DEW OF MORNING
Outside, the Ingleside lawn was full
of golden pools of sunshine and plots of alluring
shadows. Rilla Blythe was swinging in the hammock
under the big Scotch pine, Gertrude Oliver sat at its
roots beside her, and Walter was stretched at full
length on the grass, lost in a romance of chivalry
wherein old heroes and beauties of dead and gone centuries
lived vividly again for him.
Rilla was the “baby” of
the Blythe family and was in a chronic state of secret
indignation because nobody believed she was grown up.
She was so nearly fifteen that she called herself
that, and she was quite as tall as Di and Nan; also,
she was nearly as pretty as Susan believed her to
be. She had great, dreamy, hazel eyes, a milky
skin dappled with little golden freckles, and delicately
arched eyebrows, giving her a demure, questioning
look which made people, especially lads in their teens,
want to answer it. Her hair was ripely, ruddily
brown and a little dent in her upper lip looked as
if some good fairy had pressed it in with her finger
at Rilla’s christening. Rilla, whose best
friends could not deny her share of vanity, thought
her face would do very well, but worried over her
figure, and wished her mother could be prevailed upon
to let her wear longer dresses. She, who had been
so plump and roly-poly in the old Rainbow Valley days,
was incredibly slim now, in the arms-and-legs period.
Jem and Shirley harrowed her soul by calling her “Spider.”
Yet she somehow escaped awkwardness. There was
something in her movements that made you think she
never walked but always danced. She had been
much petted and was a wee bit spoiled, but still the
general opinion was that Rilla Blythe was a very sweet
girl, even if she were not so clever as Nan and Di.
Miss Oliver, who was going home that
night for vacation, had boarded for a year at Ingleside.
The Blythes had taken her to please Rilla who was
fathoms deep in love with her teacher and was even
willing to share her room, since no other was available.
Gertrude Oliver was twenty-eight and life had been
a struggle for her. She was a striking-looking
girl, with rather sad, almond-shaped brown eyes, a
clever, rather mocking mouth, and enormous masses of
black hair twisted about her head. She was not
pretty but there was a certain charm of interest and
mystery in her face, and Rilla found her fascinating.
Even her occasional moods of gloom and cynicism had
allurement for Rilla. These moods came only when
Miss Oliver was tired. At all other times she
was a stimulating companion, and the gay set at Ingleside
never remembered that she was so much older than themselves.
Walter and Rilla were her favourites and she was the
confidante of the secret wishes and aspirations of
both. She knew that Rilla longed to be “out” to
go to parties as Nan and Di did, and to have dainty
evening dresses and yes, there is no mincing
matters beaux! In the plural, at that!
As for Walter, Miss Oliver knew that he had written
a sequence of sonnets “to Rosamond” i.e.,
Faith Meredith and that he aimed at a Professorship
of English literature in some big college. She
knew his passionate love of beauty and his equally
passionate hatred of ugliness; she knew his strength
and his weakness.
Walter was, as ever, the handsomest
of the Ingleside boys. Miss Oliver found pleasure
in looking at him for his good looks he
was so exactly like what she would have liked her
own son to be. Glossy black hair, brilliant dark
grey eyes, faultless features. And a poet to his
fingertips! That sonnet sequence was really a
remarkable thing for a lad of twenty to write.
Miss Oliver was no partial critic and she knew that
Walter Blythe had a wonderful gift.
Rilla loved Walter with all her heart.
He never teased her as Jem and Shirley did. He
never called her “Spider.” His pet
name for her was “Rilla-my-Rilla” a
little pun on her real name, Marilla. She had
been named after Aunt Marilla of Green Gables, but
Aunt Marilla had died before Rilla was old enough
to know her very well, and Rilla detested the name
as being horribly old-fashioned and prim. Why
couldn’t they have called her by her first name,
Bertha, which was beautiful and dignified, instead
of that silly “Rilla”? She did not
mind Walter’s version, but nobody else was allowed
to call her that, except Miss Oliver now and then.
“Rilla-my-Rilla” in Walter’s musical
voice sounded very beautiful to her like
the lilt and ripple of some silvery brook. She
would have died for Walter if it would have done him
any good, so she told Miss Oliver. Rilla was
as fond of italics as most girls of fifteen are and
the bitterest drop in her cup was her suspicion that
he told Di more of his secrets than he told her.
“He thinks I’m not grown
up enough to understand,” she had once lamented
rebelliously to Miss Oliver, “but I am!
And I would never tell them to a single soul not
even to you, Miss Oliver. I tell you all my own I
just couldn’t be happy if I had any secret from
you, dearest but I would never betray his.
I tell him everything I even show him my
diary. And it hurts me dreadfully when he doesn’t
tell me things. He shows me all his poems, though they
are marvellous, Miss Oliver. Oh, I just live
in the hope that some day I shall be to Walter what
Wordsworth’s sister Dorothy was to him.
Wordsworth never wrote anything like Walter’s
poems nor Tennyson, either.”
“I wouldn’t say just that.
Both of them wrote a great deal of trash,” said
Miss Oliver dryly. Then, repenting, as she saw
a hurt look in Rilla’s eye, she added hastily,
“But I believe Walter will be
a great poet, too some day and
you will have more of his confidence as you grow older.”
“When Walter was in the hospital
with typhoid last year I was almost crazy,”
sighed Rilla, a little importantly. “They
never told me how ill he really was until it was all
over father wouldn’t let them.
I’m glad I didn’t know I couldn’t
have borne it. I cried myself to sleep every
night as it was. But sometimes,” concluded
Rilla bitterly she liked to speak bitterly
now and then in imitation of Miss Oliver “sometimes
I think Walter cares more for Dog Monday than he does
for me.”
Dog Monday was the Ingleside dog,
so called because he had come into the family on a
Monday when Walter had been reading Robinson Crusoe.
He really belonged to Jem but was much attached to
Walter also. He was lying beside Walter now with
nose snuggled against his arm, thumping his tail rapturously
whenever Walter gave him an absent pat. Monday
was not a collie or a setter or a hound or a Newfoundland.
He was just, as Jem said, “plain dog” very
plain dog, uncharitable people added. Certainly,
Monday’s looks were not his strong point.
Black spots were scattered at random over his yellow
carcass, one of them, apparently, blotting out an
eye. His ears were in tatters, for Monday was
never successful in affairs of honour. But he
possessed one talisman. He knew that not all
dogs could be handsome or eloquent or victorious, but
that every dog could love. Inside his homely
hide beat the most affectionate, loyal, faithful heart
of any dog since dogs were; and something looked out
of his brown eyes that was nearer akin to a soul than
any theologian would allow. Everybody at Ingleside
was fond of him, even Susan, although his one unfortunate
propensity of sneaking into the spare room and going
to sleep on the bed tried her affection sorely.
On this particular afternoon Rilla
had no quarrel on hand with existing conditions.
“Hasn’t June been a delightful
month?” she asked, looking dreamily afar at
the little quiet silvery clouds hanging so peacefully
over Rainbow Valley. “We’ve had such
lovely times and such lovely weather.
It has just been perfect every way.”
“I don’t half like that,”
said Miss Oliver, with a sigh. “It’s
ominous somehow. A perfect thing is
a gift of the gods a sort of compensation
for what is coming afterwards. I’ve seen
that so often that I don’t care to hear people
say they’ve had a perfect time. June has
been delightful, though.”
“Of course, it hasn’t
been very exciting,” said Rilla. “The
only exciting thing that has happened in the Glen
for a year was old Miss Mead fainting in Church.
Sometimes I wish something dramatic would happen once
in a while.”
“Don’t wish it. Dramatic
things always have a bitterness for some one.
What a nice summer all you gay creatures will have!
And me moping at Lowbridge!”
“You’ll be over often,
won’t you? I think there’s going to
be lots of fun this summer, though I’ll just
be on the fringe of things as usual, I suppose.
Isn’t it horrid when people think you’re
a little girl when you’re not?”
“There’s plenty of time
for you to be grown up, Rilla. Don’t wish
your youth away. It goes too quickly. You’ll
begin to taste life soon enough.”
“Taste life! I want to
eat it,” cried Rilla, laughing. “I
want everything everything a girl can have.
I’ll be fifteen in another month, and then nobody
can say I’m a child any longer. I heard
someone say once that the years from fifteen to nineteen
are the best years in a girl’s life. I’m
going to make them perfectly splendid just
fill them with fun.”
“There’s no use thinking
about what you’re going to do you
are tolerably sure not to do it.”
“Oh, but you do get a lot of
fun out of the thinking,” cried Rilla.
“You think of nothing but fun,
you monkey,” said Miss Oliver indulgently, reflecting
that Rilla’s chin was really the last word in
chins. “Well, what else is fifteen for?
But have you any notion of going to college this fall?”
“No nor any other
fall. I don’t want to. I never cared
for all those ologies and isms Nan and Di are so crazy
about. And there’s five of us going to
college already. Surely that’s enough.
There’s bound to be one dunce in every family.
I’m quite willing to be a dunce if I can be a
pretty, popular, delightful one. I can’t
be clever. I have no talent at all, and you can’t
imagine how comfortable it is. Nobody expects
me to do anything so I’m never pestered to do
it. And I can’t be a housewifely, cookly
creature, either. I hate sewing and dusting, and
when Susan couldn’t teach me to make biscuits
nobody could. Father says I toil not neither
do I spin. Therefore, I must be a lily of the
field,” concluded Rilla, with another laugh.
“You are too young to give up
your studies altogether, Rilla.”
“Oh, mother will put me through
a course of reading next winter. It will polish
up her B.A. degree. Luckily I like reading.
Don’t look at me so sorrowfully and so disapprovingly,
dearest. I can’t be sober and serious everything
looks so rosy and rainbowy to me. Next month I’ll
be fifteen and next year sixteen and
the year after that seventeen. Could anything
be more enchanting?”
“Rap wood,” said Gertrude
Oliver, half laughingly, half seriously. “Rap
wood, Rilla-my-Rilla.”