The Padre stood at the top of the
steps and looked out over the wide stretching valley
below him. His long day was drawing to a close,
but he felt no weariness of body. There was a
weariness of mind, a weariness of outlook. There
was something gray and cold and hopeless upon his
horizon, something which left him regretful of all
that which lay within his view now.
There was a half smile in his eyes,
as, for a moment, they rested on the narrow indistinct
trail which looked so far below him. He was thinking
of that apparition he had met only a few days back,
the apparition which had suddenly leapt out of his
past. It was all very strange, very wonderful,
the working of those mysterious things which make
it certain that no page in a human creature’s
life can be turned once and for all.
Yes, it was all very wonderful.
The hand of Fate had begun to move against him when
he had greeted that starving fragment of humanity at
the trail-side, more than twenty years ago. It
had moved steadily since then in every detail of his
life. It had been progressing in the work he
had done in the building of his farm. Its moving
finger had pointed every day of Buck’s young
life. In the necessities of those poor gold-seekers
it had shown its unerring direction, even in the spirit
which had prompted him to help them, which involved
the selling of his farm.
Then he saw its bitter irony.
It had done its work by bringing Joan into contact
with Buck, and, with cruel derision, had shown him
how unnecessary his sacrifice had been. Then
had come all those other things, moving so swiftly
that it was almost impossible to count each step in
the iron progress of the moving finger. It had
come with an overwhelming rush which swept him upon
its tide like a feather upon the bosom of the torrent.
And now, caught in the whirling rapids below the mighty
falls, he could only await the completion of the sentence
so long since pronounced.
The smile broadened, spreading gently
across his face. He realized he was admitting
all he had denied to Joan. But the thought brought
him no weakening. The wisdom of years had taught
him much that must not be communicated to a younger
generation. Life would teach them in their turn;
they must not learn the truths which lay before them
before their time. It was better to lie than
to destroy the hope of youth.
His conscience was clear, his resolve
perfect in its steadiness. The happiness of two
people was at stake. For Buck he would give up
all. There was no sacrifice too great. For
Joan she was the fair daughter of his oldest
friend. His duty was clear by her. There
was one course, and one course only that he could
see for himself. To remove the last shadow from
these young lives he must face the ordeal which lay
before him. What its outcome might be he could
not quite see, but he was not without hope. There
were certain details surrounding the death of his
friend which did not fit in with his guilt. He
had no weapon upon him in that house. Nor was
there the least reason for the crime. He knew
he would be confronted by the evidence of a woman who
hated him, a woman capable of manufacturing evidence
to suit her own ends. But, whatever else she
might do, she could not produce a weapon belonging
to him, nor could she invent a reason for the crime
that could not be disproved. At least this was
the hope he clung to.
However, he knew that he could not
leave the shadow of his possible guilt to cloud the
lives of these two, just setting out on their long
journey together. The possibilities of it for
harm were far too great. The ocean of hot, youthful
love was far too possible of disaster for an unnecessary
threat to overshadow it.
No, he had refused the request of
these two from the first moment when he had realized
his duty by them, and now, after careful thought, his
resolve remained unshaken.
Still, he was not without regret as
he gazed out over that vast world he had learned to
love so well. The thought of possibly never seeing
it again hurt him. The wide valleys, the fair,
green pastures, the frowning, mysterious woods with
their utter silence, the butting crags with their
barren crests, or snow-clad shoulders. They held
him in a thrall of almost passionate devotion.
They would indeed be hard to part with.
He looked away down the gaping jaws
of the valley at the black crest of Devil’s
Hill. It was a point that never failed to attract
him, and now more so than ever. Was it not round
this hill that all his past efforts had been concentrated?
He studied it. Its weirdness
held him. A heavy mist enveloped its crown, that
steaming mist which ever hung above the suspended lake.
It was denser now than usual. It had been growing
denser for the last two days, and, in a vague way,
he supposed that those internal fires which heated
the water were glowing fiercer than usual. He
glanced up at the sky, and almost for the first time
realized the arduous efforts of the westering sun
to penetrate the densely humid atmosphere. It
was stiflingly hot, when usually the air possessed
a distinct chill.
But these things possessed only a
passing interest. The vagaries of the mountain
atmosphere rarely concerned him. His vigorous
body was quite impervious to its changes. He
picked up his “catch” of pelts and shouldered
them. They were few enough, and as he thought
of the unusual scarcity of foxes the last few days
he could not help feeling that the circumstance was
only in keeping with the rest of the passing events
of his life.
He made his way along the foot-path
which wound its way through the pine bluff, in the
midst of which the old fur fort lay hidden inside
its mouldering stockade. He flung the pelts into
the storeroom, and passed on to the house, wondering
if Buck had returned from the camp, whither he knew
he had been that day.
He found him busy amidst a pile of
stores spread out upon the floor and table, and a
mild surprise greeted the youngster as he looked round
from his occupation.
“You never said you were getting
stores, Buck?”
The Padre eyed the pile curiously.
Finally his eyes paused at the obvious ammunition
cases.
Buck followed the direction of his gaze.
“No,” he said; and turned
again to his work of bestowing the goods in the places
he had selected for them.
The Padre crossed the room and sat
down. Then he leisurely began to exchange his
moccasins for a pair of comfortable house-shoes.
“Had we run short?” he asked presently.
“No.”
Buck’s manner was touched with something like
brusqueness.
“Then why?”
Buck straightened up, bearing in his arms an ammunition
box.
“Because we may need ’em,”
he said, and bestowed the box under the settle with
a kick.
“I don’t get you that’s
revolver ammunition you just put away.”
“Yes.”
Buck continued his work until the
room was cleared. The other watched him interestedly.
Then as the younger man began to prepare their supper
the Padre again reverted to it.
“Maybe you’ll tell me about ’em now?”
he said, with his easy smile.
Buck had just set the kettle on the
stove. He stood up, and a frown of perplexity
darkened his brow.
“Maybe I won’t be able
to get to camp again,” he said. “Maybe
we’ll need ’em for another reason.”
“What other?”
“The sheriff’s comin’.
That woman’s sent for him. I’ve figgered
out he can’t get along till ‘bout to-morrow
night, or the next mornin’. Anyway it don’t
do to reckon close on how quick a sheriff can git
doin’.”
The Padre’s smile had died out of his eyes.
He sighed.
“The sheriff’s coming,
eh?” Then he went on after a pause. “But
these stores I don’t see ”
A dark flame suddenly lit Buck’s
eyes, but though he broke in quickly it was without
the heat that was evidently stirring within him.
“They’re for Joan, an’
me an’ you. When the time comes
guess we’re going where no sheriff can follow
us, if you don’t make trouble. I don’t
guess you need tellin’ of the valley below us.
You know it, an’ you know the steps. You
know the canyon away on toward Devil’s Hill.
That’s the way we’re goin’ when
the time comes. An’ I’d say there
ain’t no sheriff or dep’ties’ll care
to follow us through that canyon. After that
we cut away north. Ther’s nobody can follow
our trail that way.”
Something almost of defiance grew
into his voice as he proceeded. He was expecting
denial, and was ready to resist it with all his force.
The Padre shook his head.
“Buck, Buck, this is madness rank
madness,” he cried. “To resist the
law in the way your hot head dictates is to outlaw
yourselves beyond all redemption. You don’t
understand what you are doing. You don’t
know to what you are condemning this little Joan.
You don’t know how surely your methods will
condemn me.”
But Buck was on fire with rebellion
against the injustice of a law which claimed the Padre
as its victim. He saw the hideous possibilities
following upon his friend’s arrest, and was determined
to give his life in the service of his defense.
“It’s not madness,”
he declared vehemently. “It’s justice,
real justice that we should defend our freedom.
If you wer’ guilty, Padre, it would be
dead right to save yourself. It’s sure the
right of everything to save its life. If you’re
innocent you sure got still more right. Padre,
I tell you they mean to fix you. That woman’s
got a cinch she ain’t lettin’ go.
She’s lived for this time, Joan’s told
me. She’ll raise plumb hell to send you
to your death. Padre, just listen to us.
It’s me an’ Joan talkin’ now.
What I say she says. We can see these things
different to you; we’re young. You say it’s
your duty to give up to this woman. We say it’s
our duty you shan’t. If you give
up to her you’re giving up to devil’s mischief,
an’ that’s dead wrong. An’
nothin’ you can say can show me you got a right
to help devil’s work. We’ll light
out of here before they come. Us three.
If you stop here, we stop too, an’ that’s
why I got the ammunition. More than that.
Ther’s others, too, won’t see you taken.
Ther’s fellers with us in the camp fellers
who owe you a heap like I do.”
The Padre watched the steam rising
from the kettle with moody eyes. The youngster
was tempting him sorely. He knew Buck’s
determination, his blind loyalty. He felt that
herein lay his own real danger. Yes, to bolt
again, as he had done that time before, would be an
easy way out. But its selfishness was too obvious.
He could not do it. To do so would be to drag
them in his train of disaster, to blight their lives
and leave them under the grinding shadow of the law.
No, it could not be.
“Looked at from the way you
look at it, there is right enough in what you say,
boy,” he said kindly. “But you can’t
look at civilized life as these mountains teach you
to look at things. When the sheriff comes I yield
to arrest, and I trust in God to help us all.
My mind is made up.”
For some moments Buck stared down
at the sturdy friend who had taken the place of his
dead father. His eyes softened, and their fire
died out. But there was no rescinding of his
desperate decision. He was thinking of what it
would mean, the thought of this white-haired man in
the hands of the executioner. He was thinking
of the kindly heart beating within that stalwart bosom.
He was thinking of the wonderful, thoughtful kindness
for others which was always the motive of his life.
And a deep-throated curse rose to his lips. But
it found no utterance. It could not in that presence.
“An’ my mind’s made
up,” he jerked out at last, with concentrated
force. Then he added with an abrupt softening,
“Let’s eat, Padre. I was forgettin’.
Mebbe you’re hungry some.”