I-
We knew him in those unprotected days
when we were content to hold in our hands our lives
and our property. None of us, I believe, has any
property now, and I hear that many, negligently, have
lost their lives; but I am sure that the few who survive
are not yet so dim-eyed as to miss in the befogged
respectability of their newspapers the intelligence
of various native risings in the Eastern Archipelago.
Sunshine gleams between the lines of those short paragraphs sunshine
and the glitter of the sea. A strange name wakes
up memories; the printed words scent the smoky atmosphere
of to-day faintly, with the subtle and penetrating
perfume as of land breezes breathing through the starlight
of bygone nights; a signal fire gleams like a jewel
on the high brow of a sombre cliff; great trees, the
advanced sentries of immense forests, stand watchful
and still over sleeping stretches of open water; a
line of white surf thunders on an empty beach, the
shallow water foams on the reefs; and green islets
scattered through the calm of noonday lie upon the
level of a polished sea, like a handful of emeralds
on a buckler of steel.
There are faces too faces
dark, truculent, and smiling; the frank audacious
faces of men barefooted, well armed and noiseless.
They thronged the narrow length of our schooner’s
decks with their ornamented and barbarous crowd, with
the variegated colours of checkered sarongs, red turbans,
white jackets, embroideries; with the gleam of scabbards,
gold rings, charms, armlets, lance blades, and jewelled
handles of their weapons. They had an independent
bearing, resolute eyes, a restrained manner; and we
seem yet to hear their soft voices speaking of battles,
travels, and escapes; boasting with composure, joking
quietly; sometimes in well-bred murmurs extolling
their own valour, our generosity; or celebrating with
loyal enthusiasm the virtues of their ruler. We
remember the faces, the eyes, the voices, we see again
the gleam of silk and metal; the murmuring stir of
that crowd, brilliant, festive, and martial; and we
seem to feel the touch of friendly brown hands that,
after one short grasp, return to rest on a chased hilt.
They were Karain’s people a devoted
following. Their movements hung on his lips;
they read their thoughts in his eyes; he murmured to
them nonchalantly of life and death, and they accepted
his words humbly, like gifts of fate. They were
all free men, and when speaking to him said, “Your
slave.” On his passage voices died out as
though he had walked guarded by silence; awed whispers
followed him. They called him their war-chief.
He was the ruler of three villages on a narrow plain;
the master of an insignificant foothold on the earth of
a conquered foothold that, shaped like a young moon,
lay ignored between the hills and the sea.
From the deck of our schooner, anchored
in the middle of the bay, he indicated by a theatrical
sweep of his arm along the jagged outline of the hills
the whole of his domain; and the ample movement seemed
to drive back its limits, augmenting it suddenly into
something so immense and vague that for a moment it
appeared to be bounded only by the sky. And really,
looking at that place, landlocked from the sea and
shut off from the land by the precipitous slopes of
mountains, it was difficult to believe in the existence
of any neighbourhood. It was still, complete,
unknown, and full of a life that went on stealthily
with a troubling effect of solitude; of a life that
seemed unaccountably empty of anything that would
stir the thought, touch the heart, give a hint of
the ominous sequence of days. It appeared to us
a land without memories, regrets, and hopes; a land
where nothing could survive the coming of the night,
and where each sunrise, like a dazzling act of special
creation, was disconnected from the eve and the morrow.
Karain swept his hand over it.
“All mine!” He struck the deck with his
long staff; the gold head flashed like a falling star;
very close behind him a silent old fellow in a richly
embroidered black jacket alone of all the Malays around
did not follow the masterful gesture with a look.
He did not even lift his eyelids. He bowed his
head behind his master, and without stirring held
hilt up over his right shoulder a long blade in a
silver scabbard. He was there on duty, but without
curiosity, and seemed weary, not with age, but with
the possession of a burdensome secret of existence.
Karain, heavy and proud, had a lofty pose and breathed
calmly. It was our first visit, and we looked
about curiously.
The bay was like a bottomless pit
of intense light. The circular sheet of water
reflected a luminous sky, and the shores enclosing
it made an opaque ring of earth floating in an emptiness
of transparent blue. The hills, purple and arid,
stood out heavily on the sky: their summits seemed
to fade into a coloured tremble as of ascending vapour;
their steep sides were streaked with the green of
narrow ravines; at their foot lay rice-fields, plantain-patches,
yellow sands. A torrent wound about like a dropped
thread. Clumps of fruit-trees marked the villages;
slim palms put their nodding heads together above the
low houses; dried palm-leaf roofs shone afar, like
roofs of gold, behind the dark colonnades of tree-trunks;
figures passed vivid and vanishing; the smoke of fires
stood upright above the masses of flowering bushes;
bamboo fences glittered, running away in broken lines
between the fields. A sudden cry on the shore
sounded plaintive in the distance, and ceased abruptly,
as if stifled in the downpour of sunshine. A puff
of breeze made a flash of darkness on the smooth water,
touched our faces, and became forgotten. Nothing
moved. The sun blazed down into a shadowless
hollow of colours and stillness.
It was the stage where, dressed splendidly
for his part, he strutted, incomparably dignified,
made important by the power he had to awaken an absurd
expectation of something heroic going to take place a
burst of action or song upon the vibrating
tone of a wonderful sunshine. He was ornate and
disturbing, for one could not imagine what depth of
horrible void such an elaborate front could be worthy
to hide. He was not masked there was
too much life in him, and a mask is only a lifeless
thing; but he presented himself essentially as an actor,
as a human being aggressively disguised. His
smallest acts were prepared and unexpected, his speeches
grave, his sentences ominous like hints and complicated
like arabesques. He was treated with a solemn
respect accorded in the irreverent West only to the
monarchs of the stage, and he accepted the profound
homage with a sustained dignity seen nowhere else
but behind the footlights and in the condensed falseness
of some grossly tragic situation. It was almost
impossible to remember who he was only
a petty chief of a conveniently isolated corner of
Mindanao, where we could in comparative safety break
the law against the traffic in firearms and ammunition
with the natives. What would happen should one
of the moribund Spanish gun-boats be suddenly galvanized
into a flicker of active life did not trouble us,
once we were inside the bay so completely
did it appear out of the reach of a meddling world;
and besides, in those days we were imaginative enough
to look with a kind of joyous equanimity on any chance
there was of being quietly hanged somewhere out of
the way of diplomatic remonstrance. As to Karain,
nothing could happen to him unless what happens to
all failure and death; but his quality
was to appear clothed in the illusion of unavoidable
success. He seemed too effective, too necessary
there, too much of an essential condition for the
existence of his land and his people, to be destroyed
by anything short of an earthquake. He summed
up his race, his country, the elemental force of ardent
life, of tropical nature. He had its luxuriant
strength, its fascination; and, like it, he carried
the seed of peril within.
In many successive visits we came
to know his stage well the purple semicircle
of hills, the slim trees leaning over houses, the yellow
sands, the streaming green of ravines. All that
had the crude and blended colouring, the appropriateness
almost excessive, the suspicious immobility of a painted
scene; and it enclosed so perfectly the accomplished
acting of his amazing pretences that the rest of the
world seemed shut out forever from the gorgeous spectacle.
There could be nothing outside. It was as if
the earth had gone on spinning, and had left that
crumb of its surface alone in space. He appeared
utterly cut off from everything but the sunshine,
and that even seemed to be made for him alone.
Once when asked what was on the other side of the hills,
he said, with a meaning smile, “Friends and enemies many
enemies; else why should I buy your rifles and powder?”
He was always like this word-perfect in
his part, playing up faithfully to the mysteries and
certitudes of his surroundings. “Friends
and enemies” nothing else. It
was impalpable and vast. The earth had indeed
rolled away from under his land, and he, with his
handful of people, stood surrounded by a silent tumult
as of contending shades. Certainly no sound came
from outside. “Friends and enemies!”
He might have added, “and memories,” at
least as far as he himself was concerned; but he neglected
to make that point then. It made itself later
on, though; but it was after the daily performance in
the wings, so to speak, and with the lights out.
Meantime he filled the stage with barbarous dignity.
Some ten years ago he had led his people a
scratch lot of wandering Bugis to the conquest
of the bay, and now in his august care they had forgotten
all the past, and had lost all concern for the future.
He gave them wisdom, advice, reward, punishment, life
or death, with the same serenity of attitude and voice.
He understood irrigation and the art of war the
qualities of weapons and the craft of boat-building.
He could conceal his heart; had more endurance; he
could swim longer, and steer a canoe better than any
of his people; he could shoot straighter, and negotiate
more tortuously than any man of his race I knew.
He was an adventurer of the sea, an outcast, a ruler and
my very good friend. I wish him a quick death
in a stand-up fight, a death in sunshine; for he had
known remorse and power, and no man can demand more
from life. Day after day he appeared before us,
incomparably faithful to the illusions of the stage,
and at sunset the night descended upon him quickly,
like a falling curtain. The seamed hills became
black shadows towering high upon a clear sky; above
them the glittering confusion of stars resembled a
mad turmoil stilled by a gesture; sounds ceased, men
slept, forms vanished and the reality of
the universe alone remained a marvellous
thing of darkness and glimmers.
II-
But it was at night that he talked
openly, forgetting the exactions of his stage.
In the daytime there were affairs to be discussed in
state. There were at first between him and me
his own splendour, my shabby suspicions, and the scenic
landscape that intruded upon the reality of our lives
by its motionless fantasy of outline and colour.
His followers thronged round him; above his head the
broad blades of their spears made a spiked halo of
iron points, and they hedged him from humanity by the
shimmer of silks, the gleam of weapons, the excited
and respectful hum of eager voices. Before sunset
he would take leave with ceremony, and go off sitting
under a red umbrella, and escorted by a score of boats.
All the paddles flashed and struck together with a
mighty splash that reverberated loudly in the monumental
amphitheatre of hills. A broad stream of dazzling
foam trailed behind the flotilla. The canoes appeared
very black on the white hiss of water; turbaned heads
swayed back and forth; a multitude of arms in crimson
and yellow rose and fell with one movement; the spearmen
upright in the bows of canoes had variegated sarongs
and gleaming shoulders like bronze statues; the muttered
strophes of the paddlers’ song ended periodically
in a plaintive shout. They diminished in the
distance; the song ceased; they swarmed on the beach
in the long shadows of the western hills. The
sunlight lingered on the purple crests, and we could
see him leading the way to his stockade, a burly bareheaded
figure walking far in advance of a straggling cortege,
and swinging regularly an ebony staff taller than himself.
The darkness deepened fast; torches gleamed fitfully,
passing behind bushes; a long hail or two trailed
in the silence of the evening; and at last the night
stretched its smooth veil over the shore, the lights,
and the voices.
Then, just as we were thinking of
repose, the watchmen of the schooner would hail a
splash of paddles away in the starlit gloom of the
bay; a voice would respond in cautious tones, and
our serang, putting his head down the open skylight,
would inform us without surprise, “That Rajah,
he coming. He here now.” Karain appeared
noiselessly in the doorway of the little cabin.
He was simplicity itself then; all in white; muffled
about his head; for arms only a kriss with a plain
buffalo-horn handle, which he would politely conceal
within a fold of his sarong before stepping over the
threshold. The old sword-bearer’s face,
the worn-out and mournful face so covered with wrinkles
that it seemed to look out through the meshes of a
fine dark net, could be seen close above his shoulders.
Karain never moved without that attendant, who stood
or squatted close at his back. He had a dislike
of an open space behind him. It was more than
a dislike it resembled fear, a nervous
preoccupation of what went on where he could not see.
This, in view of the evident and fierce loyalty that
surrounded him, was inexplicable. He was there
alone in the midst of devoted men; he was safe from
neighbourly ambushes, from fraternal ambitions; and
yet more than one of our visitors had assured us that
their ruler could not bear to be alone. They
said, “Even when he eats and sleeps there is
always one on the watch near him who has strength
and weapons.” There was indeed always one
near him, though our informants had no conception of
that watcher’s strength and weapons, which were
both shadowy and terrible. We knew, but only
later on, when we had heard the story. Meantime
we noticed that, even during the most important interviews,
Karain would often give a start, and interrupting
his discourse, would sweep his arm back with a sudden
movement, to feel whether the old fellow was there.
The old fellow, impenetrable and weary, was always
there. He shared his food, his repose, and his
thoughts; he knew his plans, guarded his secrets;
and, impassive behind his master’s agitation,
without stirring the least bit, murmured above his
head in a soothing tone some words difficult to catch.
It was only on board the schooner,
when surrounded by white faces, by unfamiliar sights
and sounds, that Karain seemed to forget the strange
obsession that wound like a black thread through the
gorgeous pomp of his public life. At night we
treated him in a free and easy manner, which just
stopped short of slapping him on the back, for there
are liberties one must not take with a Malay.
He said himself that on such occasions he was only
a private gentleman coming to see other gentlemen
whom he supposed as well born as himself. I fancy
that to the last he believed us to be emissaries of
Government, darkly official persons furthering by
our illegal traffic some dark scheme of high statecraft.
Our denials and protestations were unavailing.
He only smiled with discreet politeness and inquired
about the Queen. Every visit began with that
inquiry; he was insatiable of details; he was fascinated
by the holder of a sceptre the shadow of which, stretching
from the westward over the earth and over the seas,
passed far beyond his own hand’s-breadth of
conquered land. He multiplied questions; he could
never know enough of the Monarch of whom he spoke with
wonder and chivalrous respect with a kind
of affectionate awe! Afterwards, when we had
learned that he was the son of a woman who had many
years ago ruled a small Bugis state, we came to suspect
that the memory of his mother (of whom he spoke with
enthusiasm) mingled somehow in his mind with the image
he tried to form for himself of the far-off Queen whom
he called Great, Invincible, Pious, and Fortunate.
We had to invent details at last to satisfy his craving
curiosity; and our loyalty must be pardoned, for we
tried to make them fit for his august and resplendent
ideal. We talked. The night slipped over
us, over the still schooner, over the sleeping land,
and over the sleepless sea that thundered amongst the
reefs outside the bay. His paddlers, two trustworthy
men, slept in the canoe at the foot of our side-ladder.
The old confidant, relieved from duty, dozed on his
heels, with his back against the companion-doorway;
and Karain sat squarely in the ship’s wooden
armchair, under the slight sway of the cabin lamp,
a cheroot between his dark fingers, and a glass of
lemonade before him. He was amused by the fizz
of the thing, but after a sip or two would let it
get flat, and with a courteous wave of his hand ask
for a fresh bottle. He decimated our slender stock;
but we did not begrudge it to him, for, when he began,
he talked well. He must have been a great Bugis
dandy in his time, for even then (and when we knew
him he was no longer young) his splendour was spotlessly
neat, and he dyed his hair a light shade of brown.
The quiet dignity of his bearing transformed the dim-lit
cuddy of the schooner into an audience-hall.
He talked of inter-island politics with an ironic and
melancholy shrewdness. He had travelled much,
suffered not a little, intrigued, fought. He
knew native Courts, European Settlements, the forests,
the sea, and, as he said himself, had spoken in his
time to many great men. He liked to talk with
me because I had known some of these men: he
seemed to think that I could understand him, and, with
a fine confidence, assumed that I, at least, could
appreciate how much greater he was himself. But
he preferred to talk of his native country a
small Bugis state on the island of Celebes. I
had visited it some time before, and he asked eagerly
for news. As men’s names came up in conversation
he would say, “We swam against one another when
we were boys”; or, “We hunted the deer
together he could use the noose and the
spear as well as I.” Now and then his big
dreamy eyes would roll restlessly; he frowned or smiled,
or he would become pensive, and, staring in silence,
would nod slightly for a time at some regretted vision
of the past.
His mother had been the ruler of a
small semi-independent state on the sea-coast at the
head of the Gulf of Boni. He spoke of her with
pride. She had been a woman resolute in affairs
of state and of her own heart. After the death
of her first husband, undismayed by the turbulent
opposition of the chiefs, she married a rich trader,
a Korinchi man of no family. Karain was her son
by that second marriage, but his unfortunate descent
had apparently nothing to do with his exile. He
said nothing as to its cause, though once he let slip
with a sigh, “Ha! my land will not feel any
more the weight of my body.” But he related
willingly the story of his wanderings, and told us
all about the conquest of the bay. Alluding to
the people beyond the hills, he would murmur gently,
with a careless wave of the hand, “They came
over the hills once to fight us, but those who got
away never came again.” He thought for
a while, smiling to himself. “Very few got
away,” he added, with proud serenity. He
cherished the recollections of his successes; he had
an exulting eagerness for endeavour; when he talked,
his aspect was warlike, chivalrous, and uplifting.
No wonder his people admired him. We saw him
once walking in daylight amongst the houses of the
settlement. At the doors of huts groups of women
turned to look after him, warbling softly, and with
gleaming eyes; armed men stood out of the way, submissive
and erect; others approached from the side, bending
their backs to address him humbly; an old woman stretched
out a draped lean arm “Blessings
on thy head!” she cried from a dark doorway;
a fiery-eyed man showed above the low fence of a plantain-patch
a streaming face, a bare breast scarred in two places,
and bellowed out pantingly after him, “God give
victory to our master!” Karain walked fast,
and with firm long strides; he answered greetings right
and left by quick piercing glances. Children
ran forward between the houses, peeped fearfully round
corners; young boys kept up with him, gliding between
bushes: their eyes gleamed through the dark leaves.
The old sword-bearer, shouldering the silver scabbard,
shuffled hastily at his heels with bowed head, and
his eyes on the ground. And in the midst of a
great stir they passed swift and absorbed, like two
men hurrying through a great solitude.
In his council hall he was surrounded
by the gravity of armed chiefs, while two long rows
of old headmen dressed in cotton stuffs squatted on
their heels, with idle arms hanging over their knees.
Under the thatch roof supported by smooth columns,
of which each one had cost the life of a straight-stemmed
young palm, the scent of flowering hedges drifted in
warm waves. The sun was sinking. In the open
courtyard suppliants walked through the gate, raising,
when yet far off, their joined hands above bowed heads,
and bending low in the bright stream of sunlight.
Young girls, with flowers in their laps, sat under
the wide-spreading boughs of a big tree. The
blue smoke of wood fires spread in a thin mist above
the high-pitched roofs of houses that had glistening
walls of woven reeds, and all round them rough wooden
pillars under the sloping eaves. He dispensed
justice in the shade; from a high seat he gave orders,
advice, reproof. Now and then the hum of approbation
rose louder, and idle spearmen that lounged listlessly
against the posts, looking at the girls, would turn
their heads slowly. To no man had been given the
shelter of so much respect, confidence, and awe.
Yet at times he would lean forward and appear to listen
as for a far-off note of discord, as if expecting
to hear some faint voice, the sound of light footsteps;
or he would start half up in his seat, as though he
had been familiarly touched on the shoulder.
He glanced back with apprehension; his aged follower
whispered inaudibly at his ear; the chiefs turned their
eyes away in silence, for the old wizard, the man
who could command ghosts and send evil spirits against
enemies, was speaking low to their ruler. Around
the short stillness of the open place the trees rustled
faintly, the soft laughter of girls playing with the
flowers rose in clear bursts of joyous sound.
At the end of upright spear-shafts the long tufts of
dyed horse-hair waved crimson and filmy in the gust
of wind; and beyond the blaze of hedges the brook
of limpid quick water ran invisible and loud under
the drooping grass of the bank, with a great murmur,
passionate and gentle.
After sunset, far across the fields
and over the bay, clusters of torches could be seen
burning under the high roofs of the council shed.
Smoky red flames swayed on high poles, and the fiery
blaze flickered over faces, clung to the smooth trunks
of palm-trees, kindled bright sparks on the rims of
metal dishes standing on fine floor-mats. That
obscure adventurer feasted like a king. Small
groups of men crouched in tight circles round the
wooden platters; brown hands hovered over snowy heaps
of rice. Sitting upon a rough couch apart from
the others, he leaned on his elbow with inclined head;
and near him a youth improvised in a high tone a song
that celebrated his valour and wisdom. The singer
rocked himself to and fro, rolling frenzied eyes; old
women hobbled about with dishes, and men, squatting
low, lifted their heads to listen gravely without
ceasing to eat. The song of triumph vibrated in
the night, and the stanzas rolled out mournful and
fiery like the thoughts of a hermit. He silenced
it with a sign, “Enough!” An owl hooted
far away, exulting in the delight of deep gloom in
dense foliage; overhead lizards ran in the attap thatch,
calling softly; the dry leaves of the roof rustled;
the rumour of mingled voices grew louder suddenly.
After a circular and startled glance, as of a man
waking up abruptly to the sense of danger, he would
throw himself back, and under the downward gaze of
the old sorcerer take up, wide-eyed, the slender thread
of his dream. They watched his moods; the swelling
rumour of animated talk subsided like a wave on a
sloping beach. The chief is pensive. And
above the spreading whisper of lowered voices only
a little rattle of weapons would be heard, a single
louder word distinct and alone, or the grave ring
of a big brass tray.
III-
For two years at short intervals we
visited him. We came to like him, to trust him,
almost to admire him. He was plotting and preparing
a war with patience, with foresight with
a fidelity to his purpose and with a steadfastness
of which I would have thought him racially incapable.
He seemed fearless of the future, and in his plans
displayed a sagacity that was only limited by his
profound ignorance of the rest of the world.
We tried to enlighten him, but our attempts to make
clear the irresistible nature of the forces which
he desired to arrest failed to discourage his eagerness
to strike a blow for his own primitive ideas.
He did not understand us, and replied by arguments
that almost drove one to desperation by their childish
shrewdness. He was absurd and unanswerable.
Sometimes we caught glimpses of a sombre, glowing fury
within him a brooding and vague sense of
wrong, and a concentrated lust of violence which is
dangerous in a native. He raved like one inspired.
On one occasion, after we had been talking to him late
in his campong, he jumped up. A great, clear
fire blazed in the grove; lights and shadows danced
together between the trees; in the still night bats
flitted in and out of the boughs like fluttering flakes
of denser darkness. He snatched the sword from
the old man, whizzed it out of the scabbard, and thrust
the point into the earth. Upon the thin, upright
blade the silver hilt, released, swayed before him
like something alive. He stepped back a pace,
and in a deadened tone spoke fiercely to the vibrating
steel: “If there is virtue in the fire,
in the iron, in the hand that forged thee, in the
words spoken over thee, in the desire of my heart,
and in the wisdom of thy makers, then we
shall be victorious together!” He drew it out,
looked along the edge. “Take,” he
said over his shoulder to the old sword-bearer.
The other, unmoved on his hams, wiped the point with
a corner of his sarong, and returning the weapon to
its scabbard, sat nursing it on his knees without a
single look upwards. Karain, suddenly very calm,
reseated himself with dignity. We gave up remonstrating
after this, and let him go his way to an honourable
disaster. All we could do for him was to see to
it that the powder was good for the money and the
rifles serviceable, if old.
But the game was becoming at last
too dangerous; and if we, who had faced it pretty
often, thought little of the danger, it was decided
for us by some very respectable people sitting safely
in counting-houses that the risks were too great,
and that only one more trip could be made. After
giving in the usual way many misleading hints as to
our destination, we slipped away quietly, and after
a very quick passage entered the bay. It was
early morning, and even before the anchor went to
the bottom the schooner was surrounded by boats.
The first thing we heard was that
Karain’s mysterious sword-bearer had died a
few days ago. We did not attach much importance
to the news. It was certainly difficult to imagine
Karain without his inseparable follower; but the fellow
was old, he had never spoken to one of us, we hardly
ever had heard the sound of his voice; and we had come
to look upon him as upon something inanimate, as a
part of our friend’s trappings of state like
that sword he had carried, or the fringed red umbrella
displayed during an official progress. Karain
did not visit us in the afternoon as usual. A
message of greeting and a present of fruit and vegetables
came off for us before sunset. Our friend paid
us like a banker, but treated us like a prince.
We sat up for him till midnight. Under the stern
awning bearded Jackson jingled an old guitar and sang,
with an execrable accent, Spanish love-songs; while
young Hollis and I, sprawling on the deck, had a game
of chess by the light of a cargo lantern. Karain
did not appear. Next day we were busy unloading,
and heard that the Rajah was unwell. The expected
invitation to visit him ashore did not come.
We sent friendly messages, but, fearing to intrude
upon some secret council, remained on board. Early
on the third day we had landed all the powder and
rifles, and also a six-pounder brass gun with its
carriage which we had subscribed together for a present
for our friend. The afternoon was sultry.
Ragged edges of black clouds peeped over the hills,
and invisible thunderstorms circled outside, growling
like wild beasts. We got the schooner ready for
sea, intending to leave next morning at daylight.
All day a merciless sun blazed down into the bay,
fierce and pale, as if at white heat. Nothing
moved on the land. The beach was empty, the villages
seemed deserted; the trees far off stood in unstirring
clumps, as if painted; the white smoke of some invisible
bush-fire spread itself low over the shores of the
bay like a settling fog. Late in the day three
of Karain’s chief men, dressed in their best
and armed to the teeth, came off in a canoe, bringing
a case of dollars. They were gloomy and languid,
and told us they had not seen their Rajah for five
days. No one had seen him! We settled all
accounts, and after shaking hands in turn and in profound
silence, they descended one after another into their
boat, and were paddled to the shore, sitting close
together, clad in vivid colours, with hanging heads:
the gold embroideries of their jackets flashed dazzlingly
as they went away gliding on the smooth water, and
not one of them looked back once. Before sunset
the growling clouds carried with a rush the ridge of
hills, and came tumbling down the inner slopes.
Everything disappeared; black whirling vapours filled
the bay, and in the midst of them the schooner swung
here and there in the shifting gusts of wind.
A single clap of thunder detonated in the hollow with
a violence that seemed capable of bursting into small
pieces the ring of high land, and a warm deluge descended.
The wind died out. We panted in the close cabin;
our faces streamed; the bay outside hissed as if boiling;
the water fell in perpendicular shafts as heavy as
lead; it swished about the deck, poured off the spars,
gurgled, sobbed, splashed, murmured in the blind night.
Our lamp burned low. Hollis, stripped to the waist,
lay stretched out on the lockers, with closed eyes
and motionless like a despoiled corpse; at his head
Jackson twanged the guitar, and gasped out in sighs
a mournful dirge about hopeless love and eyes like
stars. Then we heard startled voices on deck
crying in the rain, hurried footsteps overhead, and
suddenly Karain appeared in the doorway of the cabin.
His bare breast and his face glistened in the light;
his sarong, soaked, clung about his legs; he had his
sheathed kriss in his left hand; and wisps of
wet hair, escaping from under his red kerchief, stuck
over his eyes and down his cheeks. He stepped
in with a headlong stride and looking over his shoulder
like a man pursued. Hollis turned on his side
quickly and opened his eyes. Jackson clapped
his big hand over the strings and the jingling vibration
died suddenly. I stood up.
“We did not hear your boat’s hail!”
I exclaimed.
“Boat! The man’s
swum off,” drawled out Hollis from the locker.
“Look at him!”
He breathed heavily, wild-eyed, while
we looked at him in silence. Water dripped from
him, made a dark pool, and ran crookedly across the
cabin floor. We could hear Jackson, who had gone
out to drive away our Malay seamen from the doorway
of the companion; he swore menacingly in the patter
of a heavy shower, and there was a great commotion
on deck. The watchmen, scared out of their wits
by the glimpse of a shadowy figure leaping over the
rail, straight out of the night as it were, had alarmed
all hands.
Then Jackson, with glittering drops
of water on his hair and beard, came back looking
angry, and Hollis, who, being the youngest of us, assumed
an indolent superiority, said without stirring, “Give
him a dry sarong give him mine; it’s
hanging up in the bathroom.” Karain laid
the kriss on the table, hilt inwards, and murmured
a few words in a strangled voice.
“What’s that?” asked Hollis, who
had not heard.
“He apologizes for coming in
with a weapon in his hand,” I said, dazedly.
“Ceremonious beggar. Tell
him we forgive a friend . . . on such a night,”
drawled out Hollis. “What’s wrong?”
Karain slipped the dry sarong over
his head, dropped the wet one at his feet, and stepped
out of it. I pointed to the wooden armchair his
armchair. He sat down very straight, said “Ha!”
in a strong voice; a short shiver shook his broad
frame. He looked over his shoulder uneasily,
turned as if to speak to us, but only stared in a curious
blind manner, and again looked back. Jackson bellowed
out, “Watch well on deck there!” heard
a faint answer from above, and reaching out with his
foot slammed-to the cabin door.
“All right now,” he said.
Karain’s lips moved slightly.
A vivid flash of lightning made the two round stern-ports
facing him glimmer like a pair of cruel and phosphorescent
eyes. The flame of the lamp seemed to wither into
brown dust for an instant, and the looking-glass over
the little sideboard leaped out behind his back in
a smooth sheet of livid light. The roll of thunder
came near, crashed over us; the schooner trembled,
and the great voice went on, threatening terribly,
into the distance. For less than a minute a furious
shower rattled on the decks. Karain looked slowly
from face to face, and then the silence became so
profound that we all could hear distinctly the two
chronometers in my cabin ticking along with unflagging
speed against one another.
And we three, strangely moved, could
not take our eyes from him. He had become enigmatical
and touching, in virtue of that mysterious cause that
had driven him through the night and through the thunderstorm
to the shelter of the schooner’s cuddy.
Not one of us doubted that we were looking at a fugitive,
incredible as it appeared to us. He was haggard,
as though he had not slept for weeks; he had become
lean, as though he had not eaten for days. His
cheeks were hollow, his eyes sunk, the muscles of
his chest and arms twitched slightly as if after an
exhausting contest. Of course it had been a long
swim off to the schooner; but his face showed another
kind of fatigue, the tormented weariness, the anger
and the fear of a struggle against a thought, an idea against
something that cannot be grappled, that never rests a
shadow, a nothing, unconquerable and immortal, that
preys upon life. We knew it as though he had
shouted it at us. His chest expanded time after
time, as if it could not contain the beating of his
heart. For a moment he had the power of the possessed the
power to awaken in the beholders wonder, pain, pity,
and a fearful near sense of things invisible, of things
dark and mute, that surround the loneliness of mankind.
His eyes roamed about aimlessly for a moment, then
became still. He said with effort
“I came here . . . I leaped
out of my stockade as after a defeat. I ran in
the night. The water was black. I left him
calling on the edge of black water. . . . I left
him standing alone on the beach. I swam . . .
he called out after me . . . I swam . . .”
He trembled from head to foot, sitting
very upright and gazing straight before him.
Left whom? Who called? We did not know.
We could not understand. I said at all hazards
“Be firm.”
The sound of my voice seemed to steady
him into a sudden rigidity, but otherwise he took
no notice. He seemed to listen, to expect something
for a moment, then went on
“He cannot come here therefore
I sought you. You men with white faces who despise
the invisible voices. He cannot abide your unbelief
and your strength.”
He was silent for a while, then exclaimed softly
“Oh! the strength of unbelievers!”
“There’s no one here but
you and we three,” said Hollis, quietly.
He reclined with his head supported on elbow and did
not budge.
“I know,” said Karain.
“He has never followed me here. Was not
the wise man ever by my side? But since the old
wise man, who knew of my trouble, has died, I have
heard the voice every night. I shut myself up for
many days in the dark. I can hear the
sorrowful murmurs of women, the whisper of the wind,
of the running waters; the clash of weapons in the
hands of faithful men, their footsteps and
his voice! . . . Near . . . So! In
my ear! I felt him near . . . His breath
passed over my neck. I leaped out without a cry.
All about me men slept quietly. I ran to the
sea. He ran by my side without footsteps, whispering,
whispering old words whispering into my
ear in his old voice. I ran into the sea; I swam
off to you, with my kriss between my teeth.
I, armed, I fled before a breath to you.
Take me away to your land. The wise old man has
died, and with him is gone the power of his words
and charms. And I can tell no one. No one.
There is no one here faithful enough and wise enough
to know. It is only near you, unbelievers, that
my trouble fades like a mist under the eye of day.”
He turned to me.
“With you I go!” he cried
in a contained voice. “With you, who know
so many of us. I want to leave this land my
people . . . and him there!”
He pointed a shaking finger at random
over his shoulder. It was hard for us to bear
the intensity of that undisclosed distress. Hollis
stared at him hard. I asked gently
“Where is the danger?”
“Everywhere outside this place,”
he answered, mournfully. “In every place
where I am. He waits for me on the paths, under
the trees, in the place where I sleep everywhere
but here.”
He looked round the little cabin,
at the painted beams, at the tarnished varnish of
bulkheads; he looked round as if appealing to all its
shabby strangeness, to the disorderly jumble of unfamiliar
things that belong to an inconceivable life of stress,
of power, of endeavour, of unbelief to
the strong life of white men, which rolls on irresistible
and hard on the edge of outer darkness. He stretched
out his arms as if to embrace it and us. We waited.
The wind and rain had ceased, and the stillness of
the night round the schooner was as dumb and complete
as if a dead world had been laid to rest in a grave
of clouds. We expected him to speak. The
necessity within him tore at his lips. There are
those who say that a native will not speak to a white
man. Error. No man will speak to his master;
but to a wanderer and a friend, to him who does not
come to teach or to rule, to him who asks for nothing
and accepts all things, words are spoken by the camp-fires,
in the shared solitude of the sea, in riverside villages,
in resting-places surrounded by forests words
are spoken that take no account of race or colour.
One heart speaks another one listens; and
the earth, the sea, the sky, the passing wind and
the stirring leaf, hear also the futile tale of the
burden of life.
He spoke at last. It is impossible
to convey the effect of his story. It is undying,
it is but a memory, and its vividness cannot be made
clear to another mind, any more than the vivid emotions
of a dream. One must have seen his innate splendour,
one must have known him before looked at
him then. The wavering gloom of the little cabin;
the breathless stillness outside, through which only
the lapping of water against the schooner’s
sides could be heard; Hollis’s pale face, with
steady dark eyes; the energetic head of Jackson held
up between two big palms, and with the long yellow
hair of his beard flowing over the strings of the
guitar lying on the table; Karain’s upright and
motionless pose, his tone all this made
an impression that cannot be forgotten. He faced
us across the table. His dark head and bronze
torso appeared above the tarnished slab of wood, gleaming
and still as if cast in metal. Only his lips
moved, and his eyes glowed, went out, blazed again,
or stared mournfully. His expressions came straight
from his tormented heart. His words sounded low,
in a sad murmur as of running water; at times they
rang loud like the clash of a war-gong or
trailed slowly like weary travellers or
rushed forward with the speed of fear.
IV-
This is, imperfectly, what he said
“It was after the great trouble
that broke the alliance of the four states of Wajo.
We fought amongst ourselves, and the Dutch watched
from afar till we were weary. Then the smoke
of their fire-ships was seen at the mouth of our rivers,
and their great men came in boats full of soldiers
to talk to us of protection and peace. We answered
with caution and wisdom, for our villages were burnt,
our stockades weak, the people weary, and the weapons
blunt. They came and went; there had been much
talk, but after they went away everything seemed to
be as before, only their ships remained in sight from
our coast, and very soon their traders came amongst
us under a promise of safety. My brother was a
Ruler, and one of those who had given the promise.
I was young then, and had fought in the war, and Pata
Matara had fought by my side. We had shared hunger,
danger, fatigue, and victory. His eyes saw my
danger quickly, and twice my arm had preserved his
life. It was his destiny. He was my friend.
And he was great amongst us one of those
who were near my brother, the Ruler. He spoke
in council, his courage was great, he was the chief
of many villages round the great lake that is in the
middle of our country as the heart is in the middle
of a man’s body. When his sword was carried
into a campong in advance of his coming, the maidens
whispered wonderingly under the fruit-trees, the rich
men consulted together in the shade, and a feast was
made ready with rejoicing and songs. He had the
favour of the Ruler and the affection of the poor.
He loved war, deer hunts, and the charms of women.
He was the possessor of jewels, of lucky weapons,
and of men’s devotion. He was a fierce
man; and I had no other friend.
“I was the chief of a stockade
at the mouth of the river, and collected tolls for
my brother from the passing boats. One day I saw
a Dutch trader go up the river. He went up with
three boats, and no toll was demanded from him, because
the smoke of Dutch war-ships stood out from the open
sea, and we were too weak to forget treaties.
He went up under the promise of safety, and my brother
gave him protection. He said he came to trade.
He listened to our voices, for we are men who speak
openly and without fear; he counted the number of our
spears, he examined the trees, the running waters,
the grasses of the bank, the slopes of our hills.
He went up to Matara’s country and obtained
permission to build a house. He traded and planted.
He despised our joys, our thoughts, and our sorrows.
His face was red, his hair like flame, and his eyes
pale, like a river mist; he moved heavily, and spoke
with a deep voice; he laughed aloud like a fool, and
knew no courtesy in his speech. He was a big,
scornful man, who looked into women’s faces
and put his hand on the shoulders of free men as though
he had been a noble-born chief. We bore with
him. Time passed.
“Then Pata Matara’s sister
fled from the campong and went to live in the Dutchman’s
house. She was a great and wilful lady: I
had seen her once carried high on slaves’ shoulders
amongst the people, with uncovered face, and I had
heard all men say that her beauty was extreme, silencing
the reason and ravishing the heart of the beholders.
The people were dismayed; Matara’s face was
blackened with that disgrace, for she knew she had
been promised to another man. Matara went to the
Dutchman’s house, and said, ‘Give her
up to die she is the daughter of chiefs.’
The white man refused and shut himself up, while his
servants kept guard night and day with loaded guns.
Matara raged. My brother called a council.
But the Dutch ships were near, and watched our coast
greedily. My brother said, ’If he dies
now our land will pay for his blood. Leave him
alone till we grow stronger and the ships are gone.’
Matara was wise; he waited and watched. But the
white man feared for her life and went away.
“He left his house, his plantations,
and his goods! He departed, armed and menacing,
and left all for her! She had ravished
his heart! From my stockade I saw him put out
to sea in a big boat. Matara and I watched him
from the fighting platform behind the pointed stakes.
He sat cross-legged, with his gun in his hands, on
the roof at the stern of his prau. The barrel
of his rifle glinted aslant before his big red face.
The broad river was stretched under him level,
smooth, shining, like a plain of silver; and his prau,
looking very short and black from the shore, glided
along the silver plain and over into the blue of the
sea.
“Thrice Matara, standing by
my side, called aloud her name with grief and imprecations.
He stirred my heart. It leaped three times; and
three times with the eyes of my mind I saw in the
gloom within the enclosed space of the prau a woman
with streaming hair going away from her land and her
people. I was angry and sorry.
Why? And then I also cried out insults and threats.
Matara said, ’Now they have left our land their
lives are mind. I shall follow and strike and,
alone, pay the price of blood.’ A great
wind was sweeping towards the setting sun over the
empty river. I cried, ‘By your side I will
go!’ He lowered his head in sign of assent.
It was his destiny. The sun had set, and the trees
swayed their boughs with a great noise above our heads.
“On the third night we two left
our land together in a trading prau.
“The sea met us the
sea, wide, pathless, and without voice. A sailing
prau leaves no track. We went south. The
moon was full; and, looking up, we said to one another,
’When the next moon shines as this one, we shall
return and they will be dead.’ It was fifteen
years ago. Many moons have grown full and withered
and I have not seen my land since. We sailed
south; we overtook many praus; we examined the creeks
and the bays; we saw the end of our coast, of our
island a steep cape over a disturbed strait,
where drift the shadows of shipwrecked praus and drowned
men clamour in the night. The wide sea was all
round us now. We saw a great mountain burning
in the midst of water; we saw thousands of islets
scattered like bits of iron fired from a big gun; we
saw a long coast of mountain and lowlands stretching
away in sunshine from west to east. It was Java.
We said, ’They are there; their time is near,
and we shall return or die cleansed from dishonour.’
“We landed. Is there anything
good in that country? The paths run straight
and hard and dusty. Stone campongs, full of white
faces, are surrounded by fertile fields, but every
man you meet is a slave. The rulers live under
the edge of a foreign sword. We ascended mountains,
we traversed valleys; at sunset we entered villages.
We asked everyone, ‘Have you seen such a white
man?’ Some stared; others laughed; women gave
us food, sometimes, with fear and respect, as though
we had been distracted by the visitation of God; but
some did not understand our language, and some cursed
us, or, yawning, asked with contempt the reason of
our quest. Once, as we were going away, an old
man called after us, ‘Desist!’
“We went on. Concealing
our weapons, we stood humbly aside before the horsemen
on the road; we bowed low in the courtyards of chiefs
who were no better than slaves. We lost ourselves
in the fields, in the jungle; and one night, in a
tangled forest, we came upon a place where crumbling
old walls had fallen amongst the trees, and where strange
stone idols carved images of devils with
many arms and legs, with snakes twined round their
bodies, with twenty heads and holding a hundred swords seemed
to live and threaten in the light of our camp fire.
Nothing dismayed us. And on the road, by every
fire, in resting-places, we always talked of her and
of him. Their time was near. We spoke of
nothing else. No! not of hunger, thirst, weariness,
and faltering hearts. No! we spoke of him and
her! Of her! And we thought of them of
her! Matara brooded by the fire. I sat and
thought and thought, till suddenly I could see again
the image of a woman, beautiful, and young, and great
and proud, and tender, going away from her land and
her people. Matara said, ’When we find
them we shall kill her first to cleanse the dishonour then
the man must die.’ I would say, ’It
shall be so; it is your vengeance.’ He
stared long at me with his big sunken eyes.
“We came back to the coast.
Our feet were bleeding, our bodies thin. We slept
in rags under the shadow of stone enclosures; we prowled,
soiled and lean, about the gateways of white men’s
courtyards. Their hairy dogs barked at us, and
their servants shouted from afar, ‘Begone!’
Low-born wretches, that keep watch over the streets
of stone campongs, asked us who we were. We lied,
we cringed, we smiled with hate in our hearts, and
we kept looking here, looking there for them for
the white man with hair like flame, and for her, for
the woman who had broken faith, and therefore must
die. We looked. At last in every woman’s
face I thought I could see hers. We ran swiftly.
No! Sometimes Matara would whisper, ‘Here
is the man,’ and we waited, crouching. He
came near. It was not the man those
Dutchmen are all alike. We suffered the anguish
of deception. In my sleep I saw her face, and
was both joyful and sorry . . . . Why? . . .
I seemed to hear a whisper near me. I turned swiftly.
She was not there! And as we trudged wearily from
stone city to stone city I seemed to hear a light
footstep near me. A time came when I heard it
always, and I was glad. I thought, walking dizzy
and weary in sunshine on the hard paths of white men
I thought, She is there with us! . . .
Matara was sombre. We were often hungry.
“We sold the carved sheaths
of our krisses the ivory sheaths with golden
férules. We sold the jewelled hilts.
But we kept the blades for them. The
blades that never touch but kill we kept
the blades for her. . . . Why? She was always
by our side. . . . We starved. We begged.
We left Java at last.
“We went West, we went East.
We saw many lands, crowds of strange faces, men that
live in trees and men who eat their old people.
We cut rattans in the forest for a handful of rice,
and for a living swept the decks of big ships and
heard curses heaped upon our heads. We toiled
in villages; we wandered upon the seas with the Bajow
people, who have no country. We fought for pay;
we hired ourselves to work for Goram men, and were
cheated; and under the orders of rough white faces
we dived for pearls in barren bays, dotted with black
rocks, upon a coast of sand and desolation. And
everywhere we watched, we listened, we asked.
We asked traders, robbers, white men. We heard
jeers, mockery, threats words of wonder
and words of contempt. We never knew rest; we
never thought of home, for our work was not done.
A year passed, then another. I ceased to count
the number of nights, of moons, of years. I watched
over Matara. He had my last handful of rice;
if there was water enough for one he drank it; I covered
him up when he shivered with cold; and when the hot
sickness came upon him I sat sleepless through many
nights and fanned his face. He was a fierce man,
and my friend. He spoke of her with fury in the
daytime, with sorrow in the dark; he remembered her
in health, in sickness. I said nothing; but I
saw her every day always! At first
I saw only her head, as of a woman walking in the low
mist on a river bank. Then she sat by our fire.
I saw her! I looked at her! She had tender
eyes and a ravishing face. I murmured to her in
the night. Matara said sleepily sometimes, ‘To
whom are you talking? Who is there?’ I
answered quickly, ‘No one’ . . . It
was a lie! She never left me. She shared
the warmth of our fire, she sat on my couch of leaves,
she swam on the sea to follow me. . . . I saw
her! . . . I tell you I saw her long black hair
spread behind her upon the moonlit water as she struck
out with bare arms by the side of a swift prau.
She was beautiful, she was faithful, and in the silence
of foreign countries she spoke to me very low in the
language of my people. No one saw her; no one
heard her; she was mine only! In daylight she
moved with a swaying walk before me upon the weary
paths; her figure was straight and flexible like the
stem of a slender tree; the heels of her feet were
round and polished like shells of eggs; with her round
arm she made signs. At night she looked into
my face. And she was sad! Her eyes were tender
and frightened; her voice soft and pleading.
Once I murmured to her, ‘You shall not die,’
and she smiled . . . ever after she smiled! . . .
She gave me courage to bear weariness and hardships.
Those were times of pain, and she soothed me.
We wandered patient in our search. We knew deception,
false hopes; we knew captivity, sickness, thirst,
misery, despair . . . . Enough! We found
them! . . .”
He cried out the last words and paused.
His face was impassive, and he kept still like a man
in a trance. Hollis sat up quickly, and spread
his elbows on the table. Jackson made a brusque
movement, and accidentally touched the guitar.
A plaintive resonance filled the cabin with confused
vibrations and died out slowly. Then Karain began
to speak again. The restrained fierceness of
his tone seemed to rise like a voice from outside,
like a thing unspoken but heard; it filled the cabin
and enveloped in its intense and deadened murmur the
motionless figure in the chair.
“We were on our way to Atjeh,
where there was war; but the vessel ran on a sandbank,
and we had to land in Delli. We had earned a little
money, and had bought a gun from some Selangore traders;
only one gun, which was fired by the spark of a stone;
Matara carried it. We landed. Many white
men lived there, planting tobacco on conquered plains,
and Matara . . . But no matter. He saw him!
. . . The Dutchman! . . . At last! . . .
We crept and watched. Two nights and a day we
watched. He had a house a big house
in a clearing in the midst of his fields; flowers and
bushes grew around; there were narrow paths of yellow
earth between the cut grass, and thick hedges to keep
people out. The third night we came armed, and
lay behind a hedge.
“A heavy dew seemed to soak
through our flesh and made our very entrails cold.
The grass, the twigs, the leaves, covered with drops
of water, were gray in the moonlight. Matara,
curled up in the grass, shivered in his sleep.
My teeth rattled in my head so loud that I was afraid
the noise would wake up all the land. Afar, the
watchmen of white men’s houses struck wooden
clappers and hooted in the darkness. And, as every
night, I saw her by my side. She smiled no more!
. . . The fire of anguish burned in my breast,
and she whispered to me with compassion, with pity,
softly as women will; she soothed the pain
of my mind; she bent her face over me the
face of a woman who ravishes the hearts and silences
the reason of men. She was all mine, and no one
could see her no one of living mankind!
Stars shone through her bosom, through her floating
hair. I was overcome with regret, with tenderness,
with sorrow. Matara slept . . . Had I slept?
Matara was shaking me by the shoulder, and the fire
of the sun was drying the grass, the bushes, the leaves.
It was day. Shreds of white mist hung between
the branches of trees.
“Was it night or day? I
saw nothing again till I heard Matara breathe quickly
where he lay, and then outside the house I saw her.
I saw them both. They had come out. She
sat on a bench under the wall, and twigs laden with
flowers crept high above her head, hung over her hair.
She had a box on her lap, and gazed into it, counting
the increase of her pearls. The Dutchman stood
by looking on; he smiled down at her; his white teeth
flashed; the hair on his lip was like two twisted flames.
He was big and fat, and joyous, and without fear.
Matara tipped fresh priming from the hollow of his
palm, scraped the flint with his thumb-nail, and gave
the gun to me. To me! I took it . . .
O fate!
“He whispered into my ear, lying
on his stomach, ’I shall creep close and then
amok . . . let her die by my hand. You take aim
at the fat swine there. Let him see me strike
my shame off the face of the earth and
then . . . you are my friend kill with a
sure shot.’ I said nothing; there was no
air in my chest there was no air in the
world. Matara had gone suddenly from my side.
The grass nodded. Then a bush rustled. She
lifted her head.
“I saw her! The consoler
of sleepless nights, of weary days; the companion
of troubled years! I saw her! She looked
straight at the place where I crouched. She was
there as I had seen her for years a faithful
wanderer by my side. She looked with sad eyes
and had smiling lips; she looked at me . . .
Smiling lips! Had I not promised that she should
not die!
“She was far off and I felt
her near. Her touch caressed me, and her voice
murmured, whispered above me, around me. ’Who
shall be thy companion, who shall console thee if
I die?’ I saw a flowering thicket to the left
of her stir a little . . . Matara was ready .
. . I cried aloud ’Return!’
“She leaped up; the box fell;
the pearls streamed at her feet. The big Dutchman
by her side rolled menacing eyes through the still
sunshine. The gun went up to my shoulder.
I was kneeling and I was firm firmer than
the trees, the rocks, the mountains. But in front
of the steady long barrel the fields, the house, the
earth, the sky swayed to and fro like shadows in a
forest on a windy day. Matara burst out of the
thicket; before him the petals of torn flowers whirled
high as if driven by a tempest. I heard her cry;
I saw her spring with open arms in front of the white
man. She was a woman of my country and of noble
blood. They are so! I heard her shriek of
anguish and fear and all stood still!
The fields, the house, the earth, the sky stood still while
Matara leaped at her with uplifted arm. I pulled
the trigger, saw a spark, heard nothing; the smoke
drove back into my face, and then I could see Matara
roll over head first and lie with stretched arms at
her feet. Ha! A sure shot! The sunshine
fell on my back colder than the running water.
A sure shot! I flung the gun after the shot.
Those two stood over the dead man as though they had
been bewitched by a charm. I shouted at her, ’Live
and remember!’ Then for a time I stumbled about
in a cold darkness.
“Behind me there were great
shouts, the running of many feet; strange men surrounded
me, cried meaningless words into my face, pushed me,
dragged me, supported me . . . I stood before
the big Dutchman: he stared as if bereft of his
reason. He wanted to know, he talked fast, he
spoke of gratitude, he offered me food, shelter, gold he
asked many questions. I laughed in his face.
I said, ’I am a Korinchi traveller from Perak
over there, and know nothing of that dead man.
I was passing along the path when I heard a shot,
and your senseless people rushed out and dragged me
here.’ He lifted his arms, he wondered,
he could not believe, he could not understand, he
clamoured in his own tongue! She had her arms
clasped round his neck, and over her shoulder stared
back at me with wide eyes. I smiled and looked
at her; I smiled and waited to hear the sound of her
voice. The white man asked her suddenly.
’Do you know him?’ I listened my
life was in my ears! She looked at me long, she
looked at me with unflinching eyes, and said aloud,
’No! I never saw him before.’ . .
. What! Never before? Had she forgotten
already? Was it possible? Forgotten already after
so many years so many years of wandering,
of companionship, of trouble, of tender words!
Forgotten already! . . . I tore myself out from
the hands that held me and went away without a word
. . . They let me go.
“I was weary. Did I sleep?
I do not know. I remember walking upon a broad
path under a clear starlight; and that strange country
seemed so big, the rice-fields so vast, that, as I
looked around, my head swam with the fear of space.
Then I saw a forest. The joyous starlight was
heavy upon me. I turned off the path and entered
the forest, which was very sombre and very sad.”
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Karain’s tone had been getting
lower and lower, as though he had been going away
from us, till the last words sounded faint but clear,
as if shouted on a calm day from a very great distance.
He moved not. He stared fixedly past the motionless
head of Hollis, who faced him, as still as himself.
Jackson had turned sideways, and with elbow on the
table shaded his eyes with the palm of his hand.
And I looked on, surprised and moved; I looked at
that man, loyal to a vision, betrayed by his dream,
spurned by his illusion, and coming to us unbelievers
for help against a thought. The silence
was profound; but it seemed full of noiseless phantoms,
of things sorrowful, shadowy, and mute, in whose invisible
presence the firm, pulsating beat of the two ship’s
chronometers ticking off steadily the seconds of Greenwich
Time seemed to me a protection and a relief.
Karain stared stonily; and looking at his rigid figure,
I thought of his wanderings, of that obscure Odyssey
of revenge, of all the men that wander amongst illusions
faithful, faithless; of the illusions that give joy,
that give sorrow, that give pain, that give peace;
of the invincible illusions that can make life and
death appear serene, inspiring, tormented, or ignoble.
A murmur was heard; that voice from
outside seemed to flow out of a dreaming world into
the lamp-light of the cabin. Karain was speaking.
“I lived in the forest.
“She came no more. Never!
Never once! I lived alone. She had forgotten.
It was well. I did not want her; I wanted no one.
I found an abandoned house in an old clearing.
Nobody came near. Sometimes I heard in the distance
the voices of people going along a path. I slept;
I rested; there was wild rice, water from a running
stream and peace! Every night I sat
alone by my small fire before the hut. Many nights
passed over my head.
“Then, one evening, as I sat
by my fire after having eaten, I looked down on the
ground and began to remember my wanderings. I
lifted my head. I had heard no sound, no rustle,
no footsteps but I lifted my head.
A man was coming towards me across the small clearing.
I waited. He came up without a greeting and squatted
down into the firelight. Then he turned his face
to me. It was Matara. He stared at me fiercely
with his big sunken eyes. The night was cold;
the heat died suddenly out of the fire, and he stared
at me. I rose and went away from there, leaving
him by the fire that had no heat.
“I walked all that night, all
next day, and in the evening made up a big blaze and
sat down to wait for him. He had not
come into the light. I heard him in the bushes
here and there, whispering, whispering. I understood
at last I had heard the words before, ’You
are my friend kill with a sure shot.’
“I bore it as long as I could then
leaped away, as on this very night I leaped from my
stockade and swam to you. I ran I ran
crying like a child left alone and far from the houses.
He ran by my side, without footsteps, whispering,
whispering invisible and heard. I sought
people I wanted men around me! Men
who had not died! And again we two wandered.
I sought danger, violence, and death. I fought
in the Atjeh war, and a brave people wondered at the
valiance of a stranger. But we were two; he warded
off the blows . . . Why? I wanted peace,
not life. And no one could see him; no one knew I
dared tell no one. At times he would leave me,
but not for long; then he would return and whisper
or stare. My heart was torn with a strange fear,
but could not die. Then I met an old man.
“You all knew him. People
here called him my sorcerer, my servant and sword-bearer;
but to me he was father, mother, protection, refuge
and peace. When I met him he was returning from
a pilgrimage, and I heard him intoning the prayer
of sunset. He had gone to the holy place with
his son, his son’s wife, and a little child;
and on their return, by the favour of the Most High,
they all died: the strong man, the young mother,
the little child they died; and the old
man reached his country alone. He was a pilgrim
serene and pious, very wise and very lonely.
I told him all. For a time we lived together.
He said over me words of compassion, of wisdom, of
prayer. He warded from me the shade of the dead.
I begged him for a charm that would make me safe.
For a long time he refused; but at last, with a sigh
and a smile, he gave me one. Doubtless he could
command a spirit stronger than the unrest of my dead
friend, and again I had peace; but I had become restless,
and a lover of turmoil and danger. The old man
never left me. We travelled together. We
were welcomed by the great; his wisdom and my courage
are remembered where your strength, O white men, is
forgotten! We served the Sultan of Sula.
We fought the Spaniards. There were victories,
hopes, defeats, sorrow, blood, women’s tears
. . . What for? . . . We fled. We collected
wanderers of a warlike race and came here to fight
again. The rest you know. I am the ruler
of a conquered land, a lover of war and danger, a
fighter and a plotter. But the old man has died,
and I am again the slave of the dead. He is not
here now to drive away the reproachful shade to
silence the lifeless voice! The power of his charm
has died with him. And I know fear; and I hear
the whisper, ‘Kill! kill! kill!’ . . .
Have I not killed enough? . . .”
For the first time that night a sudden
convulsion of madness and rage passed over his face.
His wavering glances darted here and there like scared
birds in a thunderstorm. He jumped up, shouting
“By the spirits that drink blood:
by the spirits that cry in the night: by all
the spirits of fury, misfortune, and death, I swear some
day I will strike into every heart I meet I
. . .”
He looked so dangerous that we all
three leaped to our feet, and Hollis, with the back
of his hand, sent the kriss flying off the table.
I believe we shouted together. It was a short
scare, and the next moment he was again composed in
his chair, with three white men standing over him
in rather foolish attitudes. We felt a little
ashamed of ourselves. Jackson picked up the kriss,
and, after an inquiring glance at me, gave it to him.
He received it with a stately inclination of the head
and stuck it in the twist of his sarong, with punctilious
care to give his weapon a pacific position. Then
he looked up at us with an austere smile. We
were abashed and reproved. Hollis sat sideways
on the table and, holding his chin in his hand, scrutinized
him in pensive silence. I said
“You must abide with your people.
They need you. And there is forgetfulness in
life. Even the dead cease to speak in time.”
“Am I a woman, to forget long
years before an eyelid has had the time to beat twice?”
he exclaimed, with bitter resentment. He startled
me. It was amazing. To him his life that
cruel mirage of love and peace seemed as
real, as undeniable, as theirs would be to any saint,
philosopher, or fool of us all. Hollis muttered
“You won’t soothe him with your platitudes.”
Karain spoke to me.
“You know us. You have
lived with us. Why? we cannot know;
but you understand our sorrows and our thoughts.
You have lived with my people, and you understand
our desires and our fears. With you I will go.
To your land to your people. To your
people, who live in unbelief; to whom day is day,
and night is night nothing more, because
you understand all things seen, and despise all else!
To your land of unbelief, where the dead do not speak,
where every man is wise, and alone and at
peace!”
“Capital description,” murmured Hollis,
with the flicker of a smile.
Karain hung his head.
“I can toil, and fight and
be faithful,” he whispered, in a weary tone,
“but I cannot go back to him who waits for me
on the shore. No! Take me with you . . .
Or else give me some of your strength of
your unbelief. . . . A charm! . . .”
He seemed utterly exhausted.
“Yes, take him home,”
said Hollis, very low, as if debating with himself.
“That would be one way. The ghosts there
are in society, and talk affably to ladies and gentlemen,
but would scorn a naked human being like
our princely friend. . . . Naked . . . Flayed!
I should say. I am sorry for him. Impossible of
course. The end of all this shall be,”
he went on, looking up at us “the
end of this shall be, that some day he will run amuck
amongst his faithful subjects and send ‘ad pâtres’
ever so many of them before they make up their minds
to the disloyalty of knocking him on the head.”
I nodded. I thought it more than
probable that such would be the end of Karain.
It was evident that he had been hunted by his thought
along the very limit of human endurance, and very
little more pressing was needed to make him swerve
over into the form of madness peculiar to his race.
The respite he had during the old man’s life
made the return of the torment unbearable. That
much was clear.
He lifted his head suddenly; we had
imagined for a moment that he had been dozing.
“Give me your protection or
your strength!” he cried. “A charm
. . . a weapon!”
Again his chin fell on his breast.
We looked at him, then looked at one another with
suspicious awe in our eyes, like men who come unexpectedly
upon the scene of some mysterious disaster. He
had given himself up to us; he had thrust into our
hands his errors and his torment, his life and his
peace; and we did not know what to do with that problem
from the outer darkness. We three white men,
looking at the Malay, could not find one word to the
purpose amongst us if indeed there existed
a word that could solve that problem. We pondered,
and our hearts sank. We felt as though we three
had been called to the very gate of Infernal Regions
to judge, to decide the fate of a wanderer coming
suddenly from a world of sunshine and illusions.
“By Jove, he seems to have a
great idea of our power,” whispered Hollis,
hopelessly. And then again there was a silence,
the feeble plash of water, the steady tick of chronometers.
Jackson, with bare arms crossed, leaned his shoulders
against the bulkhead of the cabin. He was bending
his head under the deck beam; his fair beard spread
out magnificently over his chest; he looked colossal,
ineffectual, and mild. There was something lugubrious
in the aspect of the cabin; the air in it seemed to
become slowly charged with the cruel chill of helplessness,
with the pitiless anger of egoism against the incomprehensible
form of an intruding pain. We had no idea what
to do; we began to resent bitterly the hard necessity
to get rid of him.
Hollis mused, muttered suddenly with
a short laugh, “Strength . . . Protection
. . . Charm.” He slipped off the table
and left the cuddy without a look at us. It seemed
a base desertion. Jackson and I exchanged indignant
glances. We could hear him rummaging in his pigeon-hole
of a cabin. Was the fellow actually going to bed?
Karain sighed. It was intolerable!
Then Hollis reappeared, holding in
both hands a small leather box. He put it down
gently on the table and looked at us with a queer gasp,
we thought, as though he had from some cause become
speechless for a moment, or were ethically uncertain
about producing that box. But in an instant the
insolent and unerring wisdom of his youth gave him
the needed courage. He said, as he unlocked the
box with a very small key, “Look as solemn as
you can, you fellows.”
Probably we looked only surprised
and stupid, for he glanced over his shoulder, and
said angrily
“This is no play; I am going
to do something for him. Look serious. Confound
it! . . . Can’t you lie a little . . . for
a friend!”
Karain seemed to take no notice of
us, but when Hollis threw open the lid of the box
his eyes flew to it and so did ours.
The quilted crimson satin of the inside put a violent
patch of colour into the sombre atmosphere; it was
something positive to look at it was fascinating.
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Hollis looked smiling into the box.
He had lately made a dash home through the Canal.
He had been away six months, and only joined us again
just in time for this last trip. We had never
seen the box before. His hands hovered above
it; and he talked to us ironically, but his face became
as grave as though he were pronouncing a powerful incantation
over the things inside.
“Every one of us,” he
said, with pauses that somehow were more offensive
than his words “every one of us, you’ll
admit, has been haunted by some woman . . . And
. . . as to friends . . . dropped by the way . . .
Well! . . . ask yourselves . . .”
He paused. Karain stared.
A deep rumble was heard high up under the deck.
Jackson spoke seriously
“Don’t be so beastly cynical.”
“Ah! You are without guile,”
said Hollis, sadly. “You will learn . .
. Meantime this Malay has been our friend . .
.”
He repeated several times thoughtfully,
“Friend . . . Malay. Friend, Malay,”
as though weighing the words against one another, then
went on more briskly
“A good fellow a
gentleman in his way. We can’t, so to speak,
turn our backs on his confidence and belief in us.
Those Malays are easily impressed all nerves,
you know therefore . . .”
He turned to me sharply.
“You know him best,” he
said, in a practical tone. “Do you think
he is fanatical I mean very strict in his
faith?”
I stammered in profound amazement
that “I did not think so.”
“It’s on account of its
being a likeness an engraved image,”
muttered Hollis, enigmatically, turning to the box.
He plunged his fingers into it. Karain’s
lips were parted and his eyes shone. We looked
into the box.
There were there a couple of reels
of cotton, a packet of needles, a bit of silk ribbon,
dark blue; a cabinet photograph, at which Hollis stole
a glance before laying it on the table face downwards.
A girl’s portrait, I could see. There were,
amongst a lot of various small objects, a bunch of
flowers, a narrow white glove with many buttons, a
slim packet of letters carefully tied up. Amulets
of white men! Charms and talismans!
Charms that keep them straight, that drive them crooked,
that have the power to make a young man sigh, an old
man smile. Potent things that procure dreams
of joy, thoughts of regret; that soften hard hearts,
and can temper a soft one to the hardness of steel.
Gifts of heaven things of earth . . .
Hollis rummaged in the box.
And it seemed to me, during that moment
of waiting, that the cabin of the schooner was becoming
filled with a stir invisible and living as of subtle
breaths. All the ghosts driven out of the unbelieving
West by men who pretend to be wise and alone and at
peace all the homeless ghosts of an unbelieving
world appeared suddenly round the figure
of Hollis bending over the box; all the exiled and
charming shades of loved women; all the beautiful
and tender ghosts of ideals, remembered, forgotten,
cherished, execrated; all the cast-out and reproachful
ghosts of friends admired, trusted, traduced, betrayed,
left dead by the way they all seemed to
come from the inhospitable regions of the earth to
crowd into the gloomy cabin, as though it had been
a refuge and, in all the unbelieving world, the only
place of avenging belief. . . . It lasted a second all
disappeared. Hollis was facing us alone with something
small that glittered between his fingers. It
looked like a coin.
“Ah! here it is,” he said.
He held it up. It was a sixpence a
Jubilee sixpence. It was gilt; it had a hole
punched near the rim. Hollis looked towards Karain.
“A charm for our friend,”
he said to us. “The thing itself is of great
power money, you know and his
imagination is struck. A loyal vagabond; if only
his puritanism doesn’t shy at a likeness . .
.”
We said nothing. We did not know
whether to be scandalized, amused, or relieved.
Hollis advanced towards Karain, who stood up as if
startled, and then, holding the coin up, spoke in
Malay.
“This is the image of the Great
Queen, and the most powerful thing the white men know,”
he said, solemnly.
Karain covered the handle of his kriss
in sign of respect, and stared at the crowned head.
“The Invincible, the Pious,” he muttered.
“She is more powerful than Suleiman
the Wise, who commanded the genii, as you know,”
said Hollis, gravely. “I shall give this
to you.”
He held the sixpence in the palm of
his hand, and looking at it thoughtfully, spoke to
us in English.
“She commands a spirit, too the
spirit of her nation; a masterful, conscientious,
unscrupulous, unconquerable devil . . . that does a
lot of good incidentally . . . a lot of
good . . . at times and wouldn’t
stand any fuss from the best ghost out for such a little
thing as our friend’s shot. Don’t
look thunderstruck, you fellows. Help me to make
him believe everything’s in that.”
“His people will be shocked,” I murmured.
Hollis looked fixedly at Karain, who
was the incarnation of the very essence of still excitement.
He stood rigid, with head thrown back; his eyes rolled
wildly, flashing; the dilated nostrils quivered.
“Hang it all!” said Hollis
at last, “he is a good fellow. I’ll
give him something that I shall really miss.”
He took the ribbon out of the box,
smiled at it scornfully, then with a pair of scissors
cut out a piece from the palm of the glove.
“I shall make him a thing like
those Italian peasants wear, you know.”
He sewed the coin in the delicate
leather, sewed the leather to the ribbon, tied the
ends together. He worked with haste. Karain
watched his fingers all the time.
“Now then,” he said then
stepped up to Karain. They looked close into
one another’s eyes. Those of Karain stared
in a lost glance, but Hollis’s seemed to grow
darker and looked out masterful and compelling.
They were in violent contrast together one
motionless and the colour of bronze, the other dazzling
white and lifting his arms, where the powerful muscles
rolled slightly under a skin that gleamed like satin.
Jackson moved near with the air of a man closing up
to a chum in a tight place. I said impressively,
pointing to Hollis
“He is young, but he is wise. Believe him!”
Karain bent his head: Hollis
threw lightly over it the dark-blue ribbon and stepped
back.
“Forget, and be at peace!” I cried.
Karain seemed to wake up from a dream.
He said, “Ha!” shook himself as if throwing
off a burden. He looked round with assurance.
Someone on deck dragged off the skylight cover, and
a flood of light fell into the cabin. It was
morning already.
“Time to go on deck,” said Jackson.
Hollis put on a coat, and we went up, Karain leading.
The sun had risen beyond the hills,
and their long shadows stretched far over the bay
in the pearly light. The air was clear, stainless,
and cool. I pointed at the curved line of yellow
sands.
“He is not there,” I said,
emphatically, to Karain. “He waits no more.
He has departed forever.”
A shaft of bright hot rays darted
into the bay between the summits of two hills, and
the water all round broke out as if by magic into a
dazzling sparkle.
“No! He is not there waiting,”
said Karain, after a long look over the beach.
“I do not hear him,” he went on, slowly.
“No!”
He turned to us.
“He has departed again forever!”
he cried.
We assented vigorously, repeatedly,
and without compunction. The great thing was
to impress him powerfully; to suggest absolute safety the
end of all trouble. We did our best; and I hope
we affirmed our faith in the power of Hollis’s
charm efficiently enough to put the matter beyond the
shadow of a doubt. Our voices rang around him
joyously in the still air, and above his head the
sky, pellucid, pure, stainless, arched its tender
blue from shore to shore and over the bay, as if to
envelop the water, the earth, and the man in the caress
of its light.
The anchor was up, the sails hung
still, and half-a-dozen big boats were seen sweeping
over the bay to give us a tow out. The paddlers
in the first one that came alongside lifted their
heads and saw their ruler standing amongst us.
A low murmur of surprise arose then a shout
of greeting.
He left us, and seemed straightway
to step into the glorious splendour of his stage,
to wrap himself in the illusion of unavoidable success.
For a moment he stood erect, one foot over the gangway,
one hand on the hilt of his kriss, in a martial
pose; and, relieved from the fear of outer darkness,
he held his head high, he swept a serene look over
his conquered foothold on the earth. The boats
far off took up the cry of greeting; a great clamour
rolled on the water; the hills echoed it, and seemed
to toss back at him the words invoking long life and
victories.
He descended into a canoe, and as
soon as he was clear of the side we gave him three
cheers. They sounded faint and orderly after the
wild tumult of his loyal subjects, but it was the
best we could do. He stood up in the boat, lifted
up both his arms, then pointed to the infallible charm.
We cheered again; and the Malays in the boats stared very
much puzzled and impressed. I wondered what they
thought; what he thought; . . . what the reader thinks?
We towed out slowly. We saw him
land and watch us from the beach. A figure approached
him humbly but openly not at all like a
ghost with a grievance. We could see other men
running towards him. Perhaps he had been missed?
At any rate there was a great stir. A group formed
itself rapidly near him, and he walked along the sands,
followed by a growing cortege and kept nearly abreast
of the schooner. With our glasses we could see
the blue ribbon on his neck and a patch of white on
his brown chest. The bay was waking up.
The smokes of morning fires stood in faint spirals
higher than the heads of palms; people moved between
the houses; a herd of buffaloes galloped clumsily
across a green slope; the slender figures of boys
brandishing sticks appeared black and leaping in the
long grass; a coloured line of women, with water bamboos
on their heads, moved swaying through a thin grove
of fruit-trees. Karain stopped in the midst of
his men and waved his hand; then, detaching himself
from the splendid group, walked alone to the water’s
edge and waved his hand again. The schooner passed
out to sea between the steep headlands that shut in
the bay, and at the same instant Karain passed out
of our life forever.
But the memory remains. Some
years afterwards I met Jackson, in the Strand.
He was magnificent as ever. His head was high
above the crowd. His beard was gold, his face
red, his eyes blue; he had a wide-brimmed gray hat
and no collar or waistcoat; he was inspiring; he had
just come home had landed that very day!
Our meeting caused an eddy in the current of humanity.
Hurried people would run against us, then walk round
us, and turn back to look at that giant. We tried
to compress seven years of life into seven exclamations;
then, suddenly appeased, walked sedately along, giving
one another the news of yesterday. Jackson gazed
about him, like a man who looks for landmarks, then
stopped before Bland’s window. He always
had a passion for firearms; so he stopped short and
contemplated the row of weapons, perfect and severe,
drawn up in a line behind the black-framed panes.
I stood by his side. Suddenly he said
“Do you remember Karain?”
I nodded.
“The sight of all this made
me think of him,” he went on, with his face
near the glass . . . and I could see another man, powerful
and bearded, peering at him intently from amongst
the dark and polished tubes that can cure so many
illusions. “Yes; it made me think of him,”
he continued, slowly. “I saw a paper this
morning; they are fighting over there again.
He’s sure to be in it. He will make it hot
for the caballeros. Well, good luck to him, poor
devil! He was perfectly stunning.”
We walked on.
“I wonder whether the charm
worked you remember Hollis’s charm,
of course. If it did . . . Never was a sixpence
wasted to better advantage! Poor devil!
I wonder whether he got rid of that friend of his.
Hope so. . . . Do you know, I sometimes think
that ”
I stood still and looked at him.
“Yes . . . I mean, whether
the thing was so, you know . . . whether it really
happened to him. . . . What do you think?”
“My dear chap,” I cried,
“you have been too long away from home.
What a question to ask! Only look at all this.”
A watery gleam of sunshine flashed
from the west and went out between two long lines
of walls; and then the broken confusion of roofs, the
chimney-stacks, the gold letters sprawling over the
fronts of houses, the sombre polish of windows, stood
resigned and sullen under the falling gloom.
The whole length of the street, deep as a well and
narrow like a corridor, was full of a sombre and ceaseless
stir. Our ears were filled by a headlong shuffle
and beat of rapid footsteps and by an underlying rumour a
rumour vast, faint, pulsating, as of panting breaths,
of beating hearts, of gasping voices. Innumerable
eyes stared straight in front, feet moved hurriedly,
blank faces flowed, arms swung. Over all, a narrow
ragged strip of smoky sky wound about between the
high roofs, extended and motionless, like a soiled
streamer flying above the rout of a mob.
“Ye-e-e-s,” said Jackson, meditatively.
The big wheels of hansoms turned slowly
along the edge of side-walks; a pale-faced youth strolled,
overcome by weariness, by the side of his stick and
with the tails of his overcoat flapping gently near
his heels; horses stepped gingerly on the greasy pavement,
tossing their heads; two young girls passed by, talking
vivaciously and with shining eyes; a fine old fellow
strutted, red-faced, stroking a white moustache; and
a line of yellow boards with blue letters on them
approached us slowly, tossing on high behind one another
like some queer wreckage adrift upon a river of hats.
“Ye-e-es,” repeated
Jackson. His clear blue eyes looked about, contemptuous,
amused and hard, like the eyes of a boy. A clumsy
string of red, yellow, and green omnibuses rolled
swaying, monstrous and gaudy; two shabby children
ran across the road; a knot of dirty men with red
neckerchiefs round their bare throats lurched along,
discussing filthily; a ragged old man with a face
of despair yelled horribly in the mud the name of
a paper; while far off, amongst the tossing heads of
horses, the dull flash of harnesses, the jumble of
lustrous panels and roofs of carriages, we could see
a policeman, helmeted and dark, stretching out a rigid
arm at the crossing of the streets.
“Yes; I see it,” said
Jackson, slowly. “It is there; it pants,
it runs, it rolls; it is strong and alive; it would
smash you if you didn’t look out; but I’ll
be hanged if it is yet as real to me as . . . as the
other thing . . . say, Karain’s story.”
I think that, decidedly, he had been
too long away from home.