On the morning following the breaking
of his water cask John Woolfolk saw the slender figure
of Millie on the beach. She waved and called,
her voice coming thin and clear across the water:
“Are visitors—encouraged?”
He sent Halvard in with the tender,
and as they approached, dropped a gangway over the
Gar’s side. She stepped lightly down
into the cockpit with a naïve expression of surprise
at the yacht’s immaculate order. The sails
lay precisely housed, the stays, freshly tarred, glistened
in the sun, the brasswork and newly varnished mahogany
shone, the mathematically coiled ropes rested on a
deck as spotless as wood could be scraped.
“Why,” she exclaimed,
“it couldn’t be neater if you were two
nice old ladies!”
“I warn you,” Woolfolk
replied, “Halvard will not regard that particularly
as a compliment. He will assure you that the order
of a proper yacht is beyond the most ambitious dream
of a mere housekeeper.”
She laughed as Halvard placed a chair
for her. She was, Woolfolk thought, lighter in
spirit on the ketch than she had been on shore; there
was the faintest imaginable stain on her petal-like
cheeks; her eyes, like olive leaves, were almost gay.
She sat with her slender knees crossed, her fine arms
held with hands clasped behind her head, and clad
in a crisply ironed, crude white dress, into the band
of which she had thrust a spray of orange blossoms.
John Woolfolk was increasingly conscious
of her peculiar charm. Millie Stope, he suddenly
realized, was like the wild oranges in the neglected
grove at her door. A man brought in contact with
her magnetic being charged with appealing and mysterious
emotions, in a setting of exotic night and black sea,
would find other women, the ordinary concourse of
society, insipid—like faintly sweetened
water.
She was entirely at home on the ketch,
sitting against the immaculate rim of deck and the
sea. He resented that familiarity as an unwarranted
intrusion of the world he had left. Other people,
women among them, had unavoidably crossed his deck,
but they had been patently alien, momentary; but Millie,
with her still delight at the yacht’s compact
comfort, her intuitive comprehension of its various
details—the lamps set in gimbals, the china
racks and chart cases slung overhead—entered
at once into the spirit of the craft that was John
Woolfolk’s sole place of being.
He was now disturbed by the ease with
which she had established herself both in the yacht
and in his imagination. He had thought, after
so many years, to have destroyed all the bonds which
ordinarily connect men with life; but now a mere curiosity
had grown into a tangible interest, and the interest
showed unmistakable signs of becoming sympathy.
She smiled at him from her position
by the wheel; and he instinctively responded with
such an unaccustomed, ready warmth that he said abruptly,
seeking refuge in occupation:
“Why not reach out to sea? The conditions
are perfect.”
“Ah, please!” she cried.
“Just to take up the anchor would thrill me
for months.”
A light west wind was blowing; and
deliberate, exactly spaced swells, their tops laced
with iridescent spray, were sweeping in from a sea
like a glassy blue pavement. Woolfolk issued a
short order, and the sailor moved forward with his
customary smooth swiftness. The sails were shaken
loose, the mainsail slowly spread its dazzling expanse
to the sun, the jib and jigger were trimmed, and the
anchor came up with a short rush.
Millie rose with her arms outspread,
her chin high and eyes closed.
“Free!” she proclaimed with a slow, deep
breath.
The sails filled and the ketch forged
ahead. John Woolfolk, at the wheel, glanced at
the chart section beside him.
“There’s four feet on
the bar at low water,” he told Halvard.
“The tide’s at half flood now.”
The Gar increased her speed,
slipping easily out of the bay, gladly, it seemed
to Woolfolk, turning toward the sea. The bow rose,
and the ketch dipped forward over a spent wave.
Millie Stope grasped the wheelbox. “Free!”
she said again with shining eyes.
The yacht rose more sharply, hung
on a wave’s crest and slid lightly downward.
Woolfolk, with a sinewy, dark hand directing their
course, was intent upon the swelling sails. Once
he stopped, tightening a halyard, and the sailor said:
“The main peak won’t flatten, sir.”
The swells grew larger. The Gar
climbed their smooth heights and coasted like a feather
beyond. Directly before the yacht they were unbroken,
but on either side they foamed into a silver quickly
reabsorbed in the deeper water within the bar.
Woolfolk turned from his scrutiny
of the ketch to his companion, and was surprised to
see her, with all the joy evaporated from her countenance,
clinging rigidly to the rail. He said to himself,
“Seasick.” Then he realized that it
was not a physical illness that possessed her, but
a profound, increasing terror. She endeavored
to smile back at his questioning gaze, and said in
a small, uncertain voice:
“It’s so—so big!”
For a moment he saw in her a clear
resemblance to the shrinking figure of Lichfield Stope.
It was as though suddenly she had lost her fine profile
and become indeterminate, shadowy. The grey web
of the old deflection in Virginia extended over her
out of the past—of the past that, Woolfolk
thought, would not die.
The Gar rose higher still,
dropped into the deep, watery valley, and the woman’s
face was drawn and wet, the back of her straining hand
was dead white. Without further delay John Woolfolk
put the wheel sharply over and told his man, “We’re
going about.” Halvard busied himself with
the shaking sails.
“Really—I’d
rather you didn’t,” Millie gasped.
“I must learn ... no longer a child.”
But Woolfolk held the ketch on her
return course; his companion’s panic was growing
beyond her control. They passed once more between
the broken waves and entered the still bay with its
border of flowering earth. There, when the yacht
had been anchored, Millie sat gazing silently at the
open sea whose bigness had so unexpectedly distressed
her. Her face was pinched, her mouth set in a
straight, hard line. That, somehow, suggested
to Woolfolk the enigmatic governess; it was in contradiction
to the rest.
“How strange,” she said
at last in an insuperably weary voice, “to be
forced back to this place that I loathe, by myself,
by my own cowardice. It’s exactly as if
my spirit were chained—then the body could
never be free. What is it,” she demanded
of John Woolfolk, “that lives in our own hearts
and betrays our utmost convictions and efforts, and
destroys us against all knowledge and desire?”
“It may be called heredity,”
he replied; “that is its simplest phase.
The others extend into the realms of the fantastic.”
“It’s unjust,” she
cried bitterly, “to be condemned to die in a
pit with all one’s instinct in the sky!”
The old plea of injustice quivered
for a moment over the water and then died away.
John Woolfolk had made the same passionate protest,
he had cried it with clenched hands at the withdrawn
stars, and the profound inattention of Nature had
appalled his agony. A thrill of pity moved him
for the suffering woman beside him. Her mouth
was still unrelaxed. There was in her the material
for a struggle against the invidious past.
In her slender frame the rebellion
took on an accent of the heroic. Woolfolk recalled
how utterly he had gone down before mischance.
But his case had been extreme, he had suffered an
unendurable wrong at the hand of Fate. Halvard
diverted his thoughts by placing before them a tray
of sugared pineapple and symmetrical cakes. Millie,
too, lost her tension; she showed a feminine pleasure
at the yacht’s fine napkins, approved the polish
of the glass.
“It’s all quite wonderful,” she
said.
“I have nothing else to care for,” Woolfolk
told her.
“No place nor people on land?”
“None.”
“And you are satisfied?”
“Absolutely,” he replied
with an unnecessary emphasis. He was, he told
himself aggressively; he wanted nothing more from living
and had nothing to give. Yet his pity for Millie
Stope mounted obscurely, bringing with it thoughts,
dim obligations and desires, to which he had declared
himself dead.
“I wonder if you are to be envied?” she
queried.
A sudden astounding willingness to
speak of himself, even of the past, swept over him.
“Hardly,” he replied.
“All the things that men value were killed for
me in an instant, in the flutter of a white skirt.”
“Can you talk about it?”
“There’s almost nothing
to tell; it was so unrelated, so senseless and blind.
It can’t be dressed into a story, it has no moral—no
meaning. Well—it was twelve years
ago. I had just been married, and we had gone
to a property in the country. After two days I
had to go into town, and when I came back Ellen met
me in a breaking cart. It was a flag station,
buried in maples, with a white road winding back to
where we were staying.
“Ellen had trouble in holding
the horse when the train left, and the beast shied
going from the station. It was Monday, clothes
hung from a line in a side yard and a skirt fluttered
in a little breeze. The horse reared, the strapped
back of the seat broke, and Ellen was thrown—on
her head. It killed her.”
He fell silent. Millie breathed
sharply, and a ripple struck with a faint slap on
the yacht’s side. Then: “One
can’t allow that,” he continued in a lower
voice, as if arguing with himself; “arbitrary,
wanton; impossible to accept such conditions—
“She was young,” he once
more took up the narrative; “a girl in a tennis
skirt with a gay scarf about her waist—quite
dead in a second. The clothes still fluttered
on the line. You see,” he ended, “nothing
instructive, tragic—only a crude dissonance.”
“Then you left everything?”
He failed to answer, and she gazed
with a new understanding and interest over the Gar.
Her attention was attracted to the beach, and, following
her gaze, John Woolfolk saw the bulky figure of Nicholas
gazing at them from under his palm. A palpable
change, a swift shadow, enveloped Millie Stope.
“I must go back,” she
said uneasily; “there will be dinner, and my
father has been alone all morning.”
But Woolfolk was certain that, however
convincing the reasons she put forward, it was none
of these that was taking her so hurriedly ashore.
The dread that for the past few hours had almost vanished
from her tones, her gaze, had returned multiplied.
It was, he realized, the objective fear; her entire
being was shrinking as if in anticipation of an imminent
calamity, a physical blow.
Woolfolk himself put her on the beach;
and, with the tender canted on the sand, steadied
her spring. As her hand rested on his arm it
gripped him with a sharp force; a response pulsed through
his body; and an involuntary color rose in her pale,
fine cheeks.
Nicholas, stolidly set with his shoes
half buried in the sand, surveyed them without a shade
of feeling on his thick countenance. But Woolfolk
saw that the other’s fingers were crawling toward
his pocket. He realized that the man’s
dully smiling mask concealed sultry, ungoverned emotions,
blind springs of hate.