Hitherto Mr. Drummond had acknowledged
his afternoon to be a success. He had obtained
a glimpse of the new-comers through Mrs. Crump’s
screen of geraniums, and had listened with much interest
to Colonel Middleton’s innocent gossip, while
Miss Middleton had poured out their tea. Indeed,
his attention had quite flattered his host.
“Really, Drummond is a very
intelligent fellow,” he observed to his daughter,
when they were at last left alone, “a
very intelligent fellow, and so thoroughly gentlemanly.”
“Yes, he is very nice,”
returned Elizabeth; “and he seems wonderfully
interested in our new neighbors.” And here
she smiled a little archly.
There was no doubt that Mr. Drummond
had fully enjoyed his visit. Nevertheless, as
he left Brooklyn, and set his face towards the White
House, his manner changed, and his face became somewhat
grave.
He had told himself that he owed it
to his pastoral conscience to call on Mrs. Cheyne;
but, notwithstanding this monition, he disliked the
duty, for he always felt on these occasions that he
was hardly up to his office, and that this solitary
member of his flock was not disposed to yield herself
to his guidance. He was ready to pity her if
she would allow herself to be pitied; but any expression
of sympathy seemed repugnant to her. Any one
so utterly lonely, so absolutely without interest
in existence, he had never seen or thought to see;
and yet he could not bring himself to like her, or
to say more than the mere commonplace utterances of
society. Though he was her clergyman, and bound
by the sacredness of his office to be specially tender
to the bruised and maimed ones of his flock, he could
not get her to acknowledge her maimed condition to
him, or to do anything but listen to him with cold
attention, when he hinted vaguely that all human beings
are in need of sympathy. Perhaps she thought him
too young, and feared to find his judgments immature
and one-sided; but certainly his visits to the White
House were failures. Mrs. Cheyne was still young
enough and handsome enough to need some sort of chaperonage:
and though she professed to mock at conventionality,
she acknowledged its claims in this respect by securing
the permanent services of Miss Mewlstone a
lady of uncertain age and uncertain acquirements.
It must be confessed that every one wondered at Mrs.
Cheyne and her choice, for no one could be less companionable
than Miss Mewlstone.
She was a stout, sleepy-looking woman,
with a soft voice, and in placidity and a certain
cosyness of exterior somewhat resembled a large white
cat. Some people declared she absolutely purred,
and certainly her small blue eyes were ready to close
on all occasions. She always dressed in gray, a
very unbecoming color to a stout person, and
when not asleep or reading (for she was a great reader)
she seemed always busy with a mass of soft fleecy wool.
No one heard her ever voluntarily conversing with
her patroness. They would drive together for
hours, or pass whole evenings in the same room, scarcely
exchanging a word. “Just so, my dear,”
she would say, in return to any observation made to
her by Mrs. Cheyne. “Just so Mewlstone,”
a young wag once nicknamed her.
People stared incredulously when Mrs.
Cheyne assured them her companion was a very superior
woman. They thought it was only her satire, and
did not believe her in the least. They would have
stared still more if they had really known the extent
of Miss Mewlstone’s acquirements.
“She seems so stupid, as though
she cannot talk,” one of Mrs. Cheyne’s
friends said.
“Oh, yes, she can talk, and
very well too,” returned that lady, quietly,
“but she knows that I do not care about it; her
silence is her great virtue in my eyes. And then
she has tact, and knows when to keep out of the way,”
finished Mrs. Cheyne, with the utmost frankness; and,
indeed, it may be doubted whether any other person
would have retained her position so long at the White
House.
Mrs. Cheyne was no favorite with the
young pastor, nevertheless she was an exceedingly
handsome woman. Before the bloom of her youth
had worn off she had been considered absolutely beautiful.
As regarded the form of her features, there was no
fault to be found, but her expression was hardly pleasing.
There was a hardness that people found a little repelling, a
bitter, dissatisfied droop of the lip, a weariness
of gloom in the dark eyes, and a tendency to satire
in her speech, that alienated people’s sympathy.
“I am unhappy, but pity me if
you dare!” seemed to be written legibly upon
her countenance; and those who knew her best held their
peace in her presence, and then went away and spoke
softly to each other of the life that seemed wasted
and the heart that was so hardened with its trouble.
“What would the world be if every one were to
bear their sorrows so badly?” they would say.
“There is something heathenish in such utter
want of resignation. Oh, yes, it was very sad,
her losing her husband and children, but it all happened
four or five years ago; and you know” And
here people’s voices dropped a little ominously,
for there were vague hints afloat that things had not
always gone on smoothly at the White House, even when
Mrs. Cheyne had her husband. She had been an
only child, and had married the only survivor of a
large family. Both were handsome, self-willed
young people; neither had been used to contradiction.
In spite of their love for each other, there had been
a strife of wills and misunderstandings from the earliest
days of their marriage. Neither knew what giving
up meant, and before many months were over the White
House witnessed many painful scenes. Herbert
Cheyne was passionate, and at times almost violent;
but there was no malice in his nature. He stormed
furiously and forgave easily. A little forbearance
would have turned him into a sweet-natured man; but
his wife’s haughtiness and resentment lasted
long; she never acknowledged herself in the wrong,
never made overtures of peace, but bore herself on
every occasion as a sorely-injured wife, a state of
things singularly provoking to a man of Herbert Cheyne’s
irritable temperament.
There was injudicious partisanship
as regarded their children: while Mrs. Cheyne
idolized her boy, her husband lavished most of his
attentions on the baby girl, “papa’s
girl,” as she always called herself in opposition
to “mother’s boy.”
Mrs. Cheyne really believed she loved
her boy best, but when diphtheria carried off her
little Jane also, she was utterly inconsolable.
Her husband was far away when it happened: he
had been a great traveller before his marriage, and
latterly his matrimonial relations with his wife had
been so unsatisfactory that virtual separation had
ensued. Two or three months before illness, and
then death, had devastated the nursery at the White
House, he had set out for a long exploring expedition
in Central Africa.
“You make my life so unbearable
that, but for the children, I would never care to
set foot in my home again,” he had said to her,
in one of his violent moods; and, though he repented
of this speech afterwards, she could not be brought
to believe that he had not meant it, and her heart
had been hard against him even in their parting.
But before many months were over she
would have given all she possessed to her
very life to have recalled him to her side.
She was childless, and her health was broken; but
no such recall was possible. Vague rumors reached
her of some miserable disaster: people talked
of a missing Englishman. One of the little party
had already succumbed to fever and hardship; by and
by another followed; and the last news that reached
them was that Herbert Cheyne lay at the point of death
in the kraal of a friendly tribe. Since
then the silence had been of the grave: not one
of the party had survived to bring the news of his
last moments: there had been illness and disaster
from the first.
When Mrs. Cheyne recovered from the
nervous disorder that had attacked her on the receipt
of this news, she put on widow’s mourning, and
wore it for two years; then she sent for Miss Mewlstone,
and set herself to go through with the burden of her
life. If she found it heavy, she never complained:
she was silent on her own as on other people’s
troubles. Only at the sight of a child of two
or three years of age she would turn pale, and draw
down her veil, and if it ran up to her, as would sometimes
happen, she would put it away from her angrily, pushing
it away almost with violence, and no child was ever
suffered to cross her threshold.
The drawing-room at the White House
was a spacious apartment, with four long windows opening
on the lawn. Mrs. Cheyne was sitting in her low
chair, reading, with Miss Mewlstone at the farther
end of the room, with her knitting-basket beside her;
two or three grayhounds were grouped near her.
They all rushed forward with furious barks as Mr.
Drummond was announced, and then leaped joyously round
him. Mrs. Cheyne put down her book, and greeted
him with a frosty smile.
She had laid aside her widow’s
weeds, but still dressed in black, the sombreness
of her apparel harmonizing perfectly with her pale,
creamy complexion. Her dress was always rich
in material, and most carefully adjusted. In
her younger days it had been an art with her, almost
a passion, and it had grown into a matter
of custom.
“You are very good to come again
so soon, Mr. Drummond,” she said, as she gave
him her hand. The words were civil, but a slight
inflection on the word “soon” made Mr.
Drummond feel a little uncomfortable. Did she
think he called too often? He wished he had brought
Mattie; only last time she had been so satirical,
and had quizzed the poor little thing unmercifully;
not that Mattie had found out that she was being quizzed.
“I hardly thought I should find
you at home, it is so fine an afternoon; but I made
the attempt, you see,” he continued, a little
awkwardly.
“Your parochial conscience was
uneasy, I suppose, because I was missing at church?”
she returned, somewhat slyly. “You would
make a capital overseer, Mr. Drummond,” with
a short laugh. “A headache is a good excuse,
is it not? I had a headache, had I not, Miss Mewlstone?”
“Yes, my dear, just so,”
returned Miss Mewlstone. She always called her
patroness “my dear.”
“Miss Mewlstone gave me the
heads of the sermon, so it was not quite labor lost,
as regards one of your flock. I am afraid you
think me a black sheep because I stay away so often, a
very black sheep, eh, Mr. Drummond?”
“It is not for me to judge,”
he said, still more awkwardly. “Headaches
are very fair excuses; and if one be not blessed with
good health ”
“My health is perfect,”
she returned, interrupting him ruthlessly. “I
have no such convenient plea under which to shelter
myself. Miss Mewlstone suffers far more from
headaches than I do. Don’t you, Miss Mewlstone?”
“Just so; yes, indeed, my dear,”
proceeded softly from the other end of the room.
“I am sorry to hear it,”
commenced Mr. Drummond, in a sympathizing tone of
voice. But his tormentor again interrupted him.
“I am a sad backslider, am I
not? I wonder if you have a sermon ready for
me? Do you lecture your parishioners, Mr. Drummond,
rich as well as poor? What a pity it is you are
so young! Lectures are more suitable with gray
hair; a hoary head might have some chance against
my satire. A woman’s tongue is a difficult
thing to keep in order, is it not? I dare say
you find that with Miss Mattie?”
Mr. Drummond was literally on thorns.
He had no repartee ready. She was secretly exasperating
him as usual, making his youth a reproach, and rendering
it impossible for him to be his natural frank self
with her. In her presence he was always at a
disadvantage. She seemed to take stock of his
learning and to mock at the idea of his pastoral claims.
It was not the first time she had called herself a
black sheep, or had spoken of her scanty attendances
at church. But as yet he had not dared to rebuke
her; he had a feeling that she might fling back his
rebuke with a jest, and his dignity forbade this.
Some day he owed it to his conscience to speak a word
to her, to tell her of the evil effects
of such an example; but the convenient season had not
yet arrived.
He was casting about in his own mind
for some weighty sentence with which to answer her;
but she again broke in upon his silence:
“It seems that I am to escape
to-day. I hope you are not a lax disciplinarian;
that comes of being young. Youth is more tolerant,
they say, of other people’s errors: it has
its own glass houses to mind.”
“You are too clever for me,
Mrs. Cheyne,” returned the young man, with a
deprecating smile that might have disarmed her.
“No, I have not come to lecture: my mission
is perfectly peaceful, as befits this lovely afternoon.
I wonder what you ladies find to do all day?”
he continued, abruptly changing the subject, and trying
to find something that would not attract her satire.
Mrs. Cheyne seemed a little taken
aback by this direct question; and then she drew up
her beautiful head a little haughtily, and laughed.
“Ah, you are cunning, Mr. Drummond.
You found me disposed to take the offensive in the
matter of church-going, and now you are on another
track. There is a lecture somewhere in the background.
How doth the little busy bee, etc. Now,
don’t frown,” as Mr. Drummond
knitted his brows and really looked annoyed:
“I will not refuse to be catechised.”
“I should not presume to catechise
you,” he returned, hastily. “I appeal
to Miss Mewlstone if my question were not a very innocent
one.”
“Just so; just so,” replied
Miss Mewlstone; but she looked a little alarmed at
this appeal. “Oh, very innocent; oh, very
so.”
“With two against me I must
yield,” returned Mrs. Cheyne, with a curl of
her lip. “What do we do with our time, Miss
Mewlstone? Your occupation speaks for itself:
it is exquisitely feminine. Don’t tell
Miss Mattie, Mr. Drummond, but I never work. I
would as soon arm myself with a dagger as a needle
or a pair of scissors. When I am not in the air,
I paint. I only lay aside my palette for a book.”
“You paint!” exclaimed
Archie, with sudden interest. It was the first
piece of information he had yet gleaned.
“Yes,” she returned, indifferently:
“one must do something to kill time, and music
was never my forte. I sketch and draw and paint
after my own sweet will. There are portfolios
full of my sketches in there,” with
a movement of her hand towards a curtained recess.
“No, I know what you are going to say:
you will ask to see them; but I never show them to
any one.”
“For what purpose, then, do
you paint them?” were the words on his lips;
but he forbore to utter them. But she read the
question in his eyes.
“Did I not say one must kill
time?” she returned, rather irritably:
“the occupation is soothing: surely that
is reason enough.”
“It is a good enough reason,
I suppose,” he replied, reluctantly, for surely
he must say a word here; “but one need not talk
about killing time, with so much that one could do.”
Then there came a gleam of suppressed
mischief in her eyes:
“Yes, I know: you may spare
me that. I will listen to it all next Sunday,
if you will, when you have it your own way, and one
cannot sin against decorum and answer you. Yes,
yes, there is so much to do, is there not? hungry
people to be fed, and sick to visit, all
sorts of disagreeables that people call duties.
Ah, I am a sad sinner! I only draw for my own
amusement, and leave the poor old world to get on
without me. What a burden I must be on your conscience,
Mr. Drummond, heavier than all the rest
of your parish. What, are you going already?
and Miss Mewlstone has never given you any tea.”
Then Archie explained, very shortly,
that he had partaken of that beverage at Brooklyn,
and his leave-taking was rather more formal than usual.
He was very much surprised, as he stood at the hall
door, that always stood open in the summer, to hear
the low sweep of a dress over the tessellated pavement
behind him, and to see a white pudgy hand laid on
his coat-sleeve.
“My dear Miss Mewlstone, how you startled me!”
“Just so; yes, I am afraid I
did, Mr. Drummond; but I just wanted to say, never
mind all that nonsense; come again: she likes
to see you; she does, indeed. It is only her
way to talk so; she means no harm, poor dear, oh,
none at all!”
“Excuse me,” returned
Archie, in a hurt voice, “but I think you are
mistaken. Mrs. Cheyne does not care for my visits,
and shows me she does not: if it were not my
duty, I should not come so often.”
“No, no; just so, but all the
same it rouses her and does her good. It is a
bad day with her, poor dear! the very day
the darlings were taken ill, four years ago.
Now, don’t go away and fancy things, don’t,
there’s a dear young man; come as often as you
can, and try and do her good.”
“Oh, if I only knew how that
is to be done!” returned Archie, slowly; but
he was mollified in spite of himself. There were
tears in Miss Mewlstone’s little blue eyes:
perhaps she was a good creature after all.
“I will come again, but not
just yet,” he said, nodding to her good-humoredly;
but as he walked down the road he told himself that
Mrs. Cheyne had never before made herself so disagreeable,
and that it would be long before he set foot in the
White House again.