Elsin had slept all the bright morning
through in her little room at the Blue Fox Tavern,
whither Colonel Sheldon’s horsemen had conducted
us. My room adjoined hers, the window looking
out upon the Bronx where it flowed, shallow and sunny,
down from the wooded slopes of North Castle and Chatterton’s
Hill. But I heeded neither the sparkling water
nor the trees swaying in the summer wind, nor the busy
little hamlet across the mill-dam, nor Abe Case, the
landlord, with his good intentions, pressed too cordially,
though he meant nothing except kindness.
“Listen to me,” I said,
boots in hand, and laying down the law; “we
require neither food nor drink nor service nor the
bridal-chambers which you insist upon. The lady
will sleep where she is, I here; and if you dare awaken
me before noonday I shall certainly discharge these
boots in your direction!”
Whereupon he seemed to understand
and bowed himself out; and I, lying there on the great
curtained bed, watched the sunlight stealing through
the flowered canopy until the red roses fell to swaying
in an unfelt wind, and I, dreaming, wandered in a
garden with that lady I sometimes saw in visions.
And, Lord! how happy we were there together, only at
moments I felt abashed and sorry, for I thought I saw
Elsin lying on the grass, so still, so limp, that
I knew she must be dead, and I heard men whispering
that she had died o’ love, and that I and my
lady were to dig the grave at moonrise.
A fitful slumber followed, threaded
by dreams that vaguely troubled me visions
of horsemen riding, and of painted faces and dark heads
shaved for war. Again into my dream a voice broke,
repeating, “Thendara! Thendara!”
until it grew to a dull and deadened sound, like the
hollow thud of Wyandotte witch-drums.
I slept, yet every loosened nerve
responded to the relaxing tension of excitement.
Twice I dreamed that some one roused me, and that I
was dressing in mad haste, only to sink once more
into a sleep which glimmered ever with visions passing,
passing in processional, until at noon I awoke of
my own accord, and was bathed and partly dressed ere
the landlord came politely scratching at my door to
know my pleasure.
“A staff-officer from his Excellency,
Mr. Renault,” he said, as I bade him enter,
tying my stock the while.
“Very well,” I said; “show
him up. And, landlord, when the lady awakes,
you may serve us privately.”
He bowed himself out, and presently
I heard spurs and a sword jingling on the stairs,
and turned to receive his Excellency’s staff-officer a
very elegant and polite young man in a blue uniform,
faced with buff, and white-topped boots.
“Mr. Renault?” he asked,
raising his voice and eyebrows a trifle; and I think
I never saw such a careless, laughing, well-bred countenance
in which were set two eyes as shrewdly wise as the
eyes of this young man.
“I am Mr. Renault,” I
said amiably, smiling at the mirth which twitched
the gravity he struggled to assume.
“Colonel Hamilton of his Excellency’s
family,” he said, making as elegant a bow as
I ever had the honor to attempt to match.
We were very ceremonious, bowing repeatedly
as we seated ourselves, he lifting his sword and laying
it across his knees. And I admired his hat, which
was new and smartly laced, and cocked in the most
fashionable manner which small details carry
some weight with me, I distrusting men whose dress
is slovenly from indifference and not from penury.
His Excellency was ever faultless in attire; and I
remember that he wrote in general orders on New Year’s
day in ’76: “If a soldier can not
be induced to take pride in his person, he will soon
become a sloven and indifferent to everything.”
“Mr. Renault,” began Colonel
Hamilton, “his Excellency has your letters.
He regrets that a certain sphere of usefulness is now
closed to you through your own rashness.”
I reddened, bowing.
“It appears, however,”
continued Colonel Hamilton placidly, “that your
estimate of yourself is too humble. His Excellency
thanks you, applauds your modesty and faithfulness
in the most trying service a gentleman can render
to his country, and desires me to express the same ”
He rose and bowed. I was on my
feet, confused, amazed, tingling with pleasure.
“His Excellency said that!”
I repeated incredulously.
“Indeed he did, Mr. Renault,
and he regrets that ahem under
the circumstances it is not advisable to
publicly acknowledge your four years’ service not
even privately, Mr. Renault you understand
that such services as yours must be, in a great measure,
their own reward. Yet I know that his Excellency
hesitated a long while to send me with this verbal
message, so keenly did he desire to receive you, so
grateful is he for the service rendered.”
I was quite giddy with delight now.
Never, never had I imagined that the Commander-in-Chief
could single me out for such generous praise me,
a man who had lent himself to a work abhorrent a
work taken up only because there was none better fitted
to accomplish a thing that all shrank from.
Seated once more, I looked up to see
Colonel Hamilton regarding me with decorous amusement.
“It may interest you, Mr. Renault,
to know what certain British agents reported to Sir
Henry Clinton concerning you.”
“What did they say?” I asked curiously.
“They said, ’Mr. Renault
is a rich young man who thinks more of his clothes
than he does of politics, and is safer than a guinea
wig-stand!’”
His face was perfectly grave, but
the astonished chagrin on my countenance set his keen
eyes glimmering, and in a moment more we both went
off into fits of laughter.
“Lord, sir!” he exclaimed,
dusting his eyes with a lace handkerchief, “what
a man we lost when you lost your head! Why on
earth did you affront Walter Butler?”
I leaned forward, emphasizing every
point with a noiseless slap on my knee, and recounted
minutely and as frankly as I could every step which
led to the first rupture between Walter Butler and
myself. He followed my story, intelligent eyes
fixed on me, never losing an accent, a shade of expression,
as I narrated our quarrel concerning the matter of
the Oneidas, and how I had forgotten myself and had
turned on him as an Iroquois on a Delaware, a master
on an insolent slave.
“From that instant he must have
suspected me,” I said, leaning back in my chair.
“And now, Colonel Hamilton, my story is ended,
and my usefulness, too, I fear, unless his Excellency
will find for me some place perhaps a humble
commission say in the dragoons of Major
Talmadge ”
“You travel too modestly,”
said Hamilton, laughing. “Why, Mr. Renault,
any bullet-headed, reckless fellow who has done as
much as you have done may ask for a commission and
have it, too. Look at me! I never did anything,
yet they found me good enough for a gun captain, and
they gave me a pair o’ cannon, too. But,
sir, there are other places with few to fill them far
too few, I assure you. Why, what a shame to set
you with a noisy, galloping herd of helmets, chasing
skinners and cowboys with a brace of gad-a-mercy pistols
in your belt! what a shame, I say, when
in you there lie talents we seek in vain for among
the thousand and one numskulls who can drill a battalion
or maneuver a brigade!”
“What talents?” I asked, astonished.
“Lord! he doesn’t even
suspect them!” cried Hamilton gaily. “I
wish you might meet a few of our talented brigadiers
and colonels; they have no doubts concerning
their several abilities!” Then, suddenly serious:
“Listen, sir. You know the north; you were
bred and born to a knowledge of the Iroquois, their
language, character, habits, their intimate social
conditions, nay, you are even acquainted with what
no other living white man comprehends their
secret rites, their clan and family laws and ties,
their racial instincts, their most sacred rituals!
You are a sachem! Sir William Johnson was one,
but he is dead. Who else living, besides yourself,
can speak to the Iroquois with clan authority?”
“I do not know,” I said,
troubled. “Walter Butler may know something
of the Book of Rites, because he was raised up in
place of some dead Delaware dog! ”
I clinched my hand, and stood silent in angry meditation.
Lifting my eyes I saw Hamilton watching me, amazed,
interested, delighted.
“I ask your indulgence,”
I said, embarrassed, “but when I think of the
insolence of that fellow and that he dared
call me brother and claim clan kindred with a Wolf the
yellow Delaware mongrel! ” I laughed,
glancing shamefacedly at Colonel Hamilton.
“In another moment,” I
said, “you will doubt there is white blood in
me. It is strange how faithfully I cling to that
dusky foster-mother, the nation that adopted me.
I was but a lad, Colonel Hamilton, and what the Oneidas
saw in me, or believed they saw, I never have accurately
learned I do not really know to this day! but
when a war-chief died they came to my father, asking
that he permit them to adopt me and raise me up.
The ceremony took place. I, of course, never lived
with them never even left my own roof but
I was adopted into the Wolf Clan, the noble clan of
the Iroquois. And I have never forgotten
it nor them. What touches an Oneida
touches me!”
He nodded gravely, watching me with bright eyes.
“To-day the Long House is not
the Five Nations,” I continued. “The
Tuscaroras are the Sixth Nation; the Delawares now
have come in, and have been accepted as the Seventh
Nation. But, as you know, the Long House is split.
The Onondagas are sullenly neutral or say
they are the Mohawks, Cayugas, Sénecas,
are openly leagued against us; the Oneidas alone are
with us what is left of them after the terrible
punishment they received from the Mohawks and Sénecas.”
“And now you say that the Iroquois
have determined to punish the Oneidas again?”
“Yes, sir, to annihilate them
for espousing our cause. And,” I added
contemptuously, “Walter Butler dared believe
that I would sit idle and never lift a warning finger.
True, I am first of all a Wolf but next
am I an Oneida. And, as I may not sit in national
council with my clan to raise my voice against this
punishment, and, as the Long House is rent asunder
forever, why, sir, I am an Oneida first of all after
my allegiance to my own country and I shall
so conduct that Walter Butler and the Delaware dogs
of a cleft and yellow clan will remember that when
an Oneida speaks, they remain silent, they obey!”
I began to pace the chamber, arms
folded, busy with my thoughts. Hamilton sat buried
in meditation for a space. Finally he arose,
extending his hand with that winning frankness so endearing
to all. I asked him to dine with us, but he excused
himself, pleading affairs of moment.
“Listen, Mr. Renault. I
understand that his Excellency has certain designs
upon your amiability, and he most earnestly desires
you to remain here at the Blue Fox until such time
as he summons you or sends you orders. You are
an officer of Tryon County militia, are you not?”
“Only ensign in the Rangers,
but I never have even seen their colors, much less
carried them.”
“You know Colonel Willett?”
“I have that very great honor,” I said
warmly.
“It is an honor to know
such a man. Excepting Schuyler, I think he is
the bravest, noblest gentleman in County Tryon.”
He walked toward the door, head bowed in reflection,
turned, offered his hand again with a charming freedom,
and bowed himself out.
Pride and deepest gratitude possessed
my heart that his Excellency should have found me
worthy of his august commendation. In my young
head rang the words of Colonel Hamilton. I stood
in the center of the sunny room, repeating to myself
the wonderful message, over and over, until it seemed
my happiness was too great to bear alone; and I leaned
close to the dividing door, calling “Elsin!
Elsin! Are you awake?”
A sleepy voice bade me enter, and
I opened the door and stood at the sill, while the
brightly flowered curtains of her bed rustled and
twitched. Presently she thrust a sleepy head forth,
framed in chintz roses the flushed face
of a child, drowsy eyes winking at the sunbeams, powdered
hair twisted up in a heavy knot.
“Goodness me,” she murmured,
“I am so hungry so sleepy ”
She yawned shamelessly, blinked with her blue eyes,
looked at me, and smiled.
“What o’clock is it, Carus?”
she began; then a sudden consternation sobered her,
and she cried, “Oh, I forgot where we are!
Mercy! To think that I should wake to find myself
a runaway! Carus, Carus, what in the world is
to become of me now? Where are we, Carus?”
“At the Blue Fox, near North
Castle,” I said gaily. “Why, Elsin why,
child, what on earth is the matter?” for
the tears had rushed to her eyes, and her woful little
face quivered. A single tear fell, then the wet
lashes closed.
“O Carus! Carus!”
she said, “what will become of me? You did
it you made me do it! I’ve run
away with you why did you make me do it?
Oh, why, why?”
Dumb, miserable, I could only look
at her, finding no word of comfort amazed,
too, that the feverish spirit, the courage, the amazing
energy of the night before had exhaled, distilling
now in the tears which dazed me.
“I don’t know why I came
here with you,” she whimpered, eyes closed on
her wet cheeks “I must have been mad
to do so. What will they say? what
will Rosamund say? Why don’t you speak to
me, Carus? Why don’t you tell me what to
do?”
And this from that high-strung, nerveless
maid who had matured to womanhood in the crisis of
the night before seizing command of a menacing
situation through sheer effrontery and wit, compelling
fate itself to swerve aside as she led our galloping
horses through the slowly closing gates of peril.
Her head drooped and lay on the edge
of the bed pillowed by the flowered curtains; she
rubbed the tears from her eyes with white fingers,
drawing a deep, unsteady breath or two.
I had found my voice at last, assuring
her that all was well, that she should have a flag
when she desired it, that here nobody knew who she
was, and that when she was dressed I was ready to discuss
the situation and do whatever was most advisable.
“If there’s a scandal,”
she said dolefully, “I suppose I must ask a
flag at once.”
“That would be best,” I admitted.
“But there’s no scandal yet,” she
protested.
“Not a breath!” I cried
cheerfully. “You see, we have the situation
in our own hands. Where is that wit, where is
that gay courage you wore like magic armor through
the real perils of yesterday?”
“Gone,” she said, looking
up at me. “I don’t know where it is I I
was not myself yesterday. I was frightened terror
spurred me to things I never dreamed of when I thought
of you hanging there on the Common ”
“You blessed child!” I
cried, dropping on one knee beside her.
She laid her hand on my head, looking
at me for a long while in silence.
“I can not help it,” she
said. “I really care nothing for what folk
say. All this that we have done and
my indiscretion nay, that we have run away
and I am here with you all this alarms me
not at all. Indeed,” she added earnestly,
“I do truly find you so agreeable that I should
have fretted had you gone away alone. Now I am
honest with myself and you, Carus this
matter has sobered me into gravest reflection.
I have the greatest curiosity concerning you I
had from the very first spite of all that
childish silliness we committed. I don’t
know what it is about you that I can not let you go
until I learn more of you. Perhaps I shall we
have a week here before a flag goes north, have we
not?” she asked naively.
“The flag goes at your pleasure, Elsin.”
“Then it is my pleasure that
we remain a while and see and
see ” she murmured, musing eyes fixed
on the sunny window. “I would we could fall
in love, Carus!”
“We are pledged to try,” I said gaily.
“Aye, we must try. Lord-a-mercy
on me, for my small head is filled with silliness,
and my heart beats only for the vain pleasure of the
moment. A hundred times since I have known you,
Carus, I would have sworn I loved you then
something that you say or do repels me or
something, perhaps, of my own inconstancy and
only that intense curiosity concerning you remains.
That is not love, is it?”
“I think not.”
“Yet look how I set my teeth
and drove blindly full tilt at Destiny when I thought
you stood in peril! Do women do such things for
friendship’s sake?”
“Men do I don’t
know. You are a faultless friend, at any rate.
And on that friendship we must build.”
“With your indifference and
my vanity and inconstancy? God send it be no
castle of cards, Carus! Tell me, have you, too,
a stinging curiosity concerning me? Do you desire
to fathom my shallow spirit, to learn what every passing
smile might indicate, to understand me when I am silent,
to comprehend me when I converse with others?”
“I I have thought
of these things, Elsin. Never having understood
you judging hastily, too and
being so intimately busy with the the matters
you know of I never pursued my studies far deeming
you betrothed and and ”
“A coquette?”
“A child, Elsin, heart-free
and capricious, contradictory, imperious, and and
overyoung ”
“O Carus!”
“I meant no reproach,”
I said hastily. “A nectarine requires time,
even though the sunlight paints it so prettily in
all its unripe, flawless symmetry. And I have I
have lived all my life in sober company. My father
was old, my mother placid and saddened by the loss
of all her children save myself. I had few companions none
of my own age except when we went to Albany, where
I learned to bear myself in company. At Johnson
Hall, at Varick’s, at Butlersbury, I was but
a shy lad, warned by my parents to formality, for
they approved little of the gaiety that I would gladly
have joined in. And so I know nothing of women nor
did I learn much in New York, where the surface of
life is so prettily polished that it mirrors, as you
say, only one’s own inquiring eyes.”
I seated myself cross-legged on the
floor, looking up at the sweet face on the bed’s
edge framed by the chintz.
“Did you never conceive an affection?”
she asked, watching me.
“Why, yes for a day or two.
I think women tire of me.”
“No, you tire of them.”
“Only when ”
“When what?”
“Nothing,” I said quietly.
“Do you mean when they fall in love with you?”
she asked.
“They don’t. Some have plagued me
to delight in my confusion.”
“Like Rosamund Barry?”
I was silent.
“She,” observed Elsin
musingly, “was mad about you. No, you need
not laugh or shrug impatiently I
know, Carus; she was mad to have you love her!
Do you think I have neither eyes nor ears? But
you treated her no whit better than you treated me.
That I am certain of did you?”
“What do you mean?”
“Did you?”
“Did I do what?”
“Treat Rosamund Barry kinder than you did me?”
“In what way?”
“Did you kiss her?”
“Never!”
“Would you say ‘Never!’ if you had?”
“No, I should say nothing.”
“I knew it!” she cried,
laughing. “I was certain of it. But,
mercy on us, there were scores more women in New York and
I mean to ask you about each one, Carus, each separate
one some time but, oh, I am so
hungry now!”
I sprang to my feet, and walking into my chamber closed
the door.
“Talk to me through the keyhole!”
she called. “I shall tie my hair in a club,
and bathe me and clothe me very quickly. Are you
there, Carus? Do you hear what I say?”
So I leaned against the door and chatted
on about Colonel Hamilton, until I ventured to hint
at some small word of praise for me from his Excellency.
With that she was at the door, all eagerness:
“Oh, Carus! I knew you were brave and true!
Did his Excellency say so? And well he might,
too! with you, a gentleman, facing the vilest
of deaths there in New York, year after year.
I am so glad, so proud of you, Carus, so happy!
What have they made you a major-general?”
“Oh, not yet,” I said, laughing.
“And why not?” she exclaimed hotly.
“Elsin, if you don’t dress
quickly I’ll sit at breakfast without you!”
I warned her.
“Oh, I will, I will; I’m
lacing something this very instant!
Carus, when I bid you, you may come in and tie my
shoulder-points. Wait a moment, silly! Just
one more second. Now!”
As I entered she came up to me, turning
her shoulder, and I threaded the points clumsily enough,
I suppose, but she thanked me very sweetly, turned
to the mirror, patted the queue-ribbon to a flamboyant
allure, and, catching my hand in hers, pointed at
the glass which reflected us both.
“Look at us!” she exclaimed,
“look at the two runaways! Goodness, I
should never have believed it, Carus!”
We stood a moment, hand clasping hand,
curiously regarding the mirrored faces that smiled
back so strangely at us. Then, somewhat subdued
and thoughtful, we walked out through my chamber into
a sunny little breakfast-room where landlord and servant
received us a trifle too solemnly, and placed us at
the cloth.
“Their owlish eyes mean Gretna
Green,” whispered Elsin, leaning close to me;
“but what do we care, Carus? And they think
us married in New York. Now, sir, if you ever
wished to see how a hungry maid can eat Tapaan soupaan,
you shall see now!”
The Tapaan hasty-pudding was set before
us, and in a twinkling we were busy as bees in clover.
Pompions and clingstone peaches went the way of the
soupaan; a dish of troutlings followed, and out of
the corner of my eye I saw other dainties coming and
rejoiced. Lord, what a pair of appetites were
there! I think the Blue Fox must have licked his
painted chops on the swinging sign under the window
to see how we did full justice to the fare, slighting
nothing set before us. And while the servants
were running hither and thither with dishes and glasses
I questioned the landlord, who was evidently prodigiously
impressed with Colonel Hamilton’s visit; and
I gathered from mine host that, excepting for ourselves,
all the other guests were officers of various degrees,
and that, thanks to the nearness of the army and the
consequent scarcity of skinners, business was brisk
and profitable, for which he thanked God and his Excellency.
Elsin, resting one elbow on the table,
listened and looked out into the village street where
farmers and soldiers were passing, some arm in arm,
gravely smoking their clay pipes and discussing matters
in the sunshine, others entering or leaving the few
shops where every sort of ware was exposed for sale,
still others gathered on the bridge, some fishing
in the Bronx, some looking on or reading fresh newspapers
from New England or Philadelphia, or a stale and tattered
Gazette which had found its way out of New York.
At a nod from me the landlord signaled
the servants and withdrew, leaving us there alone
together with a bottle of claret on the table and
a dish of cakes and raisins.
“So these good folk are rebels,”
mused Elsin, gazing at the people in the street below.
“They seem much like other people, Carus.”
“They are,” I said, laughing.
“Well,” she said, “they
told me otherwise in New York. But I can see no
very great ferocity in your soldiers’ countenances.
Nor do they dress in rags. Mr. De Lancey told
me that the Continentals scarce mustered a pair
of breeches to a brigade.”
“It has been almost as bad as
that,” I said gravely. “These troops
are no doubt clothed in uniforms sent from France,
but I fear there are rags and to spare in the south,
where Greene and Lafayette are harrying Cornwallis God
help them!”
“Amen,” she said softly, looking at me.
Touched as I had never been by her,
I held out my hand; she laid hers in mine gravely.
“So that they keep clear of
Canada, I say God speed men who stand for their own
homes, Carus! But,” she added innocently,
“I could not be indifferent to a cause which
you serve. Come over here to the window draw
your chair where you can see. Look at that officer,
how gallant he is in his white uniform faced with
green!”
“That is a French officer,”
I said. “Those three soldiers passing yonder
who wear white facing on their blue coats, and black
spatterdashes from ankle to thigh, are infantry of
the New England line. The soldiers smoking under
the tree are New York and New Jersey men; they wear
buff copper-clouts, and their uniform is buff and blue.
Maryland troops wear red facings; the Georgia line
are faced with blue, edged around by white. There
goes an artilleryman; he’s all blue and scarlet,
with yellow on his hat; and here stroll a dozen dragoons
in helmet and jack-boots and blue jackets laced, lined,
and faced with white. Ah, Elsin, these same men
have limped barefoot, half-naked, through snow and
sun because his Excellency led them.”
“It is strange,” she said,
“how you turn grave and how a hush comes, a
little pause of reverence, whenever you name his
Excellency. Do all so stand in awe of him?”
“None names him lightly, Elsin.”
“Have you ever seen him?”
“Never, child.”
“And yet you approach even his name in hushed
respect.”
“Yes, even his name. I
should like to see him,” I continued wistfully,
“to hear him speak once, to meet his calm eye.
But I never shall. My service is of such a nature
that it is inexpedient for him to receive me openly.
So I never shall see him save, perhaps,
when the long war ends God knows ”
She dropped her hand on mine and leaned
lightly back against my shoulder.
“You must not fret,” she
murmured. “Remember that staff-officer said
he praised you.”
“I do, I do remember!”
I repeated gratefully. “It was a reward
I never dared expect never dreamed of.
His Excellency has been kind to me, indeed.”
It was now past four o’clock
in the afternoon, and Elsin, who had noted the wares
in the shop-windows, desired to price the few simple
goods offered for sale; so we went out into the dusty
village street to see what was to be seen, but the
few shops we entered were full of soldiers and not
overclean, and the wares offered for sale were not
attractive. I remember she bought points and
some stuff for stocks, and needles and a reel of thread,
and when she offered a gold piece everybody looked
at us, and the shopkeeper called her “My lady”
and me “My lord,” and gave us in change
for the gold piece a great handful of paper money.
We emerged from the shop amazed, and
doubtful of the paper stuff, and walked up the street
and out into the country, pausing under a great maple-tree
to sort this new Continental currency, of which we
had enough to stuff a pillow.
Scrip by scrip I examined the legal
tender of my country, Elsin, her chin on my shoulder,
scrutinizing the printed slips of yellow, brown, and
red in growing wonder. One slip bore three arrows
on it, under which was printed:
Fifty Dollars.
Printed by H. A. L. L. and S. E. L.
1778.
Upon the other side was a pyramid
in a double circle, surmounted by the legend:
PERENNIS.
And it was further decorated with the following:
“N Fifty Dollars.
This Bill entitles the Bearer to receive
Fifty Spanish milled dollars or the value thereof
in Gold or
Silver, according to the Resolution passed by
Congress at
Philadelphia, September 26th, 1788.
“J. WATKINS; I.
K.”
And we had several dozen of these
of equal or less denomination.
“Goodness,” exclaimed
Elsin, “was my guinea worth all these dollars?
And do you suppose that we could buy anything with
these paper bills?”
“Certainly,” I said, loyal
to my country’s currency; “they’re
just as good as silver shillings if you
only have enough of them.”
“But what use will they be to me in Canada?”
That was true enough. I immediately
pocketed the mass of paper and tendered her a guinea
in exchange, but she refused it, and we had a pretty
quarrel there under the maple-tree.
“Carus,” she said at last,
“let us keep them, anyhow, and never, never
spend them. Some day we may care to remember this
July afternoon, and how you and I went a-shopping
as sober as a wedded pair in Hanover Square.”
There was a certain note of seriousness
in her voice that sobered me, too. I drew her
arm through mine, and we strolled out into the sunshine
and northward along the little river, where in shallow
brown pools scores of minnows stemmed the current,
and we saw the slim trout lying in schools under the
bush’s shadows, and the great silver and blue
kingfishers winging up and down like flashes of azure
fire.
A mile out a sentinel stopped us,
inquiring our business, and as we had none we turned
back, for it mattered little to us where we sauntered.
Farmers were cutting hay in the river-meadows, under
the direction of a mounted sergeant of dragoons; herds
of cattle and sheep grazed among the hills, shepherded
by soldiers. Every now and again dragoons rode
past us, convoying endless lines of wagons piled up
with barrels, crates, sacks of meal, and sometimes
with bolts of coarse cloth.
To escape the dust raised by so many
hoofs and wheels we took to the fields and found a
shady place on a hill which overlooked the country.
Then for the first time I realized the nearness of
the army, for everywhere in the distance white tents
gleamed against the green, and bright flags were flying
from hillocks, and on a level plain that stretched
away toward the Hudson I saw long dark lines moving,
or halted motionless, with the glimmer of steel playing
through the sunshine; and I, for the first time, beheld
a brigade of our army at exercise.
We were too far away to see, yet it
was a sight to stir one who had endured that prison
city so long, never seeing a Continental soldier except
as a prisoner marched through the streets to the jails
or the hulks in the river. But there they were those
men of White Plains, of Princeton, of Camden, and
of the Wilderness the men of Long Island,
and Germantown, and Stony Point! there they
were, wheeling by the right flank, wheeling by the
left, marching and countermarching, drilling away,
busy as bees in the July sun.
“Ah, Elsin,” I said, “when
they storm New York the man who misses that splendid
climax will miss the best of his life and
never forget that he has missed it as long as he lives
to mask his vain regret!”
“Why is it that you are not
content?” she asked. “For four years
you have moved in the shadow of destruction.”
“But I have never fought in
battle,” I said; “never fired a single
shot in earnest, never heard the field-horn of the
light infantry nor the cavalry-trumpet above the fusillade,
never heard the officers shouting, the mad gallop
of artillery, the yelling onset why, I know
nothing of the pleasures of strife, only the smooth
deceit and bland hypocrisy, only the eavesdropping
and the ignoble pretense! At times I can scarcely
breathe in my desire to wash my honor in the rifle
flames to be hurled pell-mell among the
heaving, straining melee, thrusting, stabbing, cutting
my fill, till I can no longer hear or see. Four
years, Elsin! think of it think of being
chained in the midst of this magnificent activity
for four years! And now, when I beg a billet among
the dragoons, they tell me I am fashioned for diplomacy,
not for war, and hint of my usefulness on the frontier!”
“What frontier?” she asked quickly.
“Tryon County, I suppose.”
“Where that dreadful work never ceases?”
“Hatchet and scalping-knife
are ever busy there,” I said grimly. “Who
knows? I may yet have my fill and to spare!”
She sat silent for so long that I
presently turned from the distant martial spectacle
to look at her inquiringly. She smiled, drawing
a long breath, and shaking her head.
“I never seem to understand
you, Carus,” she said. “You have done
your part, yet it appears already you are planning
to go hunting about for some obliging savage to knock
you in the head with a death-maul.”
“But the war is not ended, Elsin.”
“No, nor like to be until it
compasses your death. Then, indeed, will it be
ended for me, and the world with it!”
“Why, Elsin!” I laughed,
“this is a new note in your voice.”
“Is it? Perhaps it is.
I told you, Carus, that there is no happiness in love.
And, just now, I love you. It is strange, is it
not? when aught threatens you, straightway
I begin to sadden and presently fall in love with
you; but when there’s no danger anywhere, and
I have nothing to sadden me, why, I’m not at
all sure that I love you enough to pass the balance
of the day in your companionship only that
when you are away I desire to know where you are and
what you do, and with whom you walk and talk and laugh.
Deary me! deary me! I know not what I want, Carus.
Let us go to the Blue Fox and drink a dish of tea.”
We walked back to the inn through
the sweetest evening air that I had breathed in many
a day, Elsin stopping now and then to add a blossom
to the great armful of wild flowers that she had gathered,
I lingering, happy in my freedom as a lad loosed from
school, now pausing to skip flat stones across the
Bronx, now creeping up to the bank to surprise the
trout and see them scatter like winged shadows over
the golden gravel, now whistling to imitate that rosy-throated
bird who sits so high in his black-and-white livery
and sings into happiness all who hear him.
The sun was low over the Jersey highlands;
swarms of swallows rose, soared, darted, and dipped
in the evening sky. I heard the far camp-bugles
playing softly, the dulled roll of drums among the
eastern hills; then, as the red sun went out behind
the wooded heights, bang! the evening gun’s
soft thunder shook the silence. And our day was
ended.