So Peer stays on and goes fishing.
He catches little; but time goes leisurely here, and
the summer lies soft and warm over the brown and blue
hillsides. He has soon learned that a merchant
named Uthoug, from Ringeby, is living in the house
on the island, with his wife and daughter. And
what of it?
Often he would lie in his boat, smoking
his pipe, and giving himself up to quiet dreams that
came and passed. A young girl in a white boat,
moving over red waters in the evening a
secret meeting on an island no one must
know just yet. . . . Would it ever happen to him?
Ah, no.
The sun goes down, there come sounds
of cow-bells nearing the saeters, the musical cries
and calls of the saeter-girls, the lowing of the cattle.
The mountains stand silent in the distance, their snow-clad
tops grown golden; the stream slides rippling by,
murmuring on through the luminous nights.
Then at last came the day of all days.
He had gone out for a long tramp at
random over the hills, making his way by compass,
and noting landmarks to guide him back. Here was
a marsh covered with cloud-berries the
taste brought back his own childhood. He wandered
on up a pale-brown ridge flecked with red heather and
what was that ahead? Smoke? He made towards
it. Yes, it was smoke. A ptarmigan fluttered
out in front of him, with a brood of tiny youngsters
at her heels Lord, what a shave! he
stopped short to avoid treading on them. The
smoke meant someone near possibly a camp
of Lapps. Let’s go and see.
He topped the last mound, and there
was the fire just below. Two girls jumped to
their feet; there was a bright coffee-kettle on the
fire, and on the moss-covered ground close by bread
and butter and sandwiches laid out on a paper tablecloth.
Peer stopped short in surprise.
The girls gazed at him for a moment, and he at them,
all three with a hesitating smile.
At last Peer lifted his hat and asked
the way to Rustad saeter. It took them some time
to explain this, and then they asked him the time.
He told them exactly to the minute, and then showed
them his watch so that they might see for themselves.
All this took more time. Meanwhile, they had
inspected each other, and found no reason to part company
just yet. One of the girls was tall, slender
of figure, with a warm-coloured oval face and dark
brown hair. Her eyebrows were thick and met above
the nose, delightful to look at. She wore a blue
serge dress, with the skirt kilted up a little, leaving
her ankles visible. The other was a blonde, smaller
of stature, and with a melancholy face, though she
smiled constantly. “Oh,” she said
suddenly, “have you a pocket-knife by any chance?”
“Oh yes!” Peer was just
moving off, but gladly seized the opportunity to stay
a while.
“We’ve a tin of sardines
here, and nothing to open it with,” said the
dark one.
“Let me try,” said Peer.
As luck would have it, he managed to cut himself a
little, and the two girls tumbled over each other to
tie up the wound. It ended, of course, with their
asking him to join their coffee-party.
“My name is Merle Uthoug,”
said the dark one, with a curtsy.
“Oh, then, it’s your father
who has the place on the island in the lake?”
“My name’s only Mork Thea
Mork. My father is a lawyer, and we have a little
cottage farther up the lake,” said the blonde.
Peer was about to introduce himself,
when the dark girl interrupted: “Oh, we
know you already,” she said. “We’ve
seen you out rowing on the lake so often. And
we had to find out who you were. We have a good
pair of glasses . . .”
“Merle!” broke in her companion warningly.
“. . . and then, yesterday,
we sent one of the maids over reconnoitring, to make
inquiries and bring us a full report.”
“Merle! How can you say such things?”
It was a cheery little feast.
Ah! how young they were, these two girls, and how
they laughed at a joke, and what quantities of bread
and butter and coffee they all three disposed of!
Merle now and again would give their companion a sidelong
glance, while Thea laughed at all the wild things
her friend said, and scolded her, and looked anxiously
at Peer.
And now the sun was nearing the shoulder
of a hill far in the west, and evening was falling.
They packed up their things, and Peer was loaded up
with a big bag of cloud-berries on his back, and a
tin pail to carry in his hand. “Give him
some more,” said Merle. “It’ll
do him good to work for a change.”
“Merle, you really are too bad!”
“Here you are,” said the
girl, and slid the handle of a basket into his other
hand.
Then they set out down the hill.
Merle sang and yodelled as they went; then Peer sang,
and then they all three sang together. And when
they came to a heather-tussock or a puddle, they did
not trouble to go round, but just jumped over it,
and then gave another jump for the fun of the thing.
They passed the saeter and went on
down to the water’s edge, and Peer proposed
to row them home. And so they rowed across.
And the whole time they sat talking and laughing together
as if they had known each other for years.
The boat touched land just below the
cottage, and a broad-shouldered man with a grey beard
and a straw hat came down to meet them. “Oh,
father, are you back again?” cried Merle, and,
springing ashore, she flung her arms round his neck.
The two exchanged some whispered words, and the father
glanced at Peer. Then, taking off his hat, he
came towards him and said politely, “It was
very kind of you to help the girls down.”
“This is Herr Holm, engineer
and Egyptian,” said Merle, “and this is
father.”
“I hear we are neighbours,”
said Uthoug. “We’re just going to
have tea, so if you have nothing better to do, perhaps
you will join us.”
Outside the cottage stood a grey-haired
lady with a pale face, wearing spectacles. She
had a thick white woollen shawl over her shoulders,
but even so she seemed to feel cold. “Welcome,”
she said, and Peer thought there was a tremor in her
voice.
There were two small low rooms with
an open fireplace in the one, and in it there stood
a table ready laid. But from the moment Merle
entered the house, she took command of everything,
and whisked in and out. Soon there was the sound
of fish cooking in the kitchen, and a moment later
she came in with a plate full of lettuce, and said:
“Mr. Egyptian you can make us an
Arabian salad, can’t you?”
Peer was delighted. “I should think so,”
he said.
“You’ll find salt and
pepper and vinegar and oil on the table there, and
that’s all we possess in the way of condiments.
But it must be a real Arabian salad all the same,
if you please!” And out she went again, while
Peer busied himself with the salad.
“I hope you will excuse my daughter,”
said Fru Uthoug, turning her pale face towards him
and looking through her spectacles. “She
is not really so wild as she seems.”
Uthoug himself walked up and down
the room, chatting to Peer and asking a great many
questions about conditions in Egypt. He knew something
about the Mahdi, and General Gordon, and Khartoum,
and the strained relations between the Khedive and
the Sultan. He was evidently a diligent reader
of the newspapers, and Peer gathered that he was a
Radical, and a man of some weight in his party.
And he looked as if there was plenty of fire smouldering
under his reddish eyelids: “A bad man to
fall out with,” thought Peer.
They sat down to supper, and Peer
noticed that Fru Uthoug grew less pale and anxious
as her daughter laughed and joked and chattered.
There even came a slight glow at last into the faded
cheeks; the eyes behind the spectacles seemed to shine
with a light borrowed from her daughter’s.
But her husband seemed not to notice anything, and
tried all the time to go on talking about the Mahdi
and the Khedive and the Sultan.
So for the first time for many years
Peer sat down to table in a Norwegian home and
how good it was! Would he ever have a home of
his own, he wondered.
After the meal, a mandolin was brought
out, and they sat round the fire in the great fireplace
and had some music. Until at last Merle rose and
said: “Now, mother, it’s time you
went to bed.”
“Yes, dear,” came the
answer submissively, and Fru Uthoug said good-night,
and Merle led her off.
Peer had risen to take leave, when
Merle came in again. “Why,” she said,
“you’re surely not going off before you’ve
rowed Thea home?”
“Oh, Merle, please . . .” put in the other.
But when the two had taken their places
in the boat and were just about to start up the lake,
Merle came running down and said she might just as
well come too.
Half an hour later, having seen the
young girl safely ashore at her father’s place,
Merle and Peer were alone, rowing back through the
still night over the waters of the lake, golden in
the light and dark blue in the shadows. Merle
leaned back in the stern, silent, trailing a small
branch along the surface of the water behind.
After a while Peer laid in his oars and let the boat
drift.
“How beautiful it is!” he said.
The girl lifted her head and looked
round. “Yes,” she answered, and Peer
fancied her voice had taken a new tone.
It was past midnight. Heights
and woods and saeters lay lifeless in the soft suffused
reddish light. The lake-trout were not rising
any more, but now and again the screech of a cock-ptarmigan
could be heard among the withies.
“What made you come just here
for your holiday, I wonder,” she asked suddenly.
“I leave everything to chance,
Froken Uthoug. It just happened so. It’s
all so homelike here, wherever one goes. And it
is so wonderful to be home in Norway again.”
“But haven’t you been
to see your people your father and mother since
you came home?”
“I ! Do you suppose I have a father
and mother?”
“But near relations surely
you must have a brother or sister somewhere in the
world?”
“Ah, if one only had! Though,
after all, one can get on without.”
She looked at him searchingly, as
if trying to see whether he spoke in earnest.
Then she said:
“Do you know that mother dreamed of you before
you came?”
“Of me?” Peer’s eyes opened wide.
“What did she dream about me?”
A sudden flush came to the girl’s
face, and she shook her head. “It’s
foolish of me to sit here and tell you all this.
But you see that was why we wanted so much to find
out about you when you came. And it gives me
a sort of feeling of our having known each other a
long time.”
“You appear to have a very constant
flow of high spirits, Froken Uthoug!”
“I? Why do you think ?
Oh, well, yes. One can come by most things, you
know, if one has to have them.”
“Even high spirits?”
She turned her head and looked towards
the shore. “Some day perhaps if
we should come to be friends I’ll
tell you more about it.”
Peer bent to his oars and rowed on.
The stillness of the night drew them nearer and nearer
together, and made them silent; only now and then they
would look at each other and smile.
“What mysterious creature is
this I have come upon?” thought Peer. She
might be about one-or two-and-twenty. She sat
there with bowed head, and in this soft glow the oval
face had a strange light of dreams upon it. But
suddenly her glance came back and rested on him again,
and then she smiled, and he saw that her mouth was
large and her lips full and red.
“I wish I had been all over
the world, like you,” she said.
“Have you never been abroad, Froken Uthoug?”
he asked.
“I spent a winter in Berlin,
once, and a few months in South Germany. I played
the violin a little, you see; and I hoped to take it
up seriously abroad and make something of it but
“Well, why shouldn’t you?”
She was silent for a little, then
at last she said: “I suppose you are sure
to know about it some day, so I may just as well tell
you now. Mother has been out of her mind.”
“My dear Froken
“And when she’s at home
my high spirits are needed to help her to
be more or less herself.”
He felt an impulse to rise and go
to the girl, and take her head between his hands.
But she looked up, with a melancholy smile; their eyes
met in a long look, and she forgot to withdraw her
glance.
“I must go ashore now,” she said at last.
“Oh, so soon! Why, we have hardly begun
our talk!”
“I must go ashore now,”
she repeated; and her voice, though still gentle,
was not to be gainsaid.
At last Peer was alone, rowing back
to his saeter. As he rowed he watched the girl
going slowly up towards the cottage. When she
reached the door she turned for the first time and
waved to him. Then she stood for a moment looking
after him, and then opened the door and disappeared.
He gazed at the door some time longer, as if expecting
to see it open again, but no sign of life was to be
seen.
The sun’s rim was showing now
above the distant ranges in the east, and the white
peaks in the north and west kindled in the morning
glow. Peer laid in his oars again, and rested,
with his elbows on his knees and his head in his hands.
What could this thing be that had befallen him today?
How could those peaks stand round
so aloof and indifferent, and leave him here disconsolate
and alone?
What was it, this new rushing in his
ears; this new rhythm of his pulse? He lay back
at last in the bottom of the boat, with hands clasped
behind his head, and let boat and all things drift.
And when the glare of the rising sun
came slanting into the boat and beat dazzlingly in
his face, he only turned his head a little and let
it shine full upon him.
Now she is lying asleep over there,
the morning streaming red through her window of
whom is she dreaming as she sleeps?
Have you ever seen such eyebrows before?
To press one’s lips to them to take
her head between one’s hand . . . and so it is
to save your mother that you give up your own dreams,
and to warm her soul that you keep that flame of gladness
burning in you? Is that the sort you are?
Merle was ever such a name? Are you
called Merle?
Day spreads over the heavens, kindling
all the night-clouds, great and small, to gold and
scarlet. And here he lies, rocking, rocking, on
no lake, but on a red stately-heaving ocean swell.
Ah! till now your mind has been so
filled with cold mechanics, with calculations, with
steel and fire. More and more knowledge, ever
more striving to understand all things, to know all,
to master all. But meanwhile, the tones of the
hymn died within you, and the hunger for that which
lies beyond all things grew ever fiercer and fiercer.
You thought it was Norway that you needed and
now you are here. But is it enough?
Merle is your name Merle?
There is nothing that can be likened
to the first day of love. All your learning,
your travel, and deeds and dreams all has
been nothing but dry firewood that you have dragged
and heaped together. And now has come a spark,
and the whole heap blazes up, casting its red glow
over earth and heaven, and you stretch out your cold
hands, and warm them, and shiver with joy that a new
bliss has come upon the earth.
And all that you could not understand the
relation between the spark of eternity in your soul
and the Power above, and the whole of endless space has
all of a sudden become so clear that you lie here trembling
with joy at seeing to the very bottom of the infinite
enigma.
You have but to take her by the hand,
and “Here are we two,” you say to the
powers of life and death. “Here is she and
here am I we two” and
you send the anthem rolling aloft a strain
from little Louise’s fiddle-bow mingling with
it not to the vaultings of any church, but
into endless space itself. And Thou, Power above,
now I understand Thee. How could I ever take
seriously a Power that sat on high playing with Sin
and Grace but now I see Thee, not the bloodthirsty
Jéhovah, but a golden-haired youth, the Light itself.
We two worship Thee; not with a wail of prayer, but
with a great anthem, that has the World-All in it.
All our powers, our knowledge, our dreams all
are there. And each has its own instrument, its
own voice in the mighty chorus. The dawn reddening
over the hills is with us. The goat grazing on
that northern hillside, dazzled with sun-gold when
it turns its head to the east it is with
us, too. The waking birds are with us. A
frog, crawling up out of a puddle and stopping to
wonder at the morning it is there.
Even the little insect with diamonds on its wings and
the grass-blade with its pearl of dew, trying to mirror
as much of the sky as it can it is there,
it is there, it is there. We are standing amid
Love’s first day, and there is no more talk
of grace or doubt or faith or need of aid; only a
rushing sound of music rising to heaven from all the
golden rivers in our hearts.
The saeters were beginning to wake.
Musical cries came echoing as the saeter-girls chid
on the cattle, that moved slowly up to the northern
heights, with lowings and tinkling of bells. But
Peer lay still where he was and presently
the dairy-maid at the saeter caught sight of what
seemed an empty boat drifting on the lake, and was
afraid some accident had happened.
“Merle,” thought Peer,
still lying motionless. “Is your name Merle?”
The dairy-maid was down by the waterside
now, calling across toward the boat. And at last
she saw a man sit up, rubbing his eyes.
“Mercy on us!” she cried.
“Lord be thanked that you’re there.
And you haven’t been in the whole blessed night!”
A goat with a broken leg, set in splints,
had been left to stray at will about the cattle-pens
and in and out of the house, while its leg-bones were
setting. Peer must needs pick up the creature
and carry it round for a while in his arms, though
it at once began chewing at his beard. When he
sat down to the breakfast-table, he found something
so touching in the look of the cream and butter, the
bread and the coffee, that it seemed a man would need
a heart of stone to be willing to eat such things.
And when the old woman said he really ought to get
some food into him, he sprang up and embraced her,
as far as his arms would go round. “Nice
carryings on!” she cried, struggling to free
herself. But when he went so far as to imprint
a sounding kiss on her forehead, she fetched him a
mighty push. “Lord!” she said, “if
the gomeril hasn’t gone clean out of his wits
this last night!”