A MAN OF GOD
Barry was standing beside his father’s
grave, in a little plot in the Boulogne cemetery set
apart for British officers. They had, one by one,
gone away and left him until, alone, he stood looking
down on the simple wooden cross on which were recorded
the name, age, and unit of the soldier with the date
of his death, and underneath the simple legend, eloquent
of heroic sacrifice, “Died of wounds received
in action.”
Throughout the simple, beautiful burial
service he had not been acutely conscious of grief.
Even now he wondered that he could shed no tears.
Rather did an exultant emotion fill his soul as he
looked around upon the little British plot, with its
rows of crosses, and he was chiefly conscious of a
solemn, tender pride that he was permitted to share
that glorious offering which his Empire was making
for the saving of the world. But, in this moment,
as he stood there alone close to his father’s
grave, and surrounded by those examples of high courage
and devotion, he became aware of a mighty change wrought
in him during these last three days. He had experienced
a veritable emancipation of soul. He was as if
he had been born anew.
The old sense of failure in his work,
the feeling of unfitness for it, and the old dread
of it, had been lifted out of his soul, and not only
was he a new man, but he felt himself to be charged
with a new mission, because he had a new message for
his men. No longer did he conceive himself as
a moral policeman or religious censor, whose main duty
it was to stand in judgment over the faults and sins
of the men of his battalion. No more would the
burden of his message be a stern denunciation of these
faults and sins. Standing there to-day, he could
only wonder at his former blindness and stupidity and
pride.
“Who am I,” he said in
bitter self-humiliation, “that I should judge
my comrades? How little I knew myself.”
“A man of God,” his superintendent
had said in his last letter to him. Yes, truly
a man of God! A man not God! A man
not to sit in God’s place in judgment upon his
fellow sinners, but to show them God, their Father.
Barry thought of the frequent rebukes
he had administered to the officers and men for what
he considered to be their sins. He groaned aloud.
“God will forgive me, I know,” he said.
“But will they?”
He tried to recall what the burden
of his message to his battalion had been during these
past months, but to him there came no clear and distinct
memory of aught but warnings and denunciations, with
reference to what he judged to be faulty in their
conduct. To-day it seemed to him both sad and
terrible.
How had he so failed and so misconceived
the Master’s plain teaching? He moved among
sinners all His days, not with denunciations in His
heart or voice, but only with pity and love.
“Be not anxious,” He had
said. “Consider the birds of the air.
Not one of them falleth to the ground without your
Father. How much more precious are you than the
birds.”
What a message for men going up to
face the terrors and perils of the front line.
“Be not anxious!”
“I was afraid,” his father
had said to him. That to him was inconceivable.
That that gallant spirit should know terror seemed
to him impossible. Yet even he had said, “I
was afraid.” And for the loneliness, what
a message he now had. In their loneliness men
cried out for the presence of a friend, and the Master
had said:
“When ye pray, pray to your
Father. Your Father knoweth. When ye pray,
say, ’Our Father’!” And he had missed
all this. What a mess he had made of his work!
How sadly misread his Master’s teaching and misinterpreted
his Master’s spirit!
Barry looked down upon the grave at his feet.
“But you knew, dad, you knew!” he whispered.
For the first time since he had become
a chaplain, he thought of his work with gratitude
and eagerness. He longed to see his men again.
He had something to tell them. It was this:
that God to them was like their fathers, their mothers,
their brothers, their friends; only infinitely more
loving, and without their faults.
With his head high and his feet light
upon the earth, he returned to the R. A. M. C. Hospital,
where he found Harry Hobbs, with his handbag and a
letter from his O. C.
“Take a few days off,”
said the O. C. “We all sympathise with you.
We miss you and shall be glad to see you, but take
a few days now for yourself.”
Barry was greatly touched, but he
had only one desire now, and that was to return to
his unit. His batman brought him also an order
from the Assistant Director of Chaplain Service bidding
him report at the earliest moment.
At Headquarters he learned that the
A. D. C. S. had been in Boulogne, but had gone to
Etaples, some thirty or forty miles distant, to visit
the large hospitals there. He determined that
to-morrow he would go to Etaples and report, after
which he would proceed to his battalion.
That evening, he visited the men in
the hospital, coming upon many Canadians whose joy
in seeing a chaplain from their own country touched
Barry to the heart. He took their messages which
he promised to transmit to their folks at home, and
left with them something of the serene and exultant
peace that filled his own soul.
From Ewen Innes and others of the
Wapiti draft, he learned something of his father’s
work and place in their battalion. Soldiers are
not eloquent in speech, but mostly in silence.
Their words halted when they came to speak of their
sergeant major’s soldierly qualities, for
his father had become the sergeant major of the battalion his
patience, his skill, his courage.
“He knew his job, sir,”
said one of them. “He was always onto it.”
“It was his care of his men
that we thought most of,” said Ewen, who continued
to relate incidents that had come under his own observation
of this characteristic, tears the while flowing down
his cheeks.
“He never thought of himself,
sir. It was our comfort first. He was far
more than our sergeant major. He watched us like
a father; that’s what he did.”
As Barry listened to the soldiers
telling of his father in broken words, and with flowing
tears, he almost wondered at them for their tears and
wondered at himself that he had none. Tears seemed
to be so much out of place in telling such a tale
as that.
The train for Etaples leaving at an
unearthly hour in the morning, Barry went to take
farewell of the V. A. D. the night before.
“That is an awfully early hour,”
she said, “and, oh, such a wretched train.”
There was in her voice an almost maternal solicitude
for his comfort.
“That’s nothing,”
said Barry. “When I see you here at your
unending work, it makes me feel more and more like
a slacker.”
“Wait for me here a moment,”
she said, and hurried away to return shortly in such
a glow of excitement as even her wonted calm and self-restraint
could not quite hide.
“I’m going to drive you
to Etaples to-morrow in my car. I know the matron
and some of the nurses in the American hospital there.”
“You don’t mean it,”
said Barry, “but are you sure it’s not
a terrible bore for you? I am much afraid that
I have been a nuisance to you, and you have been so
very, very good to me.”
“A bore!” she cried, and
the brown eyes were wide open in surprise. “A
bore, and you a Canadian! Why, you are one of
my brothers’ friends, and besides you seem to
me a friend of our family. My uncle Howard, you
know, told me all about you. Besides,” she
added in a voice of great gentleness, “you remember,
I promised.”
Barry caught her hand.
“I wish I could tell you all
I feel about it, but somehow I can’t get the
words.”
She allowed her hand to remain in
his for a moment or two; then withdrawing it, said
hurriedly, with a slight colour showing in her cheeks:
“I think I understand.”
Then changing her tone abruptly, and dropping into
the business-like manner of a V. A. D., she said, “So,
we’ll go to-morrow. It will be a splendid
run, if the day is fine. We had better start
by nine o’clock to give us a long day.”
Then, as if forgetting she was a V. A. D., she added
with a little catch in her voice, “Oh, I shall
love it!”
The day proved to be fine, one
of those golden days of spring that have given to
the land its name of “sunny France.”
It was a day for life and youth and hope. A day
on which war seemed more than ever a cruel outrage
upon humanity. But across the sunniest days, across
the shining face of France, and across their spirits,
too, the war cast its black shadow. They both,
however, seemed to have resolved that for that day
at least they would turn their eyes from that shadow
and let them rest only where the sun was shining.
The V. A. D. with her mind intent
upon her wheel could only contribute, as her share
in the conversation, descriptive and somewhat desultory
comments upon points of interest along the way.
Barry, because it harmonised with his mood, talked
about his father and all their years together but
ever without obtrusion of his grief. The experiences
of the past three days, which they had shared, seemed
to have established between them a sense of mutual
confidence and comradeship such as in ordinary circumstances
would have demanded years of companionship to effect.
This sense of sympathy and of perfect understanding
on the part of the girl at his side, together with
the fascinating charm of her beauty, and her sweetness,
was to Barry’s stricken heart like a healing
balm to an aching wound.
They were in sight of Etaples before
Barry imagined they could have made more than half
the journey.
“Etaples, so soon! It cannot be!”
“But it is,” said the
girl, throwing a bright smile at him, “and that’s
the hospital, on the hill yonder, where the flag is
flying.”
“Why,” exclaimed Barry,
“that’s the American flag! What’s
the American flag doing there?”
“It’s flying over an American
hospital,” said the V. A. D. “I think
it’s such a beautiful flag. In the breeze,
it seems to me the most beautiful of all the flags.
The stripes seem to flow out from the stars. Of
course,” she added hurriedly, “the Union
Jack with all its historic meaning and its mingled
crosses, is splendidly glorious and is more decorative,
but I always think, when I see those floating stripes,
that the Americans have the most beautiful flag.”
“I admit,” said Barry,
“it’s a beautiful flag, but well,
I’m a Britisher, I suppose, and see it with
British eyes. But why is that flag flying here
in France? How do the authorities allow that?
It’s a neutral flag awfully neutral,
too.”
“I understand they have permission
from the French authorities to fly that flag over
every American institution in France. And you
know,” continued the girl with rising enthusiasm,
“if they are neutral, they have immensely helped
us, too, haven’t they? in munitions
and that sort of thing.”
“That’s true enough,”
agreed Barry, “and it’s all the more wonderful
when you think of the millions of Germans that they
have in their country. I heard a very fine thing,
not long ago, from a friend of mine. A Pittsburgh
oil man about to close a deal, with a traveller, with
millions in it, suddenly discovered that his oil was
to go to the Germans. At once the deal was off,
and, though the price was considerably raised, there
was, in his own words, ’Nothing ‘doing!’
’No stuff of mine,’ he said, ’shall
go to help an enemy of the Anglo-Saxon race.’
That’s the way I believe the real Americans feel.”
“This is a wonderful hospital,”
said the V. A. D. “Whenever I see it, I
somehow feel my heart grow warm to the American people
for the splendid way in which they have helped poor
France, for, you know, in the first months of the
war, the French hospitals were perfectly ghastly.”
“I know, I know!” cried
Barry. “And the Canadians, too, have chipped
in a bit. We have a Canadian hospital in Paris,
for the French, and others are being organised.”
They turned in at the gate and found
themselves in a beautiful quadrangle, set out with
grass plots and flowers and cement walks. The
building itself, an ancient royal palace, had been
enlarged by means of sun-parlours and porches which
gave it an air of wonderful cheeriness and brightness.
“I will run in and see if any
of my friends are about,” said the V. A. D.
“Wait here for me. Unless you care to come
in,” she added.
“No, I will wait here.
I don’t just feel like meeting strangers but,
if there are Canadians in the hospital, I should like
to see them. And perhaps you can discover where
my chief can be found, if you don’t mind.”
Hardly had she passed within the door,
when another car came swiftly to the gate and drew
up a little in front of Barry’s. A girl
leaped from the wheel and with a spring in her step,
which spoke of a bounding vitality, ran up the steps.
What thought caught her it is difficult
to say, but on the topmost step she spun around and
looked straight into Barry’s eyes.
“Paula!” he shouted, and
was out of the car and at the foot of the steps, with
hand outstretched, when, with a single touch of her
foot to the steps, she was at him, with both hands
reaching for his.
“Barry, oh, Barry! It can’t
be you!” she panted. Her face went red,
then white, then red again. “Oh, it’s
better than a drink to see you. Whence, how,
why, whither? Oh, never mind answering,”
she went on. “It’s enough to see
you.”
A step behind her diverted her attention
from Barry. Barry ran up the steps, and taking
the V. A. D. by the hand, led her down.
“I want you to meet a friend
of mine,” he said and introduced Paula.
Paula’s eyes, keen as a knife-point,
were upon the V. A. D.’s face.
“I’m glad to know you,”
she said frankly, offering her hand. “Principally,”
she added, with a little laugh, “because you
know Barry.”
The V. A. D. bowed with the slight
reserve characteristic of her, and took Paula’s
hand.
“I, too, am pleased,”
she said, “to meet a friend of Captain Dunbar.”
Then she added with increased cordiality, “and
I’m glad to meet an American in France.
I know your matron, and some of the nurses.”
“Good!” cried Paula.
“Now, then, you’ll both of you take lunch
with me.”
The V. A. D. demurred.
“Of course you will,”
cried Paula. “Oh, Barry, I’m just
ready to die from seeing you again. Come along!”
she cried, impulsively, catching the V. A. D. by the
arm. “Come along and park your buzzwagon
here beside mine.”
She ran to her car, sprang in and
whirled it into place before the V. A. D. had hers
well started.
Barry waited where they had left him.
The sudden appearing of Paula had stirred within him
depths of feeling that almost overpowered him.
His mind was far away in Athabasca, once more he was
seeing the dark pool, the swiftly flowing water, the
campfire, and his father bending over it. His
heart was quivering as if a hand had been rudely thrust
into a raw wound in it.
The V. A. D. held Paula a few moments
beside her car, speaking quickly and earnestly.
When they rejoined Barry, Paula’s eyes were soft
with unshed tears, and her voice was very gentle.
“I know, Barry,” she said.
“Miss Vincent just told me. Oh, what terrible
changes this war brings to us all. We see so many
sad things here every day. It’s terribly
sad for you, Barry.”
“Yes, it is sad, Paula, and
it is going to be lonely. You have brought back
to me that bright day on the Athabasca. But,”
he added earnestly, “after all, in this war
everything personal is so small. Besides, he was
so splendid, you know, and the boys told me he played
the game up there right to the end. So I’m
not going to shame him; at least, I’m trying
not to.”
But bright as was Barry’s smile,
Paula caught the quivering of his lips, and turned
quickly away from him.
After a moment or two of silence,
she cried, with her old impulsiveness, “Now
you will both lunch with me. I’m the quartermaster
of this outfit, and have a small parlour of my own.
We shall have a lovely, cosy time, just Miss Vincent,
you and myself together.”
“But,” replied the V.
A. D., “I have just arranged with the matron
to lunch with her.”
“Oh, rubbish! I’ll
cut that out, all right. What’s the use
of being quartermaster if I can’t arrange a
lunch party to suit myself?”
Still the V. A. D. demurred.
With her, breaking an engagement for lunch was a serious
affair was indeed taking a liberty which
no English girl would think of doing.
“Oh, that’s nonsense!”
cried Paula. “I’ll make it perfectly
all right. Look here,” she cried, wheeling
upon the V. A. D., “you Britishers are so terribly
correct. I’ll show you a little shirtsleeve
diplomacy. Besides, if you don’t come in
on this you can have the matron, and I’ll take
Barry,” she said with a threatening smile.
“Watch me!” she added, as she ran away.
“What a splendid girl!”
said the V. A. D. “And that captivating
American way she has. Perfectly ripping, I call
it. I do hope we shall be friends.”
In a short time Paula came rushing
back into the room, announcing triumphantly that arrangements
had been made according to her programme, with the
matron in hearty accord.
“And she sends her love,”
she said to the V. A. D. “She would not
have you on any account miss this party. She
is desperately grieved that she cannot accept my invitation
to join us. Of course, I knew the old dear couldn’t.
And we are to meet her afterwards.”
The little lunch party was, on the
whole, a success. To the conversation Paula contributed
the larger part, Barry doing his best to second her.
But in spite of his heroic efforts, his mind would
escape him, far away to the sunny Athabasca plains,
and the gleaming river and the smooth slipping canoe,
and then with swift transition to the little British
plot in the cemetery at Boulogne.
At such times, Paula, reading his
face, would momentarily falter in her gay talk, only
to begin again with renewed vivacity. On one topic,
however, she had no difficulty in holding Barry’s
attention. It was when she told of the organising
and despatching of the American Red Cross units to
France, and more especially of her own unit, organised
and financed by her father.
“I am awfully sorry he is not
here to-day. He would have loved to have seen
you again, Barry.”
“And I to have seen him,”
said Barry. “He is a big man, and it is
fine of him to do this thing. It’s just
like the big, generous-hearted Americans they
are so unstinted in their sympathies, and they back
them up for all they are worth.”
“And how efficient they are,”
added the V. A. D. in warm admiration. “This
hospital, you know,” turning to Barry, “is
perfectly wonderful. Its equipment! Its
appliances! I have often heard our O. C. speak
in the most rapturous envy of the Etaples American
Red Cross unit.”
“And why should not it be?”
cried Paula. “It’s a question of money
after all. We are not at war. We put in
a few little hospitals here in France. We have
more money thrown at us than we can use. And you
talk about efficiency,” she added, turning to
the V. A. D. “Good Lord! My pater has
just come back from London, where he was rubbering
around with lords and dukes and things in a disgustingly
un-American way I told him, and now he raves from
morning until night over the efficiency of the British.
He’s been allowed to see some of their munition
works, you know. I simply had to declaim the
American Declaration of Independence to him three
times a day to revive his drooping Democratic sentiments,
and I had to sew Old Glory on to his pajamas so that
he might dream proper American dreams. No, to
tell you the truth,” here Paula’s voice
took a deeper note, “every last American of
us here in France is hot with humiliation and rage
at his country’s attitude, monkeying
with those baby-killing, woman-raping devils.”
As she ended, her voice shook with
passion, her cheeks were pale, and in her eyes shone
two bright tears. Impulsively the V. A. D. rose
from her place, ran around to Paula, and putting her
arm around her neck, said:
“Oh, I do thank you, and I love
you for your words,” while Barry stood at attention,
as if in the presence of his superior officer.
“I salute you,” he said with grave earnestness.
“You worthily represent your brave and generous
people.”
“Oh, darn it all!” cried
Paula, brushing away her tears. “I’m
a fool, but you don’t know how we Americans
feel real Americans, I mean, not the yellow
hyphenated breed.”
After lunch, Barry went to look up
his chief, the assistant director of chaplain service,
while Paula took charge of the V. A. D., saying:
“Run away, Barry, and see your
Brass Hat. I’ll show Miss Vincent how a
quartermaster’s department of a real hospital
should be run.”
His hour with the A. D. C. S. was
a most stimulating experience for Barry. He found
himself at once in touch with not an official thinking
in terms of military regulations and etiquette, but
a soldier and a man. For the A. D. C. S. was
both. Through all the terrible days at Ypres,
where the Canadians, in that welter of gas and fire
and blood, had won their imperishable fame as fighting
men, he had been with them, sharing their dangers
and ministering to their wants with his brother officers
of the fighting line. Physically an unimpressive
figure, small and slight, yet he seemed charged with
concentrated energy waiting release.
As Barry listened to his words coming
forth in snappy, jerking phrases, he was fascinated
by the bulldog jaw and piercing eyes of the little
man. In brief, comprehensive, vigorous sentences,
he set forth his ideals for the chaplain service in
the Canadian army.
“Three things,” he said,
“I tell my men, should mark the Canadian chaplain
service. The first, Unity unity among
themselves, unity with the other departments of the
army. Two words describe our chaplains Christian
and Canadians. I am an Anglican myself, but on
this side of the channel there are no Anglican, no
Presbyterian, no Methodist chaplains, only Christian
and Canadian chaplains. I have had to fight for
this with high officials both in the army and in the
church. I have won out, and while I’m here
this will be maintained. The second thing is
Spirituality. The Chaplain must be a Christian
man, living in touch with the Divine alive
toward God. Third, Humanity. He must be ’touched
with the feeling of our infirmity,’ sharing the
experiences of the men, getting to know their feelings,
their fears, their loneliness, their misery, their
anxieties, and God knows they have their anxieties
for themselves and for their folks at home.”
As Barry listened, he heard again
his father’s voice. “They need you.
They are afraid. They are lonely. They need
God.”
“And remember,” said the
A. D. C. S., as he rose to close the interview, “that
I am at your back. If you have any difficulty,
let me know. If you are wrong, I promise to tell
you. If you are right, I’ll back you up.
Now, let us go and look over the hospital. There
are some of our fellows there. If you feel like
saying anything in the convalescent ward, all right,
but don’t let it worry you.”
As they went through the wards, Barry
could not but notice how the faces of the patients
brightened as his chief approached, and how their eyes
followed him after he had passed.
They moved slowly through those long
corridors, sanctified by the sufferings and griefs
and hidden tears of homesick and homelonging men,
to many of whom it seemed that the best of life was
past.
When they had gone the length of the
convalescent ward, the A. D. C. S. turned and, after
getting permission of the medical superintendent,
briefly introduced Barry to the wounded men, as “a
man from the wild and woolly Canadian west, on his
way up the line, and therefore competent to tell us
about the war, and especially when it will end.”
Beside them stood a piano, and on
it lay a violin in its open case. Barry took
up the violin, fingered its strings in an absent-minded
way, and said:
“I don’t know anything
about the war, men, but I do know when it will end,
and that is when we lick those Huns good and plenty,
as our American friends would say,” bowing to
the doctor at his side. “I’m an awfully
poor speaker, boys,” he continued in a confidential
tone, “but I can make this thing talk a bit.”
Without further preface he began to
play. He had not held a violin in his hands since
he had played with his father at home. Unconsciously
his fingers wandered into the familiar notes of Handel’s
Largo. He found the violin to possess an exceptionally
rich and pure quality of tone.
As he began to play, a door opened
behind them, admitting Paula, the V. A. D. and two
or three young doctors, who took their places in the
corner about the piano.
“Do you know this?” whispered
Paula to the V. A. D., as she caught the strains of
the Largo.
“Yes. I used to play it with my brother.”
“Go to it, then,” said Paula.
But the V. A. D. hesitated.
“Go on! Look at the boys, and look at his
face.”
The V. A. D. glanced about the room
at the lines of pale and patient faces, which, in
spite of the marks of pain, were so pathetically and
resolutely bright. Then she glanced at Barry’s
face. He had forgotten all about his surroundings,
and his face was illumined with the light from those
hidden lamps that burn deep in the soul of genius,
a light enriched and warmed by the glow of a heart
in sympathy with its kind.
In obedience to Paula’s command
and a little push upon her shoulder, the V. A. D.
sat down at the piano and touched the notes softly,
feeling for the key, then fell in with the violin.
At the first note, Barry turned sharply
about and as she found her key and began to follow,
he stepped back to her side. Immediately, from
his instrument, there seemed to flow a richer, fuller
stream of melody. From the solemn and stately
harmonies of the Largo, he passed to those old familiar
airs, that never die and never lose their power over
the human heart “Annie Laurie”
and “Ben Bolt,” and thence to a rollicking
French chanson, which rather bowled over his accompanist,
but only for the first time though, for she had the
rare gift of improvisation, and sympathetic accompaniment.
Then with a full arm bowing, he swept
them into the fiercely majestic strains of the “Marseillaise,”
bringing the blue-coated orderlies about the door,
and such patients as could stand, and the group about
the piano to rigid attention. From the “Marseillaise”
it was easy to pass into the noble simplicity of his
own national song, “Oh, Canada!” where
again his accompanist was quite able to follow, and
thence to the Empire’s National Anthem, which
had for a hundred years or more lifted to their feet
British soldiers and sailors the world over.
As he drew his bow over the last chord,
Paula stepped to his side, and whispered in his ear:
“Where’s America in this thing?”
Without an instant’s break in
the music, he dropped into a whimsical and really
humorous rendering of “Yankee Doodle.”
Quickly the V. A. D. moved from the stool, caught
Paula and thrust her into the vacant place. Then
together the violin and piano rattled into a fantastic
and brilliant variation of that famous and trifling
air. Again, with a sudden change of mood, Barry
swung into that old song of the homesick plantation
negro, “The Suwanee River” a
simple enough air, but under the manipulations of
a master lending itself to an interpretation of the
deep and tender emotions which in that room and in
that company of French, British, Canadian, American
folk were throbbing in a common longing for the old
home and the “old folks at home.”
Before he had played the air once through, the grey-haired
American doctor was openly wiping his eyes, and his
colleagues looking away from each other, ashamed of
the tears that did them only honour.
Paula’s flushed face and flashing
eyes were eloquent of her deep emotion, while at her
side the V. A. D. stood quiet, controlled, but with
a glow of tender feeling shining in her face and in
her soft brown eyes.
Not long did Barry linger amid those
deeps of emotion, but straightening his figure to
its full height, and throwing up his head, he, in full
octaves, played the opening bars of what has come to
be known as America’s national anthem, “The
Star Spangled Banner.”
Instantly the A. D. C. S., the orderlies
about the door, the wounded French, British and Canadian
soldiers that could stand, sprang to attention and
so remained while the violin, with its piano accompaniment,
throbbed forth the sonorous chords. With the last
bar, Barry dropped his bow to his side, but held the
violin still at his chin. Not one of that company
moved, but stood with their eyes fastened upon his
face. After a moment’s pause, he quietly
lifted his bow again, and on the silence, still throbbing
to the strains of that triumphant martial air, there
stole out pure, sweet, as from some ethereal source,
the long drawn, trembling notes of that old sacred
melody, which, sounding over men and women in their
hours of terror and anguish and despair, has lifted
them to peace and comfort and hope “Nearer,
My God, to Thee.”
The tension which had held the company
was relaxed, the wounded men sank to their seats,
the A. D. C. S. removed his hat, which, according to
military regulations, he had worn to this moment.
On all sides, heads dropped in an attitude of reverence,
and so continued until Barry had drawn the last deep,
vibrating note to a close.
When he had laid his violin in its
case, the old American doctor came forward, with his
hand extended.
“Let me, as an American and
a Christian, thank you, sir,” he said.
One by one the group of Americans
came to shake hands with him, the last being Paula,
who held his hand a moment and said softly:
“Thank you, Barry. I believe
all that stuff now. I have learned it here.”
The last of all to come was the V.
A. D. Shyly, with a smile radiant through her tears,
she offered her hand, saying: “Thank you!
He would have liked that, I know.”
“Captain Dunbar, where’s
your own violin?” The abrupt tone of the A. D.
C. S. startled them all.
“At home, sir. I didn’t think a chaplain
would need one.”
“Whose violin in this?” asked the A. D.
C. S. in his brusque manner.
“I rather think this is mine,” said one
of the doctors.
“Will you sell it? I’ll
buy it from you, at any price you say. I want
it for him.”
“You can’t buy it, colonel,”
said the doctor. “It’s his now.
I never knew it had all that heart stuff in it.”
He took up the violin, and handed
it to Barry. But Barry drew back in astonishment.
Then the old doctor came forward.
“No, Travis,” he said,
“we’ll do better than that. What did
your fiddle cost?”
“A hundred and fifty dollars, I think.”
“Travis, this company of Americans,
representing their country here in France, as a token
of their sympathy with the allies and their sacred
cause, and of gratitude to you, sir,” bowing
to Barry, “will buy this instrument and present
it to this young man, on condition that he repeat
in similar circumstances the service he has rendered
this afternoon. Am I right?” he asked,
looking about him.
“You bet you are! Right you are!”
said the doctors.
“Oh, doctor, you are a dear old thing!”
exclaimed Paula.
Barry stood holding the instrument
in his hand, unable to find his voice. The A.
D. C. S. came to his aid.
“In the name of my chaplain,
and in the name of thousands of Canadian soldiers
to whom I promise you he will bring the blessing that
he has brought us this afternoon, I thank you for
this very beautiful and very characteristic American
act.”
“Well,” said the old doctor,
“I don’t know how you folks feel, but I
feel as if I had been to church.”
“Now, sir,” said the A.
D. C. S. to Barry, in his military tone, “I am
organising a company of musicians who will go through
our camps and help the boys as you have helped us
to-day. I would like you to be one of them.
What do you say?”
“Oh, sir,” exclaimed Barry
hastily, laying the violin upon the piano and standing
back from it, “don’t make that an order,
sir. I want to stay with my men.”
His face was quivering with deep emotion.
The A. D. C. S. looked into the quivering face.
“All right, Dunbar,” he
said, with a little laugh, and putting his hand on
Barry’s shoulder. “I guess you are
all right.”
“Some boy! What?”
said the American doctor. “Here I think
you had better take your fiddle along,” handing
Barry the violin. “It doesn’t belong
to any one in this bunch.”
The burst of laughter that followed,
all out of proportion to the humour of the remark,
revealed the tensity of the strain through which they
had passed.
Through the little town of Etaples
they drove together in almost complete silence, until
they had emerged into the country, lying spread out
about them in all the tender beauty of the soft spring
evening. As the car moved through the sweet silence
of the open fields, the V. A. D. said softly:
“Oh, Captain Dunbar, I ”
“My name is Barry,” he said gently.
A quick flush came into the beautiful
face and a soft light to the brown eyes, as she answered:
“And mine is Phyllis.”
Then she hurried to add, “I was going to say
that you helped me this afternoon as nothing has since
my dear brothers went.”
“Thank you, Phyllis. What
you have been to me through all these days, I wish
I could tell, but I can’t find words.”
Then they rode together in silence
that was more eloquent than any words of theirs could
be. At length Barry burst forth enthusiastically:
“Those Americans! What
a beautiful and gracious act of kindness that was
to me.”
“Oh,” replied Phyllis,
with answering enthusiasm, “aren’t they
fine! That was perfectly ripping of them.”