The guests from Hohenlinden had departed
from Foreland Farms; the family had retired.
Outside, under a sparkling galaxy of summer stars,
tall trees stood unstirring; indoors nothing stirred
except the family cat, darkly prowling on velvet-shod
feet in eternal search of those viewless things which
are manifest only to the feline race-sorcerers
all, whether quadruped or human.
In various bedrooms upstairs lights
went out, one after another, until only two windows
remained illuminated, one in the west wing, one in
the north.
For Dulcie, in her negligee and night
robe, still sat by the open window, chin resting on
palm, her haunted gaze remotely lost somewhere beyond
the July stars.
And, in his room, Garry had arrived
only as far as removing coat and waistcoat in the
process of disrobing for the night. For his mind
was still deeply preoccupied with Dulcie Soane and
with the strange expression of her face at the piano-and
with the profoundly altered visage of Murtagh Skeel.
And he was asking himself what could
have happened between those two in such a few minutes
there at the piano in the music-room. For it was
evident to him that Skeel was labouring under poorly
controlled emotion, was dazed by it, and was recovering
self-possession only by a mighty effort.
And when Skeel had finally taken his
leave and had gone away with the Gerhardts, he suddenly
stopped on the porch, returned to the music-room,
and, bending down, had kissed Dulcie’s hand with
a grace and reverence which made the salute more of
a serious ceremony than the impulsive homage of a
romantic poet’s whim.
Considered by itself, the abrupt return
and quaintly perfect salute might have been taken
as a spontaneous effervescence of that delightful
Celtic gallantry so easily stirred to ebullition by
youth and beauty. And for that it was accepted
by the others after Murtagh Skeel was gone; and everybody
ventured to chaff Dulcie a little about her conquest-merely
the gentle humour of gentlefolk-a harmless
word or two, a smile in sympathy.
Garry alone saw in the girl’s
smile no genuine response to the light badinage, and
he knew that her serenity was troubled, her careless
composure forced.
Later, he contrived to say good-night
to her alone, and gave her a chance to speak; but
she only murmured her adieux and went slowly away
up the stairs with Thessalie, not looking back.
Now, sitting there in his dressing-gown,
briar pipe alight, he frowned and pondered over the
matter in the light of what he already knew of Dulcie,
of the dead mother who bore her, of the grotesquely
impossible Soane, of this man, Murtagh Skeel.
What had he and Dulcie found in common
to converse about so earnestly and so long there in
the music-room? What had they talked about to
drive the colour from Dulcie’s cheeks and alter
Skeel’s countenance so that he had looked more
like his own wraith than his living self?
That Dulcie’s mother had known
this man, had once, evidently, been in love with him
more or less, doubtless was revealed in their conversation
at the piano. Had Skeel enlightened Dulcie any
further? And on what subject? Soane?
Her mother? Her origin-in case the
child had admitted ignorance of it? Was Dulcie,
now, in possession of new facts concerning herself?
Were they agreeable facts? Were they depressing?
Had she learned anything definite in regard to her
birth? Her parentage? Did she know, now,
who was her real father? Was the obvious absurdity
of Soane finally exploded? Had she learned what
the drunken Soane meant by asserting that her name
was not Soane but Fane?
His pipe burned out and he laid it
aside, but did not rise to resume his preparation
for bed.
Then, somewhere from the unlighted
depths of the house came the sound of the telephone
bell-at that hour of night always a slightly
ominous sound.
He got up and went down stairs, not
troubling to switch on any light, for the lustre of
the starry night outside silvered every window and
made it possible for him to see his way.
At the clamouring telephone, finally,
he unhooked the receiver:
“Hello?” he said.
“Yes! Yes! Oh, is that you,
Renoux? Where on earth are you?... At Northbrook?...
Where?... At the Summit House? Well, why
didn’t you come here to us?... Oh!...
No, it isn’t very late. We retire early
at Foreland.... Oh, yes, I’m dressed....
Certainly.... Yes, come over.... Yes!...
Yes!... I’ll wait for you in the
library.... In an hour?... You bet.
No, I’m not sleepy.... Sure thing!...
Come on!”
He hung up the receiver, turned, and
made his way through the dusk toward the library which
was opposite the music-room across the big entrance
hall.
Before he turned on any light he paused
to look out at the splendour of the stars. The
night had grown warmer; there was no haze, now, only
an argentine clarity in which shadowy trees stood mysterious
and motionless and the dim lawn stretched away to
the distant avenue and wall, lost against their looming
border foliage.
Once he thought he heard a slight
sound somewhere in the house behind him, but presently
remembered that the family cat held sway among the
mice at such an hour.
A little later he turned from the
window to light a lamp, and found himself facing a
slim, white figure in the starry dusk.
“Dulcie!” he exclaimed under his breath.
“I want to talk to you.”
“Why on earth are you wandering
about at this hour?” he asked. “You
made me jump, I can tell you.”
“I was awake-not
in bed yet. I heard the telephone. Then I
went out into the west corridor and saw you going
down stairs.... Is it all right for me to sit
here in my night dress with you?”
He smiled:
“Well, considering -”
“Of course!” she said
hastily, “only I didn’t know whether outside
your studio -”
“Oh, Dulcie, you’re becoming
self-conscious! Stop it, Sweetness. Don’t
spoil things. Here-tuck yourself into
this big armchair!-curl up! There
you are. And here I am -”
dropping into another wide, deep chair. “Lord!
but you’re a pretty thing, Dulcie, with your
hair down and all glimmering with starlight!
We’ll try painting you that way some day-I
wouldn’t know how to go about it offhand, either.
Maybe a screened arc-lamp in a dark partition, and
a peep-hole-I don’t know -”
He lay back in his chair, studying
her, and she watched him in silence for a while.
Presently she sighed, stirred, placed her feet on the
floor as though preparing to rise. And he came
out of his impersonal abstraction:
“What is it you want to say, Sweetness?”
“Another time,” she murmured. “I
don’t -”
“You dear child, you came to
me needing the intimacy of our comradeship-perhaps
its sympathy. My mind was wandering-you
are so lovely in the starlight. But you ought
to know where my heart is.”
“Is it open-a little?”
“Knock and see, Sweetness.”
“Well, then, I came to ask you-Mr.
Skeel is coming to-morrow-to see me-alone.
Could it be contrived-without offending?”
“I suppose it could....
Yes, of course.... Only it will be conspicuous.
You see, Mr. Skeel is much sought after in certain
circles-beginning to be pursued and -”
“He asked me.”
“Dear, it’s quite all right -”
“Let me tell you, please.... He did
know my mother.”
“I supposed so.”
“Yes. He was the man.
I want you to know what he told me.... I always
wish you to know everything that is in my-mind-always,
for ever.”
She leaned forward in her chair, her
pretty, bare feet extended. One silken sleeve
of her negligee had fallen to the shoulder, revealing
the perfect symmetry of her arm. But he put from
his mind the ever latent artistic delight in her,
closed his painter’s eye to her protean possibilities,
and resolutely concentrated his mental forces upon
what she was now saying:
“He turns out to be the same
man my mother wrote to-and who wrote to
her.... They were in love, then. He didn’t
say why he went away, except that my mother’s
family disliked him.... She lived at a house
called Fane Court.... He spoke of my mother’s
father as Sir Barry Fane....”
“That doesn’t surprise me, Sweetness.”
“Did you know?”
“Nothing definite.”
He looked at the lovely, slender-limbed girl there
in the starry dusk. “I knew nothing definite,”
he repeated, “but there was no mistaking the
metal from which you had been made-or the
mould, either. And as for Soane -”
he smiled.
She said:
“If my name is really Fane,
there can be only one conclusion; some kinsman of
that name must have married my mother.”
He said:
“Of course,” very gravely.
“Then who was he? My mother
never mentioned him in her letters. What became
of him? He must have been my father. Is he
living?”
“Did you ask Mr. Skeel?”
“Yes. He seemed too deeply
affected to answer me. He must have loved my
mother very dearly to show such emotion before me.”
“What did you ask him, Dulcie?”
“After we left the piano?”
“Yes.”
“I asked him that. I had
only a few more moments alone with him before he left.
I asked him about my mother-to tell me how
she looked-so I could think of her more
clearly. He has a picture of her on ivory.
He is to bring it to me and tell me more about her.
That is why I must see him to-morrow-so
I may ask him again about my father.”
“Yes, dear....” He
sat very silent for a while, then rose, came over,
and seated himself on the padded arm of Dulcie’s
chair, and took both her hands into his:
“Listen, Sweetness. You
are what you are to me-my dear comrade,
my faithful partner sharing our pretty partnership
in art; and, more than these, Dulcie, you are my friend....
Never doubt that. Never forget it. Nothing
can alter it-nothing you learn about your
origin can exalt that friendship.... Nothing
lessen it. Do you understand? Nothing
can lessen it, save only if you prove untrue
to what you are-your real self.”
She had rested her cheek against his
arm while he was speaking. It lay there now,
pressed closer.
“As for Murtagh Skeel,”
he said, “he is a charming, cultivated, fascinating
man. But if he attempts to carry out his agitator’s
schemes and his revolutionary propaganda in this country,
he is headed for most serious trouble.”
“Why does he?”
“Don’t ask me why men
of his education and character do such things.
They do; that’s all I know. Sir Roger Casement
is another man not unlike Skeel. There are many,
hot-hearted, generous, brave, irrational. There
is no use blaming them-no justice in it,
either. The history of British rule in Ireland
is a matter of record.
“But, Dulcie, he who strikes
at England to-day strikes at civilisation, at liberty,
at God! This is no time to settle old grievances.
And to attempt to do it by violence, by propaganda-to
attempt a reckoning of ancient wrongs in any way,
to-day, is a crime-the crime of treachery
against Christ’s teachings-of treason
against Lord Christ Himself!”
After a long interval:
“You are going to this war quite soon.
Mr. Westmore said so.”
“I am going-with my country or without
it.”
“When?”
“When I finally lose patience
and self-respect.... I don’t know exactly
when, but it will be pretty soon.”
“Could I go with you?”
“Do you wish to?”
She pressed her cheek against his arm in silence.
He said:
“That has troubled me a lot,
Dulcie. Of course you could stay here; I can
arrange-I had come to a conclusion in regard
to financial matters -”
“I can’t,” she whispered.
“Can’t what?”
“Stay here-take anything
from you-accept without service in return.”
“What would you do?”
“I wouldn’t care-if you-leave
me here alone.”
“But, Dulcie -”
“I know. You said it this
evening. There will come a time when you would
not find it convenient to have me-around -”
“Dear, it’s only because
a man and a woman in this world cannot continue anything
of enduring intimacy without business as an excuse.
And even then, the pleasant informality existing now
could not be continued with anything except very serious
disadvantage to you.”
“You will grow tired of painting me,”
she said under her breath.
“No. But your life is all
before you, Dulcie. Girls usually marry sooner
or later.”
“Men do too.”
“That’s not what I meant -”
“You will marry,” she whispered.
Again, at her words, the same odd
uneasiness began to possess him as though something
obscure, unformulated as yet, must some day be cleared
up by him and decided.
“Don’t leave me-yet,”
she said.
“I couldn’t take you with me to France.”
“Let me enlist for service.
Could you be patient for a few months so that I might
learn something-anything!-I don’t
care what, if only I can go with you? Don’t
they require women to scrub and do unpleasant things-humble,
unclean, necessary things?”
“You couldn’t-with your slender
youth and delicate beauty -”
“Oh,” she whispered, “you
don’t know what I could do to be near you!
That is all I want-all I want in the world!-just
to be somewhere not too far away. I couldn’t
stand it, now, if you left me.... I couldn’t
live -”
“Dulcie!”
But, suddenly, it was a hot-faced,
passionate, sobbing child who was clinging desperately
to his arm and staunching her tears against it-saying
nothing more, merely clinging close with quivering
lips.
“Listen,” he said impulsively.
“I’ll give you time. If there’s
anything you can learn that will admit you to France,
come back to town with me and learn it.... Because
I don’t want to leave you, either.... There
ought to be some way-some way -”
He checked himself abruptly, stared at the bowed head
under its torrent of splendid hair-at the
desperate white little hands holding so fast to his
sleeve, at the slender body gathered there in the deep
chair, and all aquiver now.
“We’ll go-together,”
he said unsteadily.... “I’ll do what
I can; I promise.... You must go upstairs to
bed, now.... Dulcie!... dear girl....”
She released his arm, tried to get
up from her chair obediently, blinded by tears and
groping in the starlight.
“Let me guide you -”
His voice was strained, his touch feverish and unsteady,
and the convulsive closing of her fingers over his
seemed to burn to his very bones.
At the stairs she tried to speak,
thanking him, asking pardon for her tears, her loss
of self-command, penitent, afraid that she had lowered
herself, strained his friendship-troubled
him -
“No. I-want
you,” he said in an odd, indistinct, hesitating
voice.... “Things must be cleared up-matters
concerning us-affairs -”
he muttered.
She closed her eyes a moment and rested
both hands on the banisters as though fatigued, then
she looked down at him where he stood watching her:
“If you had rather go without
me-if it is better for you-less
troublesome -”
“I’ve told you,”
he said in a dull voice, “I want you. You
must fit yourself to go.”
“You are so kind to me-so wonderful -”
He merely stared at her; she turned
almost wearily to resume her ascent.
“Dulcie!”
She had reached the landing above.
She bent over, looking down at him in the dusk.
“Did you understand?”
“I-yes, I think so.”
“That I want you?”
“Yes.”
“It is true. I want you
always. I’m just beginning to understand
that myself. Please don’t ever forget what
I say to you now, Dulcie; I want you. I shall
always want you. Always! As long as I live.”
She leaned heavily on the newel-post above, looking
down.
He could not see that her eyes were
closed, that her lips moved in voiceless answer.
She was only a vague white shape there in the dusk
above him-a mystery which seemed to have
been suddenly born out of some poignant confusion
of his own mind.
He saw her turn, fade into the darkness.
And he stood there, not moving, aware of the chaos
within him, of shapeless questions being evolved out
of this profound disturbance-of an inner
consciousness groping with these questions-questions
involving other questions and menacing him with the
necessity of decision.
After a while, too, he became conscious
of his own voice sounding there in the darkness:
“I am very near to love....
I have been close to it.... It would be very
easy to fall in love to-night.... But I am wondering-about
to-morrow.... And afterward.... But I have
been very near-very near to love, to-night....”
The front doorbell rang through the darkness.