“I was never less alone than
when by myself.”
GIBBON.
Next morning, with her chaperon’s
energetic daughters, Damaris found herself one of
the herd foregathered on the Nile bank preparatory
to the excursion to the Valley of the Kings, and later
in the afternoon by mountain path over the ridge to
that marvel of antiquity the Terrace-Temple of Deir
el-Baharí.
“I don’t want to go, Janie
dear,” she said, the preceding night, whilst
the devoted maid wielded strong-bristled brushes on
the burnished short-cropped hair.
“Better go, dearie. One
must be polite, even if the heart breaks.”
Jane Coop’s literary plane swung
between a three-penny weekly entitled “Real
Stories from High Life” and Ouida’s novels,
which latter she had bought second-hand in the Charing
Cross Road and kept sandwiched between her Bible and
“Grandmother’s Herb Recipes.”
“But I don’t want to go.
I hate crowds, and I can’t take Wellington.
Every native flies from him since he got behind the
Musical Colossus and growled. You remember?
They thought it was the statue speaking, and the
dear old darling was only trying to catch a lizard.”
The bulldog loathed Egypt.
He was always either in disgrace or
being talked to in baby language. He had seen
next to nothing of his beloved mistress, and his digestion
had been almost ruined by the amount of chocolates
he had eaten out of pure boredom.
“Take me,” he said, every
time his beloved went out, as plainly as could be
by means of his beautiful face and down-cast tail.
But excursions had grown rarer and rarer and his
slender middle more and more defined through grief.
“My heart isn’t breaking,
Janie!” Damaris declared, sitting up in bed.
“I know it isn’t, dearie.
There’s nothing to break it over, I’m
sure. I was just repeating from ‘Her Scarlet
Sin’, where the beautiful heroine is torn between
two stools as it were.”
Jane Coop had no use for knights who
left the field of combat; and as for the tales which
were duly carried to her of an Arabian chief who followed
her young mistress in the desert and sent her bunches
of flowers and such-like trash, well! it was all you
could expect if you left your own country for heathen
parts!
To Jane Coop, rides in the desert
in Egypt were just as much a part of the day’s
programme as rides on donkeys at holiday-time had been
in Margate, before interfering people began to make
a fuss about the rider’s weight.
“You mind your own hedges, Maria
Hobson, and see that your own cattle don’t go
a-straying, with their monkey tricks,” she had
said tartly and not over-lucidly, to her grace’s
maid, who had heard from someone who had heard from
someone else that Miss Hethencourt was out at all hours
of the night, here, there and everywhere. “I
know what time she comes in and where she has been,
and who with, and that’s quite enough for me.
Thank you, I can shepherd my own flock!”
She was not exactly within the confines
of truth in her statement, but having learned in her
youth to diagnose the hurt of dumb animals, she felt
she was fully qualified to treat her beloved child’s
unrest without any verbal aid from outsiders.
Yet something, a warning from the
future, maybe, had prompted her to speak this night
as she stood beside the bed, looking down upon the
beauty of the child to whom she seemed, more than anyone
else, to stand in the position of sponsor.
“Will you promise me one thing, dearie?”
She stroked the red head lovingly
as it leant against the motherly bosom upon which
had so often rested errant lambs and stricken pullets.
“Yes, Janie darling. I would promise you
anything!”
“I know things are going crosswise
a bit with you, dearie, as they always do in an unknown
country; but I don’t worry about that, because
at the crossways there is always a signpost.
But now that we are in this heathen land, I want your
promise that you will always tell me where you are
going to when you go out-always. If
it’s out for a ride in the desert or over amongst
them mummy-tombs, or out to a tennis-party or dance.
Will you, dearie? Always?”
The insistence in the demand made
the girl look up into the homely face and she did
not smile as she made a little cross above her heart
in the manner of children.
“I promise, Janie-cross
heart. And I’m starting out early-early
to-morrow morning on an excursion to the Tombs of the
Kings. We are taking lunch with us-paper-bags
and remnants of sandwiches amongst Egypt’s dead--tea
at the Rest House and--”
She stopped for a minute, then continued slowly:
A moment’s silence; then said practical Jane:
Damaris laughed.
“They’ve left, Janie!
They’re all at Assouan, waiting to be shot by
Mr. Kelham and Miss Sidmouth.”
Jane Coop sniffed as she tucked in
the bed-clothes and kissed her child good-night.
She had got to the door when Damaris spoke.
“Janie, you know all about birds, don’t
you?”
“Hens, dearie.”
“Hawks aren’t hens, dearie.”
“White Leghorns,” said
Jane Coop, who was beginning to get interested in
this subject so near her heart.
“Yes. Well, supposing
you found that one, when it had all its feathers,
had some speckled ones under its wings-
“But it couldn’t, dearie, if it was pure-bred!”
“Yes, but just supposing it had, what would
be the meaning of it?”
Jane Coop hesitated, and re-tied her
apron-strings. Descriptive analysis was not
her strong forte.
“Well, dearie, I should say
that the male bird was a-a-oh!
a Plymouth Rock, or something like that. The
speckled bird would be a good one, but if it was mixed
it would have to be turned out of the run if you had
a fancy for showing and prizes. I remember a
black- But there now! what made
you start your old Nannie talking about hens?
Just you turn over and go to sleep, dearie.
You have to be up and away early to-morrow, you know!”
She closed the door gently and left the girl alone.
“I don’t understand,”
she said softly, and slipped out of bed to stand at
the open window, with all the glory of an Egyptian
night before her.
“I don’t understand
the meaning of the story,” she repeated, as she
watched the figure of a fellah wrapped in a
big cloak which shone snow-white under the moon, trudging
patiently across the grounds to the servants’
quarters. Then, as the huge dog flung himself
against her, she struck her hands together.
The sudden impact sent her mind flying back to the
first time she had seen Hugh Carden Ali, in English
riding-kit and Mohammedan tarbusch in the bazaar;
then in her memory she saw him dining as an Englishman;
saw him riding with falcon upon fist-a
very Eastern, saw him as an Arab of Arabia in the desert;
again as an Englishman, save for the Mohammedan tarbusch,
holding in the bay mare as she thundered past him
on the stallion Sooltan.
In a flash she understood the tragic
story of the Hawk of Egypt.
“The pity of it!” she
whispered. “Oh! the cruel pity of it!”
and crept back to bed.
Wide-eyed and quiet, she stood very
early next morning with the jostling, laughing crowd,
waiting to be ferried across the Nile on the excursion
to the Tombs of the Kings, which to most of the crowd
ranked on a level with Madame Tussaud’s Waxworks,
with the difference that in the valley of desolation
you could leave the remnants of your lunch anywhere,
which is a habit strictly forbidden in the Marylebone
Road.
Mounting the diminutive donkeys caused
peals of laughter; the hamlets of Naza’er-Rizkeh
and Naza’el Ba’irait rang with the cries
of the cavalcade, and Damaris blindly followed Lady
Thistleton’s energetic offspring, as with note-book
and pencil they followed the guide in and out of the
regulation tombs of Biban el-Muluk, the history of
which he repeated with parrot-like monotony.
Lucy Jones, lighthearted tourist,
thought the lunch awfully jolly in the shade of the
tomb, in fact, she made it a riotous feast, with the
help of others as young and non-temperamental as herself.
After all, what did it matter?
As Lucy said, “The dead had
been such a jolly long time dead,” and the desolation
of the valley made such a splendid contrast to the
golden sunshine and violent blue of the sky.
The zig-zag path down to Deir el-Baharí
occasioned more laughter and little screams and offers
of help from the sterner male, who, under an extreme
insouciance, tried to hide the insecurity of his perch
on the back of the humble, scrambling quadruped.
When the laughing, jostling and somewhat
dishevelled crowd streamed back down the second incline
and across the Central Terrace, en route for the donkeys,
it left Damaris standing with dancing eyes, and laughing
mouth under the blue and star-strewn ceiling of the
Shrine.
And when the last sound of laughter,
and clattering stone under nimble hoof had melted
away; when the sky had turned the marble temple mauve
and pink and deepest red, and back to pink, to mauve,
to softest white; when the first star had fastened
the robe of day to the cloak of night, and silence
had fallen like balm upon the wound caused by raucous
voices, Damaris tip-toed down the steps and out into
the Colonnade of Punt.
She was quite alone.