’He told me further that he
didn’t know what made him hang on but
of course we may guess. He sympathised deeply
with the defenceless girl, at the mercy of that “mean,
cowardly scoundrel.” It appears Cornelius
led her an awful life, stopping only short of actual
ill-usage, for which he had not the pluck, I suppose.
He insisted upon her calling him father “and
with respect, too with respect,” he
would scream, shaking a little yellow fist in her
face. “I am a respectable man, and what
are you? Tell me what are you?
You think I am going to bring up somebody else’s
child and not be treated with respect? You ought
to be glad I let you. Come say Yes,
father. . . . No? . . . You wait a bit.”
Thereupon he would begin to abuse the dead woman,
till the girl would run off with her hands to her
head. He pursued her, dashing in and out and round
the house and amongst the sheds, would drive her into
some corner, where she would fall on her knees stopping
her ears, and then he would stand at a distance and
declaim filthy denunciations at her back for half an
hour at a stretch. “Your mother was a devil,
a deceitful devil and you too are a devil,”
he would shriek in a final outburst, pick up a bit
of dry earth or a handful of mud (there was plenty
of mud around the house), and fling it into her hair.
Sometimes, though, she would hold out full of scorn,
confronting him in silence, her face sombre and contracted,
and only now and then uttering a word or two that would
make the other jump and writhe with the sting.
Jim told me these scenes were terrible. It was
indeed a strange thing to come upon in a wilderness.
The endlessness of such a subtly cruel situation was
appalling if you think of it. The
respectable Cornelius (Inchi ’Nelyus the Malays
called him, with a grimace that meant many things)
was a much-disappointed man. I don’t know
what he had expected would be done for him in consideration
of his marriage; but evidently the liberty to steal,
and embezzle, and appropriate to himself for many
years and in any way that suited him best, the goods
of Stein’s Trading Company (Stein kept the supply
up unfalteringly as long as he could get his skippers
to take it there) did not seem to him a fair equivalent
for the sacrifice of his honourable name. Jim
would have enjoyed exceedingly thrashing Cornelius
within an inch of his life; on the other hand, the
scenes were of so painful a character, so abominable,
that his impulse would be to get out of earshot, in
order to spare the girl’s feelings. They
left her agitated, speechless, clutching her bosom
now and then with a stony, desperate face, and then
Jim would lounge up and say unhappily, “Now come really what’s
the use you must try to eat a bit,”
or give some such mark of sympathy. Cornelius
would keep on slinking through the doorways, across
the verandah and back again, as mute as a fish, and
with malevolent, mistrustful, underhand glances.
“I can stop his game,” Jim said to her
once. “Just say the word.” And
do you know what she answered? She said Jim
told me impressively that if she had not
been sure he was intensely wretched himself, she would
have found the courage to kill him with her own hands.
“Just fancy that! The poor devil of a girl,
almost a child, being driven to talk like that,”
he exclaimed in horror. It seemed impossible
to save her not only from that mean rascal but even
from herself! It wasn’t that he pitied her
so much, he affirmed; it was more than pity; it was
as if he had something on his conscience, while that
life went on. To leave the house would have appeared
a base desertion. He had understood at last that
there was nothing to expect from a longer stay, neither
accounts nor money, nor truth of any sort, but he
stayed on, exasperating Cornelius to the verge, I
won’t say of insanity, but almost of courage.
Meantime he felt all sorts of dangers gathering obscurely
about him. Doramin had sent over twice a trusty
servant to tell him seriously that he could do nothing
for his safety unless he would recross the river again
and live amongst the Bugis as at first. People
of every condition used to call, often in the dead
of night, in order to disclose to him plots for his
assassination. He was to be poisoned. He
was to be stabbed in the bath-house. Arrangements
were being made to have him shot from a boat on the
river. Each of these informants professed himself
to be his very good friend. It was enough he
told me to spoil a fellow’s rest for
ever. Something of the kind was extremely possible nay,
probable but the lying warnings gave him
only the sense of deadly scheming going on all around
him, on all sides, in the dark. Nothing more calculated
to shake the best of nerve. Finally, one night,
Cornelius himself, with a great apparatus of alarm
and secrecy, unfolded in solemn wheedling tones a
little plan wherein for one hundred dollars or
even for eighty; let’s say eighty he,
Cornelius, would procure a trustworthy man to smuggle
Jim out of the river, all safe. There was nothing
else for it now if Jim cared a pin for
his life. What’s eighty dollars? A
trifle. An insignificant sum. While he,
Cornelius, who had to remain behind, was absolutely
courting death by this proof of devotion to Mr. Stein’s
young friend. The sight of his abject grimacing
was Jim told me very hard to
bear: he clutched at his hair, beat his breast,
rocked himself to and fro with his hands pressed to
his stomach, and actually pretended to shed tears.
“Your blood be on your own head,” he squeaked
at last, and rushed out. It is a curious question
how far Cornelius was sincere in that performance.
Jim confessed to me that he did not sleep a wink after
the fellow had gone. He lay on his back on a thin
mat spread over the bamboo flooring, trying idly to
make out the bare rafters, and listening to the rustlings
in the torn thatch. A star suddenly twinkled through
a hole in the roof. His brain was in a whirl;
but, nevertheless, it was on that very night that
he matured his plan for overcoming Sherif Ali.
It had been the thought of all the moments he could
spare from the hopeless investigation into Stein’s
affairs, but the notion he says came
to him then all at once. He could see, as it
were, the guns mounted on the top of the hill.
He got very hot and excited lying there; sleep was
out of the question more than ever. He jumped
up, and went out barefooted on the verandah.
Walking silently, he came upon the girl, motionless
against the wall, as if on the watch. In his then
state of mind it did not surprise him to see her up,
nor yet to hear her ask in an anxious whisper where
Cornelius could be. He simply said he did not
know. She moaned a little, and peered into the
campong. Everything was very quiet. He was
possessed by his new idea, and so full of it that he
could not help telling the girl all about it at once.
She listened, clapped her hands lightly, whispered
softly her admiration, but was evidently on the alert
all the time. It seems he had been used to make
a confidant of her all along and that she
on her part could and did give him a lot of useful
hints as to Patusan affairs there is no doubt.
He assured me more than once that he had never found
himself the worse for her advice. At any rate,
he was proceeding to explain his plan fully to her
there and then, when she pressed his arm once, and
vanished from his side. Then Cornelius appeared
from somewhere, and, perceiving Jim, ducked sideways,
as though he had been shot at, and afterwards stood
very still in the dusk. At last he came forward
prudently, like a suspicious cat. “There
were some fishermen there with fish,”
he said in a shaky voice. “To sell fish you
understand.” . . . It must have been then
two o’clock in the morning a likely
time for anybody to hawk fish about!
’Jim, however, let the statement
pass, and did not give it a single thought. Other
matters occupied his mind, and besides he had neither
seen nor heard anything. He contented himself
by saying, “Oh!” absently, got a drink
of water out of a pitcher standing there, and leaving
Cornelius a prey to some inexplicable emotion that
made him embrace with both arms the worm-eaten rail
of the verandah as if his legs had failed went
in again and lay down on his mat to think. By-and-by
he heard stealthy footsteps. They stopped.
A voice whispered tremulously through the wall, “Are
you asleep?” “No! What is it?”
he answered briskly, and there was an abrupt movement
outside, and then all was still, as if the whisperer
had been startled. Extremely annoyed at this,
Jim came out impetuously, and Cornelius with a faint
shriek fled along the verandah as far as the steps,
where he hung on to the broken banister. Very
puzzled, Jim called out to him from the distance to
know what the devil he meant. “Have you
given your consideration to what I spoke to you about?”
asked Cornelius, pronouncing the words with difficulty,
like a man in the cold fit of a fever. “No!”
shouted Jim in a passion. “I have not,
and I don’t intend to. I am going to live
here, in Patusan.” “You shall d-d-die
h-h-here,” answered Cornelius, still shaking
violently, and in a sort of expiring voice. The
whole performance was so absurd and provoking that
Jim didn’t know whether he ought to be amused
or angry. “Not till I have seen you tucked
away, you bet,” he called out, exasperated yet
ready to laugh. Half seriously (being excited
with his own thoughts, you know) he went on shouting,
“Nothing can touch me! You can do your damnedest.”
Somehow the shadowy Cornelius far off there seemed
to be the hateful embodiment of all the annoyances
and difficulties he had found in his path. He
let himself go his nerves had been over-wrought
for days and called him many pretty names, swindler,
liar, sorry rascal: in fact, carried on in an
extraordinary way. He admits he passed all bounds,
that he was quite beside himself defied
all Patusan to scare him away declared he
would make them all dance to his own tune yet, and
so on, in a menacing, boasting strain. Perfectly
bombastic and ridiculous, he said. His ears burned
at the bare recollection. Must have been off his
chump in some way. . . . The girl, who was sitting
with us, nodded her little head at me quickly, frowned
faintly, and said, “I heard him,” with
child-like solemnity. He laughed and blushed.
What stopped him at last, he said, was the silence,
the complete deathlike silence, of the indistinct
figure far over there, that seemed to hang collapsed,
doubled over the rail in a weird immobility.
He came to his senses, and ceasing suddenly, wondered
greatly at himself. He watched for a while.
Not a stir, not a sound. “Exactly as if
the chap had died while I had been making all that
noise,” he said. He was so ashamed of himself
that he went indoors in a hurry without another word,
and flung himself down again. The row seemed
to have done him good though, because he went to sleep
for the rest of the night like a baby. Hadn’t
slept like that for weeks. “But I
didn’t sleep,” struck in the girl, one
elbow on the table and nursing her cheek. “I
watched.” Her big eyes flashed, rolling
a little, and then she fixed them on my face intently.’