The next morning Annie Forest opened
her eyes with that strange feeling of indifference
and want of vivacity which come so seldom to youth.
She saw the sun shining through the closed blinds;
she heard the birds twittering and singing in the
large elm-tree which nearly touched the windows; she
knew well how the world looked at this moment, for
often and often in her old light-hearted days she
had risen before the maid came to call her, and, kneeling
by the deep window-ledge, had looked out at the bright,
fresh, sparkling day. A new day, with all its
hours before it, its light vivid but not too glaring,
its dress all manner of tender shades and harmonious
colorings! Annie had a poetical nature, and she
gloried in these glimpses which she got all by herself
of the fresh, glad world.
To-day, however, she lay still, sorry
to know that the brief night was at an end, and that
the day, with its coldness and suspicion, its terrible
absence of love and harmony, was about to begin.
Annie’s nature was very emotional;
she was intensely sensitive to her surroundings; the
grayness of her present life was absolute destruction
to such a nature as hers.
The dressing-bell rang; the maid came
in to draw up the blinds, and call the girls.
Annie rose languidly and began to dress herself.
She first finished her toilet, and
then approached her little bed, and stood by its side
for a moment hesitating. She did not want to pray,
and yet she felt impelled to go down on her knees.
As she knelt with her curls falling about her face,
and her hands pressed to her eyes, one line of one
of her favorite poems came flashing with swiftness
and power across her memory:
“A soul which has
sinned and is pardoned again.”
The words filled her whole heart with
a sudden sense of peace and of great longing.
The prayer-bell rang: she rose,
and, turning to Susan Drummond, said earnestly:
“Oh, Susy, I do wish Mrs. Willis
could know about our going to the fairy-field; I do
so want God to forgive me.”
Susan stared in her usual dull, uncomprehending
way; then she flushed a little, and said brusquely:
“I think you have quite taken
leave of your senses, Annie Forest.”
Annie said no more, but at prayers
in the chapel she was glad to find herself near gentle
Cecil Temple, and the words kept repeating themselves
to her all during the morning lessons:
“A soul which has
sinned and is pardoned again.”
Just before morning school several
of the girls started and looked distressed when they
found that Mrs. Willis lingered in the room. She
stood for a moment by the English teacher’s desk,
said something to her in a low voice, and then, walking
slowly to her own post at the head of the great school-room,
she said suddenly:
“I want to ask you a question,
Miss Drummond. Will you please just stand up
in your place in class and answer me without a moment’s
hesitation.”
Phyllis and Nora found themselves
turning very pale; Mary Price and one or two more
of the rebels also began to tremble, but Susan looked
dogged and indifferent enough as she turned her eyes
toward her teacher.
“Yes, madam,” she said, rising and dropping
a courtesy.
“My friends, the Misses Bruce,
came to call on me yesterday evening, Susan, and told
me that they saw you running very quickly on the high
road in the direction of the village. You, of
course, know that you broke a very distinct rule when
you left the grounds without leave. Tell me at
once where you were going.”
Susan hesitated, colored to her dullest
red, and looked down. Then, because she had no
ready excuse to offer, she blurted out the truth:
“I was going to see old Betty.”
“The cake-woman?”
“Yes.”
“What for?”
“I I heard she was ill.”
“Indeed you may sit
down, Miss Drummond. Miss Good, will you ask Michael
to step for a moment into the school-room?”
Several of the girls now indeed held
their breath, and more than one heart beat with heavy,
frightened bumps as a moment later Michael followed
Miss Good into the room, carrying the redoubtable picnic-basket
on his arm.
“Michael,” said Mrs. Willis,
“I wish you to tell the young ladies exactly
how you found the basket this morning. Stand by
my side, please, and speak loud enough for them to
hear.”
After a moment’s pause Michael
related somewhat diffusely and with an occasional
break in his narrative the scene which had occurred
between him and Moses that morning.
“That will do, Michael; you
can now go,” said the head mistress.
She waited until the old servant had
closed the door, and then she turned to her girls:
“It is not quite a fortnight
since I stood where I now stand, and asked one girl
to be honorable and to save her companions. One
girl was guilty of sin and would not confess, and
for her sake all her companions are now suffering.
I am tired of this sort of thing I am tired
of standing in this place and appealing to your honor,
which is dead, to your truth which is nowhere.
Girls, you puzzle me you half break my heart.
In this case more than one is guilty. How many
of the girls in Lavender House are going to tell me
a lie this morning?”
There was a brief pause; then a slight
cry, and a girl rose from her seat and walked up the
long school-room.
“I am the most guilty of all,” said Annie
Forest.
“Annie!” said Mrs. Willis,
in a tone half of pain, half of relief, “have
you come to your senses at last?”
“Oh, I’m so glad to be
able to speak the truth,” said Annie. “Please
punish me very, very hard; I am the most guilty of
all.”
“What did you do with this basket?”
“We took it for a picnic it was my
plan, I led the others.”
“Where was your picnic?”
“In the fairies’ field.”
“Ah! At what time?”
“At night in the middle of the night the
night you went to London.”
Mrs. Willis put her hand to her brow;
her face was very white and the girls could see that
she trembled.
“I trusted my girls ”
she said; then she broke off abruptly.
“You had companions in this wickedness name
them.”
“Yes, I had companions; I led them on.”
“Name them, Miss Forest.”
For the first time Annie raised her
eyes to Mrs. Willis’ face; then she turned and
looked down the long school-room.
“Oh, won’t they tell themselves?”
she said.
Nothing could be more appealing than
her glance. It melted the hearts of Phyllis and
Nora, who began to sob, and to declare brokenly that
they had gone too, and that they were very, very sorry.
Spurred by their example Mary Price
also confessed, and one by one all the little conspirators
revealed the truth, with the exception of Susan, who
kept her eyes steadily fixed on the floor.
“Susan Drummond,” said Mrs. Willis, “come
here.”
There was something in her tone which
startled every girl in the school. Never had
they heard this ring in their teacher’s voice
before.
“Susan,” said Mrs. Willis,
“I don’t ask you if you are guilty; I fear,
poor miserable girl, that if I did you would load your
conscience with a fresh lie. I don’t ask
you if you are guilty because I know you are.
The fact of your running without leave to see old
Betty is circumstantial evidence. I judge you
by that and pronounce you guilty. Now, young
ladies, you who have treated me so badly, who have
betrayed my trust, who have been wanting in honor,
I must think, I must ask God to teach me how to deal
with you. In the meantime, you cannot associate
with your companions. Miss Good, will you take
each of these eight girls to their bedrooms.”
As Annie was leaving the room she
looked full into Mrs. Willis’ face. Strange
to say, at this moment of her great disgrace the cloud
which had so long brooded over her was lifted.
The sweet eyes never looked sweeter. The old
Annie, and yet a better and a braver Annie than had
ever existed before, followed her companions out of
the school-room.