This is the pay-day up at
the mines, when the bearded brutes come down;
There’s money to burn
in the streets to-night, so I’ve sent my
klooch
to town,
With a haggard face and a
ribband of red entwined in her hair of brown.
And I know at the dawn she’ll
come reeling home with the bottles,
one,
two, three;
One for herself to drown her
shame, and two big bottles for me,
To make me forget the thing
I am and the man I used to be.
To make me forget the brand
of the dog, as I crouch in this hideous
place;
To make me forget once I kindled
the light of love in a lady’s face,
Where even the squalid Siwash
now holds me a black disgrace.
Oh, I have guarded my secret
well! And who would dream as I speak
In a tribal tongue like a
rogue unhung, ’mid the ranch-house filth
and
reek,
I could roll to bed with a
Latin phrase, and rise with a verse of
Greek?
Yet I was a senior prizeman
once, and the pride of a college eight;
Called to the bar my
friends were true! but they could not keep me
straight;
Then came the divorce, and
I went abroad and “died” on the River Plate.
But I’m not dead yet;
though with half a lung there isn’t time to
spare,
And I hope that the year will
see me out, and, thank God, no one
will
care
Save maybe the little slim
Siwash girl with the rose of shame in her
hair.
She will come with the dawn,
and the dawn is near; I can see its
evil
glow,
Like a corpse-light seen through
a frosty pane in a night of want
and
woe;
And yonder she comes, by the
bleak bull-pines, swift staggering
through
the snow.