At Epernay the station was wrecked;
the corrugated tin of the roof hung in strips over
the crumbled brick walls.
“They say the Boches came over
last night. They killed a lot of permissionaires.”
“That river’s the Marne.”
“Gosh, is it? Let me get to the winder.”
The third-class car, joggling along
on a flat wheel, was full of the smell of sweat and
sour wine. Outside, yellow-green and blue-green,
crossed by long processions of poplars, aflame with
vermilion and carmine of poppies, the countryside
slipped by. At a station where the train stopped
on a siding, they could hear a faint hollow sound in
the distance: guns.
Croix de Guerre had
been given out that day at the automobile park at
Chalons. There was an unusually big dinner at
the wooden tables in the narrow portable barracks,
and during the last course the General passed through
and drank a glass of champagne to the health of all
present. Everybody had on his best uniform and
sweated hugely in the narrow, airless building, from
the wine and the champagne and the thick stew, thickly
seasoned, that made the dinner’s main course.
“We are all one large family,”
said the General from the end of the barracks ...
“to France.”
That night the wail of a siren woke
Martin suddenly and made him sit up in his bunk trembling,
wondering where he was. Like the shriek of a
woman in a nightmare, the wail of the siren rose and
rose and then dropped in pitch and faded throbbingly
out.
“Don’t flash a light there. It’s
Boche planes.”
Outside the night was cold, with a little light from
a waned moon.
“See the shrapnel!” someone cried.
“The Boche has a Mercedes motor,”
said someone else. “You can tell by the
sound of it.”
“They say one of their planes
chased an ambulance ten miles along a straight road
the other day, trying to get it with a machine-gun.
The man who was driving got away, but he had shell-shock
afterwards.”
“Did he really?”
“Oh, I’m goin’ to turn in.
God, these French nights are cold!”
The rain pattered hard with unfaltering
determination on the roof of the little arbour.
Martin lolled over the rough board table, resting his
chin on his clasped hands, looking through the tinkling
bead curtains of the rain towards the other end of
the weed-grown garden, where, under a canvas shelter,
the cooks were moving about in front of two black
steaming cauldrons. Through the fresh scent of
rain-beaten leaves came a greasy smell of soup.
He was thinking of the jolly wedding-parties that
must have drunk and danced in this garden before the
war, of the lovers who must have sat in that very
arbour, pressing sunburned cheek against sunburned
cheek, twining hands callous with work in the fields.
A man broke suddenly into the arbour behind Martin
and stood flicking the water off his uniform with
his cap. His sand-coloured hair was wet and was
plastered in little spikes to his broad forehead, a
forehead that was the entablature of a determined
rock-hewn face.
“Hello,” said Martin,
twisting his head to look at the newcomer. “You
section twenty-four?”
“Yes.... Ever read ’Alice
in Wonderland’?” asked the wet man, sitting
down abruptly at the table.
“Yes, indeed.”
“Doesn’t this remind you of it?”
“What?”
“This war business. Why,
I keep thinking I’m going to meet the rabbit
who put butter in his watch round every corner.”
“It was the best butter.”
“That’s the hell of it.”
“When’s your section leaving
here?” asked Martin, picking up the conversation
after a pause during which they’d both stared
out into the rain. They could hear almost constantly
the grinding roar of camions on the road behind
the cafe and the slither of their wheels through the
mud-puddles where the road turned into the village.
“How the devil should I know?”
“Somebody had dope this morning
that we’d leave here for Soissons to-morrow.”
Martin’s words tailed off into a convictionless
mumble.
“It surely is different than you’d pictured
it, isn’t it, now?”
They sat looking at each other while
the big drops from the leaky roof smacked on the table
or splashed cold in their faces.
“What do you think of all this,
anyway?” said the wet man suddenly, lowering
his voice stealthily.
“I don’t know. I
never did expect it to be what we were taught to believe....
Things aren’t.”
“But you can’t have guessed
that it was like this ... like Alice in Wonderland,
like an ill-intentioned Drury Lane pantomime, like
all the dusty futility of Barnum and Bailey’s
Circus.”
“No, I thought it would be hair-raising,”
said Martin.
“Think, man, think of all the
oceans of lies through all the ages that must have
been necessary to make this possible! Think of
this new particular vintage of lies that has been
so industriously pumped out of the press and the pulpit.
Doesn’t it stagger you?”
Martin nodded.
“Why, lies are like a sticky
juice overspreading the world, a living, growing flypaper
to catch and gum the wings of every human soul....
And the little helpless buzzings of honest, liberal,
kindly people, aren’t they like the thin little
noise flies make when they’re caught?”
“I agree with you that the little
thin noise is very silly,” said Martin.
Martin slammed down the hood of the
car and stood upright. A cold stream of rain
ran down the sleeves of his slicker and dripped from
his greasy hands.
Infantry tramped by, the rain spattering
with a cold glitter on grey helmets, on gun-barrels,
on the straps of equipment. Red sweating faces,
drooping under the hard rims of helmets, turned to
the ground with the struggle with the weight of equipment;
rows and patches of faces were the only warmth in
the desolation of putty-coloured mud and bowed mud-coloured
bodies and dripping mud-coloured sky. In the cold
colourlessness they were delicate and feeble as the
faces of children, rosy and soft under the splattering
of mud and the shagginess of unshaven beards.
Martin rubbed the back of his hand
against his face. His skin was like that, too,
soft as the petals of flowers, soft and warm amid all
this dead mud, amid all this hard mud-covered steel.
He leant against the side of the car,
his ears full of the heavy shuffle, of the jingle
of equipment, of the splashing in puddles of water-soaked
boots, and watched the endless rosy patches of faces
moving by, the faces that drooped towards the dripping
boots that rose and fell, churning into froth the
soupy, putty-coloured mud of the road.
The schoolmaster’s garden was
full of late roses and marigolds, all parched and
bleached by the thick layer of dust that was over them.
Next to the vine-covered trellis that cut the garden
off from the road stood a green table and a few cane
chairs. The schoolmaster, something charmingly
eighteenth-century about the cut of his breeches and
the calves of his legs in their thick woollen golf-stockings,
led the way, a brown pitcher of wine in his hand.
Martin Howe and the black-haired, brown-faced boy
from New Orleans who was his car-mate followed him.
Then came a little grey woman in a pink knitted shawl,
carrying a tray with glasses.
“In the Verdunois our wine is
not very good,” said the schoolmaster, bowing
them into chairs. “It is thin and cold like
the climate. To your health, gentlemen.”
“To France.”
“To America.”
“And down with the Boches.”
In the pale yellow light that came
from among the dark clouds that passed over the sky,
the wine had the chilly gleam of yellow diamonds.
“Ah, you should have seen that
road in 1916,” said the schoolmaster, drawing
a hand over his watery blue eyes. “That,
you know, is the Voie Sacree, the sacred way that
saved Verdun. All day, all day, a double line
of camions went up, full of ammunition and ravitaillement
and men.”
“Oh, the poor boys, we saw so
many go up,” came the voice, dry as the rustling
of the wind in the vine-leaves, of the grey old woman
who stood leaning against the schoolmaster’s
chair, looking out through a gap in the trellis at
the rutted road so thick with dust, “and never
have we seen one of them come back.”
“It was for France.”
“But this was a nice village
before the war. From Verdun to Bar-lé-Duc,
the Courrier des Postes used to tell
us, there was no such village, so clean and with such
fine orchards.” The old woman leaned over
the schoolmaster’s shoulder, joining eagerly
in the conversation.
“Even now the fruit is very fine,” said
Martin.
“But you soldiers, you steal
it all,” said the old woman, throwing out her
arms. “You leave us nothing, nothing.”
“We don’t begrudge it,”
said the schoolmaster, “all we have is our country’s.”
“We shall starve then....”
As she spoke the glasses on the table
shook. With a roar of heavy wheels and a grind
of gears a camion went by.
“O good God!” The old
woman looked out on to the road with terror in her
face, blinking her eyes in the thick dust.
Roaring with heavy wheels, grinding
with gears, throbbing with motors, camion after camion
went by, slowly, stridently. The men packed into
the camions had broken through the canvas covers
and leaned out, waving their arms and shouting.
“Oh, the poor children,”
said the old woman, wringing her hands, her voice
lost in the roar and the shouting.
“They should not destroy property
that way,” said the schoolmaster.... “Last
year it was dreadful. There were mutinies.”
Martin sat, his chair tilted back,
his hands trembling, staring with compressed lips
at the men who jolted by on the strident, throbbing
camions. A word formed in his mind:
tumbrils.
In some trucks the men were drunk
and singing, waving their bidons in the air,
shouting at people along the road, crying out all sorts
of things: “Get to the front!” “Into
the trenches with them!” “Down with the
war!” In others they sat quiet, faces corpse-like
with dust. Through the gap in the trellis Martin
stared at them, noting intelligent faces, beautiful
faces, faces brutally gay, miserable faces like those
of sobbing drunkards.
At last the convoy passed and the
dust settled again on the rutted road.
“Oh, the poor children!”
said the old woman. “They know they are
going to death.”
They tried to hide their agitation.
The schoolmaster poured out more wine.
“Yes,” said Martin, “there
are fine orchards on the hills round here.”
“You should be here when the
plums are ripe,” said the schoolmaster.
A tall bearded man, covered with dust
to the eyelashes, in the uniform of a commandant,
stepped into the garden.
“My dear friends!” He
shook hands with the schoolmaster and the old woman
and saluted the two Americans. “I could
not pass without stopping a moment. We are going
up to an attack. We have the honour to take the
lead.”
“You will have a glass of wine, won’t
you?”
“With great pleasure.”
“Julie, fetch a bottle, you know which....
How is the morale?”
“Perfect.”
“I thought they looked a little discontented.”
“No.... It’s always
like that.... They were yelling at some gendarmes.
If they strung up a couple it would serve them right,
dirty beasts.”
“You soldiers are all one against the gendarmes.”
“Yes. We fight the enemy
but we hate the gendarmes.” The commandant
rubbed his hands, drank his wine and laughed.
“Hah! There’s the next convoy.
I must go.”
“Good luck.”
The commandant shrugged his shoulders,
clicked his heels together at the garden gate, saluted,
smiling, and was gone.
Again the village street was full
of the grinding roar and throb of camions, full
of a frenzy of wheels and drunken shouting.
“Give us a drink, you.”
“We’re the train de luxe, we are.”
“Down with the war!”
And the old grey woman wrung her hands and said:
“Oh, the poor children, they know they are going
to death!”