“What a pity it is, Elinor,”
said Marianne, “that Edward should have no taste
for drawing.”
“No taste for drawing!”
replied Elinor, “why should you think so?
He does not draw himself, indeed, but he has great
pleasure in seeing the performances of other people,
and I assure you he is by no means deficient in natural
taste, though he has not had opportunities of improving
it. Had he ever been in the way of learning, I
think he would have drawn very well. He distrusts
his own judgment in such matters so much, that he
is always unwilling to give his opinion on any picture;
but he has an innate propriety and simplicity of taste,
which in general direct him perfectly right.”
Marianne was afraid of offending,
and said no more on the subject; but the kind of approbation
which Elinor described as excited in him by the drawings
of other people, was very far from that rapturous
delight, which, in her opinion, could alone be called
taste. Yet, though smiling within herself at
the mistake, she honoured her sister for that blind
partiality to Edward which produced it.
“I hope, Marianne,” continued
Elinor, “you do not consider him as deficient
in general taste. Indeed, I think I may say that
you cannot, for your behaviour to him is perfectly
cordial, and if that were your opinion, I am
sure you could never be civil to him.”
Marianne hardly knew what to say.
She would not wound the feelings of her sister on
any account, and yet to say what she did not believe
was impossible. At length she replied:
“Do not be offended, Elinor,
if my praise of him is not in every thing equal to
your sense of his merits. I have not had so many
opportunities of estimating the minuter propensities
of his mind, his inclinations and tastes, as you have;
but I have the highest opinion in the world of his
goodness and sense. I think him every thing that
is worthy and amiable.”
“I am sure,” replied Elinor,
with a smile, “that his dearest friends could
not be dissatisfied with such commendation as that.
I do not perceive how you could express yourself more
warmly.”
Marianne was rejoiced to find her
sister so easily pleased.
“Of his sense and his goodness,”
continued Elinor, “no one can, I think, be in
doubt, who has seen him often enough to engage him
in unreserved conversation. The excellence of
his understanding and his principles can be concealed
only by that shyness which too often keeps him silent.
You know enough of him to do justice to his solid worth.
But of his minuter propensities, as you call them you
have from peculiar circumstances been kept more ignorant
than myself. He and I have been at times thrown
a good deal together, while you have been wholly engrossed
on the most affectionate principle by my mother.
I have seen a great deal of him, have studied his
sentiments and heard his opinion on subjects of literature
and taste; and, upon the whole, I venture to pronounce
that his mind is well-informed, enjoyment of books
exceedingly great, his imagination lively, his observation
just and correct, and his taste delicate and pure.
His abilities in every respect improve as much upon
acquaintance as his manners and person. At first
sight, his address is certainly not striking; and his
person can hardly be called handsome, till the expression
of his eyes, which are uncommonly good, and the general
sweetness of his countenance, is perceived. At
present, I know him so well, that I think him really
handsome; or at least, almost so. What say you,
Marianne?”
“I shall very soon think him
handsome, Elinor, if I do not now. When you tell
me to love him as a brother, I shall no more see imperfection
in his face, than I now do in his heart.”
Elinor started at this declaration,
and was sorry for the warmth she had been betrayed
into, in speaking of him. She felt that Edward
stood very high in her opinion. She believed
the regard to be mutual; but she required greater
certainty of it to make Marianne’s conviction
of their attachment agreeable to her. She knew
that what Marianne and her mother conjectured one
moment, they believed the next that with
them, to wish was to hope, and to hope was to expect.
She tried to explain the real state of the case to
her sister.
“I do not attempt to deny,”
said she, “that I think very highly of him that
I greatly esteem, that I like him.”
Marianne here burst forth with indignation
“Esteem him! Like him!
Cold-hearted Elinor! Oh! worse than cold-hearted!
Ashamed of being otherwise. Use those words again,
and I will leave the room this moment.”
Elinor could not help laughing.
“Excuse me,” said she; “and be assured
that I meant no offence to you, by speaking, in so
quiet a way, of my own feelings. Believe them
to be stronger than I have declared; believe them,
in short, to be such as his merit, and the suspicion the
hope of his affection for me may warrant,
without imprudence or folly. But farther than
this you must not believe. I am by no means assured
of his regard for me. There are moments when the
extent of it seems doubtful; and till his sentiments
are fully known, you cannot wonder at my wishing to
avoid any encouragement of my own partiality, by believing
or calling it more than it is. In my heart I
feel little scarcely any doubt of his preference.
But there are other points to be considered besides
his inclination. He is very far from being independent.
What his mother really is we cannot know; but, from
Fanny’s occasional mention of her conduct and
opinions, we have never been disposed to think her
amiable; and I am very much mistaken if Edward is
not himself aware that there would be many difficulties
in his way, if he were to wish to marry a woman who
had not either a great fortune or high rank.”
Marianne was astonished to find how
much the imagination of her mother and herself had
outstripped the truth.
“And you really are not engaged
to him!” said she. “Yet it certainly
soon will happen. But two advantages will proceed
from this delay. I shall not lose you so soon,
and Edward will have greater opportunity of improving
that natural taste for your favourite pursuit which
must be so indispensably necessary to your future
felicity. Oh! if he should be so far stimulated
by your genius as to learn to draw himself, how delightful
it would be!”
Elinor had given her real opinion
to her sister. She could not consider her partiality
for Edward in so prosperous a state as Marianne had
believed it. There was, at times, a want of spirits
about him which, if it did not denote indifference,
spoke of something almost as unpromising. A doubt
of her regard, supposing him to feel it, need not
give him more than inquietude. It would not be
likely to produce that dejection of mind which frequently
attended him. A more reasonable cause might be
found in the dependent situation which forbade the
indulgence of his affection. She knew that his
mother neither behaved to him so as to make his home
comfortable at present, nor to give him any assurance
that he might form a home for himself, without strictly
attending to her views for his aggrandizement.
With such a knowledge as this, it was impossible for
Elinor to feel easy on the subject. She was far
from depending on that result of his preference of
her, which her mother and sister still considered as
certain. Nay, the longer they were together the
more doubtful seemed the nature of his regard; and
sometimes, for a few painful minutes, she believed
it to be no more than friendship.
But, whatever might really be its
limits, it was enough, when perceived by his sister,
to make her uneasy, and at the same time, (which was
still more common,) to make her uncivil. She took
the first opportunity of affronting her mother-in-law
on the occasion, talking to her so expressively of
her brother’s great expectations, of Mrs. Ferrars’s
resolution that both her sons should marry well, and
of the danger attending any young woman who attempted
to draw him in, that Mrs. Dashwood could neither
pretend to be unconscious, nor endeavor to be calm.
She gave her an answer which marked her contempt, and
instantly left the room, resolving that, whatever might
be the inconvenience or expense of so sudden a removal,
her beloved Elinor should not be exposed another week
to such insinuations.
In this state of her spirits, a letter
was delivered to her from the post, which contained
a proposal particularly well timed. It was the
offer of a small house, on very easy terms, belonging
to a relation of her own, a gentleman of consequence
and property in Devonshire. The letter was from
this gentleman himself, and written in the true spirit
of friendly accommodation. He understood that
she was in need of a dwelling; and though the house
he now offered her was merely a cottage, he assured
her that everything should be done to it which she
might think necessary, if the situation pleased her.
He earnestly pressed her, after giving the particulars
of the house and garden, to come with her daughters
to Barton Park, the place of his own residence, from
whence she might judge, herself, whether Barton Cottage,
for the houses were in the same parish, could, by any
alteration, be made comfortable to her. He seemed
really anxious to accommodate them and the whole of
his letter was written in so friendly a style as could
not fail of giving pleasure to his cousin; more especially
at a moment when she was suffering under the cold and
unfeeling behaviour of her nearer connections.
She needed no time for deliberation or inquiry.
Her resolution was formed as she read. The situation
of Barton, in a county so far distant from Sussex as
Devonshire, which, but a few hours before, would have
been a sufficient objection to outweigh every possible
advantage belonging to the place, was now its first
recommendation. To quit the neighbourhood of
Norland was no longer an evil; it was an object of
desire; it was a blessing, in comparison of the misery
of continuing her daughter-in-law’s guest; and
to remove for ever from that beloved place would be
less painful than to inhabit or visit it while such
a woman was its mistress. She instantly wrote
Sir John Middleton her acknowledgment of his kindness,
and her acceptance of his proposal; and then hastened
to show both letters to her daughters, that she might
be secure of their approbation before her answer were
sent.
Elinor had always thought it would
be more prudent for them to settle at some distance
from Norland, than immediately amongst their present
acquaintance. On that head, therefore,
it was not for her to oppose her mother’s intention
of removing into Devonshire. The house, too, as
described by Sir John, was on so simple a scale, and
the rent so uncommonly moderate, as to leave her no
right of objection on either point; and, therefore,
though it was not a plan which brought any charm to
her fancy, though it was a removal from the vicinity
of Norland beyond her wishes, she made no attempt
to dissuade her mother from sending a letter of acquiescence.