“You are false as you
are fair, Bernardine!”
“I should think your own common
sense would tell you. Surely you must have guessed
what I am so eager to say, Miss Bernardine?”
Jasper Wilde began, taking little heed of her father.
The girl’s white lips opened,
but no sound came from them. He was right; she
quite expected it; but she did not tell him so.
“I might as well break right
into the subject at once,” he said. “My
errand can be told in a few words. I have fallen
deeply in love with your pretty face, and I am here
to ask you to marry me. Mind, I say to marry
me! What do you think of it?”
The girl drew back hurriedly.
“I think you might have guessed
what my answer would have been, and thus saved yourself.”
Again his face darkened, and an angry
fire leaped into his eyes; but he controlled himself
by a great effort.
“Why do you refuse me?”
he asked. “I am a big catch, especially
for a girl like you. Come, I have taken a notion
to you, Bernardine, and that’s saying a good
deal.”
“Spare yourself the trouble
of uttering another word, Mr. Wilde,” she said,
with dignity. “I would not, I could not
marry you under any circumstances. It is as well
for you to know that.”
“So you think now; but I fancy
we can change all that; can’t we, Moore?”
The old basket-maker’s lips
moved, but no sound came from them; the terror in
his eyes became more apparent with each moment.
“I will never change my decision,” said
Bernardine.
Jasper Wilde drew his chair up nearer to the girl.
“Listen to me, Bernardine,”
he said. “You shall marry me, by all the
gods above and all the demons below! I have never
been thwarted in any wish or desire of my life.
I shall not be thwarted in this!”
“You would not wish me to marry you against
my will?” said the girl.
“That would make little difference
to me,” he rejoined. “You will like
me well enough after you marry me; so never fear about
that.”
“I do not propose to marry you,”
replied Bernardine, rising haughtily from her seat.
“While I thank you for the honor you have paid
me, I repeat that I could never marry you.”
“And I say that you shall, girl,
and that, too, within a month from to-day,”
cried the other, in a rage.
“Oh, Bernardine, say ‘Yes!’”
cried the old man, trembling like an aspen leaf.
“I have never gone contrary
to your wishes, father, in all my life,” she
said; “but in this instance, where my interests
are so deeply concerned, I do feel that I must decide
for myself.”
With a horrible laugh, Jasper Wilde
quitted the room, banging the door after him.
With a lingering look at the beautiful
young face, her father bid her good-night, and with
faltering steps quitted the little sitting-room and
sought his own apartment. A little later, Bernardine
was startled to hear him moaning and sobbing as though
he were in great pain.
“Are you ill, father?—can
I do anything for you?” she called, going quickly
to his door and knocking gently.
“No,” he answered in a
smothered voice. “Go to your bed, Bernardine,
and sleep. It is a great thing to be able to
sleep—and forget.”
“Poor papa!” sighed the
girl, “how I pity him! Life has been very
hard to him. Why are some men born to be gentlemen,
with untold wealth at their command, while others
are born to toil all their weary lives through for
the meager pittance that suffices to keep body and
soul together?”
She went slowly to her little room,
but not to sleep. She crossed over to the window,
sat down on a chair beside it, and looked up at the
bit of starry sky that was visible between the tall
house-tops and still taller chimneys, then down at
the narrow deserted street so far below, and gave
herself up to meditation.
“No, no; I could never marry
Jasper Wilde!” she mused. “The very
thought of it makes me grow faint and sick at heart;
his very presence fills me with an indescribable loathing
which I can not shake off. How differently the
presence of Doctor Gardiner affects me! I—I
find myself watching for his coming, and dreading
the time when he will cease to visit papa.”
Doctor Gardiner’s coming had
been to Bernardine as the sun to the violet.
The old life had fallen from her, and she was beginning
to live a new one in his presence.
As she sat by the window, she thought
of the look the young doctor had given her at parting.
The remembrance of it quickened the beating of her
heart, and brought the color to her usually pale cheeks.
How different the young doctor was
from Jasper Wilde! If the young doctor had asked
her the same question Jasper Wilde had, would her
answer have been the same?
The clock in an adjacent belfry slowly
tolled the midnight hour. Bernardine started.
“How quickly the time has flown
since I have been sitting here,” she thought.
She did not know that it had been
because her thoughts had been so pleasant. She
heard a long-drawn sigh come from the direction of
her father’s room.
“Poor papa!” she mused;
“I think I can guess what is troubling him so.
He has spent the money we have saved for the rent,
and fears to tell me of it. If it be so, Jasper
Wilde, at the worst can but dispossess us, and we
can find rooms elsewhere, and pay him as soon as we
earn it. How I feel like making a confidant of
Doctor Gardiner!”
Poor girl! If she had only done
so, how much sorrow might have been spared her!