It was with great reluctance that
Jouffroy acceded to Hadria’s wish to return
home alone. She watched the river banks, and the
boats coming and passing, with a look of farewell
in her eyes. She meant to hold out to the utmost
limits of the possible, but she knew that the possible
had limits, and she awaited judgment at the
bar of destiny.
She hurried home on arriving at the
quay, and found Henriette waiting for her.
“What is it? Tell me at once, if anything
is wrong.”
“Then you knew I was here!” exclaimed
Miss Temperley.
“Yes; M. Jouffroy told me.
He found me at St. Cloud. Quick, Henriette, don’t
keep me in suspense.”
“There is nothing of immediate
seriousness,” Henriette replied, and her sister-in-law
drew a breath of relief. Tea was brought in by
Hannah, and a few questions were asked and answered.
Miss Temperley having been installed in an easy chair,
and her cloak and hat removed, said that her stay
in Paris was uncertain as to length. It would
depend on many things. Hadria rang for the tray
to be taken away, after tea was over, and as Hannah
closed the door, a sensation of sick apprehension overcame
her, for a moment. Henriette had obviously come
to Paris in order to recapture the fugitive, and meant
to employ all her tact in the delicate mission.
She was devoted to Hubert and the children, heart and
soul, and would face anything on their behalf, including
the present disagreeable task. Hadria looked
at her sister-in-law with admiration. She offered
homage to the prowess of the enemy.
Miss Temperley held a commanding position,
fortified by ideas and customs centuries old, and
supported by allies on every side.
It ran through Hadria’s mind
that it was possible to refuse to allow the subject
to be broached, and thus escape the encounter altogether.
It would save many words on both sides. But Henriette
had always been in Hubert’s confidence, and
it occurred to Hadria that it might be well to define
her own position once more, since it was thus about
to be directly and frankly attacked. Moreover,
Hadria began to be fired with the spirit of battle.
It was not merely for herself, but on behalf of her
sex, that she longed to repudiate the insult that seemed
to her, to be involved in Henriette’s whole
philosophy.
However, if the enemy shewed no signs
of hostility, Hadria resolved that she also would
keep the truce.
Miss Temperley had already mentioned
that Mrs. Fullerton was now staying at the Red House,
for change of air. She had been far from well,
and of course was worrying very much over these money
troubles and perils ahead, as well as about Hadria’s
present action. Mrs. Fullerton had herself suggested
that Henriette should go over to Paris to see what
could be done to patch up the quarrel.
“Ah!” exclaimed Hadria,
and a cloud settled on her brow. Henriette had
indeed come armed cap a pie!
There was a significant pause.
“And your mission,” said Hadria at length,
“is to recapture the lost bird.”
“We are considering your own
good,” murmured Miss Temperley.
“If I have not always done what
I ought to have done in my life, it is not for want
of guidance and advice from others,” said Hadria
with a smile and a sigh.
“You are giving everyone so
much pain, Hadria. Do you never think of that?”
There was another long pause.
The two women sat opposite one another. Miss
Temperley’s eyes were bent on the carpet; Hadria’s
on a patch of blue sky that could be seen through
a side street, opposite.
“If you would use your ability
on behalf of your sex instead of against it, Henriette,
women would have cause to bless you, for all time!”
“Ah! if you did but know it,
I am using what ability I have on their behalf,”
Miss Temperley replied. “I am trying to
keep them true to their noble mission. But I
did not come to discuss general questions. I came
to appeal to your best self, Hadria.”
“I am ready,” said Hadria.
“Only, before you start, I want you to remember
clearly what took place at Dunaghee before my marriage;
for I foresee that our disagreement will chiefly hang
upon your lapse of memory on that point, and upon
my perhaps inconveniently distinct recollection of
those events.”
“I wish to lay before you certain
facts and certain results of your present conduct,”
said Henriette.
“Very good. I wish to lay
before you certain facts and certain results of your
past conduct.”
“Ah! do not let us wrangle, Hadria.”
“I don’t wish to wrangle,
but I must keep hold of these threads that you seem
always to drop. And then there is another point:
when I talked of leaving home, it was not I
who suggested that it should be for ever.”
“I know, I know,” cried
Henriette hastily. “I have again and again
pointed out to Hubert how wrong he was in that, and
how he gave you a pretext for what you have done.
I admit it and regret it deeply. Hubert lost
his temper; that is the fact of the matter. He
thought himself bitterly wronged by you.”
“Quite so; he felt it a bitter
wrong that I should claim that liberty of action which
I warned him before our marriage that I should
claim. He made no objection then:
on the contrary, he professed to agree with me; and
declared that he did not care what I might think; but
now he says that in acting as I have acted, I have
forfeited my position, and need not return to the
Red House.”
“I know. But he spoke in
great haste and anger. He has made me his confidante.”
“And his ambassador?”
Henriette shook her head. No;
she had acted entirely on her own responsibility.
She could not bear to see her brother suffering.
He had felt the quarrel deeply.
“On account of the stupid talk,”
said Hadria. “That will soon blow over.”
“On account of the talk partly.
You know his sensitiveness about anything that concerns
his domestic life. He acutely feels your leaving
the children, Hadria. Try to put yourself in his
place. Would you not feel it?”
“If I were a man with two children
of whom I was extremely fond, I have no doubt that
I should feel it very much indeed if I lost an intelligent
and trustworthy superintendent, whose services assured
the children’s welfare, and relieved me of all
anxiety on their account.”
“If you are going to take this
hard tone, Hadria, I fear you will never listen to
reason.”
“Henriette, when people look
popular sentiments squarely in the face, they are
always called hard, or worse. You have kept yourself
thoroughly informed of our affairs. Whose parental
sentiments were gratified by the advent of those children Hubert’s
or mine?”
“But you are a mother.”
Hadria laughed. “You play
into my hands, Henriette. You tacitly acknowledge
that it was not for my gratification that those
children were brought into the world (a common story,
let me observe), and then you remind me that I am
a mother! Your mentor must indeed be slumbering.
You are simply scathing on my behalf!
Have you come all the way from England for this?”
“You won’t understand.
I mean that motherhood has duties. You can’t
deny that.”
“I can and I do.”
Miss Temperley stared. “You
will find no human being to agree with you,”
she said at length.
“That does not alter my opinion.”
“Oh, Hadria, explain yourself!
You utter paradoxes. I want to understand your
point of view.”
“It is simple enough. I
deny that motherhood has duties except when it is
absolutely free, absolutely uninfluenced by the pressure
of opinion, or by any of the innumerable tyrannies
that most children have now to thank for their existence.”
Miss Temperley shook her head.
“I don’t see that any ‘tyranny,’
as you call it, exonerates a mother from her duty
to her child.”
“There we differ. Motherhood,
in our present social state, is the sign and seal
as well as the means and method of a woman’s
bondage. It forges chains of her own flesh and
blood; it weaves cords of her own love and instinct.
She agonizes, and the fruit of her agony is not even
legally hers. Name me a position more abject!
A woman with a child in her arms is, to me, the symbol
of an abasement, an indignity, more complete, more
disfiguring and terrible, than any form of humiliation
that the world has ever seen.”
“You must be mad!” exclaimed
Miss Temperley. “That symbol has stood to
the world for all that is sweetest and holiest.”
“I know it has! So profound has been our
humiliation!”
“I don’t know what to
say to anyone so wrong-headed and so twisted in sentiment.”
Hadria smiled thoughtfully.
“While I am about it, I may
as well finish this disclosure of feeling, which,
again I warn you, is not peculiar to myself,
however you may lay that flattering unction to your
soul. I have seen and heard of many a saddening
evidence of our sex’s slavery since I came to
this terrible and wonderful city: the crude,
obvious buying and selling that we all shudder at;
but hideous as it is, to me it is far less awful than
this other respectable form of degradation that everyone
glows and smirks over.”
Miss Temperley clasped her hands in despair.
“I simply can’t understand
you. What you say is rank heresy against all
that is most beautiful in human nature.”
“Surely the rank heresy is to
be laid at the door of those who degrade and enslave
that which they assert to be most beautiful in human
nature. But I am not speaking to convince; merely
to shew where you cannot count upon me for a point
of attack. Try something else.”
“But it is so strange, so insane,
as it seems to me. Do you mean to throw contempt
on motherhood per se?”
“I am not discussing motherhood
per se; no woman has yet been in a position
to know what it is per se, strange as it may
appear. No woman has yet experienced it apart
from the enormous pressure of law and opinion that
has, always, formed part of its inevitable conditions.
The illegal mother is hounded by her fellows in one
direction; the legal mother is urged and incited in
another: free motherhood is unknown amongst us.
I speak of it as it is. To speak of it per
se, for the present, is to discuss the transcendental.”
There was a moment’s excited
pause, and Hadria then went on more rapidly.
“You know well enough, Henriette, what thousands
of women there are to whom the birth of their children
is an intolerable burden, and a fierce misery from
which many would gladly seek escape by death.
And indeed many do seek escape by death.
What is the use of this eternal conspiracy of silence
about that which every woman out of her teens knows
as well as she knows her own name?”
But Henriette preferred to ignore
that side of her experience. She murmured something
about the maternal instinct, and its potency.
“I don’t deny the potency
of the instinct,” said Hadria, “but I do
say that it is shamefully presumed upon. Strong
it obviously must be, if industrious cultivation and
encouragements and threats and exhortations can make
it so! All the Past as well as all the weight
of opinion and training in the Present has been at
work on it, thrusting and alluring and coercing the
woman to her man-allotted fate.”
“Nature-allotted, if
you please,” said Henriette. “There
is no need for alluring or coercing.”
“Why do it then? Now, be
frank, Henriette, and try not to be offended.
Would you feel no sense of indignity in performing
a function of this sort (however noble and so on you
might think it per se), if you knew that it
would be demanded of you as a duty, if you did not
welcome it as a joy?”
“I should acknowledge it as
a duty, if I did not welcome it as a joy.”
“In other words, you would accept
the position of a slave.”
“How so?”
“By bartering your womanhood,
by using these powers of body, in return for food
and shelter and social favour, or for the sake of so-called
‘duty’ irrespective of perhaps
in direct opposition to your feelings. How then
do you differ from the slave woman who produces a progeny
of young slaves, to be disposed of as shall seem good
to her perhaps indulgent master? I see no essential
difference.”
“I see the difference between
honour and ignominy,” said Henriette. Hadria
shook her head, sadly.
“The differences are all in
detail and in circumstance. I am sorry if I offend
your taste. The facts are offensive. The
bewildering thing is that the facts themselves never
seem to offend you; only the mention of them.”
“It would take too long to go
into this subject,” said Henriette. “I
can only repeat that I fail to understand your extraordinary
views of the holiest of human instincts.”
“That catch-word!
And you use it rashly, Henriette, for do you not know
that the deepest of all degradation comes of misusing
that which is most holy?”
“A woman who does her duty is
not to be accused of misusing anything,” cried
Miss Temperley hotly.
“Is there then no sin, no misuse
of power in sending into the world swarms of fortuitous,
poverty-stricken human souls, as those souls must
be who are born in bondage, with the blended instincts
of the slave and the master for a proud inheritance?
It sounds awful I know, but truth is apt to sound
awful. Motherhood, as our wisdom has appointed
it, among civilized people, represents a prostitution
of the reproductive powers, which precisely corresponds
to that other abuse, which seems to most of us so
infinitely more shocking.”
Miss Temperley preferred not to reply
to such a remark, and the entrance of little Martha
relieved the tension of the moment. Henriette,
though she bore the child a grudge, could not resist
her when she came forward and put up her face to be
kissed.
“She is really growing very
pretty,” said Henriette, in a tone which betrayed
the agitation which she had been struggling to hide.
Martha ran for her doll and her blue
man, and was soon busy at play, in a corner of the
room, building Eiffel Towers out of stone bricks, and
knocking them down again.
“I don’t yet quite understand,
Henriette, your object in coming to Paris.”
Hadria’s voice had grown calmer.
“I came to make an appeal to
your sense of duty and your generosity.”
“Ah!”
“I came,” Henriette went
on, bracing herself as if for a great effort, “to
remind you that when you married, you entered into
a contract which you now repudiate.”
Hadria started up, reddening with anger.
“I did no such thing, and you
know it, Henriette. How do you dare to
sit there and tell me that?”
“I tell you nothing but the
truth. Every woman who marries enters, by that
fact, into a contract.”
Miss Temperley had evidently regarded
this as a strong card and played it hopefully.
Hadria was trembling with anger.
She steadied her voice. “Then you actually
intended to entrap me into this so-called contract,
by leading me to suppose that it would mean nothing
more between Hubert and myself than an unavoidable
formality! You tell me this to my face, and don’t
appear to see that you are confessing an act of deliberate
treachery.”
“Nonsense,” cried Henriette.
“There was nothing that any sane person would
have objected to, in our conduct.”
Hadria stood looking down scornfully
on her sister-in-law. She shrugged her shoulders,
as if in bewilderment.
“And yet you would have felt
yourselves stained with dishonour for the rest of
your lives had you procured anything else on
false pretences! But a woman that
is a different affair. The code of honour does
not here apply, it would seem. Any fraud may
be honourably practised on her, and wild is
the surprise and indignation if she objects when she
finds it out.”
“You are perfectly mad,”
cried Henriette, tapping angrily with her fingers
on the arm of her chair.
“What I say is true, whether
I be mad or sane. What you call the ‘contract’
is simply a cunning contrivance for making a woman
and her possible children the legal property of a
man, and for enlisting her own honour and conscience
to safeguard the disgraceful transaction.”
“Ah,” said Henriette,
on the watch for her opportunity, “then you admit
that her honour and conscience are enlisted?”
“Certainly, in the case of most
women. That enlistment is a masterpiece of policy.
To make a prisoner his own warder is surely no light
stroke of genius. But that is exactly what I
refused to be from the first, and no one could have
spoken more plainly. And now you are shocked and
pained and aggrieved because I won’t eat my words.
Yet we have talked over all this, in my room at Dunaghee,
by the hour. Oh! Henriette, why did you
not listen to your conscience and be honest with me?”
“Hadria, you insult me.”
“Why could not Hubert choose
one among the hundreds and thousands of women who
would have passed under the yoke without a question,
and have gladly harnessed herself to his chariot by
the reins of her own conscience?”
“I would to heaven he had!”
Henriette was goaded into replying.
Hadria laughed. Then her brow
clouded with pain. “Ah, why did he not
meet my frankness with an equal frankness, at the time?
All this trouble would have been saved us both if
only he had been honest.”
“My dear, he was in love with you.”
“And so he thought himself justified
in deceiving me. There is indeed war to
the knife between the sexes!” Hadria stood with
her elbows on the back of a high arm-chair, her chin
resting on her hands.
“It is not fair to use that
word. I tell you that we both confidently expected
that when you had more experience you would be like
other women and adjust yourself sensibly to your conditions.”
“I see,” said Hadria,
“and so it was decided that Hubert was to pretend
to have no objections to my wild ideas, so as to obtain
my consent, trusting to the ponderous bulk of circumstance
to hold me flat and subservient when I no longer had
a remedy in my power. You neither of you lack
brains, at any rate.” Henriette clenched
her hands in the effort of self-control.
“In ninety-nine cases out of
a hundred, our forecasts would have come true,”
she said. “I mean
“That is refreshingly frank,” cried Hadria.
“We thought we acted for the best.”
“Oh, if it comes to that, the
Spanish Inquisitors doubtless thought that they were
acting for the best, when they made bonfires of heretics
in the market-places.” Henriette bent her
head and clasped the arms of the chair, tightly.
“Well, if there be any one at
fault in the matter, I am the culprit,”
she said in a voice that trembled. “It was
I who assured Hubert that experience would
alter you. It was I who represented to him that
though you might be impulsive, even hard at times,
you could not persist in a course that would give
pain, and that if you saw that any act of yours caused
him to suffer, you would give it up. I was convinced
that your character was good and noble au fond,
Hadria, and I have believed it up to this moment.”
Hadria drew herself together with
a start, and her face darkened. “You make
me regret that I ever had a good or a pitiful impulse!”
she cried with passion.
She went to the window and stood leaning
against the casement, with crossed arms.
Henriette turned round in her chair.
“Why do you always resist your better nature,
Hadria?”
“You use it against me.
It is the same with all women. Let them beware
of their ‘better natures,’ poor hunted
fools! for that ‘better nature’ will be
used as a dog-chain, by which they can be led, like
toy-terriers, from beginning to end of what they are
pleased to call their lives!”
“Oh, Hadria, Hadria!” cried Miss Temperley
with deep regret in her tone.
But Hadria was only roused by the remonstrance.
“It is cunning, shallow, heartless
women, who really fare best in our society; its conditions
suit them. They have no pity, no sympathy to
make a chain of; they don’t mind stooping
to conquer; they don’t mind playing upon
the weaker, baser sides of men’s natures; they
don’t mind appealing, for their own ends, to
the pity and generosity of others; they don’t
mind swallowing indignity and smiling abjectly, like
any woman of the harem at her lord, so that they gain
their object. That is the sort of ‘woman’s
nature’ that our conditions are busy selecting.
Let us cultivate it. We live in a scientific age;
the fittest survive. Let us be ‘fit.’”
“Let us be womanly, let us do
our duty, let us hearken to our conscience!”
cried Henriette.
“Thank you! If my conscience
is going to be made into a helm by which others may
guide me according to their good pleasure, the sooner
that helm is destroyed the better. That is the
conclusion to which you drive me and the rest of us,
Henriette.”
“Charity demands that I do not
believe what you say,” said Miss Temperley.
“Oh, don’t trouble to be charitable!”
Henriette heaved a deep sigh.
“Hadria,” she said, “are you going
to allow your petty rancour about this well,
I will call it error of ours, if you like to be severe are
you going to bear malice and ruin your own life and
Hubert’s and the children’s? Are you
so unforgiving, so lacking in generosity?”
“You call it an error.
I call it a treachery,” returned Hadria.
“Why should the results of that treachery be
thrust on to my shoulders to bear? Why
should my generosity be summoned to your rescue?
But I suppose you calculated on that sub-consciously,
at the time.”
“Hadria!”
“This is a moment for plain
speaking, if ever there was one. You must have
reckoned on an appeal to my generosity, and on the
utter helplessness of my position when once I was
safely entrapped. It was extremely clever and
well thought out. Do you suppose that you would
have dared to act as you did, if there had been means
of redress in my hands, after marriage?”
“If I did rely on your
generosity, I admit my mistake,” said Henriette
bitterly.
“And now when your deed brings
its natural harvest of disaster, you and Hubert come
howling, like frightened children, to have the mischief
set straight again, the consequences of your treachery
averted, by me, of all people on this earth!”
“You are his wife, the mother of his children.”
“In heaven’s name, Henriette, why do you
always run into my very jaws?”
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“Why do you catalogue my injuries when your
point is to deny them?”
Henriette rose with a vivid flush.
“Hadria, Hubert is one of the best men in England.
I
“When have I disputed that?”
Hadria advanced towards Miss Temperley,
and stood looking her full in the face.
“I believe that Hubert has acted
conscientiously, according to his standard. But
I detest his standard. He did not think it wrong
or treacherous to behave as he did towards me.
But it is that very fact that I so bitterly
resent. I could have forgiven him a sin against
myself alone, which he acknowledged to be a sin.
But this is a sin against my entire sex, which he
does not acknowledge to be a sin. It is
the insolence that is implied in supposing it allowable
for a man to trick a woman in that way, without the
smallest damage to his self-respect, that sticks so
in my throat. What does it imply as regards his
attitude towards all women? Ah! it is that
which makes me feel so rancorous. And I resent
Hubert’s calm assumption that he had a right
to judge what was best for me, and even to force me,
by fraud, into following his view, leaving me afterwards
to adjust myself with circumstance as best I might:
to make my bitter choice between unconditional surrender,
and the infliction of pain and distress, on him, on
my parents, on everybody. Ah, you calculated cunningly,
Henriette! I am a coward about giving pain,
little as you may now be disposed to credit it.
You have tight hold of the end of my chain.”
Hadria was pacing restlessly up and
down the room. Little Martha ran out with her
doll, and offered it, as if with a view to chase away
the perturbed look from Hadria’s face.
The latter stooped mechanically and took the doll,
smiling her thanks, and stroking the child’s
fair curls tenderly. Then she recommenced her
walk up and down the room, carrying the doll carefully
on her arm.
“Take care of dolly,”
Martha recommended, and went back to her other toys.
“Yes, Henriette, you and Hubert
have made your calculations cleverly. You have
advocates only too eloquent in my woman’s temperament.
You have succeeded only too well by your fraud, through
which I now stand here, with a life in fragments,
bound, chafe as I may, to choose between alternative
disasters for myself and for all of us. Had you
two only acted straightly with me, and kindly allowed
me to judge for myself, instead of treacherously insisting
on judging for me, this knot of your tying which you
naively bring me to unravel, would never have wrung
the life out of me as it is doing now nor
would it have caused you and Hubert so much virtuous
distress.”
Hadria recommenced her restless pacing to and fro.
“But, Hadria, do be calm,
do look at the matter from our point of view.
I have owned my indiscretion.” (Hadria gave a
little scornful cry.) “Surely you are not going
to throw over all allegiance to your husband on that
account, even granting he was to blame.”
Hadria stopped abruptly.
“I deny that I owe allegiance
to a man who so treated me. I don’t deny
that he had excuses. The common standards exonerate
him; but, good heavens, a sense of humour, if nothing
else, ought to save him from making this grotesque
claim on his victim! To preach the duties of wife
and mother to me!” Hadria broke into a
laugh. “It is inconceivably comic.”
Henriette shrugged her shoulders.
“I fear my sense of humour is defective.
I can’t see the justice of repudiating the duty
of one’s position, since there the position
is, an accomplished fact not to be denied.
Why not make the best of it?”
“Henriette, you are amazing!
Supposing a wicked bigamist had persuaded a woman
to go through a false marriage ceremony, and when she
became aware of her real position, imagine him saying
to her, with grave and virtuous mien, ’My dear,
why repudiate the duties of your position, since there
your position is, an accomplished fact not to
be denied?’”
“Oh, that’s preposterous,” cried
Henriette.
“It’s preposterous and it’s parallel.”
“Hubert did not try to entrap you into doing
what was wrong.”
“We need not discuss that, for
it is not the point. The point is that the position
(be that right or wrong) was forced on the woman in
both cases by fraud, and is then used as a pretext
to exact from her the desired conduct; what the author
of the fraud euphoniously calls ‘duty.’”
“You are positively insulting!” cried
Henriette, rising.
By this time, Hadria had allowed the
doll to slip back, and its limp body was hanging down
disconsolately from her elbow, although she was clutching
it, with absent-minded anxiety, to her side, in the
hope of arresting its threatened fall.
“Oh, look at dolly, look, look!”
cried Martha reproachfully. Hadria seized its
legs and pulled it back again, murmuring some consolatory
promise to its mistress.
“It is strange how you succeed
in putting me on the defensive, Henriette I
who have been wronged. A horrible wrong it is
too. It has ruined my life. You will never
know all that it implies, never, never, though I talk
till Doomsday. Nobody will except Professor
Fortescue.”
Henriette gave a horrified gesture.
“I believe you are in love with that man. That
is the cause of all this wild conduct.”
Miss Temperley had lost self-control for a moment.
Hadria looked at her steadily.
“I beg your pardon. I spoke
in haste, Hadria. You have your faults, but Hubert
has nothing to fear from you in that respect, I am
sure.”
“Really?” Hadria had come
forward and was standing with her left elbow on the
mantel-piece, the doll still tucked under her right
arm. “And you think that I would, at all
hazards, respect a legal tie which no feeling consecrates?”
“I do you that justice,”
murmured Henriette, turning very white.
“You think that I should regard
myself as so completely the property of a man whom
I do not love, and who actively dislikes me, as to
hold my very feelings in trust for him. Disabuse
yourself of that idea, Henriette. I claim rights
over myself, and I will hold myself in pawn for no
man. This is no news either to you or to Hubert.
Why pretend that it is?”
Henriette covered her face with her hands.
“I can but hope,” she
said at length, “that even now you are saying
these horrible things out of mere opposition.
I cannot, I simply cannot believe, that you
would bring disgrace upon us all.”
“If you chose to regard it as
a disgrace that I should make so bold as to lay claim
to myself, that, it seems to me, would be your own
fault.” Henriette sprang forward white
and trembling, and clutched Hadria’s arm excitedly.
“Ah! you could not! you
could not! Think of your mother and father,
if you will not think of your husband and children.
You terrify me!”
Hadria was moved with pity at Henriette’s
white quivering face.
“Don’t trouble,”
she said, more gently. “There is no thunderbolt
about to fall in our discreet circle.” (A hideous
crash from the overturning of one of Martha’s
Eiffel Towers seemed to belie the words.)
Miss Temperley’s clutch relaxed,
and she gave a gasp of relief.
“Tell me, Hadria, that you did not mean what
you said.”
“I can’t do that, for I meant it, every
syllable.”
“Promise me then at least, that
before you do anything to bring misery and disgrace
on us all, you will tell us of your intention, and
give us a chance of putting our side of the matter
before you.”
“Of protecting your vested interests,”
said Hadria; “your right of way through my flesh
and spirit.”
“Of course you put it unkindly.”
“I will not make promises for
the future. The future is quite enough hampered
with the past, without setting anticipatory traps and
springes for unwary feet. But I refuse this promise
merely on general principles. I am not about
to distress you in that particular way, though I think
you would only have yourselves to blame if I were.”
Miss Temperley drew another deep breath,
and the colour began to return to her face.
“So far, so good,” she
said. “Now tell me Is there nothing
that would make you accept your duties?”
“Even if I were to accept what
you call my duties, it would not be in the spirit
that you would desire to see. It would be in cold
acknowledgment of the force of existing facts facts
which I regard as preposterous, but admit to be coercive.”
Henriette sank wearily into her chair.
“Do you then hold it justifiable
for a woman to inflict pain on those near to her,
by a conduct that she may think justifiable in itself?”
Hadria hesitated for a moment.
“A woman is so desperately entangled,
and restricted, and betrayed, by common consent, in
our society, that I hold her justified in using desperate
means, as one who fights for dear life. She may
harden her heart if she can.”
“I am thankful to think that
she very seldom can!” cried Henriette.
“Ah! that is our weak point!
For a long time to come, we shall be overpowered by
our own cage-born instincts, by our feminine conscience
that has been trained so cleverly to dog the woman’s
footsteps, in man’s interest his
detective in plain clothes!”
“Of course, if you repudiate
all moral claim ” began Henriette,
weakly.
“I will not insult your intelligence
by considering that remark.”
“Are you determined to harden
yourself against every appeal?” Hadria looked
at her sister-in-law, in silence.
“Why don’t you answer me, Hadria?”
“Because I have just been endeavouring,
evidently in vain, to explain in what light I regard
appeals on this point.”
“Then Hubert and the children
are to be punished for what you are pleased to call
his fraud the fraud of a man in love with
you, anxious to please you, to agree with you, and
believing you too good and noble to allow his life
to be spoilt by this girl’s craze for freedom.
It is inconceivable!”
“I fear that Hubert must be
prepared to endure the consequences of his actions,
like the rest of us. It is the custom, I know,
for the sex that men call weaker, to saddle themselves
with the consequences of men’s deeds, but I
think we should have a saner, and a juster world if
the custom were discontinued.”
“You have missed one of the
noblest lessons of life, Hadria,” cried Miss
Temperley, rising to leave. “You do not
understand the meaning of self-sacrifice.”
“A principle that, in woman,
has been desecrated by misuse,” said Hadria.
“There is no power, no quality, no gift or virtue,
physical or moral, that we have not been trained
to misuse. Self-sacrifice stands high on the
list.”
Miss Temperley shrugged her shoulders,
sadly and hopelessly.
“You have fortified yourself
on every side. My words only prompt you to throw
up another earthwork at the point attacked. I
do harm instead of good. I will leave you to
think the matter over alone.” Miss Temperley
moved towards the door.
“Ah, you are clever, Henriette!
You know well that I am far better acquainted with
the weak points of my own fortifications than you can
be, who did not build them, and that when I have done
with the defence against you, I shall commence the
attack myself. You have all the advantages on
your side. Mine is a forlorn hope: a
handful of Greeks at Thermopylae against all the host
of the Great King. We are foredoomed; the little
band must fall, but some day, Henriette, when you and
I shall be no more troubled with these turbulent questions some
day, these great blundering hosts of barbarians will
be driven back, and the Greek will conquer. Then
the realm of liberty will grow wide!”
“I begin to hate the very name!” exclaimed
Henriette.
Hadria’s eyes flashed, and she
stood drawn up, straight and defiant, before the mantel-piece.
“Ah! there is a fiercer Salamis
and a crueller Marathon yet to be fought, before the
world will so much as guess what freedom means.
I have no illusions now, regarding my own chances,
but I should hold it as an honour to stand and fall
at Thermopylae, with Leonidas and his Spartans.”
“I believe that some day you
will see things with different eyes,” said Henriette.
The doll fell with a great crash,
into the fender among the fire-irons, and there was
a little burst of laughter. Miss Temperley passed
through the door, at the same instant, with great
dignity.