When the governor-elect and his bride
entered the Rockharrt town house, they were received
by a group of obsequious servants, headed by Jason,
the butler, and Jane, the housekeeper, and among whom
stood Martha, lady’s maid to the new Mrs. Rothsay.
“Will you come into the drawing
room and rest, dear, before going upstairs?”
inquired Mr. Rothsay of his bride, as they stood together
in the front hall.
“No, thank you. I will
go to my room. Come, Martha!” said the bride,
and she went up stairs, followed by her maid.
Rule stood where she had so hastily
left him, in the hall, looking so much at a loss that
presently Jason volunteered to say:
“Shall I show you to your apartment, sir?”
“Yes,” answered Mr. Rothsay.
And he followed the servant up stairs to a large and
handsomely furnished bed chamber, having a dressing
room attached.
Jason lighted the wax candles on the
dressing table and on the mantel piece, and then inquired:
“Is there anything else I can do for you, sir?”
“No,” replied Mr. Rothsay.
And the servant retired.
Rothsay was alone in the room.
He had never set up a valet; he had always waited
on himself. Now, however, he was again at a loss.
He was covered with railway dust and smoke, yet he
saw no conveniences for ablution.
While he stood there, a shout arose
in the street outside. A single voice raised
the cheer:
“Hoo-rah-ah-ah
for Rothsay!”
He went to the front window of the
room. The sashes were hoisted, for the night
was warm; but the shutters were closed. He turned
the slats a little and looked down on the square below.
It was filled with pedestrians, and every window of
every house in sight was illuminated. When the
shouts had died away, he heard voices in the room.
He was himself accidentally concealed by the window
curtains. He looked around and saw his bride
emerge from the dressing room, attired in an elegant
dinner costume of rich maize-colored satin and black
lace, with crocuses in her superb black hair.
She passed through the room without having seen him,
and went down stairs followed by her maid.
He saw the door of the dressing room
standing open and went into it. It was no mere
closet, but a large, well lighted and convenient apartment,
furnished with every possible appurtenance for the
toilet. Here he found his trunk, his valise,
his dressing case, all unpacked-his brushes
and combs laid out in order, his dinner suit hung
over a rack-every requirement of his toilet
in complete readiness as if prepared by an experienced
valet. All this he had been accustomed to do,
and expected to do, for himself. Who had served
him? Had Corona and her maid? Impossible!
He quickly made a refreshing evening
toilet and went down stairs, for he was eager to rejoin
his bride. He found her in the drawing room; but
scarcely had he seated himself at her side when the
door was opened and dinner announced by Jason.
They both arose; he gave her his arm,
and they followed the solemn butler to the dining
room, which was on the opposite side of the front
hall and in the rear of the library.
An elegant tete-a-tete dinner but
for the presence of the old butler and one young footman
who waited on them.
They did not linger long at table,
but soon left it and returned together to the drawing
room.
They had scarcely seated themselves
when the door bell rang, and in a few moments afterward
a card was brought in and handed to Mr. Rothsay, who
took it and read:
A.B. Crawford.
“Show the judge into the library
and say that I will be with him in a few moments,”
he said to the servant.
“He is one of the judges of
the supreme court of the State, dear, and I must go
to him. I hope he will not keep me long,”
said Mr. Rothsay, as he raised the hand of his bride
to his lips and then left the room.
With a sigh of intense relief Cora
leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes.
People have been known to die suddenly
in their chairs. Why could not she die as she
sat there, with her whole head heavy and her whole
heart faint, she thought.
She listened-fearfully-for
the return of her husband, but he did not come as
soon as he had hoped to do; for while she listened
the door bell rang again, and another visitor made
his appearance, and after a short delay was shown
into the library.
Then came another, and still another,
and afterward others, until the library must have
been half full of callers on the governor-elect.
And presently a large band of musicians
halted before the house and began a serenade.
They played and sang “Hail to the Chief,”
“Yankee Doodle,” “Hail Columbia,”
and other popular or national airs.
Mr. Rothsay and his friends went out
to see them and thank them, and then their shouts
rent the air as they retired from the scene.
The gentlemen re-entered the house and retired to the
library, where they resumed their discussion of official business, until another
multitude had gathered before the house and shouts of-
“Hoo-rah-ah ah for Rothsay!” rose to the
empyrean.
Neither the governor-elect nor his companions responded in
any way to this compliment until loud, disorderly cries for-
“Rothsay!”
“Rothsay!”
“Rothsay!”
constrained them to appear.
The governor-elect was again greeted
with thundering cheers. When silence was restored
he made a short, pithy address, which was received
with rounds of applause at the close of every paragraph.
When the speech was finished, he bowed
and withdrew, and the crowd, with a final cheer, dispersed.
Mr. Rothsay retired once more to the
library, accompanied by his friends, to renew their
discussion.
Cora, in her restlessness of spirit,
arose from her seat and walked several times up and
down the floor.
Presently, weary of walking, and attracted
by the coolness and darkness of the back drawing room,
in which the chandeliers had not been lighted, she
passed between the draped blue satin portieres that
divided it from the front room and entered the apartment.
The French windows stood open upon
a richly stored flower garden, from which the refreshing
fragrance of dewy roses, lilies, violets, cape jasmines,
and other aromatic plants was wafted by the westerly
breeze.
Cora seated herself upon the sofa
between the two low French windows, and waited.
Presently she heard the visitors taking leave.
“The committee will wait on
you between ten and eleven to-morrow morning,”
she heard one gentleman say, as they passed out.
Then several “good nights”
were uttered, and the guests all departed, and the
door was closed.
Cora heard her husband’s quick,
eager step as he hurried into the front drawing room,
seeking his wife.
She felt her heart sinking, the high
nervous tension of her whole frame relaxing.
She heard the hall clock strike ten. When the
last stroke died away, she heard her husband’s
voice calling, softly:
“Cora, love, wife, where are you?”
She could bear no more. The overtasked heart
gave way.
When, the next instant, the eager
bridegroom pushed aside the satin portieres and entered
the apartment, with a flood of light from the room
in front, he found his bride had thrown herself down
on the Persian rug before the sofa in the wildest
anguish and despair and in a paroxysm of passionate
sobs and tears.
What a sight to meet a newly-made,
adoring husband’s eyes on his marriage evening
and on the eve of the day of his highest triumph, in
love as in ambition!
For one petrified moment he gazed
on her, too much amazed to utter a word.
Then suddenly he stooped, raised her
as lightly as if she had been a baby, and laid her
on the sofa.
“Cora-love-wife!
Oh! what is this?” he cried, bending over her.
She did not answer; she could not,
for choking sobs and drowning tears.
He knelt beside her, and took her
hand, and bent his face to hers, and murmured:
“Oh, my love! my wife! what troubles you?”
She wrenched her hand from his, turned
her face from him, buried her head in the cushions
of the sofa, and gave way to a fresh storm of anguish.
When she repulsed him in this spasmodic
manner, he recoiled as a man might do who had received
a sudden blow; but he did not rise from his position,
but watched beside her sofa, in great distress of mind,
patiently waiting for her to speak and explain.
Gradually her tempest of emotion seemed
to be raging itself into the rest of exhaustion.
Her sobs and tears grew fainter and fewer; and presently
after that she drew out her handkerchief, and raised
herself to a sitting position, and began to wipe her
wet and tear-stained face and eyes. Though her
tears and sobs had ceased, still her bosom heaved
convulsively.
He arose and seated himself beside
her, put his arm around her, and drew her beautiful
black, curled head upon his faithful breast, and bending
his face to hers, entreated her to tell him the cause
of her grief.
“What is it, dear one?
Have you had bad news? A telegram from Rockhold?
Either of the old people had a stroke? Tell me,
dear?”
“Nothing-has-happened,”
she answered, giving each word with a gasp.
“Then what troubles you, dear?
Tell me, wife! tell me! I am your husband!”
he whispered, smoothing her black hair, and gazing
with infinite tenderness on her troubled face.
“Oh, Rule! Rule! Rule!”
she moaned, closing her eyes, that could not bear
his gaze.
“Tell me, dear,” he murmured,
gently, continuing to stroke her hair.
“I am-nervous-Rule,”
she breathed. “I shall get over it-presently.
Give me-a little time,” she gasped.
“Nervous?” He gazed down
on her woe-writhen face, with its closed eyes that
would not meet his own. Yes, doubtless she was
nervous-very nervous-but she
was more than that. Mere nervousness never blanched
a woman’s face, wrung her features or convulsed
her form like this.
“Cora, look at me, dear.
There is something I have to say to you.”
She forced herself to lift her eyelids
and meet the honest, truthful eyes that looked down
into hers.
“Cora,” he said, with
a certain grave yet sweet tone of authority, “there
is some great burden on your mind, dear-a
burden too heavy for you to bear alone.”
“Oh, it is! it is! it is!”
she wailed, as if the words had broken from her without
her knowledge.
“Then let me share it,” he pleaded.
“Oh, Rule! Rule! Rule!” she
wailed, dropping her head upon his breast.
“Is your trouble so bitter,
dear? What is it, Cora? It can be nothing
that I may not share and relieve. Tell me, dear.”
“Oh, Rule, bear with me!
I did not wish to distress you with my folly, my madness.
Do not mind it, Rule. It will pass away.
Indeed, it will. I will do my duty by you.
I will be a true wife to you, after all. Only
do not disturb your own righteous spirit about me,
do not notice my moods; and give me time. I shall
come all right. I shall be to you-all
that you wish me to be. But, for the Lord’s
love, Rule, give me time!” she pleaded, with
voice and eyes so full of woe that the man’s
heart sank in his bosom.
He grew pale and withdrew his arm
from her neck. She lifted her head from his breast
then and leaned back in the corner of the sofa.
She trembled with fear now, lest she had betrayed
her secret, which she had resolved to keep for his
own sake. She looked and waited for his words.
He was very still, pale and grave. Presently he
spoke very gently to the grieving woman.
“Dear, you have said too much
and too little. Tell me all now, Cora. It
is best that you should, dear.”
“Rule! oh, Rule! must I? must
I?” she pleaded, wringing her hands.
“Yes, Cora; it is best, dear.”
“Oh, I would have borne anything
to have spared you this. But-I betrayed
myself. Oh, Rule, please try to forget what you
have seen and heard. Bear with me for a little
while. Give me some little time to get over this,
and you shall see how truly I will do my duty-how
earnestly I will try to make you happy,” she
prayed.
“I know, dear-I know
you will be a good, dear wife, and a dearly loved
and fondly cherished wife. But begin, dear, by
giving me your confidence. There can be no real
union without confidence between husband and wife,
my Cora. Surely, you may trust me, dear,”
he said, with serious tenderness.
“Yes; I can trust you.
I will trust you with all, through all, Rule.
You are wise and good. You will forgive me and
help me to do right.” She spoke so wildly
and so excitedly that he laid his hand tenderly, soothingly,
on her head, and begged her to be calm and to confide
in him without hesitation.
Then she told him all.
What a story for a newly-married husband
to hear from his wife on the evening of their wedding
day!
He listened in silence, and without
moving a muscle of his face or form. When he
had heard all he arose from the sofa, stood up, then
reeled to an arm chair near at hand and dropped heavily
into it, his huge, stalwart frame as weak from sudden
faintness as that of an infant.
“Oh, Rule! Rule! your anger
is just! It is just!” cried Cora, wringing
her hands in despair.
He looked at her in great trouble,
but his beautiful eyes expressed only the most painful
compassion. He could not answer her. He could
not trust himself to speak yet. His breast was
heaving, working tumultuously. His tawny-bearded
chin was quivering. He shut his lips firmly together,
and tried to still the convulsion of his frame.
“Oh, Rule, be angry with me,
blame me, reproach me, for I am to blame-bitterly,
bitterly to blame. But do not hate me, for I love
you, Rule, with a sister’s love. And forgive
me, Rule-not just now, for that would be
impossible, perhaps. But, oh! do forgive me after
a while, Rule, for I do repent-oh, I do
repent that treason of the heart-that treason
against one so worthy of the truest love and honor
which woman gives to man. You will forgive me-after
a while-after a-probation?”
She paused and looked wistfully at
his grave, pained, patient face.
He could not yet answer her.
“Oh, if you will give me time,
Rule, I will-I will banish every thought,
every memory of my-my-my season
in London, and will devote myself to you with all
my heart and soul. No man ever had, or ever could
have, a more devoted wife than I will be to you, if
you will only trust me and be happy, Rule. Oh!”
she suddenly burst forth, seeing that he did not reply
to her, “you are bitterly angry with me.
You hate me. You cannot forgive me. You
blame me without mercy. And you are right.
You are right.”
Now he forced himself to speak, though
in a low and broken voice.
“Angry? With you, Cora? No, dear,
no.”
“You blame me, though. You must blame me,”
she sobbed.
“Blame you? No, dear.
You have not been to blame,” he faltered, faintly,
for he was an almost mortally wounded man.
“Ah! what do you mean?
Why do you speak to me so kindly, so gently? I
could bear your anger, your reproaches, Rule, better
than this tenderness, that breaks my heart with shame
and remorse!” cried Cora, bursting into a passion
of sobs and tears.
He did not come near her to take her
in his arms and comfort her as before. A gulf
had opened between them which he felt that he could
not pass, but he spoke to her very gently and compassionately.
“Do not grieve so bitterly,
dear,” he said. “Do not accuse yourself
so unjustly. You have done no wrong to me, or
to any human being. You have done nothing but
good to me, and to every human being in your reach.
To me you have been more than tongue can tell-my
first friend, my muse, my angel, my inspiration to
all that is best, greatest, highest in human life-the
goal of all my earthly, all my heavenly aspirations.
That I should love you with a pure, single, ardent
passion of enthusiasm was natural, was inevitable.
But that you, dear, should mistake your feelings toward
me, mistake sisterly affection, womanly sympathy,
intellectual appreciation, for that living fire of
eternal love which only should unite man and woman,
was natural, too, though most unfortunate. I
am not fair to look upon, Cora. I have no form,
no comeliness, that any one should-
He was suddenly interrupted by the
girl, who sprang from her seat and sank at his feet,
clasped his knees, and dropped her head upon his hands
in a tempest of sobs and tears, crying:
“Oh, Rule! I never did
deserve your love! I never was worthy of you!
And I long have known it. But I do love you!
I do love you! Oh, give me time and opportunity
to prove it!” she pleaded, with many tears, saying
the same words over and over again, or words with
the same meaning.
He laid both his large hands softly
on her bowed head and held them there with a soothing,
quieting, mesmeric touch, until she had sobbed, and
cried, and talked herself into silence, and then he
said:
“No, Cora! No, dear!
You are good and true to the depths of your soul;
but you deceive yourself. You do not love me.
It is not your fault. You cannot do so!
You pity, you esteem, you appreciate; and you mistake
these sentiments as you mistook sisterly affection
for such love as only should sanctify the union of
man and woman.”
“But I will, Rule. I will
love you even so! Give me time! A little
time! I am your own,” she pleaded.
“No, dear, no. I am sure
that you would do your best, at any cost to yourself.
You would consecrate your life to one whom yet you
do not love, because you cannot love. But the
sacrifice is too great, dear-a sacrifice
which no woman should ever make for any cause, which
no man should ever accept under any circumstances.
You must not immolate yourself on my unworthy shrine,
Cora.”
“Oh, Rule! What do you
mean? You frighten me! What do you intend
to do?” exclaimed Cora, with a new fear in her
heart.
“I will tell you later, dear,
when we are both quieter. And, Cora, promise
me one thing-for your own sake, dear.”
“I will promise you anything
you wish, Rule. And be glad to do so. Glad
to do anything that will please you,” she earnestly
assured him.
“Then promise that whatever
may happen, you will never tell any human being what
you have told me to-night.”
“I promise this on my honor, Rule.”
“Promise that you will never
repeat one word of this interview between us to any
living being.”
“I promise this, also, on my honor, Rule.”
“That is all I ask, and it is
exacted for your own sake, dear. The fair name
of a woman is so white and pure that the smallest speck
can be seen upon it. And now, dear, it is nearly
eleven o’clock. Will you ring for your
maid and go to your room? I have letters to write-in
the library-which, I think, will occupy
me the whole night,” he said, as he took her
hand and gently raised her to her feet.
At that moment a servant entered, bringing a card.
Mr. Rothsay took it toward the portiere
and read it by the light of the chandelier in the
front room.
“Show the gentleman to the library,
and say that I will be with him in a few minutes,”
said Rothsay.
“If you please, sir, the lights
are out and the library locked. I did not know
that it would be wanted again to-night. But I
will light up, sir.”
“Wax candles? It would
take too long. Show the gentleman into this front
room,” said the governor-elect.
The servant went to do his bidding.
Then Rothsay turned to Cora, saying:
“I must see this man, dear,
late as it is! I will bid you good night now.
God bless you, dear.”
And without even a farewell kiss, Rothsay passed out.
And Cora did not know that he had gone for good.
She rang for her maid and retired
to her room, there to pass a sleepless, anxious, remorseful
night.
What would be the result of her confession
to her husband? She dared not to conjecture.
He had been gentle, tender, most considerate,
and most charitable to her weakness, never speaking
of his own wrongs, never reproaching her for inconstancy.
He had said, in effect, that he would
come to an understanding with her later, when they
both should be stronger.
When would that be? To-morrow?
Scarcely, for the ceremonies of the
coming day must occupy every moment of his time.
And what, eventually, would he do?
His words, divinely compassionate
as they had been, had shadowed forth a separation
between them. Had he not told her that to be the
wife of a husband she could not love would be a sacrifice
that no woman should ever make and no man should ever
accept? That she should not so offer up her life
for him?
What could this mean but a contemplated separation?
So Cora lay sleepless and tortured by these harrassing
questions.
When Rule Rothsay entered the front
drawing room he found there a young merchant marine
captain whom he had known for many years, though not
intimately.
“Ah, how do you do, Ross?” he said.
“How do you do, Governor? I must ask pardon
for calling so late, but-
“Not at all. How can I be of use to you?”
“Why, in no way whatever.
Don’t suppose that every one who calls to see
you has an office to seek or an ax to grind. Though,
I suppose, most of them have,” said the visitor,
as he seated himself.
Rothsay dropped into a chair, and
forced himself to talk to the young sailor.
“Just in from a voyage, Ross?”
“No; just going out, Governor.”
Rothsay smiled at this premature bestowal
of the high official title, but did not set the matter
right. It was of too little importance.
“I was going to explain, Governor,
that I was just passing through the city on my way
to Norfolk, from which my ship is to sail to-morrow.
So I had to take the midnight train. But I could
not go without trying for a chance to see and shake
hands with you and congratulate you.”
“You are very kind, Ross.
I thank you,” said Rothsay, somewhat wearily.
“You’re not looking well,
Governor. I suppose all this ’fuss and
feathers’ is about as harassing as a stormy sea
voyage. Well, I will not keep you up long.
I should have been here earlier, only I went first
to the hotel to inquire for you, and there I learned
that you were here in old Rockharrt’s house,
and had married his granddaughter. Congratulate
you again, Governor. Not many men have had such
a double triumph as you. She is a splendidly
beautiful woman. I saw her once in Washington
City, at the President’s reception. She
was the greatest belle in the place. That reminds
me that I must not keep you away from her ladyship.
This is only hail and farewell. Good night.
I declare, Rothsay, you look quite worn out.
Don’t see any other visitor to-night, in case
there should be another fool besides myself come to
worry you at this hour. Now good-by,” said
the visitor, rising and offering his hand.
“Good-by, Ross. I wish
you a pleasant and prosperous voyage,” said
Rothsay, rising to shake hands with his visitor.
He followed the young sailor to the
hall, and seeing nothing of the porter, he let the
visitor out and locked the door after him.
Then he returned to the drawing room.
Holding his head between his hands he walked slowly
up and down the floor-up and down the floor-up
and down-many times.
“This is weakness,” he
muttered, “to be thinking of myself when I should
think only of her and the long life before her, which
might be so joyous but for me-but for me!
Dear one who, in her tender childhood, pitied the
orphan boy, and with patient, painstaking earnestness
taught him to read and write, and gave him the first
impulse and inspiration to a higher life. And
now she would give her life to me. And for all
the good she has done me all her days, for all the
blessings she has brought me, shall I blight her happiness?
Shall I make her this black return? No, no.
Better that I should pass forever out of her life-pass
forever out of sight-forever out of this
world-than live to make her suffer.
Make her suffer? I? Oh, no! Let fame,
life, honors, all go down, so that she is saved-so
that she is made happy.”
He paused in his walk and listened.
All the house was profoundly still-all
the household evidently asleep-except her!
He felt sure that she was sleepless. Oh, that
he could go and comfort her! even as a mother comforts
her child; but he could not.
“I suppose many would say,”
he murmured to himself, “that I owe my first
earthly duty to the people who have called me to this
high office; that private sorrows and private conscience
should yield to the public, and they would be right.
Yet with me it is as if death had stepped in and relieved
me of official duty to be taken up by my successor
just the same-
He stopped and put his hand to his head, murmuring:
“Is this special pleading? I wonder if
I am quite sane?”
Then dropping into a chair he covered
his face with his hands and wept aloud.
Does any one charge him with weakness?
Think of the tragedy of a whole life compressed in
that one crucial hour!
After a little while he grew more
composed. The tears had relieved the overladen
heart. He arose and recommenced his walk, reflecting
with more calmness on the cruel situation.
“I shall right her wrongs in
the only possible way in which it can be done, and
I shall do no harm to the State. Kennedy will
be a better governor than I could have been.
He is an older, wiser, more experienced statesman.
I am conscious that I have been over-rated by the people
who love me. I was elected for my popularity,
not for my merit. And now-I am not
even the man that I was-my life seems torn
out of my bosom. Oh, Cora, Cora! life of my life!
But you shall be happy, dear one! free and happy after
a little while. Ah! I know your gentle heart.
You will weep for the fate of him whom you loved-as
a brother. Oh! Heaven! but your tears will
come from a passing cloud that will leave your future
life all clear and bright-not darkened
forever by the slavery of a union with one whom you
do not-only because you cannot-love.”
He walked slowly up and down the floor
a few more turns, then glanced at the clock on the
mantel piece, and said:
“Time passes. I must write my letters.”
There was an elegant little writing
desk standing in the corner of the room and filled
with stationery, mostly for the convenience of the
ladies of the family when the Rockharrts occupied their
town house.
He went to this, sat down and opened
it, laid paper out, and then with his elbow on the
desk and his head leaning on the palm of his hand,
he fell into deep thought.
At length he began to write rapidly.
He soon finished and sealed this letter. Then
he wrote a second and a longer one, sealed that also.
One-the first written-he put
in the secret drawer of the desk; the other he dropped
into his pocket.
Then he took “a long, last,
lingering look” around the room. This was
the room in which he had first met Cora after long
years of separation; where he had passed so many happy
evenings with her, when his official duties as an
assemblyman permitted him to do so; this was the room
in which they had plighted their troth to each other,
and to which, only six hours before, they had returned-to
all appearance-a most happy bride and groom.
Ah, Heaven!
His wandering gaze fell on the open
writing desk, which in his misery he had forgotten
to close. He went to it and shut down the lid.
Then he passed out of the room, took
his hat from the rack in the hall, opened the front
door, passed out, closed it behind him, and left the
house forever.
Outside was pandemonium. The
illuminations in the windows had died down, but the
streets were full of revelers, too much exhilarated
as yet to retire, even if they had any place to retire
to; for on that summer night many visitors to the
inauguration chose to stay out in the open air until
morning rather than to leave the city and lose the
show.
Once again the hum and buzz of many
voices was broken by a shrill cry of:
“Hooray for Rothsay!”
which was taken up by the chorus and echoed and re-echoed
from one end to the other of the city, and from earth
to sky.
Poor Rothsay himself passed out upon
the sidewalk, unrecognized in the obscurity.
An empty hack was standing at the
corner of the square, a few hundred feet from the
house.
To this he went, and spoke to the man on the box:
“Is this hack engaged?”
“Yes, sah, it is-took
by four gents as can’t get no lodgings at none
of the hotels, nor yet boarding houses-no,
sah. Dere dey is ober yonder in dat
dere s’loon cross de street-yes, sah.
But it don’t keep open, dat s’loon don’t,
longer’n twelve o’clock-no,
sah. It’s mos’ dat now, so dey’ll
soon call for dis hack-yes, sah!”
Rothsay left the talkative hackman and passed on.
A hand touched him on the arm.
He turned and saw old Scythia, clothed
in a long, black cloak of some thin stuff, with its
hood drawn over her head.
Rothsay stared.
“Come, Rule! You have tested
woman’s love to-day, and found it fail you;
even as I tested man’s faith in the long ago,
and found it wrong me! Come, Rule! You and
I have had enough of falsehood and treachery!
Let us shake the dust of civilization off our shoes!
Come, Rule!”