Tanqueray was realizing more and more
that he was married, and that his marriage had been
made in that heaven where the spirit of creative comedy
abides. In spite of the superb sincerity of his
indifference, he found it increasingly difficult to
ignore his wife. It had, in fact, become impossible
now that people no longer ignored him.
Rose, as the wife of an obscurity, could very easily
be kept obscure. But, by a peculiar irony, as
Tanqueray’s genius became recognized, Rose, though
not exactly recognized in any social sense, undoubtedly
tended to appear. Tanqueray might dine “out”
without her (he frequently did), but when it came
to asking people back again she was bound to be in
evidence. Not that he allowed himself to tread
the ruinous round. He still kept people at arm’s
length. Only people were more agreeably disposed
towards George Tanqueray recognized than they had been
towards George Tanqueray obscure, and he in consequence
was more agreeably disposed towards them. Having
made it clearly understood that he would not receive
people, that he barred himself against all intrusions
and approaches, occasionally, at the length of his
arm, he did receive them. And they immediately
became aware of Rose.
That did not matter, considering how
little they mattered. The nuisance of
it was that he thus became aware of her himself.
Rose at the head of his table, so conspicuously and
yet so fortuitously his wife, emphasizing her position
by her struggles to sustain it, Rose with her embarrassments
and solecisms, with her lost innocence in the matter
of her aspirates, agonized now by their terrified
flight and by her own fluttering efforts at recapture,
Rose was not a person that anybody could ignore, least
of all her husband.
As long as she had remained a servant
in his house he had been unaware of her, or aware
of her only as a presence beneficent, invisible, inaudible.
Here again his celebrity, such as it was, had cursed
him. The increase in Tanqueray’s income,
by enabling them to keep a servant, had the effect
of throwing Rose adrift about the house. As the
mistress of it, with a maid under her, she was not
quite so invisible, nor yet so inaudible as she had
been.
It seemed to Tanqueray that his acuter
consciousness dated from the arrival of that maid.
Rose, too, had developed nerves. The maid irritated
Rose. She put her back up and rubbed her the wrong
way in all the places where she was sorest. For
Rose’s weakness was that she couldn’t
tolerate any competition in her own line. She
couldn’t, as she said, abide sitting still and
seeing the work taken out of her hands, seeing another
woman clean her house, and cook her husband’s
dinner, and she knowing that she could do both ten
times as well herself. She appealed to Tanqueray
to know how he’d like it if she was to get a
man in to write his books for him. She was always
appealing to Tanqueray. When George wanted to
know what, after all, was wrong with Susan, and declared
that Susan seemed to him a most superior young woman,
Rose said that was the worst of it. Susan was
much too superior for her. She could see well
enough, she said, that Susan knew that she was not
a lady, and she could see that George knew that she
knew. Else why did he say that Susan was superior?
And sometimes George would be beside himself with
fury and would roar, “Damn Susan!” And
sometimes, but not often, he would be a torment and
a tease. He would tell Rose that he loved Susan,
that he adored Susan, that he couldn’t live without
her. He might part with Rose, but he couldn’t
possibly part with Susan. Susan was the symbol
of his prosperity. Without Susan he would not
feel celebrated any more.
And sometimes Rose would laugh; and
sometimes, in moments of extreme depression, she would
deplore the irony of the success that had saddled
her with Susan. And Tanqueray cursed Susan in
his heart, as the cause of Rose’s increasing
tendency to conversation.
It was there that she encroached.
She invaded more and more the guarded territory of
silence. She annexed outlying pieces of Tanqueray’s
sacred time, pursuing him with talk that it was intolerable
to listen to.
He blamed Prothero and Laura and Jane
for that, as well as Susan. They were the first
who had encouraged her to talk, and now she had got
the habit.
And it was there again that the really
fine and poignant irony came in. Through her
intercourse with Jane and Laura, Rose offered herself
for comparison, and showed flagrantly imperfect.
But for that, owing to Tanqueray’s superhuman
powers of abstraction, she might almost have passed
unnoticed. As it was, he owned that her incorruptible
simplicity preserved her, even at her worst, from
being really dreadful.
Once, after some speech of hers, there
had followed an outburst of fury on Tanqueray’s
part and on Rose’s a long period of dumbness.
He was, he always had been, most aware
of her after seeing Jane Brodrick. From every
meeting with Jane he came to her gloomy and depressed
and irritable. And the meetings were growing more
frequent. He saw Jane now at less and less intervals.
He couldn’t go on without seeing her. A
fortnight was about as long as he could stand it.
He had a sense of just struggling through, somehow,
in the days that passed between the night (it was
a Thursday) when he had dined at Putney and Monday
afternoon when Jane had promised that she would come
to Hampstead.
On Monday a telegram arrived for Tanqueray.
The brisk director of a great publishing firm in New
York desired (at the last moment before his departure)
an appointment with the novelist for that afternoon.
The affair was of extreme importance. The American
meant business. It would be madness not to see
him, even though he should miss Jinny.
All morning Tanqueray sulked because of that American.
Rose was cowed by his mood. At
luncheon she prepared herself to sit dumb lest she
should irritate him. She had soft movements that
would have conciliated a worse ruffian than Tanqueray
in his mood. She rebuked the importunities of
Joey in asides so tender that they couldn’t have
irritated anybody. But Tanqueray remained irritated.
He couldn’t eat his luncheon, and said so.
And then Rose said something, out
loud. That wasn’t her fault, she said.
And Tanqueray told her that he hadn’t said it
was. Then, maddened by her thought, she (as she
put it to herself afterwards) fair burst with it.
“I wish I’d never set eyes on that Susan!”
said she.
Tanqueray at the moment was trying
to make notes in his memorandum-book. He might
be able to cut short that interview if he started with
all his points clear.
“Oh hold your tongue,”
said Tanqueray.
“I am ‘oldin’ it,”
said Rose.
He smiled at that in spite of himself.
He was softened by its reminder of her submissive
dumbness, by its implication that there were, after
all, so many things she might have said and hadn’t.
Having impressed upon her that she was on no account
to let Mrs.
Brodrick go till he came back, he rushed for his appointment.
By rushing away from it, cutting it
very short indeed, he contrived to be back again at
half-past four. Susan informed him that Mrs. Brodrick
had come. She had arrived at four with the baby
and the nurse. She was in there with the baby.
“The baby?”
Sounds of laughter came from the dining-room,
rendering it unnecessary for Susan to repeat her statement.
She smiled sidelong at the door, as much as to say
she had put her master on to a good thing. He
would appreciate what he found in there.
In there he found Jinny crouching
on a footstool; facing her, Rose knelt upon the floor.
In the space between them, running incessantly to and
fro on his unsteady feet, was Brodrick’s little
son. When he got to Jinny he flung his arms around
her neck and kissed her twice, and then Rose said,
“Oh, kiss poor Rose”; and when he got to
Rose he flung his arms around her neck, too, and kissed
her, once only. That was the distinction that
he made. And as he ran he laughed, he laughed
as if love were the biggest joke in all the world.
Tanqueray stood still in the doorway
and watched, as he had stood once in the doorway of
the house in Bloomsbury, watching Rose. Now he
was watching Jinny. He thought he had never seen
her look so divinely happy. He watched Brodrick’s
son and thought distastefully that when Brodrick was
a baby he must have looked just like that.
And the little Brodrick ran to and
fro, from Jinny to Rose and from Rose to Jinny, passionately,
monotonously busy, with always the same rapturous
embrace from Brodrick’s wife and always the same
cry from Tanqueray’s, “Kiss poor Rose!”
When Jane turned to greet Tanqueray,
the baby clung to her gown. His mouth drooped
as he realized that it was no longer possible to reach
her face. Identifying Tanqueray as the cause
of her remoteness, he stamped a baby foot at him;
he distorted his features and set up a riotous howl.
Rose reiterated her sad cry as a charm to distract
him. She pretended to cry too, because the baby
wouldn’t look at her. He wouldn’t
look at anybody till his mother took him in her arms
and kissed him. Then, with his round face still
flushing under his tears, he smiled at Tanqueray, a
smile of superhuman forgiveness and reconciliation.
Rose gazed at them in a rapture.
“Well,” said she, “how you can keep
orf kissin’ ’im ”
“I can keep off kissing anything,” said
he.
Jane asked if he would ring for the nurse to take
the baby.
Tanqueray was glad when he went.
It had just dawned on him that he didn’t like
to see Jinny with a baby; he didn’t like to see
her preoccupied with Brodrick’s son, adoring,
positively adoring, and caressing Brodrick’s
son.
At the same time it struck him that
it was a pity that Rose had never had a baby; but
he didn’t carry the thought far enough to reflect
that Rose’s baby would be his son. He wondered
if he could persuade Jinny to send the baby home and
stay for dinner.
He apologized for not having been
there to receive her. Jane replied that Rose
had entertained her.
“You mean that you were entertaining Rose?”
“We were entertaining each other.”
“And now you’ve got to entertain me.”
She was going to when Rose interrupted
(her mind was still running on the baby).
“If I was you,” said she, “I shouldn’t
leave ’im much to that Gertrude.”
“What?” (It was Tanqueray
who exclaimed.) “Not to the angel in the house?”
“I don’t know about angels,
but if it was me I wouldn’t leave ’im,
or she’ll get a hold on ’im.”
“Isn’t he,” said Tanqueray, “a
little young?”
But Rose was very serious.
“It’s when ’e’s young she’ll
do the mischief.”
“My dear Rose,” said Jane, “whatever
do you think she’ll do?”
“She’ll estrange ’im, if you don’t
take care.”
“She couldn’t.”
“Couldn’t? She’ll get a ’old
before you know where you are.”
“But,” said Jane quietly, “I do
know where I am.”
“Not,” Rose insisted, “when you’re
away, writin’.”
Tanqueray saw Jane’s face flush and whiten.
He looked at Rose.
“You don’t know what you’re
talking about,” he said, with anger under his
breath.
Jane seemed not to know that he was
there. She addressed herself exclusively to Rose.
“What do you suppose happens when I’m away?”
“You forget.”
“Never!” said Jane.
The passion of her inflection was lost on Rose who
brooded.
“You forget,” she repeated. “And
she doesn’t.”
Involuntarily Tanqueray looked at
Jane and Jane at Tanqueray. There were moments
when his wife’s penetration was terrible.
Rose was brooding so profoundly that
she failed to see the passing of that look.
“If it was me,” she murmured
in a thick voice, a voice soft as her dream, “if
it was my child ”
Tanqueray’s nerves gave way.
“But it isn’t.” He positively
roared at her. “And it never will be.”
Rose shrank back as if he had struck
her. Jane’s heart leaped to her help.
“If it was,” she said,
“it would have the dearest, sweetest little
mother.”
At that, at the sudden tenderness
of it coming after Tanqueray’s blow, Rose gave
a half-audible moan and got up quickly and left the
room. They heard her faltering steps up-stairs
in the room above them.
It was then that Tanqueray asked Jane
if she would stay and dine with them. She could
send a note to Brodrick by the nurse.
She stayed. She felt that if
she did not Tanqueray would bully Rose.
Rose was glad she stayed. She
was afraid to be left alone that evening with George.
She was dumb before him, and her dumbness cut Jane
to the heart. Jane tried to make her talk a little
during dinner. They talked about the Protheros
when Susan was in the room, and when she was out of
it they talked about Susan.
This was not wise of Jane, for it
exasperated Tanqueray. He wanted to talk to Jane,
and he wanted to be alone with her to talk.
After dinner they went up to his study
to look at some books he had bought. The best
of selling your own books, he said, was that you could
buy as many as you wanted of other people’s.
He had now got as many as he wanted. They were
more than the room would hold. All that he could
not get on to the shelves were stacked about the floor.
He stood among them smiling.
Rose did not smile. The care
of Tanqueray’s study was her religion.
“How am I to get round them ’eaps to dust?”
said she.
“You don’t get round them,
and you don’t dust,” said Tanqueray imperturbably.
“Then them books’ll breed a
fever.”
“They will. But you won’t
catch it.”
Rose lingered, and he suggested that
it would be as well if she went down-stairs and made
the coffee. She needn’t send it up till
nine, he said. It was now five minutes past eight.
She went obediently.
“She knows she isn’t allowed into this
room,” said Tanqueray to Jane.
“You speak of her as if she
was a dog,” said she. She added that she
would have to go at half-past eight. There was
a train at nine that she positively must catch.
He had to go down and ask Rose to
come back with the coffee soon. Jane was glad
that she had forced on him that act of humility.
For the moments that she remained
alone with him she wandered among his books.
There were some that she would like to borrow.
She talked about them deliberately while Tanqueray
maddened.
He walked with her to the station.
She turned on him as they dipped down the lane out
of sight and hearing.
“George,” she said, “I’ll
never come and see you again if you bully that dear
little wife of yours.”
“I? Bully her?”
“Yes. You bully her, you
torture her, you terrify her till she doesn’t
know what she’s doing.”
“I’m sorry, Jinny.”
“Sorry? Of course you’re
sorry. She slaves for you from morning till night.”
“That’s not my fault.
I stopped her slaving and she got ill. Why, it
was you you who made
me turn her on to it again.”
“Of course I did. She loves
slaving for you. She’d cut herself in little
pieces. She’d cook herself deliciously and
serve herself up for your dinner if she thought you’d
fancy her.”
“You’re right, Jinny. I never ought
to have married her.”
“I didn’t say you never
ought to have married her. I say you ought to
be on your knees now you have married her. She’s
ten thousand times too good for you.”
“You’re right, Jinny.
You always were right, you always will be damnably
right.”
“And you always will be oh dear me so
rude.”
He looked in her face like a whipped
dog trying to reinstate himself in favour, as far
as Tanqueray could look like a whipped dog.
“Let me carry those books for you,” he
said.
“You may carry the books, but I don’t
like you, Tanks.”
His devil, the old devil that used to be in him, looked
at her then.
“You used to like me,” he said.
But Jinny was beyond its torment.
“Of course I liked you. I liked you awfully.
You were another person then.”
He said nothing to that.
“Forgive me, George,”
she said presently. “You see, I love your
little wife.”
“I love you for loving her,” he said.
“You may go on loving me for
that. But you needn’t come any further with
me. I know my way.”
“But I want to come with you.”
“And I, unfortunately, want to be alone.”
“You shall. I’ll
walk behind you as many yards as you like
behind you. I’ve got to carry the books.”
“Bother the books. I’ll carry them.”
“You’ll do nothing of the sort.”
They walked together in silence till
the station doors were in sight. He meant to
go with her all the way to Putney, carrying the books.
“I wish,” he said, “I knew what
would really please you.”
“You do know,” she said.
A moment passed. Tanqueray stopped his stride.
“I’ll go back and beg her pardon now.”
She gave him her hand. He went
back; and between them they forgot the books.
Though it was not yet ten the light
was low in Rose’s bedroom. Rose had gone
to bed. He went up to her room. He raised
the light a little, quietly, and stood by her bedside.
She lay there, all huddled, her body rounded, her
knees drawn up as if she had curled into herself in
her misery. One arm was flung out on the bed-clothes,
the hand hung cramped over a fold of blanket; sleep
only had slackened its convulsive grip. Her lips
were parted, her soft face was relaxed, blurred, stained
in scarlet patches. She had cried herself to
sleep.
And as he looked at her he remembered
how happy she had been playing with Jinny’s
baby; and how his brutal words had struck her in the
hurt place where she was always tender.
His heart smote him. He undressed
quietly and lay down beside her.
She stirred; and, finding him there,
gave a little cry and put her arms about him.
And then he asked her to forgive him,
and she said there was nothing to forgive.
She added with her seeming irrelevance,
“You didn’t go all the way to Putney then?”
She knew he had meant to go.
She knew, too, that he had been sent back.