Norma Sheridan saw the engagement
announced in a morning paper two weeks later, and
carried the picture of pretty Miss Melrose home, to
entertain the dinner table. The news had been
made known at a dinner given to forty young persons,
in the home of the debutante’s aunt, Mrs. Hendrick
von Behrens. Miss Melrose, said the paper, was
the daughter and heiress of the late Theodore Melrose,
and made her home with her grandmother. Mr. Liggett
was the brother of Christopher Liggett, whose marriage
to Miss Alice Melrose was a social event some years
ago. A number of dinners and dances were already
planned in honour of the young pair.
Norma looked at the pictured face
with a little stir of feelings so confused that she
could not define them, at her heart. But she passed
the paper to her aunt with no comment.
“You might send them two dozen
kitchen towels, Mother,” Wolf suggested, drily,
and Rose laughed joyously. Her own engagement
present from her mother had been this extremely practical
one, and Rose loved to open her lower bureau drawer,
and gloat over the incredible richness of possessing
twenty-four smooth, red-striped, well-hemmed glass-towels,
all her own. Norma had brought her two thick,
dull gray Dedham bowls, with ducks waddling around
them, and these were in the drawer, too, wrapped in
tissue paper. And beside these were the length
of lemon-coloured silk that Rose had had for a year,
without making up, and six of her mother’s fine
sheets of Irish linen, and two glass candlesticks
that Rose had won at a Five-hundred party. Altogether,
Rose felt that she was making great strides toward
home-making, especially as she and Harry must wait
for months, perhaps a year. Norma had promised
her two towels a month, until there were a whole dozen,
and Wolf, prompted by the same generous little heart,
told her not to give the gas-stove a thought, for
she was to have the handsomest one that money could
buy, with a stand-up oven and a water-heater, from
her brother. Rose walked upon air.
But Norma was in a mood that she herself
seemed unable to understand or to combat. She
felt a constant inclination toward tears. She
didn’t hate the Melroses — no, they
had been most friendly and kind. But — but
it was a funny world in which one girl had everything,
like Leslie, and another girl had no brighter prospect
than to drudge away in a bookstore all her life, or
to go out on Sundays with her cousin. Norma dreamed
for hours of Leslie’s life, the ease and warmth
and beauty of it, and when Leslie was actually heralded
as engaged the younger girl felt a pang of the first
actual jealousy she had ever known. She imagined
the beautiful drawing-room in which Acton Liggett — perhaps
as fascinating a person as his brother! — would
clasp pearls about Leslie’s fair little throat;
she imagined the shining dinner tables at which Leslie’s
modestly dropped blonde head would be stormed with
compliments and congratulations.
And suddenly molasses peppermints
and dish-washing became odious to her, and she almost
disliked Rose for her pitiable ecstasies over china
bowls and glass-towels. All the pleasant excitement
of her call upon Mrs. Melrose, with Aunt Kate, died
away. It had seemed the beginning of some vaguely
dreamed-of progress toward a life of beauty and achievement,
but it was two weeks ago now, and its glamour was fading.
True, Christopher Liggett had come
into Biretta’s bookstore, with Leslie, and he
and Norma had talked together for a few minutes, and
Leslie had extended her Aunt Alice’s kind invitation
for tea. But no day had been set for the tea,
Norma reflected gloomily. Now, she supposed,
the stir of Leslie’s engagement would put all
that out of Christopher’s head.
Wolf was not particularly sympathetic
with her, she mused, disconsolately. Wolf had
been acting in an unprecedented manner of late.
Rose’s engagement seemed to have completely turned
his head. He laughed at Norma, hardly heard her
words when she spoke to him, and never moved his eyes
from her when they were together. Norma could
not look up from her book, or her plate, or from the
study of a Broadway shop window, without encountering
that same steady, unembarrassed, half-puzzled stare.
“What’s the matter with
you, Wolf?” she would ask, impatiently.
But Wolf never told her.
As a matter of fact, he did not know.
He was a silent, thoughtful fellow, old for his years
in many ways, and in some still a boy. Norma
and Rose had known only the more prosperous years of
Kate’s life, but Wolf remembered many a vigil
with his mother, remembered her lonely struggles to
make a living for him and for the girls. He himself
was the type that inevitably prospers — industrious,
good, intelligent, and painstaking, but as a young
boy in the working world he had early seen the terrors
in the lives of men about him: drink, dirt, unemployment
and disease, debt and dishonour. Wolf was not
quick of thought; he had little imagination, rather
marvelling at other men’s cleverness than displaying
any of his own, and he had reached perhaps his twenty-second
or twenty-third summer before he realized that these
terrors did not menace him, that whatever changes
he made in his work would be improvements, steps upward.
For actual months after the move to New York Wolf
had pondered it, in quiet gratitude and pleasure.
Rent and bills could be paid, there might be theatre
treats for the girls, and chicken for Sunday supper,
and yet the savings account in the Broadway bank might
grow steadily, too. Far from being a slave to
his employer, Wolf began to realize that this rather
simple person was afraid of him, afraid that young
Sheridan and some of the other smart, ingenious, practically
educated men in his employ might recognize too soon
their own independence.
And when the second summer in New
York came, and Wolf could negotiate the modest financial
deal that gave him and the girls a second-hand motor-car
to cruise about in on Sundays and holidays, when they
could picnic up in beautiful Connecticut, or unpack
the little fringed red napkins far down on the Long
Island shore, life had begun to seem very pleasant
to him. Debt and dirt and all the squalid horrors
of what he had seen, and what he had read, had faded
from his mind, and for awhile he had felt that his
cup could hold no more.
But now, just lately, there was something
else, and although the full significance of it had
not yet actually dawned upon him, Wolf began to realize
that a change was near. It was the most miraculous
thing that had ever come to him, although it concerned
only little Norma — only the little cousin
who had been an actual member of his family for all
these years.
He had heard his mother say a thousand
times that she was pretty; he had laughed himself
a thousand times at her quick wit. But he had
never dreamed that it would make his heart come up
into his throat and suffocate him whenever he thought
of her, or that her lightest and simplest words, her
most casual and unconscious glance, would burn in
his heart for hours.
During his busy days Wolf found himself
musing about this undefined and nebulous happiness
that began to tremble, like a growing brightness behind
clouds, through all his days and nights. Had there
ever been a time, he wondered, when he had taken her
for granted, helped her into her blessed little coat
as coolly as he had Rose? Had it been this same
Norma who scolded him about throwing his collars on
the floor, and who had sent his coat to the cleaner
with a ten-dollar bill in the pocket?
Wolf remembered summer days, and little
Norma chattering beside him on the front seat, as
the shabby motor-car fled through the hot, dry city
toward shade and coolness. He remembered early
Christmas Mass, and Norma and Rose kneeling between
him and his mother, in the warm, fir-scented church.
He remembered breakfast afterward, in a general sense
of hunger and relaxation and well-being, and the girls
exulting over their presents. And every time
that straight-shouldered, childish figure came into
his dream, that mop of cloudy dark hair and flashing
laugh, the new delicious sense of some unknown felicity
touched him, and he would glance about the busy factory
self-consciously, as if his thoughts were written
on his face for all the world to read.
Wolf had never had a sweetheart.
It came to him with the blinding flash of all epoch-making
discoveries that Norma was his girl — that
he wanted Norma for his own, and that there was no
barrier between them. And in the ecstasy of this
new vision, which changed the whole face of his world,
he was content to wait with no special impatience for
the hour in which he should claim her. Of course
Norma must like him — must love him, as he
did her, unworthy as he felt himself of her, and wonderful
as this new Norma seemed to be. Wolf, in his
simple way, felt that this had been his destiny from
the beginning.
That a glimpse of life as foreign
and unnatural as the Melrose life might seriously
disenchant Norma never occurred to him. Norma
had always been fanciful, it was a part of her charm.
Wolf, who worked in the great Forman shops, had felt
it no particular distinction when by chance one day
he had been called from his luncheon to look at the
engine of young Stanley Forman’s car. He
had left his seat upon a pile of lumber, bolted the
last of his pie, and leaned over the hood of the specially
designed racer interested only in its peculiarities,
and entirely indifferent to the respectful young owner,
who was aware that he knew far less about it than
this mechanic did. Sauntering back to his work
in the autumn sunlight, Wolf had followed the youthful
millionaire by not even a thought. If he had
done so, it might have been a half-contemptuous decision
that a man who knew so little of engines ought not
to drive a racer.
So Norma’s half-formed jealousies,
desires, and dreams were a sealed book to him.
But this very unreasonableness lent her an odd exotic
charm in his eyes. She was to Wolf like a baby
who wants the moon. The moon might be an awkward
and useless possession, and the baby much better without
it, still there is something winning and touching about
the little imperious mouth and the little upstretched
arms.
One night, when he had reached home
earlier than either of the girls, Wolf was in the
warm bright kitchen, alone with his mother. He
was seated at the end of the scrubbed and bleached
little table; Kate at the other end was neatly and
dexterously packing a yellow bowl with bread pudding.
“Do you remember, years and
years ago, Mother,” Wolf said, chewing a raisin,
thoughtfully, “that you told me that Norma isn’t
my real cousin?”
Kate’s ruddy colour paled a
little, and she looked anxious. Not Perseus,
coming at last in sight of his Gorgon, had a heart
more sick with fear than hers was at that instant.
“What put that into your head, dear?”
“Well, I don’t know. But it’s
true, isn’t it?”
Kate scattered chopped nuts from the bowl of her spoon.
“Yes, it’s true,”
she said. “There’s not a drop of the
same blood in your veins, although I love her as I
do you and Rose.”
She was silent, and Wolf, idly turning
the egg-beater in an empty dish, smiled to himself.
“But what made you think of
that, Wolf?” his mother asked.
“I don’t know!”
Wolf did not look at her, but his big handsome face
was suffused with happy colour. “Harry
and Rose, maybe,” he admitted.
Kate sat down suddenly, her eyes upon him.
“Not the Baby?” she half whispered.
Her son leaned back in his chair,
and folded his big arms across his chest. When
he looked at her the smile had faded from his face,
and his eyes were a trifle narrowed, and his mouth
set.
“I guess so!” he said,
simply. “I guess it’s always been — Norma.
But I didn’t always know it. I used to
think of her as just another sister — like
Rose. But I know now that she’ll never seem
that again — never did, really.”
He was silent, and Kate sat staring at him in silence.
“Has she any relatives, Mother?”
“Has — what?”
“Has she people — who are they?”
Kate looked at the floor.
“She has no one but me, Son.”
“Of course, she’s not
nineteen, and I don’t believe it’s ever
crossed her mind,” Wolf said. “I
don’t think Norma ever had a real affair — just
kid affairs, like Paul Harrison, and that man at the
store who used to send her flowers. But I don’t
believe those count.”
“I don’t think she ever
has,” Kate said, heavily getting to her feet,
and beginning to pour her custard slowly through the
packed bread. Presently she stopped, and set
the saucepan down, her eyes narrowed and fixed on
space. Then Wolf saw her press the fingers of
one hand upon her mouth, a sure sign of mental perturbation.
“I know I’m not worthy
to tie her little shoes for her, Mother,” he
said, suddenly, and very low.
“There’s no woman in the
world good enough for you,” his mother answered,
with a troubled laugh. And she gave the top of
his head one of her rare, brisk kisses as she passed
him, on her way out of the room.
Wolf was sufficiently familiar with
the domestic routine to know that every minute was
precious now, and that she was setting the table.
But his heart was heavy with a vague uneasiness; she
had not encouraged him very much. She had not
accepted this suggestion as she did almost all of
the young people’s ideas, with eager cooperation
and sympathy. He sat brooding at the kitchen
table, her notable lack of enthusiasm chilling him,
and infusing him with her own doubts.
When she came back, she stood with
her back turned to him, busied with some manipulation
of platters and jars in the ice-box.
“Wolf, dear,” she said,
“I want to ask you something. The child’s
too young to listen to you — or any one! — now.
Promise me — promise me, that you’ll
speak to me again before you — ”
“Certainly I’ll promise
that, Mother!” Wolf said, quickly, hurt to the
soul. She read his tone aright, and came to lay
her cheek against his hair.
“Listen to me, Son. Since
the day her mother gave her to me I’ve hoped
it would be this way! But there’s nothing
to be gained by hurry. You — ”
“But you would be glad, Mother!
You do think that she might have me?” poor Wolf
said, eagerly and humbly. He was amazed to see
tears brimming his mother’s eyes as she nodded
and turned away.
Before either spoke again a rush in
the hall announced the home-coming girls, who entered
the kitchen gasping and laughing with the cold.
“Whew!” panted Norma,
catching Wolf’s hands in her own half-frozen
ones. “I’m dying! Oh, Wolf,
feel my nose!” She pressed it against his forehead.
“Oh, there’s a wind like a knife — and
look at my shoe — in I went, right through
the ice! Oh, Aunt Kate, let me stay here!”
and locking both slender arms about the older woman’s
neck, she dropped her dark, shining head upon her
breast like a storm-blown bird. “It’s
four below zero in Broadway this minute,” she
added, looking sidewise under her curling lashes at
Wolf.
“Who said so?” Wolf demanded.
“The man I bought that paper
from said so; go back and ask him. Oh, joy, that
looks good!” said Norma, eyeing the pudding that
was now being drawn, crackling, bubbling, and crisp,
from the oven. “Rose and I fell over the
new lineoleum in the hall; I thought it was a dead
body!” she went on, cheerfully. “I
came down on my family feature with such a
noise that I thought the woman downstairs would be
rattling the dumb-waiter ropes again long before this!”
She stepped to the dumb-waiter, and put her head into
the shaft. “What is it, darling?”
she called.
“Norma, behave yourself.
It would serve you good and right if she heard you,”
Mrs. Sheridan said, in a panic. “Go change
your shoes, and come and eat your dinner. I believe,”
her aunt added, pausing near her, “that you
did skin your nose in the hall.”
“Oh, heavens!” Norma exclaimed,
bringing her face close to the dark window, as to
a mirror. “Oh, say it will be gone by Friday!
Because on Friday I’m going to have tea with
Mrs. Liggett — her husband came in to-day
and asked me. Oh, the darling! He certainly
is the — well, the most — well,
I don’t know! — His voice, and
the quiet, quiet way — ”
“Oh, for pity’s sake go
change your shoes!” Rose interrupted. “You
are the biggest idiot! I went into the store
to get her,” Rose explained, “and I’ve
had all this once, in the subway. How Mr. Liggett
picks up his glasses, on their ribbon, to read the
titles of books — ”
“Oh, you shut up!” Norma
called, departing. And unashamed, when dinner
was finished, and the table cleared, she produced a
pack of cards and said that she was going to play
The Idle Year.
“... and if I get it, it’ll
mean that the man I marry is going to look exactly
like Chris Liggett.”
She did not get it, and played it
again. The third time she interrupted Wolf’s
slow and patient perusal of the Scientific American
to announce that she was now going to play it to see
if he was in love with Mary Redding.
“Think how nice that would be,
Aunt Kate, a double wedding. And if Wolf or Rose
died and left a lot of children, the other one would
always be there to take in whoever was left — you
know what I mean!”
“You’re the one Wolf ought
to marry, to make it complete,” Rose, who was
neatly marking a cross-stitch “R” on a
crash towel, retaliated neatly.
“I can’t marry my cousin, Miss Smarty.”
“Oh, don’t let a little
thing like that worry you,” Wolf said, looking
across the table.
“Our children would be idiots — perhaps
they would be, anyway!” Norma reminded him,
in a gale of laughter. Her aunt looked up disapprovingly
over her glasses.
“Baby, don’t talk like
that. That’s not a nice way to talk at all.
Wolf, you lead her on. Now, we’ll not have
any more of that, if you please. I see the President
is making himself very unpopular, Wolf — I
don’t know why they all make it so hard for
the poor man! Mrs. McCrea was in the market this
morning — ”
“If I win this game, Rose, by
this time next year,” Norma said, in an undertone,
“you’ll have — ”
“Norma Sheridan!”
“Yes, Aunt Kate!”
“Do you want me to speak to you again?”
“No, ma’am!”
Norma subsided for a brief space,
Rose covertly watching the game. Presently the
younger girl burst forth anew.
“Listen, Wolf, I’ll bet
you that I can get more words out of the letters in
Christopher than you can!”
Wolf roused himself, smiled, took
out his fountain pen, and reached for a sheet of paper.
He was always ready for any sort of game. Norma,
bending herself to the contest, put her pencil into
her mouth, and stared fixedly at the green-shaded
drop light. Rose, according to ancient precedent,
was permitted to assist evenly and alternately.
And Kate, watching them and listening,
even while she drowsed over the Woman’s Page,
decided that after all they were nothing but a pack
of children.