduating. But I hope our Commencement
will be just as nice! There’s Barbara Lee,
let’s hug her think how dreadful
to have her go away. And Dana King’s just
waiting for you, Jerry ” Gyp
ended her outburst by rushing to Miss Lee and throwing
her long arms about her shoulders.
John Westley advanced upon them with
the strange new look still in his eyes.
“Gyp you’re
wrinkling Miss Lee’s pinkness.” He
tried to make his tone light. “Will you
come into the library for a moment, Miss Lee?
There’s a book I want you to find for me.”
His eyes pleaded. Wondering a little, Barbara
Lee walked away with him.
“Well, I never ”
declared Gyp, disgusted. Then, in the stress of
saying good-by to some of her schoolmates, she forgot
Uncle Johnny and Barbara Lee.
John Westley had felt that the library
would be quite deserted. Standing in the embrasure
of the window through which the June light streamed,
he told Barbara Lee in awkward, earnest words all
that was in his heart. There was a humility in
his voice, as he offered her his love, that brought
a tender smile to the corners of her lips.
“I wanted you to know,”
he finished, simply. “I don’t suppose what
I can offer can find any place in your
heart alongside of your splendid dreams but,
I wanted you to know that you have
“There’s more than one
way to the stars ” she interrupted,
lifting glowing eyes to his.
Gyp had said good-by to everyone she
could lay a finger on. Then she remembered Uncle
Johnny.
“Do you s’pose they’re in the library
yet?”
She and Jerry tiptoed along the corridor
and peeped in the door. To their embarrassed
amazement Uncle Johnny and Barbara Lee were standing
looking out of the window with their hands
clasped.
Gyp coughed a cough that was really a funny
sputter.
“Did did you find your book, Uncle
Johnny?”
Uncle Johnny turned without a blush.
“Hello, Gyp!” (As
though he’d never seen her before!) “I
didn’t find the book because I wasn’t
really after a book. But I did find what
I wanted. What would you say, Gyp and Jerry,
if I told you that your Barbara Lee is not
going away?”