MRS. WILDER IS PRESENTED IN A MELTING MOOD, AND DRAYCOTT WILDER IS
FORCED TO RECALL THE LINES COMMENCING “A FOOL THERE WAS”
It was a bright morning with a high
wind blowing and a breath of freshness in the air
that has a charm to inspire a better outlook upon
life. Everywhere it made itself felt in Mangadone,
and like Pippa in the poem, the wind passed along,
leaving everything and everybody a little better for
its coming. It passed through the open veranda
of the huge hospital, and touched the fever patients
with its cool breath; it hurried through the Chinese
quarter, blew along Paradise Street, dusting the gesticulating
man, and went on up the river, pretending to make the
brown water change its muddy mind and run backwards
instead of forwards. It paid a little freakish
attention to Mrs. Wilder’s dark hair, and it
cooled the back of Hartley’s neck, as they rode
along together, by the way of a lake.
They had met quite accidentally, and
Hartley, who had been vaguely wishing for an opportunity
to speak to Mrs. Wilder, seized upon it and offered
himself as her escort. She agreed with complimentary
readiness, and they turned along a wooded road, where
the shadows were deep and where Hartley felt the gripping
hands of romance loosen his heart-strings.
Mrs. Wilder listened to him, or appeared
to do so, which is much the same in effect, and Hartley
was not critical. She was a good listener, as
women who have something else to think about often
are; and so they rode along the twisting path, and
the wind sang in the plumes of the bamboo trees, and
Hartley believed that it sang a romantic lyric of
platonic admiration, exquisitely hinted at by a tactful
man, and properly appreciated by a very beautiful
woman.
“By the way,” she said
carelessly, “have you found that wretched little
Absalom yet? What a bother he has been since he
took it into his head to go off to America, or wherever
it is he went to.”
“I am glad you mentioned him,”
said Hartley, his face growing suddenly serious.
“I have a question or two that I want very much
to ask you.”
“A question or two? That
sounds so very legal. Really, Mr. Hartley, I
believe you credit me with having Absalom’s body
hanging up in one of my almirahs. Honestly,
don’t you really believe that I had a hand in
putting him out of the way?”
She laughed her hard little laugh,
and shot a look at him over her shoulder.
“You do know something, some
little thing it may be, but something that might help
me.”
“About Absalom, or about someone else?”
“About whoever you saw him with.”
Hartley pushed his pony alongside
of hers, but her face revealed nothing, and was quite
expressionless.
“Whoever I saw him with?”
she echoed reflectively. “Ah, but it is
so long ago, Mr. Hartley, I can’t even remember
now whether I was out or not that evening.”
“You are only playing with me,”
said Hartley a little irritably. “The policeman
on duty at the cross-roads below Paradise Street saw
you.”
Her face became suddenly so drawn
and startled that Hartley regretted his words almost
as he spoke them.
“Wait a minute, Mr. Hartley,”
she said, in a strained, hard voice. “You
have to explain to me why you have asked your men questions
connected with me.”
“I did not ask questions; I was told.”
She pulled up her pony, and, turning
her head away from him, looked out silently over the
dip of ground below them. Hartley did not break
her silence. He saw that he had come close to
some deep emotion, and he watched her curiously, but
Mrs. Wilder, even if she was conscious of his look,
appeared quite indifferent to it. He could form
no idea along what road her silent concentration led
her; but he knew that she pursued an idea that was
compelling and strong. He knew enough of her to
know that even her silence was not the silence that
arises out of lack of subject for talk, but that it
meant something as definite and clear as though she
spoke direct words to him.
The Head of the Police would have
given much at that moment to have been able to penetrate
her thoughts, but he only stared at her with his blue
eyes a little wider open than usual, and waited for
her to speak. She looked before her steadily,
but not with the eyes of a woman who dreams; Mrs.
Wilder was thinking definitely, and while Hartley waited,
her mind travelled at speed across years and came to
a halt at the moment where she now found herself,
and from that moment she looked out forcefully into
the future.
Usually, in the tragic instants of
life there is very little time for thought before
the need for action forces the will, with relentless
hands. Clarice Wilder knew as well as she knew
anything that her position was one of some peril,
and that much more than she could weigh or measure
at that moment lay beyond the next spoken word.
She was telling herself to be careful, steadying her
nerve and reining in a desire to pour out a flood
of circumstantial evidence, calculated to convince
the Head of the Police.
If there is one thing more than another
that the man or the woman driven against the ropes
should avoid, it is prolixity; the snare that catches
craft in its own net. Clarice Wilder desired to
be overpowering, redundant and extreme in the wordy
proof of her innocence of purpose that evening of
July the 29th, but she held back and waited steadfastly
until she was quite sure of herself again, and then
she turned her head and glanced at Hartley with a
smile.
“How silent you are,” she said gently.
Hartley flushed and looked self-conscious.
“To be quite candid, that was
what I was thinking of you,” he replied awkwardly.
“What were we saying?”
went on Mrs. Wilder. “Oh, of course, I remember.
You thought I could tell you something about poor Mr.
Heath, didn’t you? I only wish I could,
but it was so long ago. I do remember the evening.
It was very hot and I rode along by the river to get
some fresh air,” her eyes grew hazy. “I
can remember thinking that Mangadone looked as if
it was a great ball of amber, with the sun shining
through it, but as for being able to tell you what
Mr. Heath was doing, or who he was with, it is impossible.
You should have pinned me down to it the day you called
on me, when this troublesome little boy first went
off.” She gathered up the reins, and Hartley
mounted reluctantly. “I am so sorry.
I would love to be able to help you, but I cannot remember.”
If Hartley had been asked on oath
how it was that Mrs. Wilder had led him clean away
from the subject under discussion, to something infinitely
more satisfying and interesting, he could not have
sworn to it. They loitered by the road and came
slowly back to the bungalow, where they parted at
the gate, and he watched her go in, hoping she might
turn her head, but she did not, and Hartley took his
way towards his own house and thought very little
of Absalom or the Rev. Francis Heath. One thing
he did think of, and that was that Mrs. Wilder had
looked at him earnestly, and said that she wished he
was not “mixed up” in anything likely
to bring uneasiness to the mind of the Rector of St.
Jude’s Church. “Mixed up” was
a curious way of expressing his connection with the
case, but Hartley felt that he knew what she meant.
He pulled at his short moustache and wished with all
his heart that he really did know; but all the wishes
in the world could not help him out of a professional
dilemma.
Mrs. Wilder had not looked round,
though she very well knew that Hartley was waiting
and hoping that she would, and once she had turned
the first bend she touched the pony with her heel
and cantered up the hill, throwing the reins to the
syce who came in answer to her impatient call.
“Idiot,” she said, as
she shut the door of her room and flung her topi
on the bed, and she repeated the word several times
with increasing animosity and vigour. She hated
Hartley at that moment, and felt under no further
obligation to hide her real feelings; and then Mrs.
Wilder sat down and thought hard.
The mental power of exaggerating danger
is limitless, and she could not deny that her fear
was playing tricks with her nerves. She knew that
she had done creditably under the strain of acute
nervous tension, but she felt also that much more
of the same thing would be unendurable.
Draycott came in to luncheon, and
she was there to receive him, but even to his careless
eye, Clarice was oddly abstracted, and he glanced at
her curiously, wondering what it was that occupied
her mind and made her frown as she thought.
She could not get away from the grip
of her morning interview. Try as she would, she
could not shake it off. It caught her back in
the middle of her talk, made her answer at random,
and held her with a terrible power. She considered
that there were a thousand other things she might
have said or done, a hundred ways by which she might
have appealed to Hartley, and yet her common sense
told her that the less she said on the subject the
better it would be, if, in the end, the Rev. Francis
Heath was led into the awful pitfalls of cross-examination.
Anyone may forget and recall facts later, but to state
facts that may be used as evidence is to stand handcuffed
before inexorable justice, and Mrs. Wilder had left
her hands free.
“Is anything the matter?”
Draycott jerked out the question as he got up to leave
the room. “You seem rather silent.”
Clarice laughed, and her laugh was slightly forced.
“I went for a ride this morning,
and met Mr. Hartley. He is the most exhausting
man I ever met.”
“I hope you told him so,”
said Wilder shortly. “He’s about here
frequently enough, even though he does bore
you.”
Something in his voice made her eyes
focus him very clearly and distinctly.
“I have a very good mind to
tell him,” she said easily, “but he is
blessed with a skin that would turn the edge of any
ordinary hatchet; he would think I was merely being
‘funny.’”
“It’s an odd fact,”
said Draycott with a sneer in his eyes, “that
however much a woman complains of a man’s stupidity,
she will let him hang about her, and make a grievance
of it, until she sees fit to drop him. When that
moment arrives she can make him let go, and lower away
all right. Just now Hartley is hanging on quite
perceptibly, and if it entertains you to slang him
behind his back, I suppose you will slang him, but
he won’t drop off before you’ve done with
him, Clarice, if I know anything of your methods.”
Her face flushed and she began to look angry.
“Mind you, I don’t object to Hartley.
As you say, he’s a fool, a silly, trusting ass,
the sort of man who is child’s-play to a girl
of sixteen. If you must have a string of loafers
to prove that your attractions outwear anno domini,
I must accept Hartley, and other Hartleys, so long
as you continue to play the same game. Hartleys,
I said, Clarice.”
There was no doubt about the emphasis
he laid upon the name.
“You flatter Mr. Hartley considerably,”
she said, but her voice was conciliatory and her laugh
nervous.
“He represents a type; a type
that some married men may be thankful continues to
exist. God!” he broke out violently, “if
he could hear you talk of him, it would be a lesson
to the fool, but he won’t hear you. No
man ever does hear these things until the knowledge
comes too late to be of any use to him. You have
got to have your strings” he shrugged
his shoulders “because your life
isn’t here, in this house; it is at the Club,
and at dinners and races and so on, and to be left
to your husband is the beginning of the end.
Don’t deny it, Clarice, it’s no earthly
use. Women like you have your own ideas of life,
I suppose, and I ought to be thankful they’re
no worse.”
He stood by the door all the time
he spoke, and his colourless face and pale eyes never
altered.
“You’re talking absolute
nonsense,” said Mrs. Wilder, preserving an amiable
tone. “We have to entertain, Draycott,
and you can’t round on me for what I have done
for years. It has helped you on, and you know
it.”
“I wasn’t talking of that,”
he said drearily. “I was talking of you.
You’re getting old, for a woman, Clarice, and
when you’re worried, as you are to-day, you
show it; though how an imbecile like Hartley got at
you to the extent of making you worried, I don’t
pretend to guess.”
“Old,” she said angrily.
“You aren’t troubling to be particularly
polite.”
No, Im damnably truthful; just because it makes me wonder
at you all the more. You can go on smiling at any number of idiots,
because you must have the applause, I suppose. You dont even believe in
it now.”
His allusion was definite, and Mrs.
Wilder felt about in her mind for some way to change
the conversation. Quagmires are bad ground for
walking, and she was in a hurry to reach terra firma
again. She came round the table and slipped her
arm through his.
“After all these years. Draycott be
a little generous.”
If she had fought him, some deep,
hidden anger in his cold heart would have flared up,
but her gesture softened him and he patted her hand.
“I know,” he said slowly.
“Only I can’t quite forget. I simply
can’t, Clarice.”
She smiled at him and touched his face with a light
hand.
“Shall I tell you why?
Because even if I am old and thirty-six
isn’t so very dreadful you are still
in love with me.”
She went with him to the door and
smiled as he drove away, smiled and waved as he reappeared
round a distant bend, and watched him return her signal,
and then she went back into the large drawing-room
and her face grew grey and pinched, and she sat with
her chin propped on her hands, thinking.
She had proved that there are more
fools in the world than those who go about disguised
as Heads of Police, and had added another specimen
to the general list, but she found no mirth in the
idea as she considered it.