One evening when Andy Donovan went
to dinner at his Second Avenue boarding-house, Mrs.
Scott introduced him to a new boarder, a young lady,
Miss Conway. Miss Conway was small and unobtrusive.
She wore a plain, snuffy-brown dress, and bestowed
her interest, which seemed languid, upon her plate.
She lifted her diffident eyelids and shot one perspicuous,
judicial glance at Mr. Donovan, politely murmured
his name, and returned to her mutton. Mr. Donovan
bowed with the grace and beaming smile that were rapidly
winning for him social, business and political advancement,
and erased the snuffy-brown one from the tablets of
his consideration.
Two weeks later Andy was sitting on
the front steps enjoying his cigar. There was
a soft rustle behind and above him, and Andy turned
his head and had his head turned.
Just coming out the door was Miss
Conway. She wore a night-black dress of crepe
de crepe de oh, this
thin black goods. Her hat was black, and from
it drooped and fluttered an ebon veil, filmy as a
spider’s web. She stood on the top step
and drew on black silk gloves. Not a speck of
white or a spot of color about her dress anywhere.
Her rich golden hair was drawn, with scarcely a ripple,
into a shining, smooth knot low on her neck. Her
face was plain rather than pretty, but it was now
illuminated and made almost beautiful by her large
gray eyes that gazed above the houses across the street
into the sky with an expression of the most appealing
sadness and melancholy.
Gather the idea, girls all
black, you know, with the preference for crepe
de oh, crepe de Chine that’s
it. All black, and that sad, faraway look, and
the hair shining under the black veil (you have to
be a blonde, of course), and try to look as if, although
your young life had been blighted just as it was about
to give a hop-skip-and-a-jump over the threshold of
life, a walk in the park might do you good, and be
sure to happen out the door at the right moment, and oh,
it’ll fetch ’em every time. But it’s
fierce, now, how cynical I am, ain’t it? to
talk about mourning costumes this way.
Mr. Donovan suddenly reinscribed Miss
Conway upon the tablets of his consideration.
He threw away the remaining inch-and-a-quarter of his
cigar, that would have been good for eight minutes
yet, and quickly shifted his center of gravity to
his low cut patent leathers.
“It’s a fine, clear evening,
Miss Conway,” he said; and if the Weather Bureau
could have heard the confident emphasis of his tones
it would have hoisted the square white signal, and
nailed it to the mast.
“To them that has the heart
to enjoy it, it is, Mr. Donovan,” said Miss
Conway, with a sigh.
Mr. Donovan, in his heart, cursed
fair weather. Heartless weather! It should
hail and blow and snow to be consonant with the mood
of Miss Conway.
“I hope none of your relatives I
hope you haven’t sustained a loss?” ventured
Mr. Donovan.
“Death has claimed,” said
Miss Conway, hesitating “not a relative,
but one who but I will not intrude my grief
upon you, Mr. Donovan.”
“Intrude?” protested Mr.
Donovan. “Why, say, Miss Conway, I’d
be delighted, that is, I’d be sorry I
mean I’m sure nobody could sympathize with you
truer than I would.”
Miss Conway smiled a little smile.
And oh, it was sadder than her expression in repose.
“’Laugh, and the world
laughs with you; weep, and they give you the laugh,’”
she quoted. “I have learned that, Mr. Donovan.
I have no friends or acquaintances in this city.
But you have been kind to me. I appreciate it
highly.”
He had passed her the pepper twice at the table.
“It’s tough to be alone
in New York that’s a cinch,”
said Mr. Donovan. “But, say whenever
this little old town does loosen up and get friendly
it goes the limit. Say you took a little stroll
in the park, Miss Conway don’t you
think it might chase away some of your mullygrubs?
And if you’d allow me ”
“Thanks, Mr. Donovan. I’d
be pleased to accept of your escort if you think the
company of one whose heart is filled with gloom could
be anyways agreeable to you.”
Through the open gates of the iron-railed,
old, downtown park, where the elect once took the
air, they strolled, and found a quiet bench.
There is this difference between the
grief of youth and that of old age: youth’s
burden is lightened by as much of it as another shares;
old age may give and give, but the sorrow remains the
same.
“He was my fiance,” confided
Miss Conway, at the end of an hour. “We
were going to be married next spring. I don’t
want you to think that I am stringing you, Mr. Donovan,
but he was a real Count. He had an estate and
a castle in Italy. Count Fernando Mazzini was
his name. I never saw the beat of him for elegance.
Papa objected, of course, and once we eloped, but
papa overtook us, and took us back. I thought
sure papa and Fernando would fight a duel. Papa
has a livery business in P’kipsee,
you know.”
“Finally, papa came ’round,
all right, and said we might be married next spring.
Fernando showed him proofs of his title and wealth,
and then went over to Italy to get the castle fixed
up for us. Papa’s very proud, and when
Fernando wanted to give me several thousand dollars
for my trousseau he called him down something awful.
He wouldn’t even let me take a ring or any presents
from him. And when Fernando sailed I came to
the city and got a position as cashier in a candy
store.”
“Three days ago I got a letter
from Italy, forwarded from P’kipsee, saying
that Fernando had been killed in a gondola accident.”
“That is why I am in mourning.
My heart, Mr. Donovan, will remain forever in his
grave. I guess I am poor company, Mr. Donovan,
but I cannot take any interest in no one. I should
not care to keep you from gayety and your friends
who can smile and entertain you. Perhaps you
would prefer to walk back to the house?”
Now, girls, if you want to observe
a young man hustle out after a pick and shovel, just
tell him that your heart is in some other fellow’s
grave. Young men are grave-robbers by nature.
Ask any widow. Something must be done to restore
that missing organ to weeping angels in crepe de
Chine. Dead men certainly get the worst of
it from all sides.
“I’m awfully sorry,”
said Mr. Donovan, gently. “No, we won’t
walk back to the house just yet. And don’t
say you haven’t no friends in this city, Miss
Conway. I’m awful sorry, and I want you
to believe I’m your friend, and that I’m
awful sorry.”
“I’ve got his picture
here in my locket,” said Miss Conway, after
wiping her eyes with her handkerchief. “I
never showed it to anybody; but I will to you, Mr.
Donovan, because I believe you to be a true friend.”
Mr. Donovan gazed long and with much
interest at the photograph in the locket that Miss
Conway opened for him. The face of Count Mazzini
was one to command interest. It was a smooth,
intelligent, bright, almost a handsome face the
face of a strong, cheerful man who might well be a
leader among his fellows.
“I have a larger one, framed,
in my room,” said Miss Conway. “When
we return I will show you that. They are all I
have to remind me of Fernando. But he ever will
be present in my heart, that’s a sure thing.”
A subtle task confronted Mr. Donovan, that
of supplanting the unfortunate Count in the heart
of Miss Conway. This his admiration for her determined
him to do. But the magnitude of the undertaking
did not seem to weigh upon his spirits. The sympathetic
but cheerful friend was the rôle he essayed; and he
played it so successfully that the next half-hour
found them conversing pensively across two plates
of ice-cream, though yet there was no diminution of
the sadness in Miss Conway’s large gray eyes.
Before they parted in the hall that
evening she ran upstairs and brought down the framed
photograph wrapped lovingly in a white silk scarf.
Mr. Donovan surveyed it with inscrutable eyes.
“He gave me this the night he
left for Italy,” said Miss Conway. “I
had the one for the locket made from this.”
“A fine-looking man,”
said Mr. Donovan, heartily. “How would it
suit you, Miss Conway, to give me the pleasure of
your company to Coney next Sunday afternoon?”
A month later they announced their
engagement to Mrs. Scott and the other boarders.
Miss Conway continued to wear black.
A week after the announcement the
two sat on the same bench in the downtown park, while
the fluttering leaves of the trees made a dim kinetoscopic
picture of them in the moonlight. But Donovan
had worn a look of abstracted gloom all day.
He was so silent to-night that love’s lips could
not keep back any longer the questions that love’s
heart propounded.
“What’s the matter, Andy,
you are so solemn and grouchy to-night?”
“Nothing, Maggie.”
“I know better. Can’t
I tell? You never acted this way before.
What is it?”
“It’s nothing much, Maggie.”
“Yes it is; and I want to know.
I’ll bet it’s some other girl you are
thinking about. All right. Why don’t
you go get her if you want her? Take your arm
away, if you please.”
“I’ll tell you then,”
said Andy, wisely, “but I guess you won’t
understand it exactly. You’ve heard of Mike
Sullivan, haven’t you? ‘Big Mike’
Sullivan, everybody calls him.”
“No, I haven’t,”
said Maggie. “And I don’t want to,
if he makes you act like this. Who is he?”
“He’s the biggest man
in New York,” said Andy, almost reverently.
“He can about do anything he wants to with Tammany
or any other old thing in the political line.
He’s a mile high and as broad as East River.
You say anything against Big Mike, and you’ll
have a million men on your collarbone in about two
seconds. Why, he made a visit over to the old
country awhile back, and the kings took to their holes
like rabbits.
“Well, Big Mike’s a friend
of mine. I ain’t more than deuce-high in
the district as far as influence goes, but Mike’s
as good a friend to a little man, or a poor man as
he is to a big one. I met him to-day on the Bowery,
and what do you think he does? Comes up and shakes
hands. ‘Andy,’ says he, ’I’ve
been keeping cases on you. You’ve been
putting in some good licks over on your side of the
street, and I’m proud of you. What’ll
you take to drink?” He takes a cigar, and I
take a highball. I told him I was going to get
married in two weeks. ‘Andy,’ says
he, ’send me an invitation, so I’ll keep
in mind of it, and I’ll come to the wedding.’
That’s what Big Mike says to me; and he always
does what he says.
“You don’t understand
it, Maggie, but I’d have one of my hands cut
off to have Big Mike Sullivan at our wedding.
It would be the proudest day of my life. When
he goes to a man’s wedding, there’s a
guy being married that’s made for life.
Now, that’s why I’m maybe looking sore
to-night.”
“Why don’t you invite
him, then, if he’s so much to the mustard?”
said Maggie, lightly.
“There’s a reason why
I can’t,” said Andy, sadly. “There’s
a reason why he mustn’t be there. Don’t
ask me what it is, for I can’t tell you.”
“Oh, I don’t care,”
said Maggie. “It’s something about
politics, of course. But it’s no reason
why you can’t smile at me.”
“Maggie,” said Andy, presently,
“do you think as much of me as you did of your as
you did of the Count Mazzini?”
He waited a long time, but Maggie
did not reply. And then, suddenly she leaned
against his shoulder and began to cry to
cry and shake with sobs, holding his arm tightly,
and wetting the crepe de Chine with tears.
“There, there, there!”
soothed Andy, putting aside his own trouble.
“And what is it, now?”
“Andy,” sobbed Maggie.
“I’ve lied to you, and you’ll never
marry me, or love me any more. But I feel that
I’ve got to tell. Andy, there never was
so much as the little finger of a count. I never
had a beau in my life. But all the other girls
had; and they talked about ’em; and that seemed
to make the fellows like ’em more. And,
Andy, I look swell in black you know I
do. So I went out to a photograph store and bought
that picture, and had a little one made for my locket,
and made up all that story about the Count, and about
his being killed, so I could wear black. And
nobody can love a liar, and you’ll shake me,
Andy, and I’ll die for shame. Oh, there
never was anybody I liked but you and that’s
all.”
But instead of being pushed away,
she found Andy’s arm folding her closer.
She looked up and saw his face cleared and smiling.
“Could you could you forgive me,
Andy?”
“Sure,” said Andy.
“It’s all right about that. Back to
the cemetery for the Count. You’ve straightened
everything out, Maggie. I was in hopes you would
before the wedding-day. Bully girl!”
“Andy,” said Maggie, with
a somewhat shy smile, after she had been thoroughly
assured of forgiveness, “did you believe all
that story about the Count?”
“Well, not to any large extent,”
said Andy, reaching for his cigar case, “because
it’s Big Mike Sullivan’s picture you’ve
got in that locket of yours.”