As Mr. Wilding and Nick Trenchard
rode hell-to-leather through Taunton streets they
never noticed a horseman at the door of the Red Lion
Inn. But the horseman noticed them. He looked
up at the sound of their wild approach, started upon
recognizing them, and turned in his saddle as they
swept past him to call upon them excitedly to stop.
“Hi!” he shouted.
“Nick Trenchard! Hi! Wilding!”
Then, seeing that they either did not hear or did
not heed him, he loosed a volley of oaths, wheeled
his horse about, drove home the spurs, and started
in pursuit. Out of the town he followed them
and along the road towards Walford, shouting and clamouring
at first, afterwards in a grim and angry silence.
Now, despite their natural anxiety
for their own safety, Wilding and Trenchard had by
no means abandoned their project of taking cover by
the ford to await the messenger whom Albemarle and
the others would no doubt be sending to Whitehall;
and this mad fellow thundering after them seemed in
a fair way to mar their plan. As they reluctantly
passed the spot they had marked out for their ambush,
splashed through the ford and breasted the rising
ground beyond, they took counsel. They determined
to stand and meet this rash pursuer. Trenchard
calmly opined that if necessary they must shoot him;
he was, I fear, a bloody-minded fellow at bottom,
although, it is true he justified himself now by pointing
out that this was no time to hesitate at trifles.
Partly because they talked and partly because the
gradient was steep and their horses needed breathing,
they slackened rein, and the horseman behind them
came tearing through the water of the ford and lessened
the distance considerably in the next few minutes.
He bethought him of using his lungs
once more. “Hi, Wilding! Hold, damn
you!”
“He curses you in a most intimate
manner,” quoth Trenchard.
Wilding reined in and turned in the
saddle. “His voice has a familiar sound,”
said he. He shaded his eyes with his hand, and
looked down the slope at the pursuer, who came on
crouching low upon the withers of his goaded beast.
“Wait!” the fellow shouted. “I
have news Ânews for you!”
“It’s Vallancey!”
cried Wilding suddenly. Trenchard too had drawn
rein and was looking behind him. Instead of expressing
relief at the discovery that this was not an enemy,
he swore at the trouble to which they had so needlessly
put themselves, and he was still at his vitupérations
when Vallancey came up with them, red in the face
and very angry, cursing them roundly for the folly
of their mad career, and for not having stopped when
he bade them.
“It was no doubt discourteous,”
said Mr. Wilding “but we took you for some friend
of the Lord-Lieutenant’s.”
“Are they after you?”
quoth Vallancey, his face of a sudden very startled.
“Like enough,” said Trenchard,
“if they have found their horses yet.”
“Forward, then,” Vallancey
urged them in excitement, and he picked up his reins
again. “You shall hear my news as we ride.”
“Not so,” said Trenchard.
“We have business here down yonder at the ford.”
“Business? What business?”
They told him, and scarce had they
got the words out than he cut in impatiently.
“That’s no matter now.
“Not yet, perhaps,” said
Mr. Wilding; “but it will be if that letter
gets to Whitehall.”
“Odso!” was the impatient
retort, “there’s other news travelling
to Whitehall that will make small-beer of this Âand
belike it’s well on its way there already.”
“What news is that?” asked
Trenchard. Vallancey told them. “The
Duke has landed Âhe came ashore this morning
at Lyme.”
“The Duke?” quoth Mr.
Wilding, whilst Trenchard merely stared. “What
Duke?”
“What Duke! Lord, you weary
me! What dukes be there? The Duke of Monmouth,
man.”
“Monmouth!” They uttered
the name in a breath. “But is this really
true?” asked Wilding. “Or is it but
another rumour?”
“Remember the letter your friends
intercepted,” Trenchard bade him.
“I am not forgetting it,” said Wilding.
“It’s no rumour,”
Vallancey assured them. “I was at White
Lackington three hours ago when the news came to George
Speke, and I was riding to carry it to you, going
by way of Taunton that I might drop word of it for
our friends at the Red Lion.”
Trenchard needed no further convincing;
he looked accordingly dismayed. But Wilding found
it still almost impossible Âin spite of what
already he had learnt Âto credit this amazing
news. It was hard to believe the Duke of Monmouth
mad enough to spoil all by this sudden and unheralded
precipitation.
“You heard the news at Whitp
Lackington?” said he slowly. “Who
carried it thither?”
“There were two messengers,”
answered Vallancey, with restrained impatience, “and
they were Heywood Dare Âwho has been appointed
paymaster to the Duke’s forces Âand
Mr. Chamberlain.”
Mr. Wilding was observed for once
to change colour. He gripped Vallancey by the
wrist. “You saw them?” he demanded,
and his voice had a husky, unusual sound. “You
saw them?”
“With these two eyes,”
answered Vallancey, “and I spoke with them.”
It was true, then! There was no room for further
doubt.
Wilding looked at Trenchard, who shrugged
his shoulders and made a wry face. “I never
thought but that we were working in the service of
a hairbrain,” said he contemptuously.
Vallancey proceeded to details.
“Dare and Chamberlain,” he informed them,
“came off the Duke’s own frigate at daybreak
to-day. They were put ashore at Seatown, and
they rode straight to Mr. Speke’s with the news,
returning afterwards to Lyme.”
“What men has the Duke with
him, did you learn?” asked Wilding.
“Not more than a hundred or so, from what Dare
told us.”
“A hundred! God help us
all! And is England to be conquered with a hundred
men? Oh, this is midsummer frenzy.”
“He counts on all true Protestants
to flock to his banner,” put in Trenchard, and
it was not plain whether he expressed a fact or sneered
at one.
“Does he bring money and arms, at least?”
asked Wilding.
“I did not ask,” answered
Vallancey. “But Dare told us that three
vessels had come over, so that it is to be supposed
he brings some manner of provision with him.”
“It is to be hoped so, Vallancey;
but hardly to be supposed,” quoth Trenchard,
and then he touched Wilding on the arm and pointed
with his whip across the fields towards Taunton.
A cloud of dust was rising from between tall hedges
where ran the road. “I think it were wise
to be moving. At least, this sudden landing of
James Scott relieves my mind in the matter of that
letter.”
Wilding, having taken a look at the
floating dust that announced the oncoming of their
pursuers, was now lost in thought. Vallancey,
who, beyond excitement at the news of which he was
the bearer, seemed to have no opinion of his own as
to the wisdom or folly of the Duke’s sudden
arrival, looked from one to the other of these two
men whom he had known as the prime secret agents in
the West, and waited Trenchard moved his horse a few
paces nearer the hedge, whence he “Whither now,
Anthony?” he asked suddenly.
“You may ask, indeed!”
exclaimed Wilding, and his voice was as bitter as
ever Trenchard had heard it. “’S heart!
We are in it now! We had best make for Lyme Âif
only that we may attempt to persuade this crack-brained
boy to ship back to Holland again, and ship ourselves
with him.”
“There’s sense in you
at last,” grumbled Trenchard. “But
I misdoubt me he’ll turn back after having come
so far. Have you any money?” he asked.
He could be very practical at times.
“A guinea or two. But I can get money at
Ilminster.”
“And how do you propose to reach
Ilminster with these gentlemen by way of cutting us
off?”
“We’ll double back as
far as the cross-roads,” said Wilding promptly,
“and strike south over Swell Hill for Hatch.
If we ride hard we can do it easily, and have little
fear of being followed. They’ll naturally
take it we have made for Bridgwater.”
They acted on the suggestion there
and then, Vallancey going with them; for his task
was now accomplished, and he was all eager to get to
Lyme to kiss the hand of the Protestant Duke.
They rode hard, as Wilding had said they must, and
they reached the junction of the roads before their
pursuers hove in sight. Here Wilding suddenly
detained them again. The road ahead of them ran
straight for almost a mile, so that if they took it
now they were almost sure to be seen presently by the
messengers. On their right a thickly grown coppice
stretched from the road to the stream that babbled
in the hollow. He gave it as his advice that they
should lie hidden there until those who hunted them
should have gone by. Obviously that was the only
plan, and his companions instantly adopted it.
They found a way through a gate into an adjacent field,
and from this they gained the shelter of the trees.
Trenchard, neglectful of his finery and oblivious
of the ubiquitous brambles, left his horse in Vallancey’s
care and crept to the edge of the thicket that he might
take a peep at the pursuers.
They came up very soon, six militiamen
in lobster coats with yellow facings, and a sergeant,
which was what Mr. Trenchard might have expected.
There was, however, something else that Mr. Trenchard
did not expect; something that afforded him considerable
surprise. At the head of the party rode Sir Rowland
Blake Âobviously leading it Âand
with him was Richard Westmacott. Amongst them
went a man in grey clothes, whom Mr. Trenchard rightly
conjectured to be the messenger riding for Whitehall.
He thought with a smile of what a handful he and Wilding
would have had had they waited to rob that messenger
of the incriminating letter that he bore. Then
he checked his smile to consider again how Sir Rowland
Blake came to head that party. He abandoned the
problem, as the little troop swept unhesitatingly round
to the left and went pounding along the road that
led northwards to Bridgwater, clearly never doubting
which way their quarry had sped.
As for Sir Rowland Blake’s connection
with this pursuit, the town gallant had by his earnestness
not only convinced Colonel Luttrell of his loyalty
and devotion to King James, but had actually gone so
far as to beg that he might be allowed to prove that
same loyalty by leading the soldiers to the capture
of those self-confessed traitors, Mr. Wilding and
Mr. Trenchard. From his knowledge of their haunts
he was confident, he assured Colonel Luttrell, that
he could be of service to the King in this matter.
The fierce sincerity of his purpose shone through
his words; Luttrell caught the accent of hate in Sir
Rowland’s tense voice, and, being a shrewd man,
he saw that if Mr. Wilding was to be taken, an enemy
would surely be the best pursuer to accomplish it.
So he prevailed, and gave him the trust he sought,
in Spite of Albemarle’s expressed reluctance.
And never did bloodhound set out more relentlessly
purposeful upon a scent than did Sir Rowland follow
now in what he believed to be the track of this man
who stood between him and Ruth Westmacott. Until
Ruth was widowed, Sir Rowland’s hopes of her
must lie fallow; and so it was with a zest that he
flung himself into the task of widowing her.
As the party passed out of view round
the angle of the white road, Trenchard made his way
back to Wilding to tell him what he had seen and to
lay before him, for his enucleation, the problem of
Blake’s being the leader of it. But Wilding
thought little of Blake, and cared little of what
he might be the leader.
“We’ll stay here,”
said he, “until they have passed the crest of
the hill.”
This, Trenchard told him, was his
own purpose; for to leave their concealment earlier
would be to reveal themselves to any of the troopers
who might happen to glance over his shoulder.
And so they waited some ten minutes
or so, and then walked their horses slowly and carefully
forward through the trees towards the road. Wilding
was alongside and slightly ahead of Trenchard; Vallancey
followed close upon their tails. Suddenly, as
Wilding was about to put his mare at the low stone
wall, Trenchard leaned forward and caught his bridle.
“Ss!” he hissed. “Horses!”
And now that they halted they heard
the hoofbeats clear and close at hand; the crackling
of undergrowth and the rustle of the leaves through
which they had thrust their passage had deafened their
ears to other sounds until this moment. They
checked and waited where they stood, barely screened
by the few boughs that still might intervene between
them and the open, not daring to advance, and not daring
to retreat lest their movements should draw attention
to themselves. They remained absolutely still,
scarcely breathing, their only hope being that if
these who came should chance to be enemies they might
ride on without looking to right or left. It
was so slender a hope that Wilding looked to the priming
of his pistols, whilst Trenchard, who had none, loosened
his sword in its scabbard. Nearer came the riders.
“There are not more than three,”
whispered Trenchard, who had been listening intently,
and Mr. Wilding nodded, but said nothing.
Another moment and the little party
was abreast of those watchers; a dark brown riding-habit
flashed into their line of vision, and a blue one
laced with gold. At sight of the first Mr. Wilding’s
eyelids flickered; he had recognized it for Ruth’s,
with whom rode Diana, whilst some twenty paces or
so behind came Jerry, the groom. They were returning
to Bridgwater.
They came along, looking neither to
right nor to left, as the three men had hoped they
would, and they were all but past, when suddenly Wilding
gave his roan a touch of the spur and bounded forward.
Diana’s horse swerved so that it nearly threw
her. Ruth, slightly ahead, reined in at once;
so, too, did the groom in the rear, and so violently
in his sudden fear of highwaymen that he brought his
horse on to its hind legs and had it prancing and
rearing madly about the road, so that he was hard put
to it to keep his seat.
Ruth looked round as Mr. Wilding’s voice greeted
her.
“Mistress Wilding,” he called to her.
“A moment, if I may detain you.”
“You have eluded them!”
she cried, entirely off her guard in her surprise
at seeing him, and there echoed through her words a
note of genuine gladness that almost disconcerted
her husband for a moment. The next instant a
crimson flush overspread her pale face, and her eyes
were veiled from him, vexation in her heart at having
betrayed the lively satisfaction it afforded her to
see him safe when she feared him captured already
or at least upon the point of capture.
She had admired him almost unconsciously
for his daring at the town hall that day, when his
strong calm had stood out in such sharp contrast to
the fluster and excitement of the men about him; of
them all, indeed, it had seemed to her in those stressful
moments that he was the only man, and she was Âalthough
she did not realize it Âin danger of being
proud of him. Then again the thing he had done.
He had come deliberately to thrust his head into the
lion’s maw that he might save her brother.
It was possible that he had done it in answer to the
entreaties which she had earlier feared she had poured
into deaf ears; or it was possible that he had done
it spurred by his sense of right and justice, which
would not permit him to allow another to suffer in
his stead Âhowever much that other might
be caught in the very toils that he had prepared for
Mr. Wilding himself. Her admiration, then, was
swelled by gratitude, and it was a compound of these
that had urged her to hinder the tything-men from
winning past her until he and Trenchard should have
got well away.
Afterwards, when with Diana and her
groom Âon a horse which Sir Edward Phelips
insisted upon lending them Âshe rode homeward
from Taunton, there was Diana to keep alive the spark
of kindness that glowed at last for Wilding in Ruth’s
breast. Miss Horton extolled his bravery, his
chivalry, his nobility, and ended by expressing her
envy of Ruth that she should have won such a man amongst
men for her husband, and wondered what it might be
that kept Ruth from claiming him for her own as was
her right. Ruth had answered little, but she had
ridden very thoughtful; there was that in the past
she found it hard to forgive Wilding. And yet
she would now have welcomed an opportunity of thanking
him for what he had done, of expressing to him something
of the respect he had won in her eyes by his act of
selfdenunciation to save her brother. This chance,
it seemed, was given her, for there he stood, with
head bared before her; and already she thought no
longer of seizing the chance, vexed as she was at
having been surprised into a betrayal of feelings
whose warmth she had until that moment scarce estimated.
In answer to her cry of “You
have eluded them!” he waved a hand towards the
rising ground and the road to Bridgwater.
“They passed that way but a
few moments since,” said he, “and by the
rate at which they were travelling they should be nearing
Newton by now. In their great haste to catch
me they could not pause to look for me so close at
hand,” he added with a smile, “and for
that I am thankful.”
She sat her horse and answered nothing,
which threw her cousin out of all patience with her.
“Come, Jerry,” Diana called to the groom.
“We will walk our horses up the hill.”
“You are very good, madam,”
said Mr. Wilding, and he bowed to the withers of his
roan.
Ruth said nothing; expressed neither
approval nor disapproval of Diana’s withdrawal,
and the latter, with a word of greeting to Wilding,
went ahead followed by Jerry, who had regained control
by now of the beast he bestrode. Wilding watched
them until they turned the corner, then he walked
his mare slowly forward until he was alongside Ruth.
“Before I go,” said he,
“there is something I should like to say.”
His dark eyes were sombre, his manner betrayed some
hesitation.
The diffidence of his tone proved
startling to her by virtue of its unusualness.
What might it portend, she wondered, and sought with
grave eyes to read his baffling countenance; and then
a wild alarm swept into her and shook her spirit in
its grip; there was something of which until this
moment she had not thought Âsomething connected
with the fateful matter of that letter. It had
stood as a barrier between them, her buckler, her
sole defence against him. It had been to her what
its sting is to the bee Âa thing which if
once used in self-defence is self-destructive.
Not, indeed, that she had used it as her sting; it
had been forced from her by the machinations of Trenchard;
but used it had been, and was done with; she had it
no longer that with it she might hold him in defiance,
and it did not occur to her that he was no longer
in case to invoke the law.
Her face grew stony, a dry glitter
came to her blue eyes; she cast a glance over her
shoulder at Diana and her servant. Wilding observed
it and read what was passing in her mind; indeed, it
was not to be mistaken, no more than what is passing
in the mind of the recruit who looks behind him in
the act of charging. His lips half smiled.
“Of what are you afraid?” he asked her.
“I am not afraid,” she answered in husky
accents that belied her.
Perhaps to reassure her, perhaps because
he thought of his companions lurking in the thicket
and cared not to have them for his audience, he suggested
they should go a little way in the direction her cousin
had taken. She wheeled her horse, and, side by
side, they ambled up the dusty road.
“The thing I have to tell you,” said he
presently, “concerns myself.”
“Does it concern me?”
she asked him coldly, and her coolness was urged partly
by her newborn fears, partly to counterbalance such
impression as her illjudged show of gladness at his
safety might have made upon his mind. He flashed
her a sidelong glance, the long white fingers of his
right hand toying thoughtfully with a ringlet of the
dark brown hair that fell upon the shoulders of his
scarlet coat.
“Surely, madam,” he answered
dryly, “what concerns a man may well concern
his wife.”
She bowed her head, her eyes upon
the road before her. “True,” said
she, her voice expressionless. “I had forgot.”
He reined in and turned to look at
her; her horse moved on a pace or two, then came to
a halt, apparently of its own accord.
“I do protest,” said he,
“you treat me less kindly than I deserve.”
He urged his mare forward until he had come up with
her again, and then drew rein once more. “I
think that I may lay some claim to Âat least Âyour
gratitude for what I did to-day.”
“It is my inclination to be
grateful,” said she. She was very wary of
him. “Forgive me, if I am still mistrustful.”
“But of what?” he cried, a thought impatiently.
“Of you. What ends did
you seek to serve? Was it to save Richard that
you came?”
“Unless you think that it was
to save Blake,” he said ironically. “What
other ends do you conceive I could have served?”
She made him no answer, and so he resumed after a
pause. “I rode to Taunton to serve you for
two reasons; because you asked me, and because I would
have no innocent men suffer in my stead Ânot
even though, as these men, they were but caught in
their own toils, hoist with the petard they had charged
for me. Beyond these two motives, I had no other
thought in ruining myself.”
“Ruining yourself?” she
cried. Yes, it was true; but she had not thought
of it until this moment; there had been so much to
think of.
“Is it not ruin to be outlawed,
to have a price set upon your head, as will no doubt
a price be set on mine when Albemarle’s messenger
shall have reached Whitehall? Is it not ruin
to have my lands and all I own made forfeit to the
State, to find myself a beggar, hunted and proscribed?
Forgive me that I harass you with this catalogue of
my misfortunes. You’ll say, no doubt, that
I have brought them upon myself by compelling you
against your will to marry me.
“I’ll not deny that it
is in my mind,” said she, and of set purpose
stifled pity.
He sighed and looked at her again,
but she would not meet his eye, else its whimsical
expression might have intrigued her. “Can
you deny my magnanimity, I wonder?” said he,
and spoke almost as one amused. “All I
had I sacrificed to do your will, to save your brother
from the snare of his own contriving against me.
I wonder do you yet realize how much I sacrificed
to-day at Taunton! I wonder!” And he paused,
looking at her and waiting for some word from her;
but she had none for him.
“Clearly you do not, else I
think you would show me if only a pretence of kindness.”
She was looking at him at last, her eyes less hard.
They seemed to ask him to explain. “When
you came this morning with the tale of how the tables
had been turned upon your brother, of how he was caught
in his own springe, and the letter found in his keeping
was before the King’s folk at Taunton with every
appearance of having been addressed to him, and not
a tittle of evidence to show that it had been meant
for me, do you know what news it was you brought me?”
He paused a second, looking at her from narrowing
eyes. Then he answered his own question.
“You brought me the news that you were mine to
take whensoe’er I pleased. Whilst that
letter was in your hands it gave you the power to
make me your obedient slave. You might blow upon
me as you listed whilst you held it, and I was a vane
that must turn to your blowing for my honour’s
sake and for the sake of the cause in which I worked.
Through no rashness of mine must that letter come
into the hands of the King’s friends, else was
I dishonoured. It was an effective barrier between
us. So long as you possessed that letter you
might pipe as you pleased, and I must dance to the
tune you set. And then this morning what you came
to tell me was that things were changed; that it was
mine to call the tune. Had I had the strength
to be a villain, you had been mine now, and your brother
and Sir Rowland might have hanged on the rope of their
own weaving.”
She looked at him in a startled, almost
shamefaced manner. This was an aspect of the
case she had not considered.
“You realize it, I see,”
he said, and smiled wistfully. “Then perhaps
you realize why you found me so unwilling to do the
thing you craved. Having treated me ungenerously,
you came to cast yourself upon my generosity, asking
me Âthough I scarcely think you understood Âto
beggar myself of life itself with all it held for
me. God knows I make no pretence to virtue, and
yet I think I had been something more than human had
I not refused you and the bargain you offered Âa
bargain that you would never be called upon to fulfil
if I did the thing you asked.”
At last she interrupted him; she could bear it no
longer.
“I had not thought of it!”
she cried. It was a piteous wail that broke from
her. “I swear I had not thought of that.
I was all distraught for poor Richard’s sake.
Oh, Mr. Wilding,” she turned to him, holding
out a hand; her eyes shone, filmed with moisture,
“I shall have a kindness for you.., all my days
for your... generosity to-day.” It was lamentably
weak, far from the hot expressions which she forced
it to replace.
“Yes, I was generous,”
he admitted. “We will move on as far as
the cross-roads.” Again they ambled gently
forward. Up the slope from the ford Diana and
Jerry were slowly climbing; not another human being
was in sight ahead or behind them. “After
you left me,” he continued, “your memory
and your entreaties lingered with me. I gave the
matter of our position thought, and it seemed to me
that all was monstrously ill-done. I loved you,
Ruth, I needed you, and you disdained me. My love
was aster of me. But ’neath your disdain
it was transmuted oddly.” He checked the
passion that was vibrating in his voice and resumed
after a pause, in the calm, slow tones, soft and musical,
that were his own. “There is scarce the
need for so much recapitulation. When the power
was mine I bent you unfairly to my will; you did as
much by me when the power suddenly became yours.
It was a strange war between us, and I accepted its
conditions. To-day, when the power was mine again,
mine to bring you at last to subjection, behold, I
have capitulated at your bidding, and all that I held Âincluding
your own self Âhave I relinquished.
It is perhaps fitting. Haply I am punished for
having wed you before I had wooed you.”
Again his tone changed, it grew more cold, more matter-of-fact.
“I rode this way a little while ago a hunted
man, my only hope to reach home and collect what moneys
and valuables I could carry, and make for the coast
to find a vessel bound for Holland. I have been
engaged, as you know, in stirring up rebellion to check
the iniquities and persécutions that are toward
in a land I love. I’ll not weary you with
details. Time was needed for this as for all things,
and by next spring, perhaps, had matters gone well,
this vineyard that so carefully and secretly I have
been tending, would have been, maybe, in condition
to bear fruit. Even now, in the hour of my flight,
I learn that others have come to force this delicate
growth into sudden maturity. There! Soon
ripe, soon rotten. The Duke of Monmouth has landed
at Lyme this morning. I am riding to him.”
“To what end?” she cried,
and he saw in her face a dismay that amounted almost
to fear, and he wondered was it for him.
“To place my sword at his service.
Were I not encompassed by this ruin, I should not
have stirred a foot in that direction Âso
rash, so foredoomed to failure is this invasion.
As it is,” Âhe shrugged and laughed “it
is the only hope Âall forlorn though it may
be Âfor me.”
The trammels she had imposed upon
her soul fell away at that like bonds of cobweb.
She laid her hand upon his wrists, tears stood in her
eyes; her lips quivered.
“Anthony, forgive me,”
she besought him. He trembled under her touch,
under the caress of her voice, and at the sound of
his name for the first time upon her lips.
“What have I to forgive?” he asked.
“The thing that I did in the matter of that
letter.”
“You poor child,” said
he, smiling gently upon her, “you did it in
self-defence.”
“Yet say that you forgive me Âsay
it before you go!” she begged him.
He considered her gravely a moment.
“To what end,” he asked, “do you
imagine that I have talked so much? To the end
that I might show you that however I may have wronged
you I have at the last made some amends; and that
for the sake of this, the truest proof of penitence,
I may have your forgiveness ere I go.”
She was weeping softly. “It was an ill
day on which we met,” she sighed.
“For you Âaye.”
“Nay Âfor you.
“We’ll say for both of
us, then,” he compromised. “See, Ruth,
your cousin grows weary, and I have a couple of comrades
who are no doubt impatient to be gone. It may
not be good for us to tarry in these parts. Some
amends I have made; but there is one crowning wrong
which I have done you for which there is but one amend
to make.” He paused. He steadied himself
before continuing. In his attempt to render his
voice cold and commonplace he went near to achieving
harshness. “It may be that this crackbrained
rebellion of which the torch is already alight will,
if it does no other good in England, at least make
a widow of you. When that has come to pass, when
I have thus repaired the wrong I did you, I hope you’ll
bear me as kindly as may be in your thought.
Good-bye, my Ruth! I would you might have loved
me. I sought to force it.” He smiled
ever so wanly. “Perhaps that was my mistake.
It is an ill thing to eat one’s hay while it
is grass.” He raised to his lips the little
gloved hand that still rested on his wrist. “God
keep you, Ruth!” he murmured.
She sought to answer him, but something
choked her; a sob was all she achieved. Had he
caught her to him in that moment there is little doubt
but that she had yielded. Perhaps he knew it;
and knowing it kept the tighter rein upon desire.
She was as metal molten in the crucible, to be moulded
by his craftsman’s hands into any pattern that
he chose. But the crucible was the crucible of
pity, not of love; that, too, he knew, and, knowing
it, forbore.
He dropped her hand, doffed his hat,
and, wheeling his horse about, touched it with the
spur and rode back towards the thicket where his friends
awaited him. As he left her, she too wheeled about,
as if to follow him. She strove to command her
voice that she might recall him; but at that same
moment Trenchard, hearing his returning hoofs, thrust
out into the road with Vallancey following at his heels.
The old player’s harsh voice reached her where
she stood, and it was querulous with impatience.
“What a plague do you mean,
dallying here at such a time, Anthony?” he cried,
to which Vallancey added: “In God’s
name, let us push on.”
At that she checked her impulse Âit
may even be that she mistrusted it. She paused,
lingering undecided for an instant; then, turning her
horse once more, she ambled up the slope to rejoin
Diana.