The autumn evening was far advanced
when Aldous Raeburn, after his day’s shooting,
passed again by the gates of Mellor Park on his road
home. He glanced up the ill-kept drive, with
its fine overhanging limes, caught a glimpse to the
left of the little church, and to the right, of the
long eastern front of the house; lingered a moment
to watch the sunset light streaming through the level
branches of two distant cedars, standing black and
sharp against the fiery west, and then walked briskly
forwards in the mood of a man going as fast as may
be to an appointment he both desires and dreads.
He had given his gun to the keeper,
who had already sped far ahead of him, in the shooting-cart
which his master had declined. His dog, a black
retriever, was at his heels, and both dog and man were
somewhat weary and stiff with exercise. But for
the privilege of solitude, Aldous Raeburn would at
that moment have faced a good deal more than the two
miles of extra walking which now lay between him and
Maxwell Court.
About him, as he trudged on, lay a
beautiful world of English woodland. After he
had passed through the hamlet of Mellor, with its
three-cornered piece of open common, and its patches
of arable representing the original forest-clearing
made centuries ago by the primitive fathers of the
village in this corner of the Chiltern uplands the
beech woods closed thickly round him. Beech woods
of all kinds from forest slopes, where
majestic trees, grey and soaring pillars of the woodland
roof, stood in stately isolation on the dead-leaf
carpet woven by the years about their carved and polished
bases, to the close plantations of young trees, where
the saplings crowded on each other, and here and there
amid the airless tangle of leaf and branch some long
pheasant-drive, cut straight through the green heart
of the wood, refreshed the seeking eye with its arched
and far-receding path. Two or three times on
his walk Aldous heard from far within the trees the
sounds of hatchet and turner’s wheel, which told
him he was passing one of the wood-cutter’s huts
that in the hilly parts of this district supply the
first simple steps of the chairmaking industry, carried
on in the little factory towns of the more populous
valleys. And two or three times also he passed
a string of the great timber carts which haunt the
Chiltern lanes; the patient team of brown horses straining
at the weight behind them, the vast prostrate trunks
rattling in their chains, and the smoke from the carters’
pipes rising slowly into the damp sunset air.
But for the most part the road along which he walked
was utterly forsaken of human kind. Nor were there
any signs of habitation no cottages, no
farms. He was scarcely more than thirty miles
from London; yet in this solemn evening glow it would
have been hardly possible to find a remoter, lonelier
nature than that through which he was passing.
And presently the solitude took a
grander note. He was nearing the edge of the
high upland along which he had been walking. In
front of him the long road with its gleaming pools
bent sharply to the left, showing pale and distinct
against a darkening heaven and the wide grey fields
which had now, on one side of his path, replaced the
serried growth of young plantations. Night was
fast advancing from south and east over the upland.
But straight in front of him and on his right, the
forest trees, still flooded with sunset, fell in sharp
steeps towards the plain. Through their straight
stems glowed the blues and purples of that lower world;
and when the slopes broke and opened here and there,
above the rounded masses of their red and golden leaf
the level distances of the plain could be seen stretching
away, illimitable in the evening dusk, to a west of
glory, just vacant of the sun. The golden ball
had sunk into the mists awaiting it, but the splendour
of its last rays was still on all the western front
of the hills, bathing the beech woods as they rose
and fell with the large undulations of the ground.
Insensibly Raeburn, filled as he was
with a new and surging emotion, drew the solemnity
of the forest glades and of the rolling distances
into his heart. When he reached the point where
the road diverged to the left, he mounted a little
grassy ridge, whence he commanded the whole sweep
of the hill rampart from north to west, and the whole
expanse of the low country beneath, and there stood
gazing for some minutes, lost in many thoughts, while
the night fell.
He looked over the central plain of
England the plain which stretches westward
to the Thames and the Berkshire hills, and northward
through the Buckinghamshire and Bedfordshire lowlands
to the basin of the Trent. An historic plain symbolic,
all of it, to an English eye. There in the western
distance, amid the light-filled mists, lay Oxford;
in front of him was the site of Chalgrove Field, where
Hampden got his clumsy death wound, and Thame, where
he died; and far away, to his right, where the hills
swept to the north, he could just discern, gleaming
against the face of the down, the vast scoured cross,
whereby a Saxon king had blazoned his victory over
his Danish foes to all the plain beneath.
Aldous Raeburn was a man to feel these
things. He had seldom stood on this high point,
in such an evening calm, without the expansion in him
of all that was most manly, most English, most strenuous.
If it had not been so, indeed, he must have been singularly
dull of soul. For the great view had an interest
for him personally it could hardly have possessed
to the same degree for any other man. On his left
hand Maxwell Court rose among its woods on the brow
of the hill a splendid pile which some
day would be his. Behind him; through all the
upland he had just traversed; beneath the point where
he stood; along the sides of the hills, and far into
the plain, stretched the land which also would be
his which, indeed, practically was already
his for his grandfather was an old man
with a boundless trust in the heir on whom, his affections
and hopes were centred. The dim churches scattered
over the immediate plain below; the villages clustered
round them, where dwelt the toilers in these endless
fields; the farms amid their trees; the cottages showing
here and there on the fringes of the wood all
the equipment and organisation of popular life over
an appreciable part of the English midland at his
feet, depended to an extent hardly to be exaggerated,
under the conditions of the England of to-day, upon
him upon his one man’s brain and
conscience, the degree of his mental and moral capacity.
In his first youth, of course, the
thought had often roused a boy’s tremulous elation
and sense of romance. Since his Cambridge days,
and of late years, any more acute or dramatic perception
than usual of his lot in life had been wont to bring
with it rather a consciousness of weight than of inspiration.
Sensitive, fastidious, reflective, he was disturbed
by remorses and scruples which had never plagued his
forefathers. During his college days, the special
circumstances of a great friendship had drawn him
into the full tide of a social speculation which, as
it happened, was destined to go deeper with him than
with most men. The responsibilities of the rich,
the disadvantages of the poor, the relation of the
State to the individual of the old Radical
dogma of free contract to the thwarting facts of social
inequality; the Tory ideal of paternal government
by the few as compared with the Liberal ideal of self-government
by the many: these commonplaces of economical
and political discussion had very early become living
and often sore realities in Aldous Raeburn’s
mind, because of the long conflict in him, dating
from his Cambridge life, between the influences of
birth and early education and the influences of an
admiring and profound affection which had opened to
him the gates of a new moral world.
Towards the close of his first year
at Trinity, & young man joined the college who rapidly
became, in spite of various practical disadvantages,
a leader among the best and keenest of his fellows.
He was poor and held a small scholarship; but it was
soon plain that his health was not equal to the Tripos
routine, and that the prizes of the place, brilliant
as was his intellectual endowment, were not for him.
After an inward struggle, of which none perhaps but
Aldous Raeburn had any exact knowledge, he laid aside
his first ambitions and turned himself to another
career. A couple of hours’ serious brainwork
in the day was all that was ever possible to him henceforward.
He spent it, as well as the thoughts and conversation
of his less strenuous moments, on the study of history
and sociology, with a view to joining the staff of
lecturers for the manufacturing and country towns
which the two great Universities, touched by new and
popular sympathies, were then beginning to organise.
He came of a stock which promised well for such a pioneer’s
task. His father had been an able factory inspector,
well-known for his share in the inauguration and revision
of certain important factory reforms; the son inherited
a passionate humanity of soul; and added to it a magnetic
and personal charm which soon made him a remarkable
power, not only in his own college, but among the
finer spirits of the University generally. He
had the gift which enables a man, sitting perhaps after
dinner in a mixed society of his college contemporaries,
to lead the way imperceptibly from the casual subjects
of the hour the river, the dons, the schools to
arguments “of great pith and moment,” discussions
that search the moral and intellectual powers of the
men concerned to the utmost, without exciting distrust
or any but an argumentative opposition, Edward Hallin
could do this without a pose, without a false note,
nay, rather by the natural force of a boyish intensity
and simplicity. To many a Trinity man in after
life the memory of his slight figure and fair head,
of the eager slightly parted mouth, of the eyes glowing
with some inward vision, and of the gesture with which
he would spring up at some critical point to deliver
himself, standing amid his seated and often dissentient
auditors, came back vivid and ineffaceable as only
youth can make the image of its prophets.
Upon Aldous Raeburn, Edward Hallin
produced from the first a deep impression. The
interests to which Hallin’s mind soon became
exclusively devoted such as the systematic
study of English poverty, or of the relation of religion
to social life, reforms of the land and of the Church overflowed
upon Raeburn with a kindling and disturbing force.
Edward Hallin was his gad-fly; and he had no resource,
because he loved his tormentor.
Fundamentally, the two men were widely
different. Raeburn was a true son of his fathers,
possessed by natural inheritance of the finer instincts
of aristocratic rule, including a deep contempt for
mob-reason and all the vulgarities of popular rhetoric;
steeped, too, in a number of subtle prejudices, and
in a silent but intense pride of family of the nobler
sort. He followed with disquiet and distrust the
quick motions and conclusions of Hallin’s intellect.
Temperament and the Cambridge discipline made him
a fastidious thinker and a fine scholar; his mind
worked slowly, yet with a delicate precision; and his
generally cold manner was the natural protection of
feelings which had never yet, except in the case of
his friendship with Edward Hallin, led him to much
personal happiness.
Hallin left Cambridge after a pass
degree to become lecturer on industrial and economical
questions in the northern English towns. Raeburn
stayed on a year longer, found himself third classic
and the winner of a Greek verse prize, and then, sacrificing
the idea of a fellowship, returned to Maxwell Court
to be his grandfather’s companion and helper
in the work of the estate, his family proposing that,
after a few years’ practical experience of the
life and occupations of a country gentleman, he should
enter Parliament and make a career in politics.
Since then five or six years had passed, during which
he had learned to know the estate thoroughly, and
to take his normal share in the business and pleasures
of the neighbourhood. For the last two years he
had been his grandfather’s sole agent, a poor-law
guardian and magistrate besides, and a member of most
of the various committees for social and educational
purposes in the county. He was a sufficiently
keen sportsman to save appearances with his class;
enjoyed a walk after the partridges indeed, with a
friend or two, as much as most men; and played the
host at the two or three great battues of the year
with a propriety which his grandfather however no
longer mistook for enthusiasm. There was nothing
much to distinguish him from any other able man of
his rank. His neighbours felt him to be a personality,
but thought him reserved and difficult; he was respected,
but he was not popular like his grandfather; people
speculated as to how he would get on in Parliament,
or whom he was to marry; but, except to the dwellers
in Maxwell Court itself, or of late to the farmers
and labourers on the estate, it would not have mattered
much to anybody if he had not been there. Nobody
ever connected any romantic thought with him.
There was something in his strong build, pale but
healthy aquiline face, his inconspicuous brown eyes
and hair, which seemed from the beginning to mark him
out as the ordinary earthy dweller in an earthy world.
Nevertheless, these years had been
to Aldous Raeburn years marked by an expansion and
deepening of the whole man, such as few are capable
of. Edward Hallin’s visits to the Court,
the walking tours which brought the two friends together
almost every year in Switzerland or the Highlands,
the course of a full and intimate correspondence, and
the various calls made for public purposes by the
enthusiast and pioneer upon the pocket and social
power of the rich man these things and influences,
together, of course, with the pressure of an environing
world, ever more real, and, on the whole, ever more
oppressive, as it was better understood, had confronted
Aldous Raeburn before now with a good many teasing
problems of conduct and experience. His tastes,
his sympathies, his affinities were all with the old
order; but the old faiths economical, social,
religious were fermenting within him in
different stages of disintegration and reconstruction;
and his reserved habit and often solitary life tended
to scrupulosity and over-refinement. His future
career as a landowner and politician was by no means
clear to him. One thing only was clear to him that
to dogmatise about any subject under heaven, at the
present day, more than the immediate practical occasion
absolutely demanded, was the act of an idiot.
So that Aldous Raeburn’s moments
of reflection had been constantly mixed with struggle
of different kinds. And the particular point of
view where he stood on this September evening had
been often associated in his memory with flashes of
self-realisation which were, on the whole, more of
a torment to him than a joy. If he had not been
Aldous Raeburn, or any other person, tied to a particular
individuality, with a particular place and label in
the world, the task of the analytic mind, in face of
the spectacle of what is, would have been a more possible
one! so it had often seemed to him.
But to-night all this cumbering consciousness,
all these self-made doubts and worries, had for the
moment dropped clean away! A transfigured man
it was that lingered at the old spot a man
once more young, divining with enchantment the approach
of passion, feeling at last through all his being
the ecstasy of a self-surrender, long missed, long
hungered for.
Six weeks was it since he had first
seen her this tall, straight, Marcella
Boyce? He shut his eyes impatiently against the
disturbing golds and purples of the sunset, and tried
to see her again as she had walked beside him across
the church fields, in that thin black dress, with,
the shadow of the hat across her brow and eyes the
small white teeth flashing as she talked and smiled,
the hand so ready with its gesture, so restless, so
alive! What a presence how absorbing,
troubling, preoccupying! No one in her company
could forget her nay, could fail to observe
her. What ease and daring, and yet no hardness
with it rather deep on deep of womanly weakness,
softness, passion, beneath it all!
How straight she had flung her questions
at him! her most awkward embarrassing questions.
What other woman would have dared such candour unless
perhaps as a stroke of fine art he had known
women indeed who could have done it so. But where
could be the art, the policy, he asked himself indignantly,
in the sudden outburst of a young girl pleading with
her companion’s sense of truth and good feeling
in behalf of those nearest to her?
As to her dilemma itself, in his excitement
he thought of it with nothing but the purest pleasure!
She had let him see that she did not expect him to
be able to do much for her, though she was ready to
believe him her friend. Ah well he
drew a long breath. For once, Raeburn, strange
compound that he was of the man of rank and the philosopher,
remembered his own social power and position with an
exultant satisfaction. No doubt Dick Boyce had
misbehaved himself badly the strength of
Lord Maxwell’s feeling was sufficient proof
thereof. No doubt the “county,” as
Raeburn himself knew, in some detail, were disposed
to leave Mellor Park severely alone. What of that?
Was it for nothing that the Maxwells had been
for generations at the head of the “county,”
i.e. of that circle of neighbouring families connected
by the ties of ancestral friendship, or of intermarriage,
on whom in this purely agricultural and rural district
the social pleasure and comfort of Miss Boyce and
her mother must depend?
He, like Marcella, did not believe
that Richard Boyce’s offences were of the quite
unpardonable order; although, owing to a certain absent
and preoccupied temper, he had never yet taken the
trouble to enquire into them in detail. As to
any real restoration of cordiality between the owner
of Mellor and his father’s old friends and connections,
that of course was not to be looked for; but there
should be decent social recognition, and in
the case of Mrs. Boyce and her daughter there
should be homage and warm welcome, simply because she
wished it, and it was absurd she should not have it!
Raeburn, whose mind was ordinarily destitute of the
most elementary capacity for social intrigue, began
to plot in detail how it should be done. He relied
first upon winning his grandfather his
popular distinguished grandfather, whose lightest word
had weight in Brookshire. And then, he himself
had two or three women friends in the county not
more, for women had not occupied much place in his
thoughts till now. But they were good friends,
and, from the social point of view, important.
He would set them to work at once. These things
should be chiefly managed by women.
But no patronage! She would never
bear that, the glancing proud creature. She must
guess, indeed, let him tread as delicately as he might,
that he and others were at work for her. But oh!
she should be softly handled; as far as he could achieve
it, she should, in a very little while, live and breathe
compassed with warm airs of good-will and consideration.
He felt himself happy, amazingly happy,
that at the very beginning of his love, it should
thus be open to him, in these trivial, foolish ways,
to please and befriend her. Her social dilemma
and discomfort one moment, indeed, made him sore for
her; the next, they were a kind of joy, since it was
they gave him this opportunity to put out a strong
right arm.
Everything about her at this moment
was divine and lovely to him; all the qualities of
her rich uneven youth which she had shown in their
short intercourse her rashness, her impulsiveness,
her generosity. Let her but trust herself to
him, and she should try her social experiments as
she pleased she should plan Utopias, and
he would be her hodman to build them. The man
perplexed with too much thinking remembered the girl’s
innocent, ignorant readiness to stamp the world’s
stuff anew after the forms of her own pitying thought,
with a positive thirst of sympathy. The deep
poetry and ideality at the root of him under all the
weight of intellectual and critical debate leapt towards
her. He thought of the rapid talk she had poured
out upon him, after their compact of friendship, in
their walk back to the church, of her enthusiasm for
her Socialist friends and their ideals, with
a momentary madness of self-suppression and tender
humility. In reality, a man like Aldous Raeburn
is born to be the judge and touchstone of natures like
Marcella Boyce. But the illusion of passion may
deal as disturbingly with moral rank as with social.
It was his first love. Years
before, in the vacation before he went to college,
his boyish mind had been crossed, by a fancy for a
pretty cousin a little older than himself, who had
been very kind indeed to Lord Maxwell’s heir.
But then came Cambridge, the flow of a new mental
life, his friendship for Edward Hallin, and the beginnings
of a moral storm and stress. When he and the
cousin next met, he was quite cold to her. She
seemed to him a pretty piece of millinery, endowed
with a trick of parrot phrases. She, on her part,
thought him detestable; she married shortly afterwards,
and often spoke to her husband in private of her “escape”
from that queer fellow Aldous Raeburn.
Since then he had known plenty of
pretty and charming women, both in London and in the
country, and had made friends with some of them in
his quiet serious way. But none of them had roused
in him even a passing thrill of passion. He had
despised himself for it; had told himself again and
again that he was but half a man
Ah! he had done himself injustice he
had done himself injustice!
His heart was light as air. When
at last the sound of a clock striking in the plain
roused him with a start, and he sprang up from the
heap of stones where he had been sitting in the dusk,
he bent down a moment to give a gay caress to his
dog, and then trudged off briskly home, whistling
under the emerging stars.