Two of the Devonshire officers (Captains
Pyke and Dallan) now took command of the men who were
left, and ordered all to go home again, commending
much the bravery which had been displayed on all sides,
and the loyalty to the King, and the English constitution.
This last word always seems to me to settle everything
when said, because nobody understands it, and yet
all can puzzle their neighbours. So the Devonshire
men, having beans to sow (which they ought to have
done on Good Friday) went home; and our Somerset friends
only stayed for two days more to backbite them.
To me the whole thing was purely grievous;
not from any sense of defeat (though that was bad
enough) but from the pain and anguish caused by death,
and wounds, and mourning. ‘Surely we have
woes enough,’ I used to think of an evening,
when the poor fellows could not sleep or rest, or
let others rest around them; ’surely all this
smell of wounds is not incense men should pay to the
God who made them. Death, when it comes and is
done with, may be a bliss to any one; but the doubt
of life or death, when a man lies, as it were, like
a trunk upon a sawpit and a grisly head looks up at
him, and the groans of pain are cleaving him, this
would be beyond all bearing — but for Nature’s
sap — sweet hope.’
Jeremy Stickles lay and tossed, and
thrust up his feet in agony, and bit with his lipless
mouth the clothes, and was proud to see blood upon
them. He looked at us ever so many times, as much
as to say, ’Fools, let me die, then I shall
have some comfort’; but we nodded at him sagely,
especially the women, trying to convey to him, on no
account to die yet. And then we talked to one
another (on purpose for him to hear us), how brave
he was, and not the man to knock under in a hurry,
and how he should have the victory yet; and how well
he looked, considering.
These things cheered him a little
now, and a little more next time; and every time we
went on so, he took it with less impatience. Then
once when he had been very quiet, and not even tried
to frown at us, Annie leaned over, and kissed his
forehead, and spread the pillows and sheet, with a
curve as delicate as his own white ears; and then he
feebly lifted hands, and prayed to God to bless her.
And after that he came round gently; though never
to the man he had been, and never to speak loud again.
For a time (as I may have implied
before) Master Stickles’s authority, and manner
of levying duties, had not been taken kindly by the
people round our neighbourhood. The manors of
East Lynn and West Lynn, and even that of Woolhanger — although
just then all three were at issue about some rights
of wreck, and the hanging of a sheep-stealer (a man
of no great eminence, yet claimed by each for the
sake of his clothes) — these three, having
their rights impugned, or even superseded, as they
declared by the quartering of soldiers in their neighbourhood,
united very kindly to oppose the King’s Commissioner.
However, Jeremy had contrived to conciliate the whole
of them, not so much by anything engaging in his deportment
or delicate address, as by holding out bright hopes
that the plunder of the Doone Glen might become divisible
among the adjoining manors. Now I have never
discovered a thing which the lords of manors (at least
in our part of the world) do not believe to belong
to themselves, if only they could get their rights.
And it did seem natural enough that if the Doones
were ousted, and a nice collection of prey remained,
this should be parted among the people having ancient
rights of plunder. Nevertheless, Master Jeremy
knew that the soldiers would have the first of it,
and the King what they could not carry.
And perhaps he was punished justly
for language so misleading, by the general indignation
of the people all around us, not at his failure, but
at himself, for that which he could in no wise prevent.
And the stewards of the manors rode up to our house
on purpose to reproach him, and were greatly vexed
with all of us, because he was too ill to see them.
To myself (though by rights the last
to be thought of, among so much pain and trouble)
Jeremy’s wound was a great misfortune, in more
ways than one. In the first place, it deferred
my chance of imparting either to my mother or to Mistress
Lorna my firm belief that the maid I loved was not
sprung from the race which had slain my father; neither
could he in any way have offended against her family.
And this discovery I was yearning more and more to
declare to them; being forced to see (even in the
midst of all our warlike troubles) that a certain difference
was growing betwixt them both, and betwixt them and
me. For although the words of the Counsellor
had seemed to fail among us, being bravely met and
scattered, yet our courage was but as wind flinging
wide the tare-seeds, when the sower casts them from
his bag. The crop may not come evenly, many places
may long lie bare, and the field be all in patches;
yet almost every vetch will spring, and tiller out,
and stretch across the scatterings where the wind
puffed.
And so dear mother and darling Lorna
now had been for many a day thinking, worrying, and
wearing, about the matter between us. Neither
liked to look at the other, as they used to do; with
mother admiring Lorna’s eyes, and grace, and
form of breeding; and Lorna loving mother’s
goodness, softness, and simplicity. And the saddest
and most hurtful thing was that neither could ask
the other of the shadow falling between them.
And so it went on, and deepened.
In the next place Colonel Stickles’s
illness was a grievous thing to us, in that we had
no one now to command the troopers. Ten of these
were still alive, and so well approved to us, that
they could never fancy aught, whether for dinner or
supper, without its being forth-coming. If they
wanted trout they should have it; if colloped venison,
or broiled ham, or salmon from Lynmouth and Trentisoe,
or truffles from the woodside, all these were at the
warriors’ service, until they lusted for something
else. Even the wounded men ate nobly; all except
poor Jeremy, who was forced to have a young elder
shoot, with the pith drawn, for to feed him.
And once, when they wanted pickled loach (from my description
of it), I took up my boyish sport again, and pronged
them a good jarful. Therefore, none of them could
complain; and yet they were not satisfied; perhaps
for want of complaining.
Be that as it might, we knew that
if they once resolved to go (as they might do at any
time, with only a corporal over them) all our house,
and all our goods, ay, and our own precious lives,
would and must be at the mercy of embittered enemies.
For now the Doones, having driven back, as every one
said, five hundred men — though not thirty
had ever fought with them — were in such
feather all round the country, that nothing was too
good for them. Offerings poured in at the Doone
gate, faster than Doones could away with them, and
the sympathy both of Devon and Somerset became almost
oppressive. And perhaps this wealth of congratulation,
and mutual good feeling between plundered and victim,
saved us from any piece of spite; kindliness having
won the day, and every one loving every one.
But yet another cause arose, and this
the strongest one of all, to prove the need of Stickles’s
aid, and calamity of his illness. And this came
to our knowledge first, without much time to think
of it. For two men appeared at our gate one day,
stripped to their shirts, and void of horses, and
looking very sorrowful. Now having some fear of
attack from the Doones, and scarce knowing what their
tricks might be, we received these strangers cautiously,
desiring to know who they were before we let them
see all our premises.
However, it soon became plain to us
that although they might not be honest fellows, at
any rate they were not Doones; and so we took them
in, and fed, and left them to tell their business.
And this they were glad enough to do; as men who have
been maltreated almost always are. And it was
not for us to contradict them, lest our victuals should
go amiss.
These two very worthy fellows — nay,
more than that by their own account, being downright
martyrs — were come, for the public benefit,
from the Court of Chancery, sitting for everybody’s
good, and boldly redressing evil. This court
has a power of scent unknown to the Common-law practitioners,
and slowly yet surely tracks its game; even as the
great lumbering dogs, now introduced from Spain, and
called by some people ‘pointers,’ differ
from the swift gaze-hound, who sees his prey and runs
him down in the manner of the common lawyers.
If a man’s ill fate should drive him to make
a choice between these two, let him rather be chased
by the hounds of law, than tracked by the dogs of Equity.
Now, as it fell in a very black day
(for all except the lawyers) His Majesty’s Court
of Chancery, if that be what it called itself, gained
scent of poor Lorna’s life, and of all that might
be made of it. Whether through that brave young
lord who ran into such peril, or through any of his
friends, or whether through that deep old Counsellor,
whose game none might penetrate; or through any disclosures
of the Italian woman, or even of Jeremy himself; none
just now could tell us; only this truth was too clear — Chancery
had heard of Lorna, and then had seen how rich she
was; and never delaying in one thing, had opened mouth,
and swallowed her.
The Doones, with a share of that dry
humour which was in them hereditary, had welcomed
the two apparitors (if that be the proper name for
them) and led them kindly down the valley, and told
them then to serve their writ. Misliking the
look of things, these poor men began to fumble among
their clothes; upon which the Doones cried, ’off
with them! Let us see if your message he on your
skins.’ And with no more manners than that,
they stripped, and lashed them out of the valley; only
bidding them come to us, if they wanted Lorna Doone;
and to us they came accordingly. Neither were
they sure at first but that we should treat them so;
for they had no knowledge of the west country, and
thought it quite a godless place, wherein no writ
was holy.
We however comforted and cheered them
so considerably, that, in gratitude, they showed their
writs, to which they had stuck like leeches.
And these were twofold; one addressed to Mistress Lorna
Doone, so called, and bidding her keep in readiness
to travel whenever called upon, and commit herself
to nobody, except the accredited messengers of the
right honourable Court; while the other was addressed
to all subjects of His Majesty, having custody of
Lorna Doone, or any power over her. And this
last threatened and exhorted, and held out hopes of
recompense, if she were rendered truly. My mother
and I held consultation, over both these documents,
with a mixture of some wrath and fear, and a fork
of great sorrow to stir them. And now having Jeremy
Stickles’s leave, which he gave with a nod when
I told him all, and at last made him understand it,
I laid bare to my mother as well what I knew, as what
I merely surmised, or guessed, concerning Lorna’s
parentage. All this she received with great tears,
and wonder, and fervent thanks to God, and still more
fervent praise of her son, who had nothing whatever
to do with it. However, now the question was,
how to act about these writs. And herein it was
most unlucky that we could not have Master Stickles,
with his knowledge of the world, and especially of
the law-courts, to advise us what to do, and to help
in doing it. And firstly of the first I said,
’We have rogues to deal with; but try we not
to rogue them.’
To this, in some measure, dear mother
agreed, though she could not see the justice of it,
yet thought that it might be wiser, because of our
want of practice. And then I said, ’Now
we are bound to tell Lorna, and to serve her citation
upon her, which these good fellows have given us.’
‘Then go, and do it thyself,
my son,’ mother replied with a mournful smile,
misdoubting what the end might be. So I took the
slip of brown parchment, and went to seek my darling.
Lorna was in her favourite place,
the little garden which she tended with such care
and diligence. Seeing how the maiden loved it,
and was happy there, I had laboured hard to fence
it from the dangers of the wood. And here she
had corrected me, with better taste, and sense of
pleasure, and the joys of musing. For I meant
to shut out the brook, and build my fence inside of
it; but Lorna said no; if we must have a fence, which
could not but be injury, at any rate leave the stream
inside, and a pleasant bank beyond it. And soon
I perceived that she was right, though not so much
as afterwards; for the fairest of all things in a
garden, and in summer-time most useful, is a brook
of crystal water; where a man may come and meditate,
and the flowers may lean and see themselves, and the
rays of the sun are purfied. Now partly with her
own white hands, and partly with Gwenny’s red
ones, Lorna had made of this sunny spot a haven of
beauty to dwell in. It was not only that colours
lay in the harmony we would seek of them, neither was
it the height of plants, sloping to one another; nor
even the delicate tone of foliage following suit,
and neighbouring. Even the breathing of the wind,
soft and gentle in and out, moving things that need
not move, and passing longer-stalked ones, even this
was not enough among the flush of fragrance, to tell
a man the reason of his quiet satisfaction. But
so it shall for ever be. As the river we float
upon (with wine, and flowers, and music,) is nothing
at the well-spring but a bubble without reason.
Feeling many things, but thinking
without much to guide me, over the grass-plats laid
between, I went up to Lorna. She in a shower of
damask roses, raised her eyes and looked at me.
And even now, in those sweet eyes, so deep with loving-kindness,
and soft maiden dreamings, there seemed to be a slight
unwilling, half confessed withdrawal; overcome by
love and duty, yet a painful thing to see.
‘Darling,’ I said, ’are
your spirits good? Are you strong enough to-day,
to bear a tale of cruel sorrow; but which perhaps,
when your tears are shed, will leave you all the happier?’
‘What can you mean?’ she
answered trembling, not having been vey strong of
late, and now surprised at my manner; ’are you
come to give me up, John?’
‘Not very likely,’ I replied;
’neither do I hope such a thing would leave
you all the happier. Oh, Lorna, if you can think
that so quickly as you seem to have done, now you
have every prospect and strong temptation to it.
You are far, far above me in the world, and I have
no right to claim you. Perhaps, when you have
heard these tidings you will say, “John Ridd,
begone; your life and mine are parted."’
‘Will I?’ cried Lorna,
with all the brightness of her playful ways returning:
’you very foolish and jealous John, how shall
I punish you for this? Am I to forsake every
flower I have, and not even know that the world goes
round, while I look up at you, the whole day long and
say, “John, I love, love, love you?"’
During these words she leaned upon
me, half in gay imitation of what I had so often made
her do, and half in depth of earnestness, as the thrice-repeated
word grew stronger, and grew warmer, with and to her
heart. And as she looked up at the finish, saying,
‘you,’ so musically, I was much inclined
to clasp her round; but remembering who she was, forbore;
at which she seemed surprised with me.
’Mistress Lorna, I replied,
with I know not what temptation, making little of
her caresses, though more than all my heart to me:
’Mistress Lorna, you must keep your rank and
proper dignity. You must never look at me with
anything but pity now.’
‘I shall look at you with pity,
John,’ said Lorna, trying to laugh it off, yet
not knowing what to make of me, ’if you talk
any more of this nonsense, knowing me as you ought
to do. I shall even begin to think that you,
and your friends, are weary of me, and of so long supporting
me; and are only seeking cause to send me back to my
old misery. If it be so, I will go. My life
matters little to any one.’ Here the great
bright tears arose; but the maiden was too proud to
sob.
‘Sweetest of all sweet loves,’
I cried, for the sign of a tear defeated me; ‘what
possibility could make me ever give up Lorna?’
‘Dearest of all dears,’
she answered; ’if you dearly love me, what possibility
could ever make me give you up, dear?’
Upon that there was no more forbearing,
but I kissed and clasped her, whether she were Countess,
or whether Queen of England; mine she was, at least
in heart; and mine she should be wholly. And she
being of the same opinion, nothing was said between
us.
‘Now, Lorna,’ said I,
as she hung on my arm, willing to trust me anywhere,
‘come to your little plant-house, and hear my
moving story.’
‘No story can move me much,
dear,’ she answered rather faintly, for any
excitement stayed with her; ’since I know your
strength of kindness, scarcely any tale can move me,
unless it be of yourself, love; or of my poor mother.’
‘It is of your poor mother,
darling. Can you bear to hear it?’ And yet
I wondered why she did not say as much of her father.
’Yes, I can bear anything.
But although I cannot see her, and have long forgotten,
I could not bear to hear ill of her.’
’There is no ill to hear, sweet
child, except of evil done to her. Lorna, you
are of an ill-starred race.’
‘Better that than a wicked race,’
she answered with her usual quickness, leaping at
conclusion; ’tell me I am not a Doone, and I
will — but I cannot love you more.’
’You are not a Doone, my Lorna,
for that, at least, I can answer; though I know not
what your name is.’
‘And my father — your father — what
I mean is — ’
’Your father and mine never
met one another. Your father was killed by an
accident in the Pyrenean mountains, and your mother
by the Doones; or at least they caused her death,
and carried you away from her.’
All this, coming as in one breath
upon the sensitive maiden, was more than she could
bear all at once; as any but a fool like me must of
course have known. She lay back on the garden
bench, with her black hair shed on the oaken bark,
while her colour went and came and only by that, and
her quivering breath, could any one say that she lived
and thought. And yet she pressed my hand with
hers, that I might tell her all of it.