’It all begins with a remarkable
exploit of a man called Brown, who stole with complete
success a Spanish schooner out of a small bay near
Zamboanga. Till I discovered the fellow my information
was incomplete, but most unexpectedly I did come upon
him a few hours before he gave up his arrogant ghost.
Fortunately he was willing and able to talk between
the choking fits of asthma, and his racked body writhed
with malicious exultation at the bare thought of Jim.
He exulted thus at the idea that he had “paid
out the stuck-up beggar after all.” He gloated
over his action. I had to bear the sunken glare
of his fierce crow-footed eyes if I wanted to know;
and so I bore it, reflecting how much certain forms
of evil are akin to madness, derived from intense egoism,
inflamed by resistance, tearing the soul to pieces,
and giving factitious vigour to the body. The
story also reveals unsuspected depths of cunning in
the wretched Cornelius, whose abject and intense hate
acts like a subtle inspiration, pointing out an unerring
way towards revenge.
’"I could see directly I set
my eyes on him what sort of a fool he was,”
gasped the dying Brown. “He a man!
Hell! He was a hollow sham. As if he couldn’t
have said straight out, ‘Hands off my plunder!’
blast him! That would have been like a man!
Rot his superior soul! He had me there but
he hadn’t devil enough in him to make an end
of me. Not he! A thing like that letting
me off as if I wasn’t worth a kick! . . .”
Brown struggled desperately for breath. . . .
“Fraud. . . . Letting me off. . . .
And so I did make an end of him after all. . . .”
He choked again. . . . “I expect this thing’ll
kill me, but I shall die easy now. You . . . you
here . . . I don’t know your name I
would give you a five-pound note if if
I had it for the news or my name’s
not Brown. . . .” He grinned horribly.
. . . “Gentleman Brown.”
’He said all these things in
profound gasps, staring at me with his yellow eyes
out of a long, ravaged, brown face; he jerked his left
arm; a pepper-and-salt matted beard hung almost into
his lap; a dirty ragged blanket covered his legs.
I had found him out in Bankok through that busybody
Schomberg, the hotel-keeper, who had, confidentially,
directed me where to look. It appears that a
sort of loafing, fuddled vagabond a white
man living amongst the natives with a Siamese woman had
considered it a great privilege to give a shelter to
the last days of the famous Gentleman Brown.
While he was talking to me in the wretched hovel,
and, as it were, fighting for every minute of his life,
the Siamese woman, with big bare legs and a stupid
coarse face, sat in a dark corner chewing betel stolidly.
Now and then she would get up for the purpose of shooing
a chicken away from the door. The whole hut shook
when she walked. An ugly yellow child, naked and
pot-bellied like a little heathen god, stood at the
foot of the couch, finger in mouth, lost in a profound
and calm contemplation of the dying man.
’He talked feverishly; but in
the middle of a word, perhaps, an invisible hand would
take him by the throat, and he would look at me dumbly
with an expression of doubt and anguish. He seemed
to fear that I would get tired of waiting and go away,
leaving him with his tale untold, with his exultation
unexpressed. He died during the night, I believe,
but by that time I had nothing more to learn.
’So much as to Brown, for the present.
’Eight months before this, coming
into Samarang, I went as usual to see Stein.
On the garden side of the house a Malay on the verandah
greeted me shyly, and I remembered that I had seen
him in Patusan, in Jim’s house, amongst other
Bugis men who used to come in the evening to talk
interminably over their war reminiscences and to discuss
State affairs. Jim had pointed him out to me
once as a respectable petty trader owning a small
seagoing native craft, who had showed himself “one
of the best at the taking of the stockade.”
I was not very surprised to see him, since any Patusan
trader venturing as far as Samarang would naturally
find his way to Stein’s house. I returned
his greeting and passed on. At the door of Stein’s
room I came upon another Malay in whom I recognised
Tamb’ Itam.
’I asked him at once what he
was doing there; it occurred to me that Jim might
have come on a visit. I own I was pleased and
excited at the thought. Tamb’ Itam looked
as if he did not know what to say. “Is Tuan
Jim inside?” I asked impatiently. “No,”
he mumbled, hanging his head for a moment, and then
with sudden earnestness, “He would not fight.
He would not fight,” he repeated twice.
As he seemed unable to say anything else, I pushed
him aside and went in.
’Stein, tall and stooping, stood
alone in the middle of the room between the rows of
butterfly cases. “Ach! is it you, my
friend?” he said sadly, peering through his
glasses. A drab sack-coat of alpaca hung, unbuttoned,
down to his knees. He had a Panama hat on his
head, and there were deep furrows on his pale cheeks.
“What’s the matter now?” I asked
nervously. “There’s Tamb’ Itam
there. . . .” “Come and see the girl.
Come and see the girl. She is here,” he
said, with a half-hearted show of activity. I
tried to detain him, but with gentle obstinacy he
would take no notice of my eager questions. “She
is here, she is here,” he repeated, in great
perturbation. “They came here two days ago.
An old man like me, a stranger sehen
Sie cannot do much. . . . Come
this way. . . . Young hearts are unforgiving.
. . .” I could see he was in utmost distress.
. . . “The strength of life in them, the
cruel strength of life. . . .” He mumbled,
leading me round the house; I followed him, lost in
dismal and angry conjectures. At the door of the
drawing-room he barred my way. “He loved
her very much,” he said interrogatively, and
I only nodded, feeling so bitterly disappointed that
I would not trust myself to speak. “Very
frightful,” he murmured. “She can’t
understand me. I am only a strange old man.
Perhaps you . . . she knows you. Talk to her.
We can’t leave it like this. Tell her to
forgive him. It was very frightful.”
“No doubt,” I said, exasperated at being
in the dark; “but have you forgiven him?”
He looked at me queerly. “You shall hear,”
he said, and opening the door, absolutely pushed me
in.
’You know Stein’s big
house and the two immense reception-rooms, uninhabited
and uninhabitable, clean, full of solitude and of shining
things that look as if never beheld by the eye of man?
They are cool on the hottest days, and you enter them
as you would a scrubbed cave underground. I passed
through one, and in the other I saw the girl sitting
at the end of a big mahogany table, on which she rested
her head, the face hidden in her arms. The waxed
floor reflected her dimly as though it had been a
sheet of frozen water. The rattan screens were
down, and through the strange greenish gloom made by
the foliage of the trees outside a strong wind blew
in gusts, swaying the long draperies of windows and
doorways. Her white figure seemed shaped in snow;
the pendent crystals of a great chandelier clicked
above her head like glittering icicles. She looked
up and watched my approach. I was chilled as
if these vast apartments had been the cold abode of
despair.
’She recognised me at once,
and as soon as I had stopped, looking down at her:
“He has left me,” she said quietly; “you
always leave us for your own ends.”
Her face was set. All the heat of life seemed
withdrawn within some inaccessible spot in her breast.
“It would have been easy to die with him,”
she went on, and made a slight weary gesture as if
giving up the incomprehensible. “He would
not! It was like a blindness and yet
it was I who was speaking to him; it was I who stood
before his eyes; it was at me that he looked all the
time! Ah! you are hard, treacherous, without
truth, without compassion. What makes you so wicked?
Or is it that you are all mad?”
’I took her hand; it did not
respond, and when I dropped it, it hung down to the
floor. That indifference, more awful than tears,
cries, and reproaches, seemed to defy time and consolation.
You felt that nothing you could say would reach the
seat of the still and benumbing pain.
’Stein had said, “You
shall hear.” I did hear. I heard it
all, listening with amazement, with awe, to the tones
of her inflexible weariness. She could not grasp
the real sense of what she was telling me, and her
resentment filled me with pity for her for
him too. I stood rooted to the spot after she
had finished. Leaning on her arm, she stared with
hard eyes, and the wind passed in gusts, the crystals
kept on clicking in the greenish gloom. She went
on whispering to herself: “And yet he was
looking at me! He could see my face, hear my voice,
hear my grief! When I used to sit at his feet,
with my cheek against his knee and his hand on my
head, the curse of cruelty and madness was already
within him, waiting for the day. The day came!
. . . and before the sun had set he could not see
me any more he was made blind and deaf and
without pity, as you all are. He shall have no
tears from me. Never, never. Not one tear.
I will not! He went away from me as if I had been
worse than death. He fled as if driven by some
accursed thing he had heard or seen in his sleep.
. . .”
’Her steady eyes seemed to strain
after the shape of a man torn out of her arms by the
strength of a dream. She made no sign to my silent
bow. I was glad to escape.
’I saw her once again, the same
afternoon. On leaving her I had gone in search
of Stein, whom I could not find indoors; and I wandered
out, pursued by distressful thoughts, into the gardens,
those famous gardens of Stein, in which you can find
every plant and tree of tropical lowlands. I
followed the course of the canalised stream, and sat
for a long time on a shaded bench near the ornamental
pond, where some waterfowl with clipped wings were
diving and splashing noisily. The branches of
casuarina trees behind me swayed lightly, incessantly,
reminding me of the soughing of fir trees at home.
’This mournful and restless
sound was a fit accompaniment to my meditations.
She had said he had been driven away from her by a
dream, and there was no answer one could
make her there seemed to be no forgiveness
for such a transgression. And yet is not mankind
itself, pushing on its blind way, driven by a dream
of its greatness and its power upon the dark paths
of excessive cruelty and of excessive devotion?
And what is the pursuit of truth, after all?
’When I rose to get back to
the house I caught sight of Stein’s drab coat
through a gap in the foliage, and very soon at a turn
of the path I came upon him walking with the girl.
Her little hand rested on his forearm, and under the
broad, flat rim of his Panama hat he bent over her,
grey-haired, paternal, with compassionate and chivalrous
deference. I stood aside, but they stopped, facing
me. His gaze was bent on the ground at his feet;
the girl, erect and slight on his arm, stared sombrely
beyond my shoulder with black, clear, motionless eyes.
“Schrecklich,” he murmured. “Terrible!
Terrible! What can one do?” He seemed to
be appealing to me, but her youth, the length of the
days suspended over her head, appealed to me more;
and suddenly, even as I realised that nothing could
be said, I found myself pleading his cause for her
sake. “You must forgive him,” I concluded,
and my own voice seemed to me muffled, lost in un
irresponsive deaf immensity. “We all want
to be forgiven,” I added after a while.
’"What have I done?” she asked with her
lips only.
’"You always mistrusted him,” I said.
’"He was like the others,” she pronounced
slowly.
’"Not like the others,”
I protested, but she continued evenly, without any
feeling
’"He was false.”
And suddenly Stein broke in. “No! no! no!
My poor child! . . .” He patted her hand
lying passively on his sleeve. “No! no!
Not false! True! True! True!”
He tried to look into her stony face. “You
don’t understand. Ach! Why you
do not understand? . . . Terrible,” he
said to me. “Some day she shall understand.”
’"Will you explain?” I
asked, looking hard at him. They moved on.
’I watched them. Her gown
trailed on the path, her black hair fell loose.
She walked upright and light by the side of the tall
man, whose long shapeless coat hung in perpendicular
folds from the stooping shoulders, whose feet moved
slowly. They disappeared beyond that spinney
(you may remember) where sixteen different kinds of
bamboo grow together, all distinguishable to the learned
eye. For my part, I was fascinated by the exquisite
grace and beauty of that fluted grove, crowned with
pointed leaves and feathery heads, the lightness, the
vigour, the charm as distinct as a voice of that unperplexed
luxuriating life. I remember staying to look
at it for a long time, as one would linger within
reach of a consoling whisper. The sky was pearly
grey. It was one of those overcast days so rare
in the tropics, in which memories crowd upon one,
memories of other shores, of other faces.
‘I drove back to town the same
afternoon, taking with me Tamb’ Itam and the
other Malay, in whose seagoing craft they had escaped
in the bewilderment, fear, and gloom of the disaster.
The shock of it seemed to have changed their natures.
It had turned her passion into stone, and it made
the surly taciturn Tamb’ Itam almost loquacious.
His surliness, too, was subdued into puzzled humility,
as though he had seen the failure of a potent charm
in a supreme moment. The Bugis trader, a shy
hesitating man, was very clear in the little he had
to say. Both were evidently over-awed by a sense
of deep inexpressible wonder, by the touch of an inscrutable
mystery.’
There with Marlow’s signature
the letter proper ended. The privileged reader
screwed up his lamp, and solitary above the billowy
roofs of the town, like a lighthouse-keeper above
the sea, he turned to the pages of the story.