“No, they have not seen any
more ghosts, sir,” replied Castleman scornfully
next day, “and never need have seen any.
It is all along of this tea-drinking. We did
not have this bother when the women took their beer
regular. These teetotallers have done a lot of
harm. They ought to be put down by Act of Parliament.”
And the kitchen-maid was better.
Mrs. Mallet, indeed, assured Lady Atherley that Hann
was not long for this world, having turned just the
same colour as the late Mr. Mallet did on the eve of
his death; but fortunately the patient herself, as
well as the doctor, took a more hopeful view of the
case.
“I can see Mrs. Mallet is a
horrible old croaker,” said Lady Atherley.
“Let her croak,” said
Atherley, “so long as she cooks as she did last
night. That curry would have got her absolution
for anything if your uncle had been here.”
“That reminds me, George, the
ceiling of the spare room is not mended yet.”
“Why, I thought you sent to
Whitford for a plasterer yesterday?”
“Yes, and he came; but Mrs.
Mallet has some extraordinary story about his falling
into his bucket and spoiling his Sunday coat, and going
home at once to change it. I can’t make
it out, but nothing is done to the ceiling.”
“I make it out,” said
Atherley; “I make out that he was a little the
worse for drink. Have we not a plasterer in the
village?”
“I think there is one.
I fancy the Jacksons did not wish us to employ him,
because he is a dissenter; but after all, giving him
work is not the same as giving him presents.”
“No, indeed; nor do I see why,
because he is a dissenter, I, who am only an infidel,
am to put up with a hole in my ceiling.”
“Only, I don’t know what his name is.”
“His name is Smart. Everybody
in our village is called Smart most inappropriately
too.”
“No, George, the man the doctor
told us about who is so dangerously ill is called
Monk.”
“I am glad to hear it; but he
doesn’t belong to our parish, though he lives
so close. He is actually in Rood Warren.
His cottage is at the other side of the Common.”
“Then we can leave the wine
and things as we go. And, George, while the boys
are having tea with Aunt Eleanour, I think I shall
drive on to Quarley Beacon and try and persuade Cecilia
to come back and spend the night with us. I think
we could manage to put her up in the little blue dressing-room.
She is so good-natured; she won’t mind its being
so small.”
“Yes, do; I want Lyndsay to
see her. And give my best love to Aunt Eleanour,
and say that if she is going to send me any more tracts
against Popery, I should be extremely obliged if she
would prepay the postage sufficiently.”
“Oh no, George, I could not. It was only
threepence.”
“Well, then, tell her it is
no good sending any at all, because I have made up
my mind to go over to Rome next July.”
“No, George; she might not like
it, and I don’t believe you are going to do
anything of the kind. Oh, are you off already?
I thought you would settle something about the plasterer.”
“No, no; I can’t think
of plasterers and repairs to-day. Even the galley-slave
has his holiday this is mine. I am
going to see the hounds throw off at Rood Acre, and
forget for one day that I have an inch of landed property
in the world.”
“But, George, if the pink-room
ceiling is not put right by Saturday, where shall
we put Uncle Augustus?”
“Into the room just opposite to Lindy’s.”
“What! that little room?
In the bachelor’s passage? A man of his
age, and of his position!”
“I am sure it is large enough
for any one under a bishop. Besides, I don’t
think he is fussy about anything except his dinner.”
“It is not the way he is accustomed
to be treated when he is on a visit, I can assure
you. He is a person who is generally considered
a great deal.”
“Well, I consider him a great
deal. I consider him one of the finest old heathen
I ever knew.”
Fortunately for their domestic peace,
Lady Atherley usually misses the points of her husband’s
speeches, but there are some which jar upon her sense
of the becoming, and this was one of them.
“I don’t think,”
she observed to me, the offender himself having escaped,
“that even if Uncle Augustus were not my uncle,
a heathen is a proper name to call a clergyman, especially
a canon and one who is so looked up to
in the Church. Have you ever heard him preach?
But you must have heard about him, and about his sermons?
I thought so. They are beautiful. When he
preaches the church is crammed, and with the best
people in the season, when they are in town.
And he has written a great many religious books too sermons
and hymns and manuals. There is a little book
in red morocco you may have seen in my sitting-room I
know it was there a week ago which he gave
me, The Life of Prayer, with a short meditation
and a hymn for every hour of the day all
composed by him. We don’t see so much of
him as I could wish. He is so grieved about George’s
views. He gave him some of his own sermons, but
of course George would not look at them; and so
annoying the last time he came I put the
sermons, two beautiful large volumes of them, on the
drawing-room table, and when we were all there after
dinner George asked me quite loud what these smart
books were, and where they came from. So altogether
he has not come to see us for a long time; but as he
happened to be staying with the Mountshires, I begged
him to come over for a night or two; so you will hear
him preach on Sunday.”
At lunch that day Lady Atherley proposed
that I should accompany them to Woodcote. “Do
come, Mr. Lyndsay,” said Denis. “We
shall have cakes for tea, and jam-sandwiches as well.”
“And there is an awfully jolly
banister for sliding down,” added Harold, “without
any turns or landing, you know.”
I professed myself unable to resist
such inducements. Indeed, I was almost glad to
go. The recollection of Mrs. Mostyn’s cheerful
face was as alluring to me that day as the thought
of a glowing hearth might be to the beggar on the
door-step. Here, at least, was one to whom life
was a blessing; who partook of all it could bestow
with an appetite as healthfully keen as her nephew’s,
but without his disinclination or disregard for anything
besides.
The mild March day felt milder, the
rooks cawed more cheerfully, and the spring flowers
shone out more fearlessly around us when we had passed
through the white gates of Woodcote a favoured
spot gently declining to the sunniest quarter, and
sheltered from the north and north-east by barricades
of elm-woods. The tiny domain was exquisitely
ordered, as I love to see everything which appertains
to women; and within the low white house, furnished
after the simple and stiff fashion of a past generation,
reigned the same dainty neatness, the same sunny cheerfulness,
the native atmosphere of its chatelaine Mrs. Mostyn a
white-haired old lady long past seventy, with the bloom
of youth on her cheek, its vivacity in her step, and
its sparkle in her eyes.
Hardly were the first greetings exchanged
when the children opened the ball of conversation
by inquiring eagerly when tea would be ready.
“How can you be so greedy?”
said their mother. “Why, you have only just
finished your dinner.”
“We dined at half-past one,
and it is nearly half-past three.”
“Poor darlings!” cried
Mrs. Mostyn, regarding them with the enraptured gaze
of the true child-lover; “their drive has made
them hungry; and we cannot have tea very well before
half-past four, because some old women from the village
have come up to have tea, and the servants are busy
attending to them. But I can tell you what you
could do, dears. You know the way to the dairy;
one of the maids is sure to be there; tell her to
give you some cream. You will like that, won’t
you? Yes, you can go out by this door.”
“And remember to
Lady Atherley’s exhortation
remained unfinished, her sons having darted through
the door-window like arrows from the bow.
“Since Miss Jones has been gone
for her holiday the children are quite unmanageable,”
she observed.
“Oh, it is such a good sign!”
cried Mrs. Mostyn heartily; “it shows they are
so thoroughly well. Mr. Lyndsay, why have you
chosen that uncomfortable chair? Come and sit
over beside me, if you are not afraid of the fire.
And now, Jane, my love, tell me how you are getting
on at Weald.”
Then followed a long catalogue of
accidents and disappointments, of faithlessness and
incapacity, to which Mrs. Mostyn supplied a running
commentary of interjections sympathetic and consoling.
There were, moreover, many changes for the worse since
Sir Marmaduke had resided there: the shooting
and the fishing had been alike neglected; the farmers
were impoverished; the old places had changed hands.
“And a good many quite new people
have come to live in small houses round Weald,”
said Lady Atherley. “They have left cards
on us. Do you know what they are like?”
“Quite ladies and gentlemen,
I believe, and nice enough as long as you don’t
get to know them too intimately; but they are always
quarrelling.”
“About what?”
“About everything; but especially
about church matters decorations and anthems
and other rubbish. What they want is less of the
church and more of the Bible.”
“I believe Mr. Jackson has a Bible-class every
week.”
“But is it a Bible-class, or
is it only called so? There is Mr. Austin at
Rood Warren, a Romanist in disguise if ever there was
one: he is by way of having a Bible-class, and
one of our farmers’ daughters attended it.
‘And what part of the Bible are you studying
now?’ I asked her. ’We are studying
early church history.’ ’I don’t
know any such chapter in the Bible as that,’
I said, and yet I know my Bible pretty well. She
explained it was a continuation of the Acts of the
Apostles. I said: ’My dear child,
don’t you be misled by any jugglery of that kind;
there is no continuation of the Bible; and as to what
people call the early church, its doings and sayings
are of no consequence at all. The one question
we have to ask ourselves is this: ‘"What
does the Book say?"’ What is in the Book is
God’s word: what is not in the Book is only
man’s.”
The effect of this exposition on Lady
Atherley was to make her ask eagerly whether the curate
in charge at Rood Warren was one of the Austyns of
Temple Leigh.
“I believe he is a nephew,”
Mrs. Mostyn admitted, quite gloomily for her.
“It is painful to see people of good standing
going astray in this manner.”
“I was thinking it would be
so convenient to get a young man over to dinner sometimes;
and Rood Warren cannot be very far from us, for one
of Mr. Austyn’s parishioners lives just at the
end of Weald.”
“If you take my advice, my dearest
Jane, you will not have anything to do with him.
He is certain to be attractive men of that
sort always are; and there is no saying what he might
do: perhaps gain an influence over George himself.”
“I don’t think there need
be any fear of that, for at dinner, you know, we need
not have any religious discussions; I never will have
them; they are almost as bad as politics, they make
people so cross.”
Then she rose and explained her visit to Mrs. de Noel.
“But, Mr. Lyndsay,” said
Mrs. Mostyn, “are you going to desert the old
woman for the young one, or are you going to stay and
see my gardens and have tea? That is right.
Good-bye, my dearest Jane. Give my dear love to
Cissy, and tell her to come over and see me but
I shall have a glimpse of her on your way back.”
“I hope Mrs. de Noel may be
persuaded to come back,” I said, as the carriage
drove off, and we walked along a gravel path by lawns
of velvet smoothness; “I would so much like
to meet her.”
“Have you never met her?
Dear Cecilia! She is a sweet creature the
sweetest, I think, I ever met, though perhaps I ought
not to say so of my own niece. She wants but
one thing the grace of God.”
We passed into a little wood, tapestried with ivy, carpeted
with clustering primroses, and she continued
“It is most mysterious.
Both Cecilia and George, being left orphans so early,
were brought up by my dear sister Henrietta. She
was a believing Christian, and no children ever had
greater religious advantages than these two.
As soon as they could speak they learnt hymns or texts
of Scripture, and before they could read they knew
whole chapters of the Bible by heart. George
even now, I will say that for him, knows his Bible
better than a good many clergymen. And the Sabbath,
too. They were taught to reverence the Lord’s
day in a way children never are nowadays. All
games and picture-books put away on Saturday night;
regularly to church morning and afternoon, and in
the evening Henrietta would talk to them and question
them about the sermon. And after all, here is
George who says he believes in nothing; and as to
Cecilia, I never can make out what she does or does
not believe. However, I am quite happy in my mind
about them. I feel they are of the elect.
I am as certain of their salvation as I am of my own.”
A sudden scampering of feet upon the
gravel was followed by the appearance of the boys,
rosy with exercise and excitement.
“Well, my darling boys, have you had your cream?”
“Oh yes, Aunt Eleanour,”
cried Harold, “and we have been into the farm-yard
and seen the little pigs. Such jolly little beasts,
Mr. Lyndsay, and squeak so funnily when you pull their
tails.”
“Oh, but I can’t have my pigs unkindly
treated.”
“Not unkindly, auntie,”
cried Denis, swinging affectionately upon my arm;
“we only just tried to make their tails go straight,
you know. And, Mr. Lyndsay, there is such a dear
little baby calf.”
“But I want to give apples to the horses,”
cried Harold.
So we went to the fruit-house for
apples, which Mrs. Mostyn herself selected from an
upper shelf, mounting a ladder with equal agility and
grace; then to the stables, where these dainties were
crunched by two very fat carriage-horses; then to
the miniature farm-yard, and the tiny ivy-covered
dairy beyond; and just as I was beginning to feel the
first qualms of my besetting humiliation, fatigue,
Mrs. Mostyn led us round to the garden a
garden with high red walls, and a dial in the meeting-place
of the flower-bordered paths; and we sat down in a
rustic seat cosily fitted into one sunny corner, just
behind a great bed of hyacinths in flower.
The children had but one regret:
Tip had been left behind.
“But mamma would not let us
bring him,” cried Harold in an aggrieved tone,
“because he will roll in the flower-beds.”
“Do you think it is nearly half-past
four, Aunt Eleanour?” asked Denis.
“Very nearly, I should think.
Suppose you were to go and see if they have brought
the tea-kettle in; and if they have, call to me from
the drawing-room window, and I will come.”
The tempered sunlight fell full upon
the delicate hyacinth clusters coral, snow-white,
and faintest lilac exhaling their exquisite
odour, and the warm sweet air seemed to enwrap us tenderly.
My spirits, heavy as lead, began to rise strangely,
irrationally. Sunlight has always for me a supersensuous
beauty, while the colour and perfume of flowers move
me as sound vibrations move the musician. Just
then it was to me as if through Nature, from that
which is behind Nature, there reached me a pitying,
a comforting caress.
And in the same key were Mrs. Mostyn’s
words when she next spoke.
“Mr. Lyndsay, I am an old woman
and you are very young, and my heart goes out to all
young creatures in sorrow, especially to one who has
no mother of his own, no, nor father even, to comfort
him. I know what trouble you have had. Would
you be offended if I said how deeply I felt for you?”
“Offended, Mrs. Mostyn!”
“No. I see you understand
me; you will not think me obtrusive when I say that
I pray this great trial may be for your lasting good;
may lead you to seek and to find salvation. The
truth is brought home to us in many different ways,
by many different instruments. My own eyes were
opened by very extraordinary means.”
She was silent for a few instants, and then went on
“When I was young, Mr. Lyndsay,
I lived for the world only. I went to church,
of course, like other people, and said my prayers and
called myself a Christian, but I did not know what
the word meant. My sister Henrietta would often
talk seriously to me, but it had no effect, and she
was quite grieved over my hardened state; but my dear
mother, a true saint, used to tell her to have no
fear, that some day I should be sharply awakened to
my soul’s danger. But it was not till years
after she was in heaven that her words came true.”
I looked at her and waited.
“We were still living at Weald
Manor with my brother Marmaduke, and we had young
people staying with us. They were all going all
but myself to a ball at Carchester.
I stayed at home because I had a slight cold, which
made me feel tired and feverish, and disinclined to
be dancing till early next morning. I went to
bed early, and when I had sent away my maid I sat
beside the fire for a little, thinking. You know
the long gallery?”
“Yes.”
“My room was there; so I was
quite alone, for the servants slept, just as they
do now, in the opposite end of the house. But
I had my dog with me, such a dear little thing, a
black-and-tan terrier. He was lying asleep on
the rug beside me. Well, all at once he got up
and put his head on one side as if he heard something,
and he began barking. I only said ‘Nonsense,
Totty, lie down,’ and paid no more attention
to him, till some moments afterwards he made a strange
kind of noise as if he were trying to bark and was
choked in some way. This made me look at him,
and then I observed that he was trembling from head
to foot, and staring in the strangest way at something
behind me. I will honestly tell you he made me
feel so uncomfortable I was afraid to look round;
and still it was almost as bad to sit there and not
look round, so at last I summoned up courage and turned
my head. Then I saw it.”
“The ghost?”
“Yes.”
“What was it like?”
“It was like a shadow, only
darker, and not lying against the wall as a shadow
would do, but standing out from it in the air.
It stood a little way from me in a corner of the room.
It was in the shape of a man, with a ruff round his
neck, and sleeves puffed out at the shoulders, as you
often see in old pictures; but I don’t remember
much about that, for at the time I could think of
nothing but the face.”
“And that ?”
“That was simply dreadful.
I can’t tell you what it was like. I could
not have imagined it, if I had not seen it. It
was the look the look in its eyes.
After all these years it makes me tremble when I think
of it. But what I felt was not the same nervous
feeling which made me afraid to turn round. It
went much deeper indeed it went deeper than
anything in my life had ever gone before; it went right
down to my soul, in fact, and made me feel I had a
soul.”
She had turned quite pale.
“Yes, Mr. Lyndsay, strange as
it sounds, the mere sight of that face made me realise
in an instant what I had read and heard thousands of
times, and what my mother and Henrietta had told me
over and over again about the utter nothingness of
earthly aims and comforts of what in an
ordinary way is called life. I had heard very
fine sermons preached about the same thing: ‘What
is our life, it is even a vapour,’ and the ‘vain
shadow’ in which we walk. Have you ever
thought how we can go on hearing and even repeating
true and wise words without getting at their real
sense, and, what is worse, without suspecting our own
ignorance?”
“I know it well.”
“When Henrietta used to say
that the whirl of worldly occupations and interests
and amusements in which I was so engrossed did not
deserve to be called life, and could never satisfy
the eternal soul within me, it used to seem to me
an exaggerated way of saying that the next world would
be better than this one; but I saw the meaning of her
words, I saw the truth of them, as I see these flowers
before me, and feel the gravel under my feet:
it came to me in a moment, the night these terrible
eyes looked into mine. The feeling did not last,
but I have never forgotten it, and never shall.
It was as if a veil were lifted for an instant, and
I was standing outside of my life and looking back
at it; and it seemed so poor and worthless and unreal I
can’t explain myself properly.”
“And did the figure remain for any time?”
“I do not know. I think
I must have fainted. They found me lying in a
half-unconscious state in my chair when they came home.
I was ill in bed for weeks with what the doctors call
low fever. But neither the fever nor anything
else could remove the impression that had been made.
That terrible thing was a blessed messenger to me.
My real conversion was not till years later, but the
way was prepared by the great shock I then received,
and which roused me to a sense of my danger.”
“What do you think the thing you saw Was, Mrs.
Mostyn?”
“The ghost?”
“Yes.”
Slowly, thoughtfully, she answered me
“I am certain it was a lost
soul: nothing else could have worn that dreadful
look.”
She paused for a few moments and then continued
“Perhaps you are one of those
who do not believe in the punishment of sin?”
“Who can disbelieve it, Mrs.
Mostyn? Call it what we like, it is a fact.
It confronts us on every side. We might as well
refuse to believe in death.”
“It is not that I meant!
I was talking of punishment in the next world, Mr.
Lyndsay.”
“Well, there, too, no doubt
it must continue, until the uttermost farthing is
paid. I believe at least I hope that.”
She shook her head with a troubled expression.
“There is no paying that debt
in the next world. It can only be paid here.
Here, a free pardon is offered to us, and if we do
not accept it, then It is the
fashion, even among believers, nowadays to avoid this
awful subject. Preachers of the Gospel do not
speak of it in the pulpit as they once did. It
is considered too shocking for our modern notions.
I have no patience with such weakness, such folly worse
than folly. It seems to me even more wrong to
try and hide this terrible danger from ourselves and
from others than to deny it altogether, as some poor
deluded souls do. Mr. Lyndsay, have you ever realised
what the place of torment will be like?”
“Yes; once, Mrs. Mostyn.”
“You were in pain?”
“I suppose it was pain,” I said.
For always, when anything revives
this recollection, seared into my memory, the question
rises: was it merely pain, physical pain, of which
we all speak so easily and lightly? It lasted
only ten minutes; ten minutes by the clock, that is.
For me time was annihilated. There was no past
or future, but only an intolerable present, in which
mind and soul were blotted out, and all of sentient
existence that remained was the animal consciousness
of agony. I cannot share men’s stoical contempt
for a Gehenna, which is nothing worse.
“Mr. Lyndsay, imagine pain,
worse than any ever endured on earth going on and
on, for ever!”
A bird, not a thrush, but one of the
minor singers, lighting on a bough near us, trilled
one simple but ecstatic phrase.
“Do you really and truly believe,
Mrs. Mostyn, that this will be the fate of any single
being?”
“Of any single being? Do
we not know that it is what will happen to the greatest
number? For what does the Book say? ’Many
are called but few are chosen.’”
Through the still, mild air, across the sun-steeped gardens,
came the voices of the children
“Aunt Eleanour! Aunt Eleanour!”
“Many are called,” she
repeated, “but few are chosen; and those who
are not chosen shall be cast into everlasting fire.”
There was a pause. She turned
to look at me, and, as if struck by something in my
face, said gently, soothingly:
“Yes, it is a terrible thought,
but only for the unregenerate. It has no terror
for me. I trust it need have no terror for you.
After all, how simple, how easy is the way of escape!
You have only to believe.”
“And then?”
“And then you are safe, safe
for evermore. Think of that. The foolish
people who wish to explain away eternal punishment,
forget that at the same time they explain away eternal
happiness! You will be safe now, and after death
you will be in heaven for evermore.”
“I shall be in heaven for evermore,
and always there will be hell.”
“Yes.”
“Where the others will be?”
“What others? Only the wicked!”
“Aunt Eleanour! Aunt Eleanour!” called
the children once more.
“I must go to them! But, Mr. Lyndsay, think
over what I have said.”
And I remained and obeyed her, and
beheld, entire, distinct, the spectre that drives
men to madness or despair illimitable omnipotent
Malice. In its shadow the colour of the flowers
was quenched, and the music of the birds rang false.
Yet it wore the consecration of time and authority!
What if it were true?
“Mr. Lyndsay,” said Denis
at my elbow, “Aunt Eleanour has sent me to fetch
you to tea. Mr. Lyndsay, do you hear? Why
do you look so strange?”
He caught my hand anxiously as he
spoke, and by that little human touch the spell was
broken. The phantom vanished; and, looking into
the child’s eyes, I felt it was a lie.