On Forsyte ’Change the announcement
of Jolly’s death, among a batch of troopers,
caused mixed sensation. Strange to read that Jolyon
Forsyte (fifth of the name in direct descent) had
died of disease in the service of his country, and
not be able to feel it personally. It revived
the old grudge against his father for having estranged
himself. For such was still the prestige of old
Jolyon that the other Forsytes could never quite feel,
as might have been expected, that it was they who had
cut off his descendants for irregularity. The
news increased, of course, the interest and anxiety
about Val; but then Val’s name was Dartie, and
even if he were killed in battle or got the Victoria
Cross, it would not be at all the same as if his name
were Forsyte. Not even casualty or glory to the
Haymans would be really satisfactory. Family pride
felt defrauded.
How the rumour arose, then, that ‘something
very dreadful, my dear,’ was pending, no one,
least of all Soames, could tell, secret as he kept
everything. Possibly some eye had seen ‘Forsyte
v. Forsyte and Forsyte,’ in the cause list;
and had added it to ’Irene in Paris with a fair
beard.’ Possibly some wall at Park Lane
had ears. The fact remained that it was known whispered
among the old, discussed among the young that
family pride must soon receive a blow.
Soames, paying one, of his Sunday
visits to Timothy’s paying it with
the feeling that after the suit came on he would be
paying no more felt knowledge in the air
as he came in. Nobody, of course, dared speak
of it before him, but each of the four other Forsytes
present held their breath, aware that nothing could
prevent Aunt Juley from making them all uncomfortable.
She looked so piteously at Soames, she checked herself
on the point of speech so often, that Aunt Hester
excused herself and said she must go and bathe Timothy’s
eye he had a sty coming. Soames, impassive,
slightly supercilious, did not stay long. He went
out with a curse stifled behind his pale, just smiling
lips.
Fortunately for the peace of his mind,
cruelly tortured by the coming scandal, he was kept
busy day and night with plans for his retirement for
he had come to that grim conclusion. To go on
seeing all those people who had known him as a ‘long-headed
chap,’ an astute adviser after that no!
The fastidiousness and pride which was so strangely,
so inextricably blended in him with possessive obtuseness,
revolted against the thought. He would retire,
live privately, go on buying pictures, make a great
name as a collector after all, his heart
was more in that than it had ever been in Law.
In pursuance of this now fixed resolve, he had to
get ready to amalgamate his business with another
firm without letting people know, for that would excite
curiosity and make humiliation cast its shadow before.
He had pitched on the firm of Cuthcott, Holliday and
Kingson, two of whom were dead. The full name
after the amalgamation would therefore be Cuthcott,
Holliday, Kingson, Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte.
But after debate as to which of the dead still had
any influence with the living, it was decided to reduce
the title to Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte, of whom
Kingson would be the active and Soames the sleeping
partner. For leaving his name, prestige, and
clients behind him, Soames would receive considerable
value.
One night, as befitted a man who had
arrived at so important a stage of his career, he
made a calculation of what he was worth, and after
writing off liberally for depreciation by the war,
found his value to be some hundred and thirty thousand
pounds. At his father’s death, which could
not, alas, be delayed much longer, he must come into
at least another fifty thousand, and his yearly expenditure
at present just reached two. Standing among his
pictures, he saw before him a future full of bargains
earned by the trained faculty of knowing better than
other people. Selling what was about to decline,
keeping what was still going up, and exercising judicious
insight into future taste, he would make a unique
collection, which at his death would pass to the nation
under the title ‘Forsyte Bequest.’
If the divorce went through, he had
determined on his line with Madame Lamotte. She
had, he knew, but one real ambition to live
on her ‘renter’ in Paris near her grandchildren.
He would buy the goodwill of the Restaurant Bretagne
at a fancy price. Madame would live like a Queen-Mother
in Paris on the interest, invested as she would know
how. (Incidentally Soames meant to put a capable
manager in her place, and make the restaurant pay
good interest on his money. There were great
possibilities in Soho.) On Annette he would promise
to settle fifteen thousand pounds (whether designedly
or not), precisely the sum old Jolyon had settled
on ‘that woman.’
A letter from Jolyon’s solicitor
to his own had disclosed the fact that ‘those
two’ were in Italy. And an opportunity had
been duly given for noting that they had first stayed
at an hotel in London. The matter was clear as
daylight, and would be disposed of in half an hour
or so; but during that half-hour he, Soames, would
go down to hell; and after that half-hour all bearers
of the Forsyte name would feel the bloom was off the
rose. He had no illusions like Shakespeare that
roses by any other name would smell as sweet.
The name was a possession, a concrete, unstained piece
of property, the value of which would be reduced some
twenty per cent. at least. Unless it were Roger,
who had once refused to stand for Parliament, and oh,
irony! Jolyon, hung on the line, there
had never been a distinguished Forsyte. But that
very lack of distinction was the name’s greatest
asset. It was a private name, intensely individual,
and his own property; it had never been exploited
for good or evil by intrusive report. He and each
member of his family owned it wholly, sanely, secretly,
without any more interference from the public than
had been necessitated by their births, their marriages,
their deaths. And during these weeks of waiting
and preparing to drop the Law, he conceived for that
Law a bitter distaste, so deeply did he resent its
coming violation of his name, forced on him by the
need he felt to perpetuate that name in a lawful manner.
The monstrous injustice of the whole thing excited
in him a perpetual suppressed fury. He had asked
no better than to live in spotless domesticity, and
now he must go into the witness box, after all these
futile, barren years, and proclaim his failure to
keep his wife incur the pity, the amusement,
the contempt of his kind. It was all upside down.
She and that fellow ought to be the sufferers, and
they were in Italy! In these weeks
the Law he had served so faithfully, looked on so
reverently as the guardian of all property, seemed
to him quite pitiful. What could be more insane
than to tell a man that he owned his wife, and punish
him when someone unlawfully took her away from him?
Did the Law not know that a man’s name was to
him the apple of his eye, that it was far harder to
be regarded as cuckold than as seducer? He actually
envied Jolyon the reputation of succeeding where he,
Soames, had failed. The question of damages worried
him, too. He wanted to make that fellow suffer,
but he remembered his cousin’s words, “I
shall be very happy,” with the uneasy feeling
that to claim damages would make not Jolyon but himself
suffer; he felt uncannily that Jolyon would rather
like to pay them the chap was so loose.
Besides, to claim damages was not the thing to do.
The claim, indeed, had been made almost mechanically;
and as the hour drew near Soames saw in it just another
dodge of this insensitive and topsy-turvy Law to make
him ridiculous; so that people might sneer and say:
“Oh, yes, he got quite a good price for her!”
And he gave instructions that his Counsel should state
that the money would be given to a Home for Fallen
Women. He was a long time hitting off exactly
the right charity; but, having pitched on it, he used
to wake up in the night and think: ’It
won’t do, too lurid; it’ll draw attention.
Something quieter better taste.’
He did not care for dogs, or he would have named them;
and it was in desperation at last for his
knowledge of charities was limited that
he decided on the blind. That could not be inappropriate,
and it would make the Jury assess the damages high.
A good many suits were dropping out
of the list, which happened to be exceptionally thin
that summer, so that his case would be reached before
August. As the day grew nearer, Winifred was his
only comfort. She showed the fellow-feeling of
one who had been through the mill, and was the ‘femme-sole’
in whom he confided, well knowing that she would not
let Dartie into her confidence. That ruffian would
be only too rejoiced! At the end of July, on
the afternoon before the case, he went in to see her.
They had not yet been able to leave town, because Dartie
had already spent their summer holiday, and Winifred
dared not go to her father for more money while he
was waiting not to be told anything about this affair
of Soames.
Soames found her with a letter in her hand.
“That from Val,” he asked gloomily.
“What does he say?”
“He says he’s married,” said Winifred.
“Whom to, for Goodness’ sake?”
Winifred looked up at him.
“To Holly Forsyte, Jolyon’s daughter.”
“What?”
“He got leave and did it.
I didn’t even know he knew her. Awkward,
isn’t it?”
Soames uttered a short laugh at that characteristic
minimisation.
“Awkward! Well, I don’t
suppose they’ll hear about this till they come
back. They’d better stay out there.
That fellow will give her money.”
“But I want Val back,”
said Winifred almost piteously; “I miss him,
he helps me to get on.”
“I know,” murmured Soames. “How’s
Dartie behaving now?”
“It might be worse; but it’s
always money. Would you like me to come down
to the Court to-morrow, Soames?”
Soames stretched out his hand for
hers. The gesture so betrayed the loneliness
in him that she pressed it between her two.
“Never mind, old boy. You’ll
feel ever so much better when it’s all over.”
“I don’t know what I’ve
done,” said Soames huskily; “I never have.
It’s all upside down. I was fond of her;
I’ve always been.”
Winifred saw a drop of blood ooze
out of his lip, and the sight stirred her profoundly.
“Of course,” she said,
“it’s been too bad of her all along!
But what shall I do about this marriage of Val’s,
Soames? I don’t know how to write to him,
with this coming on. You’ve seen that child.
Is she pretty?”
“Yes, she’s pretty,”
said Soames. “Dark lady-like
enough.”
‘That doesn’t sound so
bad,’ thought Winifred. ‘Jolyon had
style.’
“It is a coil,” she said. “What
will father say?
“Mustn’t be told,”
said Soames. “The war’ll soon be over
now, you’d better let Val take to farming out
there.”
It was tantamount to saying that his nephew was lost.
“I haven’t told Monty,” Winifred
murmured desolately.
The case was reached before noon next
day, and was over in little more than half an hour.
Soames pale, spruce, sad-eyed in the witness-box had
suffered so much beforehand that he took it all like
one dead. The moment the decree nisi was
pronounced he left the Courts of Justice.
Four hours until he became public
property! ‘Solicitor’s divorce suit!’
A surly, dogged anger replaced that dead feeling within
him. ’Damn them all!’ he thought;
’I won’t run away. I’ll act
as if nothing had happened.’ And in the
sweltering heat of Fleet Street and Ludgate Hill he
walked all the way to his City Club, lunched, and went
back to his office. He worked there stolidly
throughout the afternoon.
On his way out he saw that his clerks
knew, and answered their involuntary glances with
a look so sardonic that they were immediately withdrawn.
In front of St. Paul’s, he stopped to buy the
most gentlemanly of the evening papers. Yes!
there he was! ’Well-known solicitor’s
divorce. Cousin co-respondent. Damages given
to the blind’ so, they had got that
in! At every other face, he thought: ’I
wonder if you know!’ And suddenly he felt queer,
as if something were racing round in his head.
What was this? He was letting
it get hold of him! He mustn’t! He
would be ill. He mustn’t think! He
would get down to the river and row about, and fish.
‘I’m not going to be laid up,’ he
thought.
It flashed across him that he had
something of importance to do before he went out of
town. Madame Lamotte! He must explain the
Law. Another six months before he was really
free! Only he did not want to see Annette!
And he passed his hand over the top of his head it
was very hot.
He branched off through Covent Garden.
On this sultry day of late July the garbage-tainted
air of the old market offended him, and Soho seemed
more than ever the disenchanted home of rapscallionism.
Alone, the Restaurant Bretagne, neat, daintily painted,
with its blue tubs and the dwarf trees therein, retained
an aloof and Frenchified self-respect. It was
the slack hour, and pale trim waitresses were preparing
the little tables for dinner. Soames went through
into the private part. To his discomfiture Annette
answered his knock. She, too, looked pale and
dragged down by the heat.
“You are quite a stranger,” she said languidly.
Soames smiled.
“I haven’t wished to be; I’ve been
busy.”
“Where’s your mother, Annette? I’ve
got some news for her.”
“Mother is not in.”
It seemed to Soames that she looked
at him in a queer way. What did she know?
How much had her mother told her? The worry of
trying to make that out gave him an alarming feeling
in the head. He gripped the edge of the table,
and dizzily saw Annette come forward, her eyes clear
with surprise. He shut his own and said:
“It’s all right.
I’ve had a touch of the sun, I think.”
The sun! What he had was a touch of ’darkness!
Annette’s voice, French and composed, said:
“Sit down, it will pass, then.”
Her hand pressed his shoulder, and Soames sank into
a chair. When the dark feeling dispersed, and
he opened his eyes, she was looking down at him.
What an inscrutable and odd expression for a girl
of twenty!
“Do you feel better?”
“It’s nothing,”
said Soames. Instinct told him that to be feeble
before her was not helping him age was enough
handicap without that. Will-power was his fortune
with Annette, he had lost ground these latter months
from indecision he could not afford to lose
any more. He got up, and said:
“I’ll write to your mother.
I’m going down to my river house for a long
holiday. I want you both to come there presently
and stay. It’s just at its best. You
will, won’t you?”
“It will be veree nice.”
A pretty little roll of that ‘r’ but no
enthusiasm. And rather sadly he added:
“You’re feeling the heat;
too, aren’t you, Annette? It’ll do
you good to be on the river. Good-night.”
Annette swayed forward. There was a sort of compunction
in the movement.
“Are you fit to go? Shall I give you some
coffee?”
“No,” said Soames firmly. “Give
me your hand.”
She held out her hand, and Soames
raised it to his lips. When he looked up, her
face wore again that strange expression. ‘I
can’t tell,’ he thought, as he went out;
’but I mustn’t think I mustn’t
worry:
But worry he did, walking toward Pall
Mall. English, not of her religion, middle-aged,
scarred as it were by domestic tragedy, what had he
to give her? Only wealth, social position, leisure,
admiration! It was much, but was it enough for
a beautiful girl of twenty? He felt so ignorant
about Annette. He had, too, a curious fear of
the French nature of her mother and herself.
They knew so well what they wanted. They were
almost Forsytes. They would never grasp a shadow
and miss a substance.
The tremendous effort it was to write
a simple note to Madame Lamotte when he reached his
Club warned him still further that he was at the end
of his tether.
“My dear Madame (he said),
“You will see by the enclosed
newspaper cutting that I obtained my decree of divorce
to-day. By the English Law I shall not, however,
be free to marry again till the decree is confirmed
six months hence. In the meanwhile I have the
honor to ask to be considered a formal suitor for
the hand of your daughter. I shall write again
in a few days and beg you both to come and stay at
my river house.
“I am, dear Madame,
“Sincerely yours,
“Soames Forsyte.”
Having sealed and posted this letter,
he went into the dining-room. Three mouthfuls
of soup convinced him that he could not eat; and,
causing a cab to be summoned, he drove to Paddington
Station and took the first train to Reading.
He reached his house just as the sun went down, and
wandered out on to the lawn. The air was drenched
with the scent of pinks and picotees in his flower-borders.
A stealing coolness came off the river.
Rest-peace! Let a poor fellow
rest! Let not worry and shame and anger chase
like evil night-birds in his head! Like those
doves perched half-sleeping on their dovecot, like
the furry creatures in the woods on the far side,
and the simple folk in their cottages, like the trees
and the river itself, whitening fast in twilight, like
the darkening cornflower-blue sky where stars were
coming up let him cease from himself, and
rest!