The next few days passed far too quickly
for Nan’s pleasure, and Dick’s last morning
arrived. The very next day the Maynes were to
start for Switzerland, and Longmead was to stand empty
for the remainder of the summer. It was a dreary
prospect for Nan, and in spite of her high spirits
her courage grew somewhat low. Six months! who
could know what might happen before they met again?
Nan was not the least bit superstitious, neither was
it her wont to indulge in useless speculations or
forebodings; but she could not shake off this morning
a strange uncanny feeling that haunted her in spite
of herself a presentiment that things were
not going to be just as she would have them, that
Dick and she would not meet again in exactly the same
manner.
“How silly I am!” she
thought, for the twentieth time, as she brushed out
her glossy brown hair and arranged it in her usual
simple fashion.
Nan and her sisters were a little
behind the times in some ways; they had never thought
fit to curl their hair en garcon, or to mount
a pyramid of tangled curls in imitation of a poodle;
no pruning scissors had touched the light-springing
locks that grew so prettily about their temples; in
this, as in much else, they were unlike other girls,
for they dared to put individuality before fashion,
and good taste and a sense of beauty against the specious
arguments of the multitude.
“How silly I am!” again
repeated Nan. “What can happen, what should
happen, except that I shall have a dull summer, and
shall be very glad when Christmas and Dick come together;”
and then she shook her little basket of housekeeping
keys until they jingled merrily, and ran downstairs
with a countenance she meant to keep bright for the
rest of the day.
They were to play tennis at the Paines’
that afternoon, and afterwards the three girls were
to dine at Longmead. Mrs. Challoner had been
invited also; but she had made some excuse, and pleaded
for a quiet evening. She was never very ready
to accept these invitations; there was nothing in
common between her and Mrs. Mayne; and in her heart
she agreed with Lady Fitzroy in thinking the master
of Longmead odious.
It was Mr. Mayne who had tendered
this parting hospitality to his neighbors, and he
chose to be much offended at Mrs. Challoner’s
refusal.
“I think it is very unfriendly
of your mother, when we are such old neighbors, and
on our last evening, too,” he said to Nan, as
she entered the drawing-room that evening bringing
her mother’s excuses wrapped up in the prettiest
words she could find.
“Mother is not quite well; she
does not feel up to the exertion of dining out to-night,”
returned Nan, trying to put a good face on it, but
feeling as though things were too much for her this
evening. It was bad enough for Mr. Mayne to insist
on them all coming up to a long formal dinner, and
spoiling their chances of a twilight stroll; but it
was still worse for her mother to abandon them after
this fashion.
The new novel must have had something
to do with this sudden indisposition; but when Mrs.
Challoner had wrapped herself up in her white shawl,
always a bad sign with her, and had declared herself
unfit for any exertion, what could a dutiful daughter
do but deliver her excuses as gracefully as she could?
Nevertheless, Mr. Mayne frowned and expressed himself
ill pleased.
“I should have thought an effort
could have been made on such an occasion,” was
his final thrust, as he gave his arm ungraciously to
Nan, and conducted her with ominous solemnity to the
table.
It was not a festive meal, in spite
of all Mrs. Mayne’s efforts. Dick looked
glum. He was separated from Nan by a vast silver
epergne, that fully screened her from view. Another
time she would have peeped merrily round at him and
given him a sprightly nod or two; but how was she
to do it when Mr. Mayne never relaxed his gloomy muscles,
and when he insisted on keeping up a ceremonious flow
of conversation with her on the subjects of the day?
When Dick tried to strike into their
talk, he got so visibly snubbed that he was obliged
to take refuge with Phillis.
“You young fellows never know
what you are talking about,” observed Mr. Mayne,
sharply, when Dick had hazarded a remark about the
Premier’s policy; “you are a Radical one
day, and a Conservative another. That comes of
your debating societies. You take contrary sides,
and mix up a balderdash of ideas, until you don’t
know whether you are standing on your head or your
heels;” and it was after this that Dick found
his refuge with Phillis.
It was little better when they were
all in the drawing-room together. If Mr. Mayne
had invited them there for the purpose of keeping them
all under his own eyes and making them uncomfortable,
he could not have managed better. When Dick suggested
a stroll in the garden, he said,
“Pshaw! what nonsense proposing
such a thing, when the dews are heavy and the girls
will catch their deaths of cold!”
“We do it every evening of our
life,” observed Nan, hardily; but even she dared
not persevere in the face of this protest, though she
exchanged a rebellious look with Dick that did him
good and put him in a better humor.
They found their way into the conservatory
after that, but were hunted out on pretence of having
a little music; at least Nan would have it that it
was pretence.
“Your father does not care much
for music, I know,” she whispered, as she placed
herself at the grand piano, while Dick leaned against
it and watched her. It was naughty of Nan, but
there was no denying that she found Mr. Mayne more
aggravating than usual this evening.
“Come, come, Miss Nancy!”
he called out, he always called her that
when he wished to annoy her, for Nan had a special
dislike to her quaint, old-fashioned name; it had
been her mother’s and grandmother’s name;
in every generation there had been a Nancy Challoner, “come,
come, Miss Nancy! we cannot have you playing at hide-and-seek
in this fashion. We want some music. Give
us something rousing, to keep us all awake.”
And Nan had reluctantly placed herself at the piano.
She did her little best according
to orders, for she dared not offend Dick’s father.
None of the Challoners were accomplished girls.
Dulce sang a little, and so did Nan, but Phillis could
not play the simplest piece without bungling and her
uncertain little warblings, which were sweet but hardly
true, were reserved for church.
Dulce sang very prettily, but she
could only manage her own accompaniments or a sprightly
valse. Nan, who did most of the execution
of the family, was a very fair performer from a young
lady’s point of view, and that is not saying
much. She always had her piece ready if people
wanted her to play. She sat down without nervousness
and rose without haste. She had a choice little
repertory of old songs and ballads, that she could
produce without hesitation from memory, “My
mother bids me bind my hair,” or “Bid your
faithful Ariel fly,” and such-like old songs,
in which there is more melody than in a hundred new
ones, and which she sang in a simple, artless fashion
that pleased the elder people greatly. Dulce
could do more than this, but her voice had never been
properly tutored, and she sang her bird-music in bird-fashion,
rather wildly and shrilly, with small respect to rule
and art, nevertheless making a pleasing noise, a young
foreigner once told her.
When Nan had exhausted her little
stock, Mr. Mayne peremptorily invited them to a round
game; and the rest of the evening was spent in trying
to master the mysteries of a new game, over the involved
rules of which Mr. Mayne as usual, wrangled fiercely
with everybody, while Dick shrugged his shoulders
and shuffled his cards with such evident ill-humor
that Nan hurried her sisters away half an hour before
the usual time, in terror of an outbreak.
It was an utterly disappointing evening;
and, to make matters worse, Mr. Mayne actually lit
his cigar and strolled down the garden-paths, keeping
quite close to Nan, and showing such obvious intention
of accompanying them to the very gate of the cottage
that there could be no thought of any sweet lingering
in the dusk.
“I will be even with him,”
growled Dick, who was in a state of suppressed irritation
under this unexpected surveillance; and in the darkest
part of the road he twitched Nan’s sleeve to
attract her attention, and whispered, in so low a
voice that his father could not hear him, “This
is not good-bye. I will be round at the cottage
to-morrow morning;” and Nan nodded hurriedly,
and then turned her head to answer Mr. Mayne’s
last question.
If Dick had put all his feelings in
his hand-shake, it could not have spoken to Nan more
eloquently of the young man’s wrath and chagrin
and concealed tenderness. Nan shot him one of
her swift straightforward looks in answer.
“Nevermind,” it seemed
to say; “we shall have to-morrow;” and
then she bade them cheerfully good-night.
Dorothy met her in the hall, and put
down her chamber-candlestick.
“Has the mother gone to bed
yet, Dorothy?” questioned the young mistress,
speaking still with that enforced cheerfulness.
“No, Miss Nan; she is still
in there,” jerking her head in the direction
of the drawing-room. “Mr. Trinder called,
and was with her a long time. I thought she seemed
a bit poorly when I took in the lamp.”
“Mamsie is never fit for anything
when that old ogre has been,” broke in Dulce,
impatiently. “He always comes and tells
her some nightmare tale or other to prevent her sleeping.
Now we shall not have the new gowns we set our hearts
on, Nan.”
“Oh, never mind the gowns,”
returned Nan, rather wearily.
What did it matter if they had to
wear their old ones when Dick would not be there to
see them? And Dorothy, who was contemplating her
favorite nursling with the privileged tenderness of
an old servant, chimed in with the utmost cheerfulness:
“It does not matter what she
wears; does it, Miss Nan? She looks just as nice
in an old gown as a new one; that is what I say of
all my young ladies; dress does not matter a bit to
them.”
“How long are you all going
to stand chattering with Dorothy?” interrupted
Phillis, in her clear decided voice. “Mother
will wonder what conspiracy we are hatching, and why
we leave her so long alone.” And then Dorothy
took up her candlestick, grumbling a little, as she
often did, over Miss Phillis’s masterful ways,
and the girls went laughingly into their mother’s
presence.
Though it was summer-time, Mrs. Challoner’s
easy-chair was drawn up in front of the rug, and she
sat wrapped in her white shawl, with her eyes fixed
on the pretty painted fire-screen that hid the blackness
of the coals. She did not turn her head or move
as her daughters entered; indeed, so motionless was
her attitude that Dulce thought she was asleep, and
went on tiptoe round her chair to steal a kiss.
But Nan, who had caught sight of her mother’s
face, put her quickly aside.
“Don’t, Dulce; mother
is not well. What is the matter, mammie, darling?”
kneeling down and bringing her bright face on a level
with her mother’s. She would have taken
her into her vigorous young arms, but Mrs. Challoner
almost pushed her away.
“Hush, children! Do be
quiet, Nan; I cannot talk to you. I cannot answer
questions to-night.” And then she shivered,
and drew her shawl closer round her, and put away
Nan’s caressing hands, and looked at them all
with a face that seemed to have grown pinched and old
all at once, and eyes full of misery.
“Mammie, you must speak to us,”
returned Nan, not a whit daunted by this rebuff, but
horribly frightened all the time. “Of course,
Dorothy told us that Mr. Trinder has been here, and
of course we know that it is some trouble about money.”
Then, at the mention of Mr. Trinder’s name,
Mrs. Challoner shivered again.
Nan waited a moment for an answer:
but, as none came, she went on in coaxing voice:
“Don’t be afraid to tell
us, mother darling; we can all bear a little trouble,
I hope. We have had such happy lives, and we cannot
go on being happy always,” continued the girl,
with the painful conviction coming suddenly into her
mind that the brightness of these days was over.
“Money is very nice, and one cannot do without
it, I suppose; but as long as we are together and
love each other ”
Then Mrs. Challoner fixed her heavy
eyes on her daughter and took up the unfinished sentence:
“Ah, if we could only be together! if
I were not to be separated from my children! it is
that that is crushing me!” and then
she pressed her dry lips together, and folded her
hands with a gesture of despair; “but I know
that it must be, for Mr. Trinder has told me everything.
It is no use shutting our eyes and struggling on any
longer; for we are ruined ruined!”
her voice sinking into indistinctness.
Nan grew a little pale. If they
were ruined, how would it be with her and Dick!
And then she thought of Mr. Mayne, and her heart felt
faint within her. Nan, who had Dick added to
her perplexities, was hardly equal to the emergency;
but it was Phillis who took the domestic helm as it
fell from her sister’s hand.
“If we be ruined, mother,”
she said, briskly, “it is not half so bad as
having you ill. Nan, why don’t you rub her
hands! she is shivering with cold, or with the bad
news, or something. I mean to set Dorothy at
defiance, and to light a nice little fire, in spite
of the clean muslin curtains. When one is ill
or unhappy, there is nothing so soothing as a fire,”
continued Phillis as she removed the screen and kindled
the dry wood, not heeding Mrs. Challoner’s feeble
remonstrances.
“Don’t, Phillis:
we shall not be able to afford fires now;” and
then she became a little hysterical. But Phillis
persisted, and the red glow was soon coaxed into a
cheerful blaze.
“That looks more comfortable.
I feel chilly myself; these summer nights are sometimes
deceptive. I wonder what Dorothy will say to us;
I mean to ask her to make us all some tea. No,
mamma, you are not to interfere; it will do you good,
and we don’t mean to have you ill if we can
help it.” And then she looked meaningly
at Nan, and withdrew.
There was no boiling water, of course,
and the kitchen fire was raked out; and Dorothy was
sitting in solitary state, looking very grim.
“It is time for folks to be
in their beds, Miss Phillis,” she said, very
crossly. “I don’t hold with tea myself
so late: it excites people, and keeps them awake.”
“Mother is not just the thing,
and a cup of tea will do her good. Don’t
let us keep you up, Dorothy,” replied Phillis,
blandly. “I have lighted the drawing-room-fire,
and I can boil the kettle in there. If mother
has got a chill, I would not answer for the consequences.”
Dorothy grew huffy at the mention
of the fire, and would not aid or abet her young lady’s
“fad,” as she called it.
“If you don’t want me,
I think I will go to bed, Miss Phillis. Susan
went off a long time ago.” And, as Phillis
cheerfully acquiesced in this arrangement, Dorothy
decamped with a frown on her brow, and left Phillis
mistress of the situation.
“There, now, I have got rid
of the cross old thing,” she observed, in a
tone of relief, as she filled the kettle and arranged
the little tea-tray.
She carried them both into the room,
poising the tray skilfully in her hand. Nan looked
up in a relieved way as she entered. Mrs. Challoner
was stretching out her chilled hands to the blaze.
Her face had lost its pinched unnatural expression;
it was as though the presence of her girls fenced
her in securely, and her misfortune grew more shadowy
and faded into the background. She drank the tea
when it was given to her, and even begged Nan to follow
her example. Nan took a little to please her,
though she hardly believed its solace would be great;
but Phillis and Dulce drank theirs in a business-like
way, as though they needed support and were not ashamed
to own it. It was Nan who put down her cup first,
and leaned her cheek against her mother’s hand.
“Now, mother dear, we want to
hear all about it. Does Mr. Trinder say we are
really so dreadfully poor?”
“We have been getting poorer
for along time,” returned her mother, mournfully;
“but if we had only a little left us I would
not complain. You see, your father would persist
in these investments in spite of all Mr. Trinder could
say, and now his words have come true.”
But this vague statement did not satisfy Nan; and
patiently, and with difficulty, she drew from her
mother all that the lawyer had told her.
Mr. Challoner had been called to the
bar early in life, but his career had hardly been
a successful one. He had held few briefs, and,
though he worked hard, and had good capabilities,
he had never achieved fortune; and as he lived up
to his income, and was rather fond of the good things
of this life, he got through most of his wife’s
money, and, contrary to the advice of older and wiser
heads, invested the remainder in the business of a
connection who only wanted capital to make his fortune
and Mr. Challoner’s too.
It was a grievous error; and yet,
if Mr. Challoner had lived, those few thousands would
hardly have been so sorely missed. He was young
in his profession, and if he had been spared, success
would have come to him as to other men; but he was
cut off unexpectedly in the prime of life, and Mrs.
Challoner gave up her large house at Kensington, and
settled at Glen Cottage with her three daughters, understanding
that life was changed for her, and that they should
have to be content with small means and few wants.
Hitherto they had had sufficient;
but of late there had been dark whispers concerning
that invested money; things were not quite square
and above-board; the integrity of the firm was doubted.
Mr. Trinder, almost with tears in his eyes, begged
Mrs. Challoner to be prudent and spend less.
The crash which he had foreseen, and had vainly tried
to avert, had come to-night. Gardiner & Fowler
were bankrupt, and their greatest creditor, Mrs. Challoner,
was ruined.
“We cannot get our money.
Mr. Trinder says we never shall. They have been
paying their dividends correctly, keeping it up as
a sort of blind, he says: but all the capital
is eaten away. George Gardiner, too, your father’s
cousin, the man he trusted above every one, he
to defraud the widow and the fatherless, to take our
money my children’s only portion and
to leave us beggared.” And Mrs. Challoner,
made tragical by this great blow, clasped her hands
and looked at her girls with two large tears rolling
down her face.
“Mother, are you sure? is it
quite as bad as that?” asked Nan; and then she
kissed away the tears, and said something rather brokenly
about having faith, and trying not to lose courage;
then her voice failed her, and they all sat quiet
together.