THE WORLD IS RIGHT ENOUGH AFTER ALL
Down in Haegberg’s smithy it
looked as if it were going to be not only blue Monday,
but blank Tuesday too. With the exception of one
solitary figure, it was black and empty. Outside
the door a row of iron picks, spades and crowbars,
were waiting to be sharpened for the navvies on the
new harbour works.
Haegberg was going about with his
leather apron hanging down over one shoulder, as furious
as a Berserk. There were no respectable men and
apprentices to be had nowadays; but he would give them
notice man by man, as sure as his name was Haegberg!
One was standing there grinding.
And he had stood there quite alone, filing with all
his might at his journeyman’s probation work,
the whole of St. John’s day yesterday.
That’s how it is: one goes on the spree,
and another pinches and is so stingy about his money,
that he would willingly lay his soul in the fire for
it. The fellow was a good enough workman, to
be sure, and if he had not had that affair with the
police, then yes, no no, yes,
to be sure, he was acquitted of that, so he was!
The person in question was Nikolai,
who had entered Haegberg’s smithy again to complete
his years of apprenticeship.
Ah, at last! There came two men
sauntering over the yard to the smithy.
Haegberg turned round and pretended
not to see them; on consideration, it was not the
time to part with one’s men. He only went
up himself and took one of the crowbars out of the
forge; and when the two culprits arrived, he stood
there, tall, lean, strong, and grey-haired, hammering
so that the sparks flew.
This piece of work, unworthy of the
master, spoke louder than the angriest reproaches,
and when in silence he flung the crowbar down, and
began sharpening a pick, it was sufficiently evident
that there was thunder in the air.
By degrees during the morning they
arrived, with staring eyes, beating temples, and faces
either pale or red from being up all night, one with
a swollen eye, another with a plaster across his nose.
Their voices were hoarse, and they each went silently
to work. They must exert themselves if they were
to get through all the tool-work that remained.
Work went on uninterruptedly almost
the whole afternoon, without a word being spoken over
the whole smithy. By that time most of the work
had been got through, and Haegberg himself went out
to do business in the town.
Those who were left at work shone
with perspiration, and either because work had been
the best cure for the excesses of the preceding Midsummer
Day and Midsummer Eve, or it was the general relief
at the departure of the master, one man began suddenly
to sing, a couple more to yawn and stretch themselves
lazily in the enjoyment of their pleasant recollections;
and then the talk began about the way they had each
spent their holiday.
Only Nikolai went on undisturbed;
he cared more about a screw-hole in the hinge on his
probation work than all their Midsummer Eve outings,
and if he only worked away now, it would be finished
by the end of the month.
His small hammer sounded above their
talk, the tar-barrels, wood-stacks and
old house-walls that they had burnt, and their drinking
and merriment until they had not a penny left, haw-haw!
The hammer rang above it all.
Jan Peter had gone in a boat over
to the islands, and seen so many bonfires, both
there and on the hills round, that it was impossible
to count them.
Yes, when a fellow’s drunk!
The hammer went on again.
One man stretched himself and yawned
with the whole Midsummer holiday in his jaws.
“Up on Grefsen ridge, cold punch had flowed down
the hill as good as free. Veyergang’s son
had given the girls at the factory an old boat from
Maridal Lake and half a barrel of pitch; heard the
cuckoo and had larks all night came down
again when it was nearly eight o’clock.”
The hammer rang no longer.
“Veyergang’s son the
girls at Veyergang’s factory!” Nikolai
stood, anxious and uncertain, listening, and now and
again glancing quickly and sharply over at the man
who was speaking.
Then he washed off the soot, and disappeared.
Silla had been down to the Valsets’
cottage to fetch the customary evening pint of milk,
when at the gate she met Nikolai. He said he had
seen her go in, but she knew quite well that he had
been watching for her.
“You can’t think what
fun I had on Midsummer Eve, Nikolai!” she said,
holding out the can by the handle towards him.
“If you only knew! No, never in all my
life!”
“Up on Grefsen ridge?”
“How did you know; tell me, how did you know?”
“Oh, I one of the
smiths was up there. But I can’t understand
how you could get away from her at home.”
“No, it was a near chance, too,
I can tell you!” She looked round, and said
in a cautious whisper: “Mother doesn’t
know but that I lay and turned over in my bed at home
all Midsummer night. She went to eat St. John’s
porridge with aunt out at Asker, and I was to stay
at home, and iron; but at nine o’clock, I said
good-bye and went my way. Oh Nikolai!” she
clapped her hands, laughing “you should
have heard how she scolded yesterday morning when
she came back, because I was still in bed! Did
you hear that we were treated to punch, too?”
“Who gave it you?”
“Ah, wouldn’t you like
to know! But, Nikolai, you won’t tell.
It was a certain person who treated us.”
“Indeed!”
“He came up to see that they
did not light the bonfire too near the wood.
Yes, you must know, Nikolai, that it was no less a
person than young Veyergang! There was a Midsummer
party at his father’s, and they were to see
the fire from the stairs at exactly half-past eleven.
“And then he treated them to punch? You
too?”
“It was just me! ‘Her with the black
eyes,’ he said.”
“Perhaps he has spoken to you before, too?”
“Yes, indeed; he knows perfectly
well that my name is Silla. I meet him every
single day, you must know.”
Nikolai made a movement as if he were
bringing down a hammer on the hillside. “Indeed!”
“Last Saturday in the office,
when he had reckoned a krone too much in the
pass-book, he said I could keep it and spend it on
cakes.”
“Ha! ha! Did he say that?
Wonderful, how kind he is!” Nikolai said this
with something that was meant for laughter. “The
cook is very kind, too, when she feeds the goose so
as to get hold of it!”
He stood with one arm round the gate-post,
looking at her; she had grown so pretty and elegant,
and almost taller since he had seen her last.
“A young girl who doesn’t even know that
she is pretty.”
Silla pouted; her whole expression
was one of supercilious disavowal.
“If they offer her a cake, or
a handkerchief, or a little fun, she stretches out
her neck and runs up. I should think you might
understand that, Silla, from all you see round you!
How many of them, I should like to know, will ever
come to be the wife of an honest working-man?
They manage to dance a few times, and then it’s
all over. And they wanted to be just as kind
to you now, Silla! That Veyergang is on the watch
for you! If I’m not on the watch for him ”
He suddenly looked pale and ugly.
“What are you thinking of, Nikolai?
Don’t go on like that!”
“You may well say what was I
thinking of, to stand there grinding and filing away
the whole month at my probation work, and then let
you go up there among that pack of wolves. But
I was born like that that everything should
go wrong with me!”
Silla stood, as she always did when
Nikolai put on this tone, downcast and dispirited,
her slender figure bending forwards, and her eyes on
the ground.
“We two, Silla,” he continued
at length, with a shake as if of resolution, but his
voice trembled “we two have been,
as it were, brought up together. And with things
as they were, if they could make me go wrong, it would
have been still easier for you to be twisted by them,
for I was strong, you see; but you were weak, and had
always to creep like a cat among lies and difficulties.
And so so I thought that we
two who have always stood by one another and
I haven’t had anyone else I could trust, as
you know, Silla, and neither have you that
we should join hands. And if you’re of
the same mind, then ”
He had clasped his broad hands round
the gate-post, and was squeezing it with all the strength
of his square-set figure, while he waited for her
answer. He gazed at her bent head, but she did
not look up; and he drew a deep breath, for he felt
that he must go on.
“And now I’ve got together
a little money, and not bought anything, and have
filed and filed away at my probation work; because
when I become journeyman, and another year has passed,
and I’ve laid by a little, then then
it might be that you could get away from the factory
dirt and the ordering at home both at once, and be
a real smith’s wife, Silla. You’ve
never had any one to take care of you as I’ve
done, you know; and you don’t know how good
I’ll be to you! For a fellow who hasn’t
had either father or mother, and since I was up at
the police-station I haven’t had many companions
either ” But here his emotion overpowered
him.
“Such an uncommonly pretty smith’s
wife you would make, Silla! If any one has eyes
for a smith, it’s you; they are like sparks in
the fire! And then to come home and see only
the top of your pretty little black head at the room
door! In spite of having always been treated like
a dog, and worse than that like a thief,
it would all be nothing at all, if that was how it
could end. One’s own room with a lock on
the door and the chest, that would be something better
than being dragged round a dancing-hall, Silla, by
fine fellows and sailors.”
The last words, which were uttered
in warm excitement, would have been better left unsaid;
for, from standing melted and overcome, with tears
in her eyes, she suddenly fired up against the accusation.
“Do you want to deny me a little
pleasure, too, Nikolai? I’m not to see
any one, not to go anywhere. Oh no! I’m
to be a girl who has never danced, a regular queer
bird, that’s first been kept in a cage by her
mother, and then by ” her
voice quivered, and she began to cry. “Is
that what you call being kind to me, Nikolai?
You must be trying to make me afraid of you, too!”
“Afraid of me? of me, Silla?”
“Don’t they all look upon
me as a baby that’s tied to her mother’s
apron-strings? And now you come and want to help
her, Nikolai. That’s right! That’s
right! Only keep me in! Oh yes, you and mother!
It’s only a question of who gets the power over
me. But you’d better take care, Nikolai!”
She began to cry bitterly in impotent rage.
“Oh, well, cry away! I
won’t say anything. You’ve got some
one else to comfort you for a little while,”
he added moodily.
She suddenly sprang up, went up to
him, and laid her arm confidingly on his shoulder.
“Don’t you know
that I’ll be your wife, Nikolai?” she said,
looking full and ardently into his eyes; there were
still tears on her dark, freckled face.
“Well, if you will, Silla, you shall see who
can work.”
“But mother, Nikolai! Oh,
I’m so frightened so frightened only
that she’ll get to know that we sometimes meet.
She looks at me so hard every time I’ve been
an errand, and I’ve always been gone so long.
But when I sit darning and patching of an evening,
I sometimes imagine that you come in so fine and rich,
and that you own the whole of Haegberg’s smithy,
so that mother has to give in.”
“No, do you think about that,
Silla? Then I will come. She’ll have
to give in like smoke, if I come only with my credentials,
and my honest trade as well.”
What was it that had happened that
light, hazy, summer evening, when the waterfall thundered
out beneath the bridge, when the trees seemed to swell
with new budding leaves, and the sun glittered on the
windows here and there? Was he intoxicated, or
was it the evening that had taken an extra Midsummer
carouse? The last he saw of Silla was that she
hurried homewards with her can, and that she had looked
round at him, as she turned into the road among the
houses.
The world was right enough after all.
When he reckoned it up properly, it was not at all
so unreasonable, even if the lock did sometimes get
out of order; and then well, then one had
to be both strong and neat-handed to get it open again.
No, it was right enough. You
only see that when you get inside, and so there must
be police and masters and order in everything, so that
it can lock.
Nikolai stood riveting and meditating
down in the smithy. He had now got his journeyman’s
credentials, and everything was rose-colour. The
fact that he and the world were becoming reconciled
showed in shining characters over the whole of his
broad face. His short, strong figure moved with
a newly-acquired, quick confidence at his work.
He worked now for journeyman’s
wages, and could save up a nice little sum each week.
One fortunate circumstance in the case was that he
never dared make Silla a present of anything, neither
handkerchiefs nor anything else, because of Mrs. Holman.
A penny saved is a penny gained, and she should have
it all in good time.
On Saturday evenings, as soon as he
had had a little wash in the cooling-water, he took
his way up towards the manufacturing part of the town.
He carried his hammer and pincers, and an iron plate
or a lock in his hand; he must look as if he were
engaged in his lawful work. And then came the
chance whether on his way up or down he caught a glimpse
of Silla.
It was quite a chance, and it sometimes
happened that he just met Mrs. Holman instead.
He must put up with that; at any rate, he looked right
into the street there, in the cluster of houses where
Silla walked several times a day. But what he
found more difficult to put up with was, that on those
occasions when he was fortunate, she was walking arm-in-arm
with two or three other factory-girls, so that he scarcely
got more than the one glimpse and short nod from her
before they turned in now here, now there.
What did she want to go loitering
about in the evening with those dissipated girls for?
Was that the sort of thing for Silla? She was
neither old enough nor wise enough to understand what
she was getting mixed up in, and what a fine gentleman
meant who nodded to her for the sake of
her pretty eyes. Amuse themselves? Yes, go
round in the mill, until they come out crushed and
ground!
No! She must come out of this.
And so he must work away with his
file, and add one week’s earnings to another,
until he had made the silver hook large enough to draw
her to him.
Yes, once she was with him! he
forgot himself in thoughts about house-rent and wedding
outlay.