Steve knew he brushed by Aunt Belle,
who was coming in to see what her brother was roaring
about, and down those detestable gilded curlicue stairs
to seek out his wife and try again to make her realize
that for once he was determined on what should come
to pass as regarded their future together, to force
her to realize even if he created a cheap scene.
Whatever blame fell upon Constantine’s
shoulders was not within his province to judge Constantine
was a dying man and Steve was not quite thirty-five.
So that ended the matter from Steve’s viewpoint.
It was his intention not to try to evade his personal
blame in the matter but to make reparation to his
own self and to his wife if he were permitted.
If he could once convince his wife that their sole
chance of future happiness and sanity lay in beginning
as medium-incomed young persons with all the sane
world before them it would have been worth it all excepting
for Mary Faithful.
Even as Steve tried in a quick, tense
fashion to dismiss Mary from his mind and say that
Beatrice was his wife and that love must come as the
leavener once this hideous wealth was removed, he knew
the thing was impossible. The best solution of
which he was capable was to say that he owed it to
both Mary Faithful and Beatrice to play the game from
the right angle and that in causing Beatrice to disclaim
her title of Gorgeous Girl and all it implied he at
least would find contentment the same sort
of uninteresting contentment of which Mary boasted.
He found Beatrice in a furore of tears
and protests, angered at missing the dinner engagement
and not understanding why any of it was necessary.
She felt her own territory had been infringed upon,
since making a scene was her peculiar form of mental
intoxication.
But Steve was composed, even smiling,
and as he came up to her she fancied her father had
made everything all right as his check book had seen
fit to do upon so many occasions. The slight worry
over Steve’s possible folly vanished, and she
felt it safe to proceed to reproach him for having
been so horrid.
“Now, my dear Stevuns, why did
you get me all upset? And yourself and poor papa,
to say nothing of my having to send word at the last
moment that we could not attend the dinner. Oh,
Steve, Steve, will you ever be really tamed?”
“Come and sit beside me.”
He drew out a notebook and pencil. “I must
tell you some things.”
Rather curious, she obeyed, but keeping
a discreet distance so her frock would not be ruffled.
“I’m still cross,” she warned.
Steve was writing down figures, adding
them and making notations.
“Look here, dear,” he
began, patiently; “this is just where I shall
stand a poor man to your way of thinking,
almost as poor as when I set out to win you.
I’m going into a salaried job for a few years a
real hope-to-die job and we can have a house
“I thought we talked that all
out before,” she interrupted, half petulantly,
half wistfully. “Why do you keep repeating
yourself? You’ll be thumping your fists
the first thing we know!”
“Do you fancy I am not going
to do this? Are you not sufficiently concerned
to listen, to realize that I have been a blind, conceited
fool? But I have learned my lesson. I shall
support my wife from now on and live in my own house
or else I shall no longer be your husband.”
“Steve!”
She opened and shut her fan quickly,
then it fell to the floor. But he did not pick
it up.
“You were never keen for details,
so I shall not irritate you now by introducing them.
But the fact remains that I have been made and backed
by your father merely because he wished me to be your
husband. You picked me out and I was
keen to be picked out and he decided to
make me as proper a companion for you as possible.
I am in some ways as untried to-day as any youngster
starting out; as I was when I fancied I made the grand
and initial stride by myself. Your father feels
that I ought to be eternally grateful but
then, what else could the father of the Gorgeous Girl
think? He has harmed me but he has
ruined you. I hardly thought you would meet me
halfway, still it was worth the try.”
Forgetful of her flounces Beatrice
crumpled them in her hands, saying sharply: “Are
you taking this way of getting out of it?”
“Good heavens!” Steve
murmured, half inaudibly, “I keep forgetting
you have never been taught values or sincerity!
There is no way I can prove to you how in earnest
I am, is there?”
“You mean to say that I am a
failure?” she preened herself unconsciously.
“The most gorgeous failure we
have with us to-day! And the worst of it is it
is growing to be a common type of failure since gorgeousness
is becoming prevalent. There are many like you not
many more gorgeous, and thousands less so. You
are a type that has developed in the last twenty years
and is developing these days at breakneck speed!
And you can’t understand and you don’t
want to and I’m damned if I’ll try to
explain again.”
“Well,” she asked, shrewdly,
quite the woman of the world, “what is it you
are about to do? Wear corduroy trousers and a
red bandanna and start a butcher-paper-covered East-Side
magazine filled with ravings?”
“No; that is another type we
plain Americans have on our hands.”
“Don’t spar for time.”
Im not. Im through sparring; I want to go to work. I want
What was the use? He stopped
before adding another spark to her wrath.
“I suppose you want to marry
that woman Mary Faithful, who has loved
you so long and made herself so useful! She was
clever enough to pretend to efface herself and go
to work for someone else, but I dare say you have
seen her as often as before. Oh, are you surprised
I know? I gave you the credit of being above
such a thing, but Trudy told me that this woman had
told her the truth so you see even your
Mary Faithful cannot be trusted. You had better
turn monk, Steve, be done with the whole annoying
pack of us! Anyway, Trudy came running to me,
but I never lost sleep over the rumour. I felt
you were above such things, as I said, but presently
little indications straws, you know told
me she cared; and if a woman cares for a man and is
able to pass several hours each day in his employ,
unless she is cross-eyed or a blithering idiot she
cannot fail to win the game! Now can she, Stevuns?”
Steve raised his hand in protest.
“Please leave her out of it.”
“So we must talk
about my being a failure, my father clipping your
wings of industry and all that yet we must
not mention a woman who has loved you and
gossiped about it.”
“She did not! You know
Trudy you know her nature,” he interrupted.
“Taking up her defence!
Noble Stevuns! Then you do reciprocate and
you are planning one of those ready-to-be-served bungalows
with even a broom closet and lovely glass doorknobs,
where Mary may gambol about in organdie and boast
of the prize pie she has baked for your supper.
Oh, Stevuns, you are too funny for words!”
She laughed, but there was a malicious
sparkle in her eyes. She was carrying off the
situation as best she knew how, for she did not comprehend
its true significance, its highest motive. Underneath
her veneer of sarcasm and ridicule she was hurt, stabbed quite
helpless.
With her father’s spirit she
resolved to take the death gamely and make
Steve as ridiculous as possible, to have as good a
time as she could out of such a sorry ending.
But she knew as she stood facing him, so tired and
heavy-eyed, the rejected sheet of figures fallen on
the brocaded sofa between them, that it was she who
met and experienced lasting defeat.
By turns she had been the spoiled
child of fortune, the romantic parasite, the mad butterfly,
the advanced woman, the Bolshevik de luxe; and finally
and for all time to come she was confronted with the
last possibility there was no forked road
for her that of a shrewd, cold flirt.
She realized too late the injustice done her under
the name of a father’s loving protection.
Moreover, she determined never to let herself realize
to any great extent the awfulness of the injustice.
It was, as Steve said, a common fate these days there
was solace in the fact of never being alone in her
defeat. But at five minutes after twelve she
had glimpsed the situation and regretted briefly all
she was denied. Still it was an impossibility
to cease being a Gorgeous Girl.
She felt cheated, stunted, revengeful
because of this common fate. Steve was setting
out for new worlds to conquer he very likely
would have a good time in so doing. She must
continue to be fearfully rushed and terribly popular,
having a good time, too. How dull everything
was! Strangely, she did not give Mary Faithful
or her part in Steve’s future a thought just
then. She was thinking that Ibsen merely showed
the awakened Nora’s going out the door as
have Victorian matrons shown their daughters, urging
them to do likewise. But it really begins to
be interesting at this very point since it is not the
dramatic closing of the door that is so vital, but
the pitfalls and adventures on the long road that
Nora and her sisters have seen fit to travel.
Beatrice was deprived of even this
chance, even the falling by the wayside and admitting
a new sort of defeat, or travelling the road in cold,
supreme fashion and ending with selfish victory and
impersonal theories warranted to upset the most domestic
and content of her stay-at-home sisters. But
she, like all Gorgeous Girls, must be content to stand
peering through the luxurious gates of her father’s
house, watching Steve go down the long road, then glancing
back at her lovely habitation, where no one except
tradesmen really took her seriously, and where all
that was expected of her, or really permitted, was
to have a good time.
Steve shrugged his shoulders.
He felt a great weariness concerning the situation,
nonchalant scorn of what happened in the future of
this woman. As for Mary Faithful that
was a different matter, but he could not think about
Mary Faithful while standing in the salon of the Villa
Rosa with the Gorgeous Girl as mentor.
“Suppose we do not try to talk
any more just now?” he suggested. “We
are neither one fit to do so. Wait until morning
and then come to an agreement.” He spoke
as impersonally as if a stranger asking aid interrupted
his busiest time.
Beatrice recognized the tone and what
it implied. “I am agreed,” she said,
after a second’s hesitation. “Do not
fancy my father and I will come on our knees to you.”
She swept from the room in a dignified
manner. Steve waited until he heard the door
of Constantine’s room bang. He knew his
wife had rushed to tell her father her side of the
matter to receive the eternal heart’s
ease in the form of a check so she could go and play
and forget all about Stevuns the brute.
He walked unsteadily through the rooms
of the lower floor, out on to the main balcony, and
back again. He could not think in these rooms;
he could not think in any corner of the whole tinsel
house. It seemed a consolation prize to those
who have been forbidden to think.
He went to his own ornate and impossible
room, which should have belonged to an actor desiring
publicity, or some such puppet as Gay. He tried
to sleep, but that too was impossible. He kept
pacing back and forth and back and forth, playing
the white bear as Beatrice had so often said, wondering
if it would be too much the act of a cad to go to
Mary Faithful and merely tell her. He could think
at Mary’s house he must have a chance
to think, to realize that Beatrice refused to come
with him and to tell himself that nothing should force
him to remain in the Villa Rosa and be the husband
of the Gorgeous Girl, set right by her father’s
checks, the laughingstock of the business world that
had called his hand.
The humiliation, the failure, the
loss were good to have; stimulating.
Wonderfully alive and keen, he did
not know how to express the new sensation that took
possession of his jaded brain. He was like a
gourmand dyspeptic who has long hesitated before trying
the diet of a workingman and when someone has whisked
him off to a sanitarium and fed him bran and milk
until he has forgotten nerves, headaches, and logginess
he vows eternal thankfulness to bran and milk, and
is humbly setting out to adopt the workingman’s
diet instead of the old-time menus.
Steve could begin to work simply,
to find his permanent place in the commercial world.
He had enough money or would have to
start a home in simple yet pleasant fashion; he had
knowledge and ability that would place him favourably
and furnish him the chance to work normally toward
the top. That was all very well, he told himself
toward early morning but must it be done
alone? He had had the Gorgeous Girl as the incentive
to make his fortune, and now he had Mary Faithful
as the incentive to lose it and if the Gorgeous
Girl stayed on at the villa and became that pitied,
dangerous object, a divorcee; and if Mary did care-----Strange
things, both wonderful and fearsome, happen in the
United States of America.