“Shall I put you into a hansom?”
said Morgan, looking at his watch as they passed out
of the park. “It is getting on towards two.”
“Mayn’t I come in and
smoke a cigarette?” pleaded Lady Thiselton.
“My nerves have been tried a little, and a few
minutes’ rest will soothe me.”
“I fear the lady of the house would not approve.”
“Oh! we shall creep in quietly
without disturbing her pious dreams. Do be nice,
Morgan. You know I never smoke any other cigarettes
than yours I am never wicked except in
your company.”
They entered almost noiselessly.
“How silent the night is,”
she remarked, “and what a feeling of sleeping
multitudes there is in the air! Suppose the morrow
should dawn and they should never awaken. I am
shivering. Your room is cold, though the moonlight
is quite pretty.”
He lighted his reading lamp under
its big, green shade. She would not have the
gas she liked the room full of dusk and
shadow. The fire was ready laid, and Morgan put
a match to it, after which he proceeded to look for
the cigarettes. When eventually he turned towards
her, he uttered a suppressed exclamation.
She had taken off her heavy cloak
and her hat and thrown them carelessly on a chair.
She now stood a little to the left of the fire, her
face half turned towards it, and was busy removing
her long gloves. Her features, amid which nestled
mystic trembling shadows, showed bloodless, as though
carved of ivory, and her great, dark brown eyes were
wonderfully soft and caressing. Her hair ran in
a flowing curve off the warm white pallor of her brow
till it was lost beyond the ear. Almost on top
of her head it lay in a coil, bound with a wide, green
velvet band that was fastened in front with a great
emerald. Her throat, neck and shoulders rose with
the same dull, smooth whiteness, and with an exquisite
firmness, from the strange, green velvet costume it
had pleased her to wear, and were set in its gold
border that glowed and sparkled with smaller emeralds.
The robe curved in at the waist, defining the adorable
grace of her figure and falling to the ground in gleaming
folds and strange contrasts of light and shade.
And on each side hung a long, open sleeve with bright
yellow lining spread out to the view a wide,
descending sweep of gold in glistening contrast with
the deep green of the costume.
She had now placed her gloves on the
same chair, and her long, bare arms showed in all
the firm beauty of warm ivory tones, without a touch
of rose in their whole length, even to the very finger
tips. A thick, gold bracelet encircled the wrist
of her right hand. On the other hand the gleam
of ornament was given by the wedding ring and a similar
ring on the same finger set with a limpid diamond.
“Well,” she said, smiling.
“You have taken me unawares.
One moment you are a soberly clad person, and the
next a queenly blaze.”
“The moonlight is really wonderful.
Turn out the lamp and let me play the ‘Moonlight
Sonata.’”
“No, smoke your cigarette instead,” he
suggested.
“You are afraid I might cause
the good lady pleasant dreams instead of pious ones.
Thank you, dear.”
He held her a light, and, after she
had taken a puff or two, she passed her cigarette
to him.
“Your tribute, Morgan,” she demanded.
He took a puff and passed it back
to her. Then, when she had smoked a little:
“It is delicious,” she
said. “Your lips have given it their sweetness
of honey, their fragrance of myrrh.”
She leaned leisurely against the mantel,
whilst he drew a chair for himself to the opposite
corner of the fire. The great emerald gleamed
through a dainty cloud of smoke.
“It is lovely here,” she
said at last. “Such moments as these are
the happiest of my life. One’s nature must
rebel sometimes against being driven along the prescribed
lines. There are sides to one’s soul, absolutely
unallowed for in the ordinary scheme of civilized
existence. But instead of letting me moralise,
you might be saying some nice things.”
“About what?”
“About me, of course.”
“Oh! I am enjoying the spectacle you present.”
“I built a palace in the air,
and, lo and behold! it has proved to be a real palace.
I went up to my room to-night and was feeling fanciful
and sentimental, which means, of course, I was thinking
about you. And then I imagined this whole scene only
a little different; I in this dress, and you at my
feet, worshipping me and calling me all sorts of sweet
names. And I was coy and held back!”
She paused a moment and laughed merrily.
“Of course,” she went
on, “I could not resist putting on the costume
in order to get nearer the real feeling of such a scene,
and it was so delicious that I at once wrapped myself
up and come here in a cab. The maid told me you
were not expected till late. It’s very amusing,
by the way that girl really believes I’m
your sister! So I made a descent on dear, stupid
Laura the admirer of your sweet-little-girl
poem and whiled away an hour or so.
All muffled up, of course. Her heart’s
weak, you know. Then I strolled back here.
And now my imaginary scene is being enacted.
Not exactly as I imagined it, but I know the realities
of existence and the usual tragic fate of expectations,
and so I have reason to feel ecstatic over the result.
Besides, I think I really do look very nice. The
contractor for the clay must accidentally have supplied
a little of the first quality at the time I was made.
He must have torn his hair on finding out the mistake.
Come, Morgan, kiss me on the forehead.”
She put the cigarette on the mantel,
prettily blew away the smoke, and held her two splendid
arms towards him. But he did not move.
“I’ll even put on the
veil and keep my hands behind me, like a good child.”
“Helen! Please,” he protested.
“Forgive me,” she said,
and there was a strain of pathos in her voice.
“For the moment I forgot my promise I
was fancying this was a mere continuation of my vision.
But I shall not do it again I shall bite
out my tongue first.”
He was moved, and awoke to the understanding
that he had not yet estimated, according to the ordinary
reckoning of the world, the pecuniary favour he had
accepted from her. The fact that he felt shame
at the resource of which circumstances forced him to
avail himself could not affect his sense of her nobility,
and it was a true instinct of gratitude that made
him rise in order to bestow what she had ceased to
demand. But, somewhat to his astonishment, she
waved him back.
“No, Morgan; I really meant
what I said, and you must not think I am only tricky.”
After which he felt forced to pin
her to her request, protesting her honesty was not
in dispute.
“You know I am to be trusted,”
she whispered demurely. “I am so glad you
did not insist on the veil. I must really smoke
another cigarette to get calm; I am as agitated as
a girl getting her first kiss.”
“And I’ll smoke another to keep you company,”
he said.
“Let us meet clandestinely somewhere
on Thursday about ten o’clock,” she said
a little later. “It makes it ever so much
more piquant to proceed mysteriously. We shall
lunch in those parts. I must be home again by
five, as I have a small dinner-party. I have an
idea, Morgan. One of my men writes he won’t
be able to turn up. You’ve never dined
at my house in state. Come and fill the vacant
place.”
He shook his head. His instinct
was to refuse without considering. She insisted
a little, but, seeing his heart was against it, left
the subject, turning gaily to something else.
Soon he went out with her and saw
her into a hansom. It was past two when he bade
her good-night, having agreed to a rendezvous for
Thursday in the heart of the city.