It proved altogether easier for Martha,
now Francie was at home again.
“You see, I can tend her an’
sandwich in some work besides,” Mrs. Slawson
explained cheerfully. “An’ Ma’s
a whizz at settin’ by bedsides helpin’
patients get up their appetites. Says she, ’Now
drink this nice glass o’ egg-nog, Francie, me
child,’ she says. ‘An’ if you’ll
drink it, I’ll take one just like it meself.’
An’ true for you, she does. The goodness
o’ Ma is astonishin’.”
Then one day Sam Slawson came home with a tragic face.
“I’ve lost my job, Martha!” he stated
baldly.
For a moment his wife stood silent
under the blow, and all it entailed. Then, with
an almost imperceptible squaring of her broad shoulders,
she braced herself to meet it, as she herself would
say, like a soldier. “Well, it’s
kinder hard on you, lad,” she answered.
“But there’s no use grievin’.
If it had to happen, it couldn’t ‘a’
happened at a better time, for you bein’ home,
an’ able to look after Francie, will give me
a chance to go out reg’lar to my work again.
An’ before you know it, Francie, she’ll
be running about as good as new, an’ you’ll
have another job, an’ we’ll be on the
top o’ the wave. Here’s Miss Claire,
bless her, payin’ me seven dollars a week board,
which she doesn’t eat no more than a bird, an’
Sammy singin’ in the surplus choir, an’
gettin’ fifty cents a week for it, an’
extra for funer’ls (it’d take your time
to hear’m lamentin’ because business ain’t
brisker in the funer’l line!). Why, we
ain’t no call to be discouraged. You can
take it from me, Sammy Slawson, when things seem to
be kinder shuttin’ down on ye, an’ gettin’
black-like, same’s they lately been doin’
on us, that ain’t no time to be chicken-hearted.
Anybody could fall down when they’re knocked.
That’s too dead-easy! No, what we want,
is buck up an’ have some style about us.
When things shuts down an’ gets dark at the
movin’-picture show, then it’s time to
sit up an’ take notice. That means somethin’s
doin’ you’re goin’ to
be showed somethin’ interestin’.
Well, it’s the same with us. But if you
lose your sand at the first go-off, an’ sag
down an’ hide your face in your hands, well,
you’ll miss the show. You won’t see
a bloomin’ thing.”
And Martha, sleeves rolled up, enveloped
in an enormous blue-checked apron, returned to her
assault on the dough she was kneading, with redoubled
zeal.
“Bread, mother?” asked
Sam dully, letting himself down wearily into a chair
by the drop-table, staring indifferently before him
out of blank eyes.
“Shoor! An’ I put
some currants in, to please the little fella.
I give in, my bread is what you might call a holy
terror. Ain’t it the caution how I can’t
ever make bread fit to be eat, the best I can do?
An’ yet, I can’t quit tryin’.
You see, home-made bread, if it’s good,
is cheaper than store. Perhaps some day I’ll
be hittin’ it right, so’s when you ask
me for bread I won’t be givin’ you a stone.”
She broke off abruptly, gazed a moment
at her husband, then stepped to his side, and put
a floury hand on his shoulder. “Say, Sam,
what you lookin’ so for? You ain’t
lost your sand just because they fired you? What’s
come to you, lad? Tell Martha.”
For a second there was no sound in
the room, then the man looked up, gulped, choked down
a mighty sob, and laid his head against her breast.
“Martha there’s
somethin’ wrong with my lung. That’s
why they thrown me down. They had their doctor
from the main office examine me they’d
noticed me coughin’ and he said I’d
a spot on my lung or something. I
shouldn’t stay here in the city, he said.
I must go up in the mountains, away from this, where
there’s the good air and a chance for my lung
to heal, otherwise ”
Martha stroked the damp hair away
from his temples with her powdery hand.
“Well, well!” she said
reflectively. “Now, what do you think o’
that!”
“O, Martha I can’t
stand it! You an’ the children! It’s
more than I can bear!”
Mrs. Slawson gave the head against
her breast a final pat that, to another than her husband,
might have felt like a blow.
“More’n you can bear?
Don’t flatter yourself, Sammy my lad! Not
by no means it ain’t. I wouldn’t
like to have to stand up to all I could ackchelly
bear. It’s God, not us, knows how much we
can stand, an’ when He gets in the good licks
on us, He always leaves us with a little stren’th
to spare to last over for the next time.
Now, I’m not a bit broke down by what you’ve
told me. I s’pose you thought you’d
have me sobbin’ on your shoulder to
give you a chanct to play up, an’ do the strong-husband
act, comfortin’ his little tremblin’ wife.
Well, my lad, if you ain’t got on to it by now,
that I’m no little, tremblin’ wife, you
never will. Those kind has nerves. I only
got nerve. That’s where I’m singular,
see? A joke, Sammy! I made it up myself.
Out of my own head, just now. But to go back
to what I was sayin’ why should I
sob on your shoulder? There ain’t no reason
for’t. In the first place, even if you
have got a spot on your lung, what’s a
spot! It ain’t the whole lung! An’
one lung ain’t both lungs, an’
there you are! As I make it out, even grantin’
the worst, you’re a lung-an’-then-some
to the good, so where’s the use gettin’
blue? There’s always a way out, somehow.
If we can’t do one way, we’ll do another.
Now you just cheer up, an’ don’t let Ma
an’ the childern see you kinder got a knock-outer
in the solar plexus, like Jeffries, an’ before
you know it, there’ll be a suddent turn, an’
we’ll be atop o’ our worries, ‘stead
o’ their bein’ atop o’ us.
See! Say, just you cast your eye on them loaves!
Ain’t they grand? Appearances may be deceitful,
but if I do say it as shouldn’t, my bread certainly
looks elegant this time. Now, Sammy, get busy
like a good fella! Go in an’ amuse Francie.
The poor child is perishin’ for somethin’
to distrack her. What with Cora an’ Sammy
at school, an’ Miss Claire havin’ the
Shermans so bewitched, they keep her there all day,
an’ lucky for us if they leave her come home
nights at all, the house is too still for a sick person.
Give Francie a drink o’ Hygee water to cool
her lips, an’ tell her a yarn-like. An’,
Sammy, I wisht you’d be good to yourself, an’
have a shave. Them prickles o’ beard reminds
me o’ the insides o’ Mrs. Sherman’s
big music-box. I wonder what tune you’d
play if I run your chin in. Go on, now, an’
attend to Francie, like I told you to. She needs
to have her mind took off’n herself.”
When he was gone, Martha set her loaves
aside under cover to rise, never pausing a moment
to take breath, before giving the kitchen a “scrub-down”
that left no corner or cranny harboring a particle
of dust. It was twilight when she finished, and
“time to turn to an’ get the dinner.”
Cora and Sammy had long since returned
from school. Sammy had gone out again to play,
and had just come back to find his mother taking her
bread-pans from the oven. She regarded them with
doleful gaze.
“I fairly broke my own record
this time for a bum bread-maker!” she muttered
beneath her breath. “This batch is the worst
yet.”
“Say mother!” said Sammy.
“Well?”
“Say, mother, may I have a slice of bread?
I’m awfully hungry.”
“Shoor you may! This here’s
just fresh from the oven, an’ it has currants
in it.”
“Say, mother, a feller I play
with, Joe Eagan, his mother’s hands ain’t
clean. Would you think he’d like to eat
the bread she makes?”
“Can she make good bread?”
“I dunno. She give me a
piece oncet, but I couldn’t eat it, ‘count
o’ seein’ her fingers. I’m
glad your hands are so clean, mother. Say, this
bread tastes awful good!”
Martha chuckled. “Well,
I’m glad you like it. It might be worse,
if I do say it! Only,” she added to herself,
“it’d have a tough time managin’
it.”
“Say, mother, may I have another
slice with butter on, an’ sugar sprinkled on
top, like this is, to give it to Joe Eagan? He’s
downstairs. I want to show him how my mother
can make the boss bread!”
“Certainly,” said Martha
heartily. “By all means, give Joe Eagan
a slice. I like to see you thoughtful an’
generous, my son. Willin’ to share your
good things with your friends,” and as Sammy
bounded out, clutching his treasures, she winked solemnly
across at her husband, who had just re-entered.
“Now do you know what’ll
happen?” she inquired. “Sammy’ll
always have the notion I make the best bread ever.
An’ when he grows up an’ marries, if his
wife is a chef-cook straight out of the toniest kitchen
in town, at fifty dollars a month, he’ll tell
her she ain’t a patch on me. An’
he’ll say to her: ’Susan, or whatever-her-name-is,
them biscuits is all right in their way, but I wisht
I had a mouthful o’ bread like mother used to
make.’ An’ the poor creature’ll
wear the life out o’ her, tryin’ to please’m,
an’ reach my top-notch, an’ never succeed,
an’ all the time Say, Sammy, gather
up the rest o’ the stuff, like a good fella,
an’ shove it onto the dumb-waiter, so’s
it can go down with the sw There’s
the whistle now! That’s him callin’
for the garbage.”