The next day was brilliant. Snow
had fallen during the night, and the sun, which arose
without a cloud, was reflected back from it with dazzling
brightness, while every branch and spray glittered
in its casing of ice as though it had been a huge
diamond. Before we met at breakfast, the younger
members of the party had decided on a sleigh-ride.
Even Col. Donaldson malgré old age and
rheumatism, found himself unable to resist the cheerful
morning and their gay solicitations, and accompanied
them. Mrs. Donaldson and I were left alone, a
circumstance which did not afflict either of us.
Mrs. Donaldson was never at a loss for pleasant occupation
for her hours, and Annie had given me something to
do in parting.
“Remember, Aunt Nancy, we shall
look to you for our entertainment this evening; you
shall be permitted to choose your subject. Is
not that gracious?” she added, with a laugh
at her own style of command, springing at the same
moment from the sleigh in which Mr. Arlington had
already placed himself at her side, and running up
the steps to the piazza, where I stood, that she might
give me another kiss, and satisfy herself that she
had not wounded the amour propre of her old
friend, by speaking so much en reine.
I was, in truth, pleased to be reminded of the demand
which might be made on me in the evening, while I had
time to glance over sketches intended only for myself,
and ascertain whether they contained any thing likely
to interest others.
A late dinner re-united us, and the
fatigues of the morning having been repaired by an
hour’s rest in the afternoon, our party was more
than usually fresh and ready for enjoyment when we
met in the evening. I had availed myself of Annie’s
permission, and selected my subject. It was a
crayon sketch of a lovely lake, taken by Philip Oswald,
the son of one of my most valued friends. The
sketch was made while all around remained in the wilderness
of uncultivated nature. Since that day, the stillness
has been disturbed by the sound of the axe and the
hammer. Upon the borders of that sweet lake,
a fair home has risen, from which the incense of grateful
and loving hearts has gone up to the Creator of so
much beauty. The associations which made this
scene peculiarly interesting to me I had long since
written out, and now give to the reader under the
title of
LOSS AND GAIN;
OR, HEARTS VERSUS DIAMONDS.
Winter had thrown its icy fetters
over the Hudson, and stilled even the stormier waves
of the East River, as the inhabitants of New-York
designate that portion of the Harbor which lies between
their city and Brooklyn. The city itself its
streets its houses all wore the
livery of this “ruler of the inverted year” while
in many a garret and cellar of its crowded streets,
ragged children huddled together, seeking to warm
their frozen limbs beneath the scanty covering of their
beds, or cowering over the few half-dying embers,
which they misnamed a fire. Yet the social affections
were not chilled rather did they seem to
glow more warmly, as though rejoicing in their triumph
over the mighty conqueror of the physical world.
Christian charity went forth unchecked through the
frosty air and over the snow-clad streets, to shelter
the houseless, to clothe the naked, to warm the freezing.
Human sympathies awoke to new-life, the dying hopes
and failing energies of man; and the sleigh-bells,
ringing out their joyous peals through the day, and
far, far into the night, told that the young and fair
were abroad braving all the severities of the season,
in their eager search after pleasure. In the
neighborhood of Waverley Place, especially, on the
evening of the 16th of December, did this merry music
“wake the silent air” to respond to the
quick beatings of the gay young hearts anticipating
the fête of fêtes, the most brilliant party of the
season, which was that evening to be given at the
house of the ruler of fashion the elegant
Mrs. Bruton.
Instead of introducing our readers
to the gay assemblage of this lady’s guests,
we will take them to the dressing-room of the fairest
among them, the beautiful, the gay, the brilliant
Caroline Danby. As the door of this inner temple
of beauty opens at the touch of our magic wand, its
inmate is seen standing before a mirror, and her eye
beams, and her lip is smiling with anticipated triumph.
Does there seem vanity in the gaze she fastens there?
Look on that form of graceful symmetry, on those large
black eyes with their jetty fringes, on the rich coloring
of her rounded cheeks, and the dewy freshness of her
red lip, and you will forget to censure. But
see, the mirror reflects another form a
form so slender that it seems scarcely to have attained
the full proportions of womanhood, and a face whose
soft gray eyes and fair complexion, and hair of the
palest gold, present a singular contrast to the dark
yet glowing beauty beside her. This is Mary Grayson,
the orphan cousin of Caroline Danby, who has grown
up in her father’s house. She has glided
in with her usual gentle movement, and light, noiseless
step, and Caroline first perceives her in the glass.
“Ah, Mary!” she exclaims,
“I sent for you to put this diamond spray in
my hair; you arrange it with so much more taste than
any one else.”
Mary smilingly receives the expensive
ornament, and fastens it amidst the dark, glossy tresses.
At this moment the doorbell gives forth a hasty peal,
and going to the head of the stairs, Mary remains listening
till the door is opened, and then comes back to say,
“Mrs. Oswald, Caroline, and Philip.”
“Pray, go down and entertain
them till I come, Mary” and seemingly
nothing loth, Mary complies with the request.
In the drawing-room to which Mary
Grayson directed her steps stood a stately looking
lady, who advanced to meet her as she entered, and
kissing her affectionately, asked, “Are you not
going with us this evening?”
“No; my sore throat has increased,
and the Doctor is positive; there is no appeal from
him, you know; I am very sorry, for I wished to see
some of Philip’s foreign graces,” she
said playfully, as she turned to give her hand to
a gentleman who had entered while she was speaking.
He received it with the frank kindness of a brother,
but before he could reply the door of the drawing-room
opened, and Caroline Danby appeared within it.
Philip Oswald sprang forward to greet her, and from
that moment seemed forgetful that there was any other
thing in life deserving his attention, save her radiant
beauty. Perhaps there was some little regard
to the effect of his first glance at that beauty, in
her presenting herself in the drawing-room with her
cloak and hood upon her arm, the diamond sparkling
in her uncovered tresses, and the soft, rich folds
of her satin dress and its flowing lace draperies,
shading without concealing the graceful outline of
her form. The gentleman who gazed so admiringly
upon her, who wrapped her cloak around her with such
tender care, and even insisted, kneeling gracefully
before her, on fastening himself the warm, furred
overshoes upon her slender foot, seemed a fit attendant
at the shrine of beauty. Philip Oswald had been
only a few weeks at home, after an absence of four
years spent in European travel. The quality in
his appearance and manners, which first impressed the
observer, was refinement perfect elegance,
without the least touch of coxcombry. It had
been said of him, that he had brought home the taste
in dress of a Parisian, the imaginativeness of a German,
and the voice and passion for music of an Italian.
Few were admitted to such intimacy with him as to
look into the deeper qualities of the mind but
those who were, saw there the sturdy honesty of John
Bull, and the courageous heart and independent spirit
of his own America. Some of those who knew him
best, regretted that the possession of a fortune, which
placed him among the wealthiest in America, would
most probably consign him to a life of indolence,
in which his highest qualities would languish for
want of exercise.
By nine o’clock Caroline Danby’s
preparations were completed, and leaning on one of
Philip Oswald’s arms, while the other was given
to his mother, she was led out, and placed in the
most splendid sleigh in New York, and wrapped in the
most costly furs. Philip followed, the weary
coachman touched his spirited horses with the whip,
the sleigh-bells rang merrily out, and Mary Grayson
was left in solitude.
The last stroke of three had ceased
to vibrate on the air when Caroline Danby again stood
beside her cousin. Mary was sleeping, and a painter
might have hesitated whether to give the palm of beauty
to the soft, fair face, which looked so angel-like
in its placid sleep, or to that which bent above her
in undimmed brilliancy.
“Is it you, Caroline? What
time is it?” asked Mary, as she aroused at her
cousin’s call.
“Three o’clock; but wake
up, Mary; I have something to tell you, which must
not be heard by sleepy ears.”
“How fresh you look!”
exclaimed Mary, sitting up in bed and looking at her
cousin admiringly. “Who would believe you
had been dancing all night!”
“I have not been dancing all night, nor half
the night.”
“Why what have you been doing then?”
“Listening to Philip Oswald.
Oh Mary! I am certainly the most fortunate woman
in the world. He is mine at last he,
the most elegant, the most brilliant man in New-York,
and with such a splendid fortune. I was so happy,
so excited, that I could not sleep, and therefore I
awoke you to talk.”
“I am glad you did, for I am
almost as much pleased as you can be such
joy is better than sleep; but all the bells
in the city seem to be ringing did you
see any thing of the fire?”
“Oh yes! the whole sky at the
southeast is glowing from the flames the
largest fire, they say, that has ever been known in
the city but it is far enough from us down
in Wall-street and who can think of fires
with such joy before them? Only think, Mary,
with Philip’s fortune and Philip’s taste,
what an establishment I shall have.”
“And what a mother in dear, good Mrs. Oswald!”
“Yes but I hope she
will not wish to live with us mother-in-laws,
you know, always want to manage every thing in their
sons’ houses.”
Thus the cousins sat talking till
the fire-bells ceased their monotonous and ominous
clang, and the late dawn of a winter morning reddened
the eastern sky. It was half-past nine o’clock
when they met again at their breakfast; yet late as
it was, Mr. Danby, usually a very early riser, was
not quite ready for it. He had spent most of the
night at the scene of the fire, and had with great
difficulty and labor saved his valuable stock of French
goods from the destroyer. When he joined his daughter
and niece, his mind was still under the influence of
last night’s excitement, and he could talk of
nothing but the fire.
“Rather expensive fireworks,
I am afraid,” said Caroline flippantly, as her
father described the lurid grandeur of the scene.
“Do not speak lightly, my daughter,
of that which must reduce many from affluence to beggary.
Millions of property were lost last night. The
16th of December, 1835, will long be remembered in
the annals of New-York, I fear.”
“It will long be remembered
in my annals,” whispered Caroline to her cousin,
with a bright smile, despite her father’s chiding.
“Not at home to any but Mr.
Philip Oswald,” had been Caroline Danby’s
order to the servant this morning; and thus when she
was told, at twelve o’clock, that that gentleman
awaited her in the drawing-room, she had heard nothing
more of the fire than her father and the morning paper
had communicated. As she entered, Philip arose
to greet her, but though he strove to smile as his
eyes met hers, the effort was vain; and throwing himself
back on the sofa, he covered his face with his hand,
as though to hide his pallor and the convulsive quivering
of his lips from her whom he was reluctant to grieve.
Emboldened by her fears, Caroline advanced, and laying
her hand on his, exclaimed, “What is the matter? Are
you ill? your mother? pray do
not keep me in suspense, but tell me what has happened.”
He seemed to have mastered his emotion,
from whatever cause it had proceeded; for removing
his hand, he looked earnestly upon her, and drawing
her to a seat beside him, said in firm, though sad
tones, “That has happened, Caroline, which would
not move me thus, but for your dear sake I
asked you last night to share my fortune to-day
I have none to offer you.”
“Gracious heaven!” exclaimed
Caroline, turning as pale as he, “what do you
mean?”
“That in the fire last night,
or the failures which the most sanguine assure me
it must produce, my whole fortune is involved.
If I can recover from the wreck what will secure to
my poor mother the continuance of her accustomed comforts,
it will be beyond my hopes; for me the
luxuries, the comforts, the very necessaries of life
must be the produce of my own exertion. I do
not ask you to share my poverty, Caroline; I cannot
be so selfish; had I not spoken of my love last night,
you should never have heard it though it
had been like a burning fire, I would have shut it
up within my heart but it is too late for
this; you have heard it, and I have heard the
remembrance brings with it a wild delirious joy, even
in this hour of darkness “ and the
pale face of Philip Oswald flushed, and his dimmed
eye beamed brightly again as he spoke: “I
have heard your sweet confession of reciprocal regard.
Months, perhaps years may pass before I attain the
goal at which I last night thought myself to have
already arrived before I can dare to call
you mine but in our land, manly determination
and perseverance ever command success, and I fear
not to promise you, dearest, one day a happy home though
not a splendid one if you will promise me
to share it. Look on me, Caroline give
me one smile to light me on my way with
such a hope before me, I cannot say my dreary
way.”
He ceased, yet Caroline neither looked
upon him, nor spoke. Her cheek had grown pale
at his words, and she sat down with downcast eyes,
cold, still, statue-like at his side. Yet did
not Philip Oswald doubt her love. Had not her
eye kindled and her cheek flushed at his whispered
vows had not her hand rested lovingly in
his, and her lip been yielded to the first kiss of
love how, then, could he dare to doubt her?
She was grieved for his sake he had been
selfishly abrupt in his first communication of his
sorrow, and now he the stronger must
struggle to bear and to speak cheerfully for her sake.
And with this feeling he had been able to conclude
far more cheerfully than he commenced. As she
still continued silent, he bent forward, and would
have pressed his lip to her cheek, saying, “Not
one word for me, dear one,” but, drawing
hastily back, Caroline said with great effort,
“I think, Mr. Oswald it
seems to me that that an engagement
must be a heavy burden to one who has to make his
own way in life I I should be
sorry to be a disadvantage to you.”
It was a crushing blow, and for an
instant he sat stunned into almost death-like stillness
by it: but he rallied; he would
leave no loop on which hope or fancy might hereafter
hang a doubt. “Caroline,” he said,
in a voice whose change spoke the intensity of his
feelings, “do not speak of disadvantage to me your
love was the one star left in my sky but
that matters not what I would know is, whether
you desire that the record of last evening should
be blotted from the history of our lives?”
“I I think it had
better be I am sure I wish you well, Mr.
Oswald.”
It was well for her, perhaps, that
she did not venture to meet his eye that
look of withering scorn could hardly ever have vanished
from her memory it was enough to hear his
bitter laugh, and the accents in which he said, “Thank
you, Miss Danby your wishes are fully reciprocated may
you never know a love less prudent than your own.”
The door closed on him, and she was
alone left to the companionship of her
own heart evil companionship in such an
hour! She hastened to relate all that had passed
to Mary, but Mary had no assurances for her she
had only sympathy for Philip “dear
Philip” as she called him over and
over again. “I think it would better become
one so young as you are, to say, Mr. Oswald, Mary,”
said Caroline, pettishly.
“I have called him Philip from
my childhood, Caroline I shall not begin
to say Mr. Oswald now.” Mary did
not mean a reproach, but to Caroline’s accusing
conscience it sounded like one, and she turned away
indignantly. She soon, however, sought her cousin
again with a note in her hand.
“I have been writing to Mrs.
Oswald, Mary,” she said; “you are perhaps
too young, and Mr. Oswald too much absorbed in his
own disappointment, to estimate the propriety of my
conduct; but she will, I am sure, agree with me, that
one expensively reared as I have been, accustomed to
every luxury, and perfectly ignorant of economy, would
make the worst possible wife to a poor man; and she
has so much influence over Mr. Oswald, that, should
she accord with me in opinion on this point, she can
easily convince him of its justice. Will you
take my note to her? I do not like to send it
by a servant it might fall into Philip’s
hands.”
Nothing could have pleased Mary more
than this commission, for her affectionate heart was
longing to offer its sympathy to her friends.
Mrs. Oswald assumed perhaps a little more than her
usual stateliness when she heard her announced, but
it vanished instantly before Mary’s tearful
eye, as she kissed the hand that was extended to her.
Mrs. Oswald folded her arms around her, and Mary sank
sobbing upon the bosom of her whom she had come to
console. And Mrs. Oswald was consoled by such
true and tender sympathy. It was long before Mary
could prevail on herself to disturb the flow of gentler
affections by delivering Caroline’s note.
Mrs. Oswald received it with an almost contemptuous
smile, which remained unchanged while she read.
It was a labored effort to make her conduct seem a
generous determination not to obstruct Philip’s
course in life, by binding him to a companion so unsuitable
to his present prospects as herself. In reply,
Mrs. Oswald assured Caroline Danby of her perfect
agreement with her in the conviction that she would
make a very unsuitable wife for Philip Oswald.
“This,” she added, “was always my
opinion, though I was unwilling to oppose my son’s
wishes. I thank you for having convinced him I
was right in the only point on which we ever differed.”
It cannot be supposed that this note
was very pleasing to Caroline Danby; but, whatever
were her dissatisfaction, she did not complain, and
probably soon lost all remembrance of her chagrin in
the gayeties which a few men of fortune still remained,
amidst the almost universal ruin, to promote and to
partake.
In the mean time, Philip Oswald was
experiencing that restlessness, that burning desire
to free himself from all his present associations,
to begin, as it were, a new life, which the first
pressure of sorrow so often arouses in the ardent
spirit. Had not his will been “bound down
by the iron chain of necessity,” he would probably
have returned to Europe, and wasted his energies amidst
aimless wanderings. As it was, he chose among
those modes of life demanded by his new circumstances,
that which would take him farthest from New-York,
and place him in a condition the most foreign to all
his past experience, and demanding the most active
and most incessant exertion. Out of that which
the fire, the failure of Insurance Companies and of
private individuals, had left him remained, after
the purchase of a liberal annuity for his mother, a
few thousands to be devoted either to merchandise,
to his support while pursuing the studies necessary
for the acquirement of a profession, or to any mode
of gaining a living, which he might prefer to these.
The very hour which ascertained this fact, saw his
resolution taken and his course marked out.
“I must have new scenery for
this new act in the drama of my life,” he said
to his mother. “I must away away
from all the artificialities and trivialities of my
present world, to the rich prairies, the wide streams,
the boundless expanse of the West. I go to make
a new home for you dear mother you shall
be the queen of my kingdom.”
This was not the choice that would
have pleased an ambitious, or an over-fond mother.
The former would have preferred a profession, as conferring
higher social distinction; the latter would have shrunk
from seeing one nursed in the lap of luxury go forth
to encounter the hardships of a pioneer. But
Mrs. Oswald possessed an intelligence which recognized
in that life of bold adventure, and physical endurance,
and persevering labor, that awaited her son in the
prosecution of his plans, the best school for the
development of that decision and force of character
which she had desired as the crowning seal to Philip’s
intellectual endowments, warm affections, and just
principles; and, holding his excellence as the better
part of her own happiness, she sanctioned his designs,
and did all in her power to promote their execution.
He waited, therefore, only to see her leave the house
whose rent now exceeded her whole annual income, for
pleasant rooms in a boarding-house, agreeably situated,
before he set out from New-York.
It is not our intention minutely to
trace his course, to describe the “local habitation”
which he acquired, or detail the difficulties which
arose in his progress, the strength with which he combated,
or the means by which he overcame them. For his
course, suffice it that it was westward; for his habitation,
that it was on the slope of a hill crowned with the
gigantic trees of that fertile soil, and beside a lake,
“a sheet of silver” well fitted to be
“A mirror and a bath
for beauty’s youngest daughters;”
and that the house, which he at length
succeeded in raising and furnishing there, united
somewhat the refinement of his past life to the simplicity
of his present; for his difficulties, we can only say,
he met them and conquered them, and gained from each
encounter knowledge and power. For two years,
letters were the only medium of intercourse between
his mother and himself, but those letters were a history a
history not only of his stirring, outer life, but of
that inner life which yet more deeply interested her.
Feeling proud herself of the daring spirit, the iron
will, the ready invention which these letters displayed,
yet prouder of the affectionate heart, the true and
generous nature, it is not wonderful that Mrs. Oswald
should have often read them, or at least parts of
them, to her constant friend and very frequent visitor,
Mary Grayson. Nor is it more strange that Mary,
thus made to recognize in the most interesting man
she had yet known, far more lofty claims to her admiration,
should have enshrined him in her young and pure imagination
as some “bright, particular star.”
Two years in the future! How
almost interminable seems the prospect to our hopes
or our affections! but let Time turn his
perspective glass let us look at it in
the past, and how it shrinks and becomes as a day
in the history of our lives! So was it with Philip
Oswald’s two years of absence, when he found
himself, in the earliest dawn of the spring of 1838,
once more in New-York. Yet that time had not passed
without leaving traces of its passage traces
in the changes affecting those around him yet
deeper traces in himself. He arrived in the afternoon
of an earlier day than that on which he had been expected.
In the evening Mrs. Oswald persuaded him to assume,
for the gratification of her curiosity, the picturesque
costume worn by him in his western home. He had
just re-entered her room, and she was yet engaged in
animated observation of the hunting-shirt, strapped
around the waist with a belt of buckskin, the open
collar, and loosely knotted cravat, which, as the
mother’s heart whispered, so well became that
tall and manly form, when there was a slight tap at
the door, and before she could speak, it opened, and
Mary Grayson stood within it. She gazed in silence
for a moment on the striking figure before her, and
her mind rapidly scanned the changes which time and
new modes of life had made in the Philip Oswald of
her memory. As she did so, she acknowledged that
the embrowned face and hands, the broader and more
vigorous proportions, and even the easy freedom of
his dress, were more in harmony with the bold and
independent aspect which his character had assumed,
than the delicacy and elegance by which he had formerly
been distinguished. His outer man was now the
true index of a noble, free, and energetic spirit a
spirit which, having conquered itself, was victor over
all and as such, it attracted from Mary
a deeper and more reverent admiration, than she had
felt for him when adorned with all the trappings of
wealth and luxurious refinement. The very depth
of this sentiment destroyed the ease of her manner
towards him, and as Philip Oswald took the hand formerly
so freely offered him, and heard from her lips the
respectful Mr. Oswald, instead of the frank, sisterly
Philip, he said to himself “She looks
down upon the backwoodsman, and would have him know
his place.” So much for man’s boasted
penetration!
Notwithstanding the barrier of reserve
thus erected between them, Philip Oswald could not
but admire the rare loveliness into which Mary Grayson’s
girlish prettiness had expanded, and again, and yet
again, while she was speaking to his mother, and could
not therefore perceive him, he turned to gaze on her,
fascinated not by the finely turned form or beautiful
features, but by the countenance beaming with gentle
and refined intelligence. Here was none of the
brilliancy which had dazzled his senses in Caroline
Danby, but an expression of mind and heart far more
captivating to him who had entered into the inner mysteries
of life.
A fortnight was the limit of Philip
Oswald’s stay in the city. He had come
not for his mother, but for the house in which she
was to live, and he carried it back with him.
We do not mean that his house, with all its conveniences
of kitchen and pantry, its elegances of parlor and
drawing-room, and its decorations of pillar and cornice
fitly joined together, travelled off with him to the
far West. We do not despair of seeing such a
feat performed some day, but we believe it has not
yet been done, and Philip Oswald, at least, did not
attempt it; he took with him, however, all those useful
and ornamental contrivances in their several parts,
accompanied by workmen skilled in putting the whole
together. Again in his western home, for another
year, his head and his hands were fully occupied with
building and planting. For the first two years
of his forest life, he had thought only of the substantial
produce of the field the rye, the barley,
the Indian corn, which were to be exchanged for the
“omnipotent dollar” but woman
was coming, and beauty and grace must be the herald
of her steps. For his mother, he planted fruits
and flowers, opened views of the lake, made a gravelled
walk to its shore bordered with flowering shrubs,
and wreathed the woodbine, the honeysuckle, and the
multiflora rose around the columns of his piazza.
For his mother this was done, and yet, when the labors
of the day were over, and he looked forth upon them
in the cool, still evening hour, it was not his mother’s
face, but one younger and fairer which peered out
upon him from the vine-leaves, or with tender smiles
wooed him to the lake. Young, fair, and tender
as it was, its wooings generally sent him in an opposite
direction, with a sneer at his own folly, to stifle
his fancies with a book, or to mark out the plan of
the morrow’s operations.
More than a year had passed away and
Philip Oswald was again in New-York, just as spring
was gliding into the ardent embraces of summer.
This time he had come for his mother, and with all
the force of his resolute will, he shut his ears to
the flattering suggestions of fancy, that a dearer
pleasure than even that mother’s presence might
be won. He had looked steadily upon his lot in
life, and he accepted it, and determined to make the
best of it and to be happy in it; yet he felt that
it was after all a rugged lot. Without considering
all women as mercenary as Caroline Danby, which his
knowledge of his mother forbade him to do, even in
his most woman-scorning mood, he yet doubted whether
any of those who had been reared amidst the refinements
of cultivated life, could be won to leave them all
for love in the western wilds; and as the unrefined
could have no charms for him, he deliberately embraced
bachelordom as a part of his portion, and, not
without a sigh, yielded himself to the conviction
that all the wealth of woman’s love within his
power to attain, was locked within a mother’s
heart.
A fortnight was again the allotted
time of Philip Oswald’s stay; but when that
had expired, he was persuaded to delay his departure
for yet another week. He had been drawn, by accompanying
his mother in her farewell visits, once more within
the vortex of society, and his manly independence
and energy, his knowledge of what was to his companions
a new world, and his spirit-stirring descriptions
of its varied beauty and inexhaustible fertility,
made him more the fashion than he had ever been.
He had often met Caroline Danby now Mrs.
Randall and Mary more than once delicately
turned her eyes away from her cousin’s face,
lest she should read there somewhat of chagrin as
Mr. Randall, with his meaningless face and dapper-looking
form insignificant in all save the reputation
of being the wealthiest banker in Wall-street, and
possessing the most elegant house and furniture, the
best appointed equipage, and the handsomest wife in
the city stood beside Philip Oswald with
“ a
form indeed
Where every god did seem to
set his seal,
To give the world assurance
of a man,”
and a face radiant with intelligence,
while circled by an attentive auditory of that which
was noblest and best in their world, his eloquent
enthusiasm made them hear the rushing waters, see the
boundless prairies, and feel for a time all the wild
freedom of the untamed West. Such enthusiasm
was gladly welcomed as a breeze in the still air, a
ruffle in the stagnant waters of fashionable life.
Within two or three days of their
intended departure, Mrs. Oswald proposed to Philip
that they should visit a friend residing near Fort
Lee, and invited Mary to accompany them. Among
the acquaintances whom they found on board was an
invalid lady, who could not bear the fresh air upon
deck; and Mary, pitying her loneliness and seclusion,
remained for awhile conversing with her in the cabin.
Mrs. Oswald and Philip were on deck, and near them
was a young and giddy girl, to whose care a mother
had intrusted a bold, active, joyous infant, seemingly
about eight months old.
“That is a dangerous position
for so lively a child,” said Philip Oswald to
the young nurse, as he saw her place him on the side
of the boat; “he may spring from your arms overboard.”
With that foolish tempting of the
danger pointed out by another, which we sometimes
see even in women, the girl removed her arms from around
the child, sustaining only a slight hold of its frock.
At this moment the flag of the boat floated within
view of the little fellow, and he sprang towards it.
A splash in the water told the rest but
even before that was heard, Philip Oswald had dashed
off his boots and coat, and the poor child had scarcely
touched the waves when he was beside it, and held
it encircled in his arm.
“Oh, Mary! Mr. Oswald!
Mr. Oswald!” cried one of Mary’s young
acquaintances, rushing into the cabin with a face blanched
with terror.
“What of him?” questioned Mary, starting
eagerly forward.
“He is in the water. Oh, Mary! he will
be drowned.”
Mary did not utter a sound, yet she
felt in that moment, for the first time, how important
to her was Philip Oswald’s life. Tottering
towards the door, she leaned against it for a moment
while all around grew dark, and strange sounds were
buzzing in her ears. The next instant she sank
into a chair and lost her terrors in unconsciousness.
The same young lady who had played the alarmist to
her, as she saw the paleness of death settle on Mary’s
face and her eyes close, ran again upon the deck,
exclaiming, “Mary Grayson is fainting, pray
come to Mary Grayson.”
Philip Oswald was already on deck,
dripping indeed, but unharmed and looking nobler than
ever, as he held the recovered child in his arms.
As that cry, “Mary Grayson is fainting,”
reached his ears, he threw the infant to a bystander,
and hastened to the cabin followed by Mrs. Oswald.
“What has caused this?”
cried Mrs. Oswald, as she saw Mary still insensible,
supported on the bosom of her invalid friend.
“Miss Ladson’s precipitation,”
said the invalid, looking not very pleasantly on that
young lady; “she told her Mr. Oswald was drowning.”
“Well, I am sure I thought he was drowning.”
“If he had been, it would have
been a pity to give such information so abruptly,”
said Mrs. Oswald, as she took off Mary’s bonnet,
and loosened the scarf which was tied around her neck.
“I am sure,” exclaimed
Miss Ladson, anxious only to secure herself from blame, “I
am sure I did not suppose Mary would faint; for when
her uncle’s horse threw him, and every body
thought he was killed, instead of fainting she ran
out in the street, and did for him more than any body
else could do. I am sure I could not think she
would care more for Mr. Oswald’s danger than
for her own uncle’s.”
No one replied to this insinuation;
but that Philip Oswald heard it, might have been surmised
from the sudden flush that rose to his temples, and
from his closer clasp of the unconscious form, which
at his mother’s desire he was bearing to a settee.
Whether it were the water which oozed from his saturated
garments over her face and neck, or some subtle magnetic
fluid conveyed in that tender clasp, that aroused her,
we cannot tell; but a faint tinge of color revisited
her cheeks and lips, and as Philip laid her tenderly
down, while his arms were still around her, and his
face was bending over her, she opened her eyes.
What there was in that first look which called such
a sudden flash of joy into Philip Oswald’s eyes,
we know not; nor what were the whispered words which,
as he bowed his head yet lower, sent a crimson glow
into Mary’s pale cheeks. This however we
do know, that Mrs. Oswald and her son delayed their
journey for yet another week; and that the day before
their departure Philip Oswald stood with Mary Grayson
at his side before God’s holy altar, and there,
in the presence of his mother, Mr. Danby, Mr. and
Mrs. Randall, and a few friends, they took those vows
which made them one for ever.
Does some starched prude, or some
lady interested in the bride’s trousseau,
exclaim against such unseemly haste? We have but
one excuse for them. They were so unfashionable
as to prefer the gratification of a true affection
to the ceremonies so dear to vanity, and to think more
of the earnest claims of life than of its gilded pomps.
Mr. Danby had been unable to pay down
the bride’s small dower of 8000 dollars; and
when he called on his son-in-law, Mr. Randall, to assist
him, he could only offer to indorse his note to Mr.
Oswald for the amount, acknowledging that it would
be perilous at that time to abstract even half that
amount from his business. It probably would have
been perilous indeed, as in little more than a month
after he failed for an enormous amount; but fear not,
reader, for the gentle Caroline: she still retained
her elegant house and furniture, her handsome equipage
and splendid jewels. These were only a small part
of what the indignant creditors found had been made
over to her by her grateful husband.
Six years have passed away since the
occurrence of the events we have been recording.
Caroline Randall, weary of the sameness of splendor
in her home, has been abroad for two years, travelling
with a party of friends. It is said convenient
phrase that that her husband had declared
she must and shall return, and that to enforce his
will he has resolved to send her no more remittances,
to honor no more of her drafts, as she has already
almost beggared him by her extravagance abroad.
Verily, she has her reward!
One farewell glance at our favorite,
Mary Grayson, and we have done.
Beside a lovely lake, over whose margin
light graceful shrubs are bending, and on whose transparent
waters lie the dense forest shadows, though here and
there the golden rays of the declining sun flash through
the tangled boughs upon its dancing waves, a noble-looking
boy of four years old is sailing his mimic fleet,
while a lovely girl, two years younger, toddles about,
picking “pitty flowers,” and bringing them
to “papa, mamma, or grandmamma,” as her
capricious fancy prompts. Near by, papa, mamma,
grandmamma, and one pleased and honored guest, are
grouped beneath the bending boughs of a magnificent
black walnut, and around a table on which strawberries
and cream, butter sweet as the breath of the cows
that yielded it, biscuits light and white, and bread
as good as Humbert himself could make, are served
in a style of elegant simplicity, while the silver
urn in which the water hisses, and the small china
cups into which the fragrant tea is poured, if they
are somewhat antique in fashion, are none the less
beautiful or the less valued by those who still prize
the slightest object associated with the affections
beyond the gratification of the vanity.
The evening meal is over. The
shadows grow darker on the lake. Agreeable conversation
has given place to silent enjoyment, which Mrs. Oswald
interrupts to say, “Philip, this is the hour
for music; let us have some before Mary leaves us
with the children.”
Full, deep-toned was the manly voice
that swelled upon that evening air, and soft and clear
its sweet accompaniment, while the words, full of
adoring gratitude and love, seemed incense due to the
heaven which had so blessed them.
The last sweet notes had died away,
and Mary, calling the children, leads them to their
quiet repose, after they have bestowed their good-night
kisses. Philip Oswald follows her with his eyes,
as, with a child on each hand, she advances with gentle
grace upon the easy slope, to the house on its summit.
She enters the piazza, and is screened from his view
by its lattice-work of vines, but he knows that soon
his children will be lisping their evening prayer
at her knee, and the thought calls a tender expression
to his eyes as he turns them away from his “sweet
home.”
Contrast this picture with that of
Caroline Randall’s heartless splendor, and say
whether thou wilt choose for thy portion the gratification
of the true and pure household affections which Heaven
has planted in thy nature, or that of a selfish vanity?