Next day the decrepit Kutuzov, having
given orders to be called early, said his prayers,
dressed, and, with an unpleasant consciousness of
having to direct a battle he did not approve of, got
into his caleche and drove from Letashovka (a village
three and a half miles from Tarutino) to the place
where the attacking columns were to meet. He sat
in the caleche, dozing and waking up by turns, and
listening for any sound of firing on the right as
an indication that the action had begun. But
all was still quiet. A damp dull autumn morning
was just dawning. On approaching Tarutino Kutuzov
noticed cavalrymen leading their horses to water across
the road along which he was driving. Kutuzov looked
at them searchingly, stopped his carriage, and inquired
what regiment they belonged to. They belonged
to a column that should have been far in front and
in ambush long before then. “It may be a
mistake,” thought the old commander in chief.
But a little further on he saw infantry regiments
with their arms piled and the soldiers, only partly
dressed, eating their rye porridge and carrying fuel.
He sent for an officer. The officer reported
that no order to advance had been received.
“How! Not rec...”
Kutuzov began, but checked himself immediately and
sent for a senior officer. Getting out of his
caleche, he waited with drooping head and breathing
heavily, pacing silently up and down. When Eykhen,
the officer of the general staff whom he had summoned,
appeared, Kutuzov went purple in the face, not because
that officer was to blame for the mistake, but because
he was an object of sufficient importance for him
to vent his wrath on. Trembling and panting the
old man fell into that state of fury in which he sometimes
used to roll on the ground, and he fell upon Eykhen,
threatening him with his hands, shouting and loading
him with gross abuse. Another man, Captain Brozin,
who happened to turn up and who was not at all to blame,
suffered the same fate.
“What sort of another blackguard
are you? I’ll have you shot! Scoundrels!”
yelled Kutuzov in a hoarse voice, waving his arms and
reeling.
He was suffering physically.
He, the commander in chief, a Serene Highness who
everybody said possessed powers such as no man had
ever had in Russia, to be placed in this position made
the laughingstock of the whole army! “I
needn’t have been in such a hurry to pray about
today, or have kept awake thinking everything over
all night,” thought he to himself. “When
I was a chit of an officer no one would have dared
to mock me so... and now!” He was in a state
of physical suffering as if from corporal punishment,
and could not avoid expressing it by cries of anger
and distress. But his strength soon began to fail
him, and looking about him, conscious of having said
much that was amiss, he again got into his caleche
and drove back in silence.
His wrath, once expended, did not
return, and blinking feebly he listened to excuses
and self-justifications (Ermolov did not come to see
him till the next day) and to the insistence of Bennigsen,
Konovnitsyn, and Toll that the movement that had miscarried
should be executed next day. And once more Kutuzov
had to consent.