I slept ill. Again and again
I “dreamed that I was dreaming.”
Now this is an observation made by Edgar
Poe when one suspects that one is dreaming,
the waking comes almost instantly. I woke then,
and every time in a very bad humour with Captain Len
Guy. The idea of leaving the Kerguelens on the
Halbrane had full possession of me, and I grew
more and more angry with her disobliging captain.
In fact, I passed the night in a fever of indignation,
and only recovered my temper with daylight. Nevertheless
I was determined to have an explanation with Captain
Len Guy about his detestable conduct. Perhaps
I should fail to get anything out of that human hedgehog,
but at least I should have given him a piece of my
mind.
I went out at eight o’clock
in the morning. The weather was abominable.
Rain, mixed with snow, a storm coming over the mountains
at the back of the bay from the west, clouds scurrying
down from the lower zones, an avalanche of wind and
water. It was not likely that Captain Len Guy
had come ashore merely to enjoy such a wetting and
blowing.
No one on the quay; of course not.
As for my getting on’ board the Halbrane,
that could not be done without hailing one of her boats,
and the boatswain would not venture to send it for
me.
“Besides,” I reflected,
“on his quarter-deck the captain is at home,
and neutral ground is better for what I want to say
to him, if he persists in his unjustifiable refusal.
I will watch him this time, and if his boat touches
the quay, he shall not succeed in avoiding me.”
I returned to the Green Cormorant,
and took up my post behind the window panes, which
were dimmed by the hissing rain. There I waited,
nervous, impatient, and in a state of growing irritation.
Two hours wore away thus. Then, with the instability
of the winds in the Kerguelens, the weather became
calm before I did. I opened my window, and at
the same moment a sailor stepped into one of the boats
of the Halbrane and laid hold of a pair of oars,
while a second man seated himself in the back, but
without taking the tiller ropes. The boat touched
the landing, place and Captain Len Guy stepped on
shore.
In a few seconds I was out of the
inn, and confronted him.
“Sir,” said I in a cold hard tone.
Captain Len Guy looked at me steadily,
and I was struck by the sadness of his eyes, which
were as black as ink. Then in a very low voice
he asked:
“You are a stranger?”
“A stranger at the Kerguelens? Yes.”
“Of English nationality?”
“No. American.”
He saluted me, and I returned the curt gesture.
“Sir,” I resumed, “I
believe Mr. Atkins of the Green Cormorant has spoken
to you respecting a proposal of mine. That proposal,
it seems to me, deserved a favourable reception on
the part of a ”
“The proposal to take passage
on my ship?” interposed Captain Len Guy.
“Precisely.”
“I regret, sir, I regret that I could not agree
to your request.”
“Will you tell me why?”
“Because I am not in the habit
of taking passengers. That is the first reason.”
“And the second, captain?”
“Because the route of the Halbrane
is never settled beforehand. She starts for one
port and goes to another, just as I find it to my
advantage. You must know that I am not in the
service of a shipowner. My share in the schooner
is considerable, and I have no one but myself to consult
in respect to her.”
“Then it entirely depends on you to give me
a passage?”
“That is so, but I can only
answer you by a refusal to my extreme regret.”
“Perhaps you will change your
mind, captain, when you know that I care very little
what the destination of your schooner may be.
It is not unreasonable to suppose that she will go
somewhere ”
“Somewhere indeed.”
I fancied that Captain Len Guy threw a long look towards
the southern horizon.
“To go here or to go there is
almost a matter of indifference to me. What I
desired above all was to get away from Kerguelen at
the first opportunity that should offer.”
Captain Len Guy made me no answer;
he remained in silent thought, but did not endeavour
to slip away from me.
“You are doing me the honour
to listen to me?” I asked him sharply.
“Yes, sir.”
“I will then add that, if I
am not mistaken, and if the route of your ship has
not been altered, it was your intention to leave Christmas
Harbour for Tristan d’ Acunha.”
“Perhaps for Tristan d’Acunha,
perhaps for the Cape, perhaps for the Falklands, perhaps
for elsewhere.”
“Well, then, Captain Guy, it
is precisely elsewhere that I want to go,” I
replied ironically, and trying hard to control my
irritation.
Then a singular change took place
in the demeanour of Captain Len Guy. His voice
became more sharp and harsh. In very plain words
he made me understand that it was quite useless to
insist, that Our interview had already lasted too
long, that time pressed, and he had business at the
port; in short that we had said all that we could
have to say to each other.
I had put out my arm to detain him to
seize him would be a more correct term and
the conversation, ill begun, seemed likely to end
still more ill, when this odd person turned towards
me and said in a milder tone,
“Pray understand, sir, that
I am very sorry to be unable to do what you ask, and
to appear disobliging to an American. But I could
not act otherwise. In the course of the voyage
of the Halbrane some unforeseen incident might
occur to make the presence of a passenger inconvenient even
one so accommodating as yourself. Thus I might
expose myself to the risk of being unable to profit
by the chances which I seek.”
“I have told you, captain, and
I repeat it, that although my intention is to return
to America and to Connecticut, I don’t care
whether I get there in three months or in six, or by
what route; it’s all the same to me, and even
were your schooner to take me to the Antarctic seas ”
“The Antarctic seas!”
exclaimed Captain Len Guy with a question in his tone.
And his look searched my thoughts with the keenness
of a dagger.
“Why do you speak of the Antarctic
seas?” he asked, taking my hand.
“Well, just as I might have
spoken of the ‘Hyperborean seas’ from
whence an Irish poet has made Sebastian Cabot address
some lovely verses to his Lady. (1) I spoke of the
South Pole as I might have spoken of the North.”
Captain Len Guy did not answer, and
I thought I saw tears glisten in his eyes. Then,
as though he would escape from some harrowing recollection
which my words had evoked, he said,
“Who would venture to seek the South Pole?”
“It would be difficult to reach,
and the experiments would be of no practical use,”
I replied. “Nevertheless there are men
sufficiently adventurous to embark in such an enterprise.”
“Yes adventurous is the word!”
muttered the captain.
“And now,” I resumed,
“the United States is again making an attempt
with Wilkes’s fleet, the Vancouver, the
Peacock, the Flying Fish, and others.”
“The United States, Mr. Jeorling?
Do you mean to say that an expedition has been sent
by the Federal Government to the Antarctic seas?”
“The fact is certain, and last
year, before I left America, I learned that the vessels
had sailed. That was a year ago, and it is very
possible that Wilkes has gone farther than any of the
preceding explorers.”
Captain Len Guy had relapsed into
silence, and came out of his inexplicable musing only
to say abruptly
“You come from Connecticut, sir?”
“From Connecticut.”
“And more specially?”
“From Providence.”
“Do you know Nantucket Island?”
“I have visited it several times.”
“You know, I think,” said
the captain, looking straight into my eyes, “that
Nantucket Island was the birthplace of Arthur Gordon
Pym, the hero of your famous romance-writer Edgar Poe.”
“Yes. I remember that Poe’s romance
starts from Nantucket.”
“Romance, you say? That was the word you
used?”
“Undoubtedly, captain.”
“Yes, and that is what everybody
says! But, pardon me, I cannot stay any longer.
I regret that I cannot alter my mind with respect
to your proposal. But, at any rate, you will only
have a few days to wait. The season is about
to open. Trading ships and whalers will put in
at Christmas Harbour, and you will be able to make
a choice, with the certainty of going to the port
you want to reach. I am very sorry, sir, and
I salute you.”
With these words Captain Len Guy walked
quickly away, and the interview ended differently
from what I had expected, that is to say in formal,
although polite, fashion.
As there is no use in contending with
the impossible, I gave up the hope of a passage on
the Halbrane, but continued to feel angry with
her intractable captain. And why should I not
confess that my curiosity was aroused? I felt
that there was something mysterious about this sullen
mariner, and I should have liked to find out what
it was.
That day, Atkins wanted to know whether
Captain Len Guy had made himself less disagreeable.
I had to acknowledge that I had been no more fortunate
in my negotiations than my host himself, and the avowal
surprised him not a little. He could not understand
the captain’s obstinate refusal. And a
fact which touched him more nearly the
Green Cormorant had not been visited by either Len
Guy or his crew since the arrival of the Halbrane.
The men were evidently acting upon orders. So
far as Hurliguerly was concerned, it was easy to understand
that after his imprudent advance he did not care to
keep up useless relations with me. I knew not
whether he had attempted to shake the resolution of
his chief; but I was certain of one thing; if he had
made any such effort it had failed.
During the three following days, the
10th, 11th, and 12th of August, the work of repairing
and re-victualling the schooner went on briskly; but
all this was done with regularity, and without such
noise and quarrelling as seamen at anchor usually indulge
in. The Halbrane was evidently well commanded,
her crew well kept in hand, discipline strictly maintained.
The schooner was to sail on the 15th
of August, and on the eve of that day I had no reason
to think that Captain Len Guy had repented him of
his categorical refusal. Indeed, I had made up
my mind to the disappointment, and had no longer any
angry feeling about it. When Captain Len Guy
and myself met on the quay, we took no notice of each
other; nevertheless, I fancied there was some hesitation
in his manner; as though he would have liked to speak
to me. He did not do so, however, and I was not
disposed to seek a further explanation.
At seven o’clock in the evening
of the 14th of August, the island being already wrapped
in darkness, I was walking on the port after I had
dined, walking briskly too, for it was cold, although
dry weather. The sky was studded with stars and
the air was very keen. I could not stay out long,
and was returning to mine inn, when a man crossed
my path, paused, came back, and stopped in front of
me. It was the captain of the Halbrane.
“Mr. Jeorling,” he began,
“the Halbrane sails tomorrow morning,
with the ebb tide.”
“What is the good of telling
me that,” I replied, “since you refuse ”
“Sir, I have thought over it,
and if you have not changed your mind, come on board
at seven o’clock.”
“Really, captain,” I replied,
“I did not expect this relenting on your part.”
“I repeat that I have thought
over it, and I add that the Halbrane shall
proceed direct to Tristan d’Acunha. That
will suit you, I suppose?”
“To perfection, captain.
To-morrow morning, at seven o’clock, I shall
be on board.”
“Your cabin is prepared.”
“The cost of the voyage ”
“We can settle that another
time,” answered the captain, “and to your
satisfaction. Until to-morrow, then ”
“Until to-morrow.”
I stretched out my arm, to shake hands
with him upon our bargain. Perhaps he did not
perceive my movement in the darkness, at all events
he made no response to it, but walked rapidly away
and got into his boat.
I was greatly surprised, and so was
Arkins, when I found him in the eating-room of the
Green Cormorant and told him what had occurred.
His comment upon it was characteristic.
“This queer captain,”
he said, “is as full of whims as a spoilt child!
It is to be hoped he will not change his mind again
at the last moment.”
The next morning at daybreak I bade
adieu to the Green Cormorant, and went down to the
port, with my kind-hearted host, who insisted on accompanying
me to the ship, partly in order to make his mind easy
respecting the sincerity of the captain’s repentance,
and partly that he might take leave of him, and also
of Hurliguerly. A boat was waiting at the quay,
and we reached the ship in a few minutes.
The first person whom I met on the
deck was Hurliguerly; he gave me a look of triumph,
which said as plainly as speech: “Ha! you
see now. Our hard-to-manage captain has given
in at last. And to whom do you owe this, but
to the good boatswain who did his best for you, and
did not boast overmuch of his influence?”
Was this the truth? I had strong
reasons for doubting it. After all, what did
it matter?
Captain Len Guy came on deck immediately
after my arrival; this was not surprising, except
for the fact that he did not appear to remark my presence.
Atkins then approached the captain
and said in a pleasant tone,
“We shall meet next year!”
“If it please God, Atkins.”
They shook hands. Then the boatswain
took a hearty leave of the innkeeper, and was rowed
back to the quay.
Before dark the white summits of Table
Mount and Havergal, which rise, the former to two,
the other to three thousand feet above the level of
the sea, had disappeared from our view.
(1) Thomas D’Arcy McGee. (J.V.)