We have been together, you who read
this and to you, whoever you are, whether
pleased or angry, I make a comrade’s signal.
Who knows? We might be the very ones to understand
each other, if we met! We have been together,
in the shadow of the presences that make life tolerable;
and now we must draw our conclusion and go our way.
Our conclusion? Ah! that is a
hard matter. The world we live in lends itself
better to beginnings than conclusions. Or does
anything, in this terrible flowing tide, even begin?
End or beginning, we find ourselves floating upon
it this great tide and we must
do what we can to get a clear glimpse of the high
stars before we sink. I wonder if, in the midst
of the stammered and blurted incoherences, the lapses
and levities, of this quaint book, a sort of “orientation,”
as the theologians say now, has emerged at all?
I feel, myself, as though it had, though it is hard
enough to put it into words. I seem to feel that
a point of view, not altogether irrelevant in our time,
has projected a certain light upon us, as we advanced
together.
Let me try to catch some few filmy
threads of this before it vanishes, even though, like
a dream in the waking, its outlines waver and recede
and fade, until it is lost in space. We gather,
then, I fancy, from this kind of hurried passing through
enchanted gardens, a sort of curious unwillingness
to let our “fixed convictions” deprive
us any more of the spiritual adventures to which we
have a right. We begin to understand the danger
of such convictions, of such opinions, of such “constructive
consistency.” We grow prepared to “give
ourselves up” to “yield ourselves willingly,”
to whatever new Revelation of the Evasive One chance
may throw in our way. It is in such yieldings,
such surprises by the road, such new vistas and perspectives,
that life loves to embody itself. To refuse them
is to turn away from Life and dwell in the kingdom
of the shadow.
“Why not?” the Demon who
has presided over our wanderings together seems to
whisper “why not for a little while
try the experiment of having no ‘fixed ideas,’
no ‘inflexible principles,’ no ‘concentrated
aim’? Why not simply react to one mysterious
visitor after another, as they approach us, and caress
or hurt us, and go their way? Why not, for an
interlude, be Life’s children, instead of her
slaves or her masters, and let Her lead us, the great
crafty Mother, whither she will?”
There will be much less harm done
by such an embracing of Fate, and such a cessation
of foolish agitations, than many might suppose.
And more than anything else, this is what our generation
requires! We are over-ridden by theorists and
preachers and ethical water-carriers; we need a little
rest a little yawning and stretching and
“being ourselves”; a little quiet sitting
at the feet of the Immortal Gods. We need to
forget to be troubled, for a brief interval, if the
Immortal Gods speak in strange and variable tongues,
and offer us diverse-shaped chalices. Let us
drink, dear friends, let us drink, as the most noble
prophetess Bacbuc used to say! There are many
vintages in the kingdom of Beauty; and yet others God
knows! even outside that. Let us drink, and ask
no troublesome questions. The modern puritan
seeks to change the nature of our natural longing.
He tells us that what we need is not less labor but
more labor, not less “concentrated effort,”
but more “concentrated effort”; not “Heaven,”
in fact, but “Hell.”
I do not know. There is much
affectation abroad, and some hypocrisy. Puritans
were ever addicted to hypocrisy. But because of
these “virtuous” prophets of “action,”
are we to give up our Beatific Vision? Why not
be honest for once, and confess that what Man, born
of Woman, craves for in his heart is a little joy,
a little happiness, a little pleasure, before “he
goes hence and is no more seen”? We know
that we know nothing. Why, then, pretend that
we know the importance of being “up and doing”?
There may be no such importance. The common burden
of life we have, indeed, all to bear and
they are not very gracious or lovely souls who seek
to put it off on others but for this additional
burden, this burden of “being consistent”
and having a “strong character,” does it
seem very wise, in so brief an interval, to put the
stress just there?
Somehow I think a constant dwelling
in the company of the “great masters”
leads us to take with a certain “pinch of salt”
the strenuous “duties” which the World’s
voices make so clamorous! It may be that our
sense of their greatness and remoteness produces a
certain “humility” in us, and a certain
mood of “waiting on the Spirit,” not altogether
encouraging to what this age, in its fussy worship
of energy, calls “our creative work.”
Well! There is a place doubtless for these energetic
people, and their strenuous characters, and their
“creative work.” But I think there
is a place also for those who cannot rush about the
market-place, or climb high Alps, or make engines
spin, or race, with girded loins, after “Truth.”
I think there is a place still left for harmless spectators
in this Little Theatre of the Universe, And such spectators
will do well if they see to it that nothing of the
fine or the rare or the exquisite escapes them.
Somebody must have the discrimination and the detachment
necessary to do justice to our “creative minds.”
The worst of it is, everybody in these days rushes
off to “create,” and pauses not a moment
to look round to see whether what is being created
is worth creating!
We must return to the great masters;
we must return to the things in life that really matter;
and then we shall acquire, perhaps, in our little
way the art of keeping the creators of ugliness at
a distance!
Let us at least be honest. The
world is a grim game, and we need sometimes the very
courage of Lucifer to hold our enemies back.
But in the chaos of it all, and the madness and frenzy,
let us at least hold fast to that noble daughter of
the gods men name Imagination. With that to
aid us, we can console ourselves for many losses,
for many defeats. For the life of the Imagination
flows deep and swift, and in its flowing it can bear
us to undreamed-of coasts, where the children of fantasy
and the children of irony dance on heedless
of theory and argument.
The world is deep, as Zarathustra
says, and deep is pain; and deeper than pain is joy.
I do not think that they have reached the final clue,
even with their talk of “experience” and
“struggle” and the “storming of
the heights.” Sometimes it is not from “experience,”
but from beyond experience, that the rumour comes.
Sometimes it is not from the “struggle,”
but from the “rest” after the struggle,
that the whisper is given. Sometimes the voice
comes to us, not from the “heights,” but
from the depths.
The truth seems to be that if the
clue is to be caught at all, it will be caught where
we least expect it; and, for the catching of it, what
we have to do is not to let our theories, our principles,
our convictions, our opinions, impede our vision but
now and then to lay them aside; but whether with them
or without them, to be prepared for
the Spirit bloweth where it listeth and we cannot
tell whence it cometh, or whither it goeth!