CHAPTER I.
It was Saturday afternoon, and Eva
Nelson and Alice King were sitting in their little
study parlor at the Hill House Seminary poring over
their lesson chapter for the next day. It was
the tenth chapter of St. Luke, with the story of the
good Samaritan. At last Eva flung herself back
and exclaimed, “We can’t be good
as they were in those Bible days, no matter what
anybody says; things are different.”
“Of course they are,”
responded Alice. “Who said they weren’t?”
Eva turned to the volume before her,
and read aloud about the man who had fallen among
thieves, and the good Samaritan who came along and
bound up his wounds and took care of him.
“Now how can we do things like that?”
she said.
“Oh, Eva, I should think you
were about five or six years old instead of a girl
of thirteen. Nobody means that you are to do just
those particular things. What they do mean now
is that you are to be good to people who are in trouble, people
who need things done for them.”
“Well, I’d be good to
them if I had a chance; but what chance do I have
now with all my lessons? When I grow up, I shall
belong to charitable societies, as mamma does, and
give things to poor folks, and go to see them.
I can’t now; girls of our age can’t, of
course.”
“We can do some things in vacations, get
up fairs and things of that kind, and give the money
to the poor.”
“Oh, I’ve done that.
I helped in a fair last summer, and we gave the money
to the children’s hospital. But Miss Vincent
said last week that all of us could find ways of doing
good every day if we would keep our eyes and ears
and hearts open; and I’ve felt ever since that
she was keeping her eyes open on the watch for something
she expected me to do.”
“Nonsense! She knows as
well as we do that we haven’t time to do any
more now. She means when we grow older. But
look at the clock, five minutes to supper-time,
and I’ve got to ‘do’ my hair all
over, the braid is so frowzely.”
“What makes you braid it?
Why don’t you let it hang in a curl, as you
used to?”
“I told you why yesterday, because
that Burr girl has made me sick of curls, with that
great black flop of hers stringing down her back.
She’d make me sick of anything. I haven’t
worn my red blouse since she came out with that fiery
thing of hers. Isn’t it horrid?”
“Yes, horrid!”
A few minutes after, as Eva and Alice
were stirring their cocoa at the supper-table, the
girl they had been criticising came hastily into the
dining-room and took her place. She was a tall
girl for her age, with a heavy ungainly figure, a
swarthy skin, and black hair which was tied back in
a long curl. She wore a dark plaid skirt, with
a blouse of fiery red cashmere, and a hair ribbon
of a deep violet shade. Nothing could have been
more ill-matched or more unbecoming. The girl
who sat beside her, pretty Janey Miller, was a great
contrast, with her blond curls, her rosy cheeks, and
simple well-fitting dress of blue serge. Her every
movement, too, was as full of grace as Cordelia Burr’s
was exactly the reverse. Everything seemed to
go well with Janey; everything seemed to go ill with
Cordelia. She spilled her cocoa, she dropped her
knife, she crumbled her gingerbread, and she clattered
her cup and saucer. Certainly she was not a very
pleasant person to sit near. But Janey tried
to conceal her annoyance, and succeeded very well,
until at the end of the meal Cordelia, in her headlong
haste in leaving her seat, tipped over a glass of
water upon her neighbor’s pretty blue dress.
This was too much, for Janey, and it was little wonder
that she jumped up with an impatient exclamation,
nor that she declared to Eva and Alice a little later
that Cordelia ought to be ashamed of herself for being
so careless, and that she did wish she didn’t
have to sit next to her.
“I suppose, though, I shall
have to sit there until the end of this term; but
there’s one thing I’m not going
to do any more, I’m not going to
dance with her. She doesn’t keep step, and
she does dress so!” concluded Janey.
“Yes, she does dress dreadfully;
and to think it’s her own fault. She chooses
her things herself,” said Eva.
“No!” exclaimed Janey.
“Yes, she does; her mother is
’way off somewhere, and Cordelia gets what she
likes.”
“And she doesn’t know
any better than to like such horrid things! Sometimes
she looks as if she’d lived with wild Indians!”
“That’s it; that’s
it, I forgot!” shouted Eva. “She has
lived ’way off out in a Territory on an Indian
reservation. Her father is an army officer of
some kind.”
“Young ladies, young ladies,
look at your clocks!” suddenly called a voice
outside the door.
“Why, goodness, it’s bedtime!”
whispered Janey. “Good-night, good-night.”
The next afternoon, when the Sunday
classes were in session in the great hall, Janey,
who was not in the same class with Eva and Alice, wondered
as she looked across at them what they could be talking
about that seemed so interesting. This is what
they were talking about: Alice, in her clever
exact way, had told Miss Vincent the whole of that
little Saturday-night talk concerning the good Samaritan.
Miss Vincent smiled when Alice told of Eva’s
odd simplicity of application; but as Alice went on
and presented Eva’s perplexity and her plea for
girls of her age, their lack of time and
all that, and her own assurance to Eva that Miss Vincent
did not mean what Eva fancied that she did, Miss
Vincent, in a quick, decided, almost eager way, started
forward and cried,
“Oh, but I did! I did mean
it. Girls of your age can do oh, so
much! You are thinking of only one way of doing, helping
the poor, visiting people in need. I don’t
think you can do much of that. I think that is
mostly for older people; but you live in a little world
of your own, a girls’ world, where
you can help or hurt one another every day and hour
by what you do or say. Oh, I know, I know, for
I went through such suffering once, was
so hurt when I might have been helped. But let
me tell you about it, and then you’ll see what
I mean. It was when I was between twelve and
thirteen. We had just come to Boston, and I was
sent to a strange school. I was very shy, but
ashamed to show that I was. So when the girls
stared at me, as girls will, and giggled amongst themselves
about anything, I thought they were staring in an unfriendly
way and laughing at me, and I immediately straightened
up and put on a stiff and what I tried to make an
indifferent manner. This only prejudiced them
against me, and the unfriendliness I had fancied became
very soon a reality, and I was snubbed or avoided in
the most decided way. I tried to bear this silently,
to act as if I didn’t care for a while, but
I became so lonely at length I thought I would try
to conciliate them. I dare say, however, my shy
manner was still misunderstood, for I was not encouraged
to go on. What I suffered at this time I have
never forgotten. The girls were no worse than
other girls, but they had started out on a wrong track,
and gradually the whole flock of them, one led on
by what another would say or do, were down upon me.
It was a sort of contagious excitement, and they didn’t
stop to think it might be unjust or cruel. Things
went on from bad to worse, until at last I gave up
trying to conciliate, and turned on them like a little
wild-cat. I forgot my timidity, forgot
everything but my desire to be even with them, as
I expressed it. But it wasn’t an even conflict, thirty
girls against one; and at length I did something dreadful.
I was going from the school-room to a recitation room
with my ink-bottle; that I had been to have filled,
when I met in the hall three of ‘my enemies,’
as I called them. In trying to avoid them I ran
against them. They thought I did it purposely,
and at once accused me of that, and other sins I happened
to be innocent of, in a way that exasperated me.
I tried to go on, but they barred my progress; and
then it was that I lost all control of myself, and
in a sort of frantic fury flung the ink-bottle that
I held straight before me. I could never recall
the details of anything after that. I only remember
the screams, the opening of doors, the teachers hastening
up, a voice saying, ’No; only the dresses are
injured; but she might have killed somebody!’
In the answers to their questions the teachers got
at something of the truth, not all of it. They
were very much shocked at a state of things they had
not even suspected; but my violence prejudiced them
against me, as was natural, and they had little sympathy
for me. Of course I couldn’t remain at
the school after that. I was not expelled.
My father took me away, yet I always felt that I went
in disgrace.”
“They were horrid girls, horrid!”
cried Alice, vehemently.
“No; they were like any ordinary
girls who don’t think. But you see
how different everything might have been if only one
of them had thought to say a kind word to me; had
seen that I might have been suffering, and” smiling
down upon Eva “been a good Samaritan
to me.”
“They were horrid, or they would
have thought,” insisted Alice. “I’m
sure I don’t know any girls who would
have been so stupid.”
“Nor I, nor I,” chimed
in two or three other voices. But Eva Nelson was
silent.
CHAPTER II.
“You are the most ridiculous
girl for getting fancies into your head, Eva; and
you never get things right, never!”
“I think you are very unkind.”
“Well, you can think so. I think ”
“Hush!” in a warning voice;
“there’s some one knocking at the door;”
then, louder, “Come in;” and responsive
to this invitation, Janey Miller entered.
“What were you and Eva squabbling about?”
she asked, looking at Alice.
“Cordelia Burr!” replied Alice, disdainfully.
“Cordelia Burr?”
“Yes. What do you think?
Eva wants to take her up and be intimate with her.”
“Now, Alice, I don’t,”
cried Eva. “I only wanted to be kinder to
her. When Miss Vincent told us that story yesterday,
I couldn’t help thinking of Cordelia, and that
we might be on the wrong track with her, as
those horrid girls were with Miss Vincent.”
“‘Those horrid girls’! What
does she mean, Alice?” asked Janey.
Alice repeated Miss Vincent’s
story. “And Eva,” she went on, “has
got it into her head that Cordelia is like what Miss
Vincent was, and that we are like those horrid girls.”
“Not like them; not as bad as
they were, yet; but we might be if we kept
on, maybe.”
“But it isn’t the same
thing at all, Eva,” struck in Janey. “That
sweet, pretty Miss Vincent could never have been anything
like Cordelia; and we I’m sure none
of us have been like those horrid girls. I don’t
like Cordelia, but I don’t say anything hateful
to her, and none of us girls do.”
“But you we don’t
want her ’round with us, and we show it.
We won’t dance with her if we can help it, and
we’ve managed to keep her out of things that
we were in, a good many times.”
“Well, nobody wants a person
’round with them who makes herself so disagreeable
as Cordelia does; and as for dancing with her, she’s
never in step, and is always treading upon you and
bumping against you; and in everything else it’s
just the same.”
“Maybe she’s shy, as Miss Vincent was.”
“Shy! Cordelia Burr shy!” shouted
Alice, in derision.
“No; she’s anything but
shy,” said Janey; “she’s as uppish
and independent as she can be.”
“But maybe she puts that on. Maybe ”
“Maybe she’s a princess in disguise!”
cried Alice, scornfully.
“Well, I don’t care.
I think we ought to try and see if perhaps we are
not on the wrong track with her; and I ”
“Now, Eva,” and Alice
looked up very determinedly, “if you begin to
take notice of Cordelia, there’ll be no getting
away from her; she’ll be pushing herself in
where she isn’t wanted, constantly. And
there’s just one thing more: I’ll
say, if you do begin this, you’ll have
to do it alone. I won’t have anything to
do with it; and, you’ll see, the rest of the
girls won’t; and you’ll be left to yourself
with Miss Cordelia, and a nice time you’ll have
of it.”
Eva made no answer. Indeed, she
would have found it hard to speak, for she was choking
with tears, tears that presently found vent
in “a good cry,” as Alice and Janey left
the room.
What should she do? What could
she do with all the girls against her? If she
could only tell Miss Vincent, she could advise her.
But Miss Vincent had been summoned home by illness
that very morning.
Poor Eva! the way before her looked
extremely difficult. She was very sensitive,
and Miss Vincent’s story had made an impression
upon her that could not be got rid of. She was
astonished to find it had not made the same impression
upon Alice, that Alice had not seen in it,
as she had, a clear direction what to do, or what
to try to do; and now here was Janey, as entirely
out of sympathy, and Alice had said that all the rest
of the girls would be the same. If Alice was right,
it might it might make a bad matter worse;
it might make the girls dislike Cordelia more, to to
interfere. For a moment Eva felt that this view
of the matter would solve her difficulty, by exonerating
her from undertaking her task. The next moment
there flashed into her mind these words of Miss Vincent’s:
“If only one of them had thought to say a kind
word to me.”
About half an hour later Alice and
Janey, with three or four of the other girls, were
practising in the gymnasium together.
“I wonder where Eva is?”
whispered Alice. “She’s always here
at this time; she is so fond of the gym.”
“She didn’t like what
we said, so perhaps she won’t come to-day,”
whispered Janey.
“Well, I had to say what I did;
if I hadn’t, Eva would have But there
she is now,” as the door opened. Then aloud,
“Eva, Eva, come over here and try the bars with
us.”
Eva ’s heart gave a little jump
of gladness as she accepted this pleasantly spoken
invitation. She hated to be on ill terms with
anybody, and especially with Alice, of whom she was
fond; and as she went forward and swung herself lightly
up beside her, she forgot for the moment everything
that was unpleasant.
There was a pretty little running
exercise up and down a gently inclined plane that
was in great favor at the school; and when the three
swung down from the bars, Alice proposed that they
should try the race-track, as they called it.
They were just starting off when the
door opened, and Cordelia Burr came in. She stared
about her in her odd frowning way, and then hurried
forward to join the runners. Eva gave a little
start of recoil. Alice gave more than a start.
She seized Eva and Janey by the wrists, and, pushing
them before her, sent a nod and backward to several
others who had left the bars to come over to the race-track.
She did not say even to herself that she meant to
crowd Cordelia out; but the fact was accomplished,
nevertheless, for by the time Cordelia reached the
track there was no room for her. Eva had seen
this same kind of stratagem enacted before, and thought
it “fun.” Now, with her eyes and ears
and heart open, through Miss Vincent’s influence,
the fun took on a different aspect. But what what
ought she to do? What could she do then?
She might slip out and offer her place to Cordelia.
But the girls, and Alice Alice specially would
be so angry. Oh, no, no, she couldn’t;
it wouldn’t do to brave them like that!
Looking up as she came to this conclusion, she saw
Cordelia standing all alone, her face flushed with
anger or mortification, perhaps both.
“If only one of them had thought
to say a kind word to me!” flashed again through
Eva’s mind.
“Go on, go on; what are you
lagging for?” whispered Alice, as Eva’s
pace faltered here.
Eva’s eyes were fixed upon Cordelia,
who had crossed the room and was going towards the
door.
“Go on, go on; you are stopping
us all!” exclaimed Alice, impatiently.
But with a sudden supreme effort Eva
flung away her cowardice, and dashed off the track,
crying, “Cordelia! Cordelia!”
Cordelia turned her head a moment,
yet without staying her steps.
Eva sprang forward and put out her
hand, crying again, “Cordelia! Cordelia!”
The runners had all stopped with one
accord, as Eva sprang forward. What was it, what
was she going to do, to say, to Cordelia? Even
Alice and Janey, who knew more than the others what
was in Eva’s mind, even they wondered
what she was going to do, to say. And when in
the next instant she cried breathlessly, “We I didn’t
mean to crowd you out; it it wasn’t
fair; and and you’ll come back and
take my place, Cordelia, won’t you?” they,
even Alice and Janey, forgot to be angry; forgot everything
at the moment in their astonishment and an involuntary
admiration for Eva’s courage in daring to do
as she did against them all!
What Alice might have said or done when that moment
had gone, and her mortification at Eva’s disregard
of her opinion had had chance to start afresh, it
is impossible to tell, for before that could take
place something very unexpected happened, and this
was a most unlooked-for action on Cordelia’s
part. They all looked to see her turn with one
of her haughty, or what Alice and Janey called her
uppish, independent glances upon Eva, and reject at
once her appeal and offer. Instead of that instead
of coldness and haughty independence they
saw her, they heard her, suddenly give a shuddering,
sobbing sigh, and then, dropping her face into her
hands, break down utterly in a paroxysm of tears, not
tears of anger, of violence of any kind, but tears
that, like the shuddering, sobbing sigh, seemed to
come from a sore heart after long repression.
“Oh, Cordelia! Cordelia!”
burst out Eva, putting her arm about Cordelia, “don’t,
don’t cry.”
Cordelia could not respond to this
appeal, could not stop her tears; but as Eva bent
over her in tender pity, she leaned forward and rested
her head against the arm that encircled her.
As the girls who stood watching saw this, as they
saw Eva with her own pocket-handkerchief try to wipe
away those tears, as they heard her say again, “Oh,
Cordelia! Cordelia! don’t, don’t
cry!” they looked at one another in a confused,
questioning sort of way; and then, as they heard Eva
speak again and with a breaking voice, as they saw
the bright drops of sympathy and pity and regret gather
in her eyes and roll down her cheeks, they started
uneasily, and one and then another moved forward in
a half-frightened, embarrassed fashion towards the
door. Eva glanced up at them reproachfully as
they passed. Were they not going to say a word,
not a single word, to Cordelia? Hadn’t
they any pity for her; hadn’t they any shame
for what they had done? Goaded by these thoughts,
she burst out passionately, “Oh, girls, I should
think ” and then broke down completely,
and bowed her head against Cordelia’s, unable
to say another word. But somebody else took up
her words, the very words she had used a
second ago, somebody else whispered,
“Don’t cry, don’t
cry.” At the same moment a hand touched
her shoulder, and she looked up to see Alice
King standing beside her. And then it seemed
as if all the others were anxious to press forward;
and one of them, the youngest of all, little Mary
Leslie, a girl of ten, suddenly piped out,
“We we didn’t know as you’d
care, like this, Cordelia.”
And then Cordelia lifted up her swollen
tear-stained face, and faltered out: “Care?
How how could I hel help caring?”
“But we thought we
thought you didn’t like us,” said another,
hesitatingly.
“And I I thought
you hated and despised me, and I thought you’d
despise me more if if I showed that I cared!”
and Cordelia gave another little sob, and covered
her poor disfigured face again.
“Oh, Cordelia, Cordelia!”
cried one and then another, pityingly; and then a
voice, it sounded like Alice’s, said, “We’ve
been on the wrong track.”
Just here a bell in the hall the
signal to those in the gymnasium that their half-hour
was up rang sharply out, and ashamed and
sorry and repentant the girls hurried away to their
rooms to change their dresses and prepare for dinner.
“Oh, Alice, Alice, you were
so good!” cried Eva, flinging her arms around
Alice’s neck the moment they were alone together.
“Good? Don’t don’t
say that,” exclaimed Alice, starting back.
“But you were. I I
was so afraid you’d be angry with me. I ”
Alice now flung her arms around
her friend, and gave her a little hug, as she cried:
“Oh, Eva, it’s you who’ve been good.
I I’ve been a little fiend,
I suppose, and I was horridly angry at first;
but when I I saw how that Cordelia
really was that she really felt what she
did, I oh, Eva!” laughing a little
hysterically, “when you stood mopping up Cordelia’s
tears, all I could think was, there’s
a little Samaritan.”
“Oh, Alice!”
“I did truly, and you’ll
go on as good as you’ve begun, and end by liking
and loving Cordelia because you pity her, I dare say.
But though I’m going to behave myself, and bear
with her, I shall never come up to that, for she is
so queer and so clumsy, and she does dress so!
I’m going to behave myself, though, I am, I
am; but I hope she won’t expect too much, that
she won’t push forward too fast now.”
“Oh, Alice, I don’t believe
Cordelia’s that kind of a girl at all; she’s
too proud. I think she’s awkward and queer,
and don’t know about dress and things, because
she’s lived ’way out there on the plains,
but she’ll improve when she finds we mean to
be friendly to her; you see if she doesn’t.”
And Eva was right. By the end
of the term Cordelia had improved so much in the friendlier
atmosphere that surrounded her that she was quite like
another girl. No longer uneasy and suspicious,
she lost her self-consciousness, and with it a good
deal of her awkwardness and apparent ill temper, and
began to blossom out happily and cheerily as a girl
should. Even her face brightened and bloomed in
this atmosphere, and by and by she took Eva and Alice
and Janey into her confidence so far that she shyly
asked their advice about her dress, and profited by
it to such an extent that Alice could no longer say,
“She does dress so!”