It was in one of the most picturesque
parts of South Wales, on the banks of the lovely Towy,
that two ladies sat working at an open casement, which
led into a veranda, covered with clematis and
honey-suckle. The elder of the two might be about
fifty, perhaps not so much, for her features bore
traces of suffering and sadness, which plainly told,
that sorrow had planted far deeper wrinkles there than
time alone could have done. The younger, an interesting
girl of nineteen, bore a strong resemblance to her
mother; they were both dressed in deep mourning.
The room which they occupied, though plainly and simply
furnished, had yet an air of taste and elegance.
Mrs. Fortescue was the widow of an
officer, who died of cholera in the East Indies, leaving
her with one daughter, and no other means of support
than a small annuity and her pension. An old servant
of her own had married a corporal in the same regiment,
who having purchased his discharge, now followed the
trade of a carpenter, to which he had been brought
up, previous to enlisting, and was settled in his native
place, and the faithful Hannah, hearing of the Captain’s
death wrote to Mrs. Fortescue, telling her, not only
of the beauty of the spot, but the cheapness of living
in that part of the world, concluding by saying, a
house was then vacant, and could be had on very reasonable
terms. Mrs. Fortescue immediately wrote and engaged
it. Though a common looking building, yet by
putting a veranda round, and making a few alterations
inside, it soon, with a little painting and papering,
was transformed into a pretty cottage. The work
required was an advantage to Mrs. Fortescue, inasmuch
as it occupied her mind and thus prevented her dwelling
on her recent affliction, in other respects too, she
felt that a kind providence had directed her steps
to the little village in which we find her and
the good she found to do, was the greatest balm her
wounded spirit could receive: for though her
means were so limited, still, a wide field of usefulness
lay before her.
Mrs. Fortescue had a strong mind,
and though her trial was hard, very hard to bear,
she remembered from whom it came, and not a murmur
escaped her. Devotedly attached to her husband,
she deeply lamented her loss, still she sorrowed not
as one without hope: she had the consolation
of knowing few were better prepared for the change;
and she strove to take comfort in reflecting how greatly
her grief would have been augmented, were not such
the case. But she felt that her shield had been
taken from her; and knowing how precarious was her
own health, she saw how desolate would be her child,
should it please God to remove her also, but a true
Christian cannot mourn long; and as the tears of agony
would force themselves down her cheek, and her feelings
almost overpower her, she flew to her bible and in
its gracious promises to the afflicted, found that
support and consolation, the mere worldling can neither
judge of, nor taste. Some delay, though no actual
doubt, as to ultimately obtaining her pension, had
caused inconvenience, as all their ready money had
been absorbed in the alterations of their house, though
they had observed the utmost economy, and demands
were made which they had not at the time funds to
meet. Ethelind was miserable, but Mrs. Fortescue
bore against all, trusting something would turn up, and
so it did; for while discussing the matter, a letter
came, with an enclosure, from an old school fellow,
begging them to procure her board and lodging in the
village for a few months, intimating how much she
would like it, if they could accommodate her themselves.
The terms for the first quarter were highly remunerative
and they gladly acceded to Miss Trevor’s proposition,
and the few requisite preparations being made, we will,
if our reader pleases, go back to the evening when
mother and daughter sat awaiting the arrival of their
new inmate.
Mrs. Fortescue had never seen Beatrice
Trevor, but Ethelind was loud in her praises.
They sat in anxious expectation much beyond the usual
time for the arrival of the stage, and were just giving
her up for the night, when the rumbling of wheels
was heard, and a post chaise drove up, out of which
sprang a young lady who in another moment was clasped
in Ethelind’s arms, and introduced to her mother,
who welcomed her most kindly.
“Oh what a little Paradise!”
said Beatrice, looking round her, “how happy
you must be here. Do Ethelind let me have one
peep outside ere daylight is gone;” so saying,
she darted through the French casement, on to the
lawn, which sloped down to the water’s edge.
“Well I declare, this is a perfect Elysium,
I am so glad I made up my mind to come here, instead
of going with the Fultons to Cheltenham.”
“I am indeed rejoiced that you
are so pleased with our retreat, my dear Miss Trevor,
it is indeed a lovely spot.”
“No Miss Trevor, if you please,
my dear madam: it must be plain Beatrice, and
you must regard me as you do Ethelind, and be a mother
to me; for I know I greatly need a monitress; for you
will find me, I fear a sad giddy mad-cap.”
Mrs. Fortescue smiling benignly promised
acquiescence, and taking her hand, which she grasped
affectionately; led her into the next room, where
tea was waiting. After which, Ethelind took her
up stairs, and showed her the little bedroom prepared
for her. They remained here some time, chatting
over their old school days, till summoned to prayers.
On taking leave for the night, Mrs. Fortescue begged
if at all heavy in the morning, that Beatrice would
not hurry up. But she arose early, much refreshed
and delighted with all she saw. Ethelind soon
joined her, and offered to help her unpack, and arrange
her things, while the only servant they had, prepared
the breakfast.
Soon as the morning meal was over,
and little necessary arrangements made, Ethelind proposed
a ramble, which was gladly acceded to on the part
of Beatrice. They passed through an orchard into
a lane, and as they crossed a rustic bridge, the village
church came in view. It was a small gothic structure,
standing in the burial ground, and as they approached
it, Beatrice was struck with admiration at the beds
of flowers, then blooming in full perfection on the
graves; this is a very beautiful, and, by no means,
uncommon sight in South Wales; but she had never seen
it before. “Well, I declare, this is lovely;
really, Ethelind, to render the charm of romance complete,
you ought to have a very interesting young curate,
with pale features and dark hair and eyes.”
“And so we have,” said
Ethelind, “and had he sat for his picture, you
could not have drawn a more correct likeness; but I
regret to say, Mr. Barclay’s stay is not likely
to be permanent, as one of Lord Eardly’s sons
is to have the living, soon as the family returns from
the Continent, which we are all sorry for; as short
as the time is, that Mr. Barclay has been among us,
he is generally liked, and from his manner, we think
the curacy, little as it is, an object to him; though
even now, he does a great deal of good, and you would
hardly believe all he has accomplished. I wish
he were here, for I am sure you would like him.”
“I think,” said Beatrice,
“it is well he is not, for I might fall in love
with him, and then ”
“And then, what?” asked Ethelind.
“Why it must end in disappointment
to both; for if he is poor and I am poor, it would
be little use our coming together; but were I rich,
as I expected to have been, then I might have set
my cap at your young curate, and rewarded his merit.”
“Oh!” said Ethelind, “he
deserves to be rich, he would make such good use of
wealth, for even now, he is very charitable.”
“Charitable!” re-echoed
Beatrice, “a curate, on perhaps less than a
hundred a year, must have a deal to be charitable with.
Absurd: I grant you he may have the heart, but
certainly not the means.”
“I know not,” said Ethelind,
“but I hear continually of the good he does,
and his kindness to the poor, and doubt if the Honourable
Frederic Eardly will do as much.”
“Out upon these proud scions
of nobility, I have not common patience with the younger
members of the aristocracy, taking holy orders solely
for the sake of aggrandizing the elder branches of
the family; they are rarely actuated by pious motives.”
“We had only one service a-day
till Mr. Barclay came, and now he officiates morning
and evening, besides managing to do duty, in the afternoon,
for a sick clergyman, who lives five miles off, and
has a large family, two of whom our worthy curate
educates, ”
“No more,” Ethelind, or
my heart will be irrecoverably gone; but what large
house is that I see among the trees?”
“That is Eardly House.”
“And do the family ever reside there?”
“They have not, since we have
been in this part of the world, but when in England,
I am told, they spend part of every summer here.”
“And if they come, they will
spoil both our pleasure and our privacy; say what
you will, great people are a nuisance in a small village.”
“To those who are situated like
us, I grant it is unpleasant, but they may do a great
deal of good to their poor tenants. But, hark,
it is striking two, our dinner hour, mamma
will wonder what is become of us; there is a short
cut through the Park, which we will take, it will
save, at least, a quarter of a mile.” So
through the Park they went, and as they left it, to
cross the road, a gentleman suddenly turned the corner,
and Mr. Barclay stood full before them.
“Why, Mr. Barclay,” exclaimed
Ethelind, “where, in the name of wonder, did
you come from? did you rise from the lake, or drop
from the clouds? I thought you were many miles
away.”
“And so I expected to be,”
said he, shaking hands with her, and bowing to Beatrice,
“but circumstances wholly unexpected, compelled
me to return.”
“And are you going to remain?”
“For some months, I believe.”
“I am really glad to hear it,
and so, I am sure, will mamma be; but in the agreeable
surprise your unlooked for return gave, I forgot to
introduce Miss Trevor.” The conversation
now took a general turn, and Mr. Barclay accompanied
them to their door, where he only staid to shake hands
with Mrs. Fortescue, and then took his leave, promising
to return in the evening.
As may naturally be supposed, many
weeks followed of delightful intercourse; Mr. Barclay,
when ever it did not interfere with his duties, was
the constant attendant of Ethelind, and Beatrice; he
spent every evening at Mrs. Fortescue’s cottage,
affording much speculation to the village gossips,
as to which of the two young ladies would ultimately
become the curate’s choice. With their aid
he carried out his much cherished object of establishing
a Sunday School, and everything was going on quietly,
till, at length, an unusual bustle was observed in
the village; artizans of every description were sent
from London, and the news was soon spread, that after
the necessary repairs and preparations were completed,
the family might be expected.
This was anything but welcome intelligence
to Ethelind and Beatrice, who feared all their enjoyment
would be disturbed. When Mr. Barclay came in
the evening, he confirmed the report and little else
was talked of.
“It is really provoking,”
said Ethelind “I am quite of Beatrice’s
opinion, and think great folks anything but desirable
in such a small place, at least, to people circumstanced
as we are.”
“I am of opinion,” said
Mr. Barclay, “you will find it quite the reverse.”
“Shall you remain as curate,” asked Mrs.
Fortescue.
“Frederic Eardly purposes to make poor Bennet
his curate.”
“But if he is so ill he will
not be able to do the duty,” said Beatrice.
“It is not hard, and Eardly is well able to
do it himself.”
“But will he,” said she,
“I really feel curious, to see how this embryo
bishop will get on, as I suppose nothing less is the
object of his taking orders.”
“Oh, Miss Trevor, judge not
so harshly. Is it not possible that in singleness
of heart, he may have gone into the Church, unmindful
of all but the sacred calling? I do not pretend
to judge, but I believe no worldly honour or pecuniary
consideration influenced his choice, as I know his
grandfather left him quite independent.”
“Oh, don’t tell me, Mr.
Barclay, it is very unlikely; but it is natural that
you should take his part because ”
“Because, what?” responded
Mr. Barclay, “do you think money or interest
would prompt me to say what I don’t think or
mean?”
“No,” said Beatrice, “I
think you the last person in the world to truckle
to the great, but no more of this; what
kind of a being is this Frederic Eardly?”
“I am a poor judge of character,
besides, you would hardly give me credit for being
impartial. They say he is spoilt by his mother
and sisters, by whom he is perfectly idolized and
to whom he is, in return, devotedly attached.”
“Come, that and helping poor
Bennet, are certainly very redeeming traits; but will
his giving him a preference be doing justice to you,
who have done so much, and will it not ”
here feeling she was going too far, she coloured.
Mr. Barclay too, was much confused;
and Beatrice was greatly relieved when Mrs. Fortescue
turned the conversation. She had long remarked
to herself, there was a mystery about Mr. Barclay
which she could not understand. There was, at
times, a reserve she attributed to pride. If
not well born, he was quite au fait in all the
usages of well-bred society. He never spoke of
his family, but Mrs. Fortescue once asked him if he
had any sisters, when he replied, “Two, such
as any brother might be proud of;” but, while
he spoke, the blood mantled in his forehead, and fearing
it might result from pride, she dropped the subject,
and, for the future, avoided saying anything that might
recall it, trusting that, in time, she might win his
confidence.
Almost unconsciously to herself, was
Ethelind, under the garb of friendship, indulging
a preference from which her delicacy shrank. She
could plainly see a growing attachment in Mr. Barclay
to Beatrice, and could not, for a moment, suppose
he could be insensible to her friend’s fascinations,
which certainly were very great. She was the
more convinced that Mr. Barclay loved Beatrice, for
his manners evidently changed, and, at times, he was
absent and thoughtful, and she sometimes fancied unhappy.
Once it struck her, his affections might be engaged
elsewhere, and that Beatrice had shaken his faith to
her to whom it was plighted. She observed Beatrice
using all her efforts to attract and win Mr. Barclay,
and yet she doubted if she were sincere. Many
things in her conduct led to this conclusion, and
showed no little coquetry in her disposition.
Be it as it may, she met Mr. Barclay’s attentions
more than half way, and seemed never in such spirits
as when with him; at any rate, poor Ethelind’s
delicacy took the alarm, and she resolved to crush
her own growing attachment in the bud, and hide her
feelings in reserve, and so great was her self-command,
that her love for Mr. Barclay, was unsuspected by all
save her mother.
As Beatrice and Ethelind were returning
one evening from a long walk, and being very tired,
they sat down on a bank facing the Towy to rest themselves,
and watch the setting sun sink behind the undulating
mountains that almost surrounded them. They were,
for some minutes, so absorbed in the scene before
them, that neither spoke; at last Beatrice exclaimed:
“What a pity it is, Ethelind,
that you and Mr. Barclay never took it into your heads
to fall in love with each other; you would make such
a capital clergyman’s wife.”
“Beatrice!” said Ethelind,
“why talk thus; do you mean to say that you
have been insensible to his attachment to you?”
“I do not mean to say that,”
replied she, “but I can assure you, that if
there is such a feeling, it is only on his side.”
“And yet, you have not only
received, but met his attentions with such evident
pleasure, and given him such decided encouragement.”
“Now, Ethy, how could I resist
a flirtation with such an interesting character?”
“Oh, Beatrice, did you never
think of the pain you might inflict by leading him
to suppose his affection was reciprocated.”
“Never, my consciencious little
Ethelind, he is too poor, nay, too good, for me to
think seriously of becoming his wife.”
“Oh, Beatrice! I thought
you had a more noble heart than to trifle with the
affections of such a man, particularly now there is
a chance of recovering your property; you might be
so happy, and make him so too.”
“And do, you think, if I do
recover it, I should throw myself away on a poor curate,
and that I should like to lead such a quiet hum-drum
life. No, my dear girl, I was never made to appreciate
such goodness or imitate it either.”
“Then, of course, you will alter
your conduct, ere you go too far, and not render him
wretched, perhaps for life.”
“Of course, I shall do no such
thing, his attentions are too pleasing; it does not
appear he will be here long, so I must make the most
of the time.”
“Oh, Beatrice, think what havoc
you may make in the happiness of a worthy man; look
at his character; see his exemplary conduct; and could
you, for the paltry gratification of your vanity, condemn
him to the pangs of unrequited love. He has now,
I fear, the ills of poverty to struggle against; did
you notice his emotion when speaking of his mother
and sisters? perhaps they are dependant on him, you
must not, shall not trifle with him thus.”
“And why not, dearest Ethelind;
I shall really begin to suspect you like him yourself;
oh, that tell tale blush, how it becomes you.”
“I think,” said Ethelind,
“any one would colour at such an accusation.”
“Well then, to be honest, I have no heart to
give.”
“No heart to give! surely you are not engaged,
and act thus?”
“I am, indeed.”
“Cruel, heartless Beatrice,”
said Ethelind, “you cannot mean what you say.”
“I do most solemnly affirm it;
but I will tell you all bye and bye: now I cannot.
I am smarting too much under you severe philippic,
you shall indeed know all, but,”
said the thoughtless girl, “let us go home,
as your mother will be waiting tea, and Mr. Barclay
with her.”
“How can you face one you have
so injured,” said Ethelind, “I could not.”
“When you see a little more
of the world, you will call these little flirtations
very venial errors.”
“I hope,” said Ethelind,
“I shall never call wrong right, or right
wrong; neither, I trust, shall I ever act as if
I thought so.”
They reached home, and found tea ready,
but Mr. Barclay was not there, nor did he visit them
that evening, but about eight o’clock Mrs. Fortescue
received a note, begging her to excuse him, as he had
so much to attend to, preparatory to the family coming
to the Park.
They saw no more of him during the
week. On Sunday, he looked, Ethelind thought,
very pale. Coming out of church he spoke to her
mother, and she thought there was a tremor in his voice
as he spoke, as if concealing some internal emotion.
They made many conjectures as to the cause of this
extraordinary conduct, but both Mrs. Fortescue and
Ethelind felt certain there must be some good reason,
as caprice had, never since they had known him, formed
any part of his conduct; they were, therefore, obliged
to come to the conclusion, that if they knew it, they
would find he had good reason for his conduct.
To Ethelind, when he met her alone,
his manner was friendly as ever, but she fancied he
had often avoided them, when she and Beatrice were
together; sometimes she suspected he doubted Beatrice’s
sincerity. He sent books and fruit to Mrs. Fortescue,
as usual, but rarely went to the cottage, and if he
did, always timed his visits, so as to go when the
younger ladies were out. He would however, saunter
home with Ethelind, if alone, after the duties of
the Sunday School, and consult her on many of his
plans; in short, he daily became more like his former
self.
The fact was, that the day on which
Beatrice and Ethelind held the discussion, he had
started to meet them, but feeling tired, sat down
to rest on the very same bank they afterwards occupied:
but the sun shining fully on it, he had retreated
behind a large tree, and having fallen asleep, was
awakened by their talking, and thus became an unintentional
auditor of their conversation.
It was a thunderbolt to him, to hear
Beatrice acknowledge herself positively engaged, and
yet wilfully resolve to encourage his attentions,
and thus trifle with his feelings. Before Beatrice
came, he had been much pleased with the unaffected
manner of Ethelind, whose character he highly respected;
but her reserve made him conclude she was indifferent
to him, but how did she rise in his estimation, as
he heard the conversation. Not a word of her
advice to Beatrice was lost on him, and he only wondered
he had not done her more justice; how grateful he
felt for the noble indignation she expressed at her
friend’s levity, and the honest warmth with which
she took his part, and strove, as it were, to prevent
his being betrayed by the heartless coquetry of Beatrice.
He regarded all that had occurred as a special intervention
of Providence to save him from future misery.
His regard for Beatrice was daily increasing and believing
her good and amiable, he desired to win the affection,
which he fully thought was reciprocal; and how did
the discovery of her treachery dash the cup of happiness
from his lips; but as it was because he believed her
truly amiable that he loved her, he thought, now the
veil was drawn aside, he should soon get over his
disappointment. But, unworthy as she was, she
had so entwined herself in his heart, that it was no
easy task to tear her image from it however,
he was strong-minded, and soon reflected that instead
of grieving, he ought to be thankful for his escape.
Ethelind saw he was wretched, and fancied Beatrice
was, some how or other, the cause. She pitied
him, and prayed for him, but it was all she could
do; but she was not sorry to hear Beatrice say she
had an invitation to Miss Fulton’s wedding, which
she was determined to accept. The night previous
to her departure, Mr. Barclay, unasked, remained to
tea, and when he took leave, he put a letter into the
hand of Beatrice, which she slipped into her pocket,
she thought, unseen by any one, but Ethelind saw it,
though she took no notice, nor did Beatrice mention
it Before retiring to rest, she read as follows:
“MY DEAR MISS TREVOR,
“I should ill act up to that fearless
line of duty my sacred calling prescribes, were
I not, as a friend, to urge you to reflect on your
present line of conduct, and ask you to pause on it,
ere you wreck, not only the happiness of others
but your own, at the shrine of inordinate vanity.
Shall I honestly own, that mine has narrowly escaped
being wrecked; and that, from your own lips, I learnt
such was the case. Believing you good and amiable,
as you seemed, I was fascinated, and allowed my
feelings to outrun my judgment, and yet I can hardly
say that such was the case, for I thought you all
a woman should be. Let me warn and entreat you,
on all future occasions, as you wish to be happy,
to deal fairly and truly with him who may seek to
win your affection. I was an unwilling listener
to your conversation with Miss Fortescue, the other
day, and there, from your own lips, learnt that while
engaged to another, you scrupled not to receive
and encourage my attentions; and more than that,
you declared your resolution, of holding out hopes
you never meant to realize. Had I known you were
bound to another, whatever my feelings had been for
you, I had never sought to win your love, but I
fully believed you ingenuous as you seemed.
Had you not met the advances so sincerely made by
me, with such seeming pleasure, whatever the struggle
might have cost me, it had passed in silence.
I will candidly own, that while my respect is lessened,
I cannot forget what my feelings towards you have
been. Time alone can heal the peace of mind you
have so recklessly wounded; but I again advise you
to reflect seriously on the past, and be assured,
that she who pursues such a line of conduct as you
have done, will ever find it militate against her
own happiness, as well as that of others; and I fear,
it has done so in the present instance, for while
smarting under the bitter feelings your behaviour
called forth, I wrote to an intimate friend, and
spoke of my disappointment, and the struggle I had
to obtain such a mastery over myself, as would prevent
it interfering with my duty. Unfortunately,
that friend was the very man to whom you are engaged;
which I did not know at the time, nor am I prepared
to say if I had, how I should have acted. George
Graham is an honourable fellow, who believed you
as faithful as himself. Thus has your thoughtless,
nay, I will go farther, and say highly culpable
levity, sacrificed the happiness of two as honest hearts
as ever beat in the human breast; I would say I pity
you, but I can hardly expect your own peace to have
suffered.
“Mine is a responsible and sacred
calling; and feeling it to be such, I want, when
I marry, a woman who will aid, not hinder
me in my arduous duties; I have, as far as human
infirmity permits, done with the world and its pleasures;
but I am but mortal, and who knows to what frivolity,
nay to what sin, but for the merciful interposition
of God, you might have led me; and that, while bound
to teach and guide others, I might, in my daily conduct,
have contradicted the truths I was bound to enforce.
“On first coming to reside here,
I was much pleased with Miss Fortescue, and I felt
that with her, I could be happy, but her reserve
made me fancy her indifferent to me, and I judged she
could not return my love; and while her conduct
increased my esteem, I resolved that I would not
forfeit her friendship by persevering in attentions,
I feared, she cared not for. You came: your
beauty struck me; your fascinating manners made
an impression I could not resist; your seeming pleasure
in my attentions misled me, and my heart was enslaved
ere my judgment could act. But no more! you have
yourself, undrawn the veil, and humbly do I thank
the merciful Providence that has thus over-ruled
things, and interfered to save me from ,
I hardly know what. You can scarcely wonder that
I avoided you, after what I heard; and it was not
till to-day I could sufficiently command my feelings,
to stay at Mrs. Fortescue’s, and see you;
it is not that I still love you, for I cannot love
the woman I no longer respect. I do not hate
you; but I do sincerely pity you, and humbly, and
fervently do I pray that you may, ere too late,
see the errors of your conduct. You, by your own
confession, deem coquetry a venial error; can that
be such, from which come such cruel and mischievous
results. But no more. I forgive you most
freely, and shall ever fervently pray that you may
see and feel how inimical to peace here,
as well as hereafter, is such conduct as
you have shown.
“Ever your sincere friend, F.B.”
No words can do justice to the agony
of Beatrice’s feelings, as she read the foregoing
letter. She was thunderstruck; here was a blow
to her happiness, how completely was she caught in
her own toils; she could but feel the retribution
just. Of all men, she knew, George Graham to
be one of the most fastidious, and that of all things
he held the most despicable, she well knew, was a
coquette. She loved him with passionate devotion,
but knew, if the effort cost him his life, he would
cast her from his affections. She was almost maddened
with the thought. She did indeed feel that Mr.
Barclay was amply revenged, and in feeling every hope
of happiness was lost, she could judge to what she
had nearly brought him; though she perhaps forgot that
he had a support in the hour of trial to which she
could not look, for she had wilfully erred. It
had always been her practice to go daily to the village
post office, consequently, no suspicions could arise
on the part of Ethelind, as they would have done,
had she seen the frequency of her friend’s receiving
letters. She rose early, and went the morning
she was to leave. She started, as the well known
writing met her eye on the address: her limbs
trembled, and she feared to open the packet put into
her hands. Her own letters were returned with
the accompanying note:
“FAITHLESS, BUT STILL DEAR BEATRICE,
“Farewell, and for ever! May
you never know the bitter pangs you have inflicted!
I may be too fastidious, but I could never unite my
fate with yours; the woman I marry I must respect,
or I can never be happy; and miserable as I shall
be without you, I feel that I should be still more
wretched did I unite my fate with yours. My whole
heart was, and is yours only, and had your feelings
been what they ought, you would have spurned the
paltry gratification of winning the affection you
could not return, I sail for India to-morrow; to
have seen you would be worse than useless; as we can
never now, be anything, to each other. Once
more, adieu!
“Your once devoted,
“GEORGE GRAHAM.”
Beatrice’s eyes were red with
weeping when she returned from the village. She
hesitated whether or not to show Ethelind the letters;
but she well knew her disposition and that although
she highly disapproved her conduct, still she would
feel for her, and she needed consolation; accordingly,
calling her into her bed room, she put both epistles
into the hand of her friend, begging her to try and
read them through before the carriage came that was
to take her away. Ethelind was little less astonished
than Beatrice had been, and truly did she feel for
her mortification. Many and bitter were the tears
she shed on reading Mr. Barclay’s letter, for
she well knew how strongly he must have felt.
Most thankful, too, was she that, by striving to overcome
her own attachment she had spared herself from having
it even suspected. Without a remark she returned
the letters to Beatrice, who could only beg to hear
from her, and she promised to write, when the post
chaise drove up, and after affectionately embracing
Mrs. Fortescue and Ethelind, she was soon out of sight.
Mrs. Fortescue was, for some days,
very poorly, and at length took to her bed. Mr.
Barclay was daily in attendance, affording her all
the religious consolation in his power, but he saw,
although resigned, there was something on her mind;
and was not mistaken. She felt her earthly race
was well nigh run, and she was anxious as to Ethelind’s
future fate. She knew God had said, “leave
thy fatherless children to me,” and she felt
she could do so, and she knew also, that it was written,
“commit thy way unto the Lord, and he shall bring
it to pass;” he had said, and would he not surely
do it? She was one on whom sorrow had done a
blessed work.
Mr. Barclay calling one morning, found
Ethelind out. It was an opportunity he had long
desired, and having read and prayed with Mrs. F.,
he told her he feared some anxiety was still pressing
on her mind.
“Yes,” said she, “though
I feel it to be wrong, I cannot help wishing to be
permitted to linger a little longer here, for Ethelind’s
sake, though I know that God is all sufficient, still
it is the infirmity of human nature.”
“Make your mind easy on that
head, my dear Mrs. Fortescue, for if Ethelind will
but trust her happiness with me, gladly will I become
her protector.”
“Oh, Mr. Barclay how thankfully
would I trust my child in such keeping, but would
your means support the incumbrance of a wife.”
“Believe in my truth, at such
a moment; I have sufficient for both.”
“Almighty God, I thank thee!” exclaimed
the invalid.
Mr. Barclay now insisted on her taking
her medicine, which had such a soothing effect that
she soon after fell into a peaceful slumber. He
sat sometime musing, when Hannah, who had alone been
helping Ethelind nurse her mother, came in, and Mr.
Barclay rose to go.
He met Ethelind at the door, and finding
she was going to her mother, told her she was asleep,
and asked to speak with her in the parlour. Only
requesting permission to be assured that he was not
mistaken as to Mrs. Fortescue not being awake, she
promised to join him immediately.
“Ethelind,” said he with
some emotion, “will you, dare you, trust your
happiness with me? Can you be contented to share
my lot, and help me in the discharge of my duties.
Will the retired life I lead, be consonant with your
tastes and wishes. Tell me honestly; you, I know,
will not deceive me. Your mother, I fear, is seriously
ill, and if, as I sometimes dare hope, you love me,
let us give her the satisfaction of seeing us united
ere she is called hence.”
“Mr. Barclay,” said Ethelind,
soon as she could speak, “were I differently
circumstanced, gladly would I unite my fate with yours,
but with your present limited means, I should only
be a burden. You have, perhaps, a mother and
sisters dependent on you, with whose comfort I might
interfere.”
“They are,” said he, “perfectly
independent of me; but tell me if I have that interest
in your affections that alone can make me happy, tell
me the truth, I shall not respect you the less.”
“Oh, Mr. Barclay, I shall be
but too happy,” said Ethelind, bursting into
tears, “but can I really believe you.”
“I was never more earnest, and
I will add, more happy in my life; but my Ethelind,”
continued he, “your mother’s health is
so precarious that I must insist on your consulting
her, and naming an early day to be mine.”
“But I cannot, will not leave her; no, we must
wait.”
“You shall not, my sweet girl,
leave your respected parent. No, while it pleases
God to spare her life, you shall not be separated from
her one hour; she shall live with us, But I shall
write to my mother and sisters, who must witness my
happiness; but you are agitated, dearest,
do you repent or desire to rescind?”
“Oh! no;” said Ethelind,
“but this is so unexpected. Oh, let me go
to my beloved mother, pray do, Mr. Barclay,”
said she, drawing away the hand he still strove to
retain in his.
“Have done with Mr. Barclay,
and call me Frederic.” Waiting only till
she assented to this, he took his leave; and Ethelind
went, with a heart overcharged with joy, to her mother,
who had just awakened from a tranquil slumber.
It is needless to say how truly thankful Mrs. Fortescue
was. Her child’s happiness seemingly so
well secured, she had only now to prepare for the
solemn change that she felt was not far distant.
From this time, however, her health
gradually amended, and the day was fixed for the union
of Ethelind and Mr. Barclay. He settled that they
should, for the present, reside at the Rectory.
Ethelind’s countenance brightened, for she fancied
she had solved part of the mystery, and that Mr. Eardly
was not yet coming, and till his arrival they would
be permitted to reside there.
The evening before the ceremony was
to take place, Mr. Barclay came in with two ladies.
One, a benign but august looking personage; the other,
a sylph-like, beautiful creature of eighteen, whom
he introduced as his mother and younger sister.
Ethelind timidly but gracefully received them.
Their kind and easy manner soon removed the little
restraint there was at first, but she was still bewildered,
and could hardly fancy she was not dreaming; their
appearance, too, increased rather than diminished
her wonder, for they were most elegantly attired.
After allowing a short time for conversation, she
went out and fetched her mother, and all parties seemed
delighted with each other. After sitting some
time, Mr. Barclay, looking at his mother, rose, and
taking Ethelind’s hand, said, “now, my
disinterested girl, allow me to introduce myself as
Frederic Barclay Eardly!”
“Can it be possible!”
exclaimed Mrs. Fortescue and Ethelind at once, and
with the utmost surprise, while Lady Eardly and her
daughter sat smiling and pleased spectators.
“Yes, my dear Ethelind; but
the deception has been very unpremeditated on my part,
as you shall hear. Arriving in England alone,
I came down, merely intending to look round, having
had some reason to be dissatisfied with Mr. Jones,
the acting curate, by whom, when I got to the inn,
I was supposed to be the new curate, and as such, I
believe, received very differently to what I should
have been as the rector; and anxious to know exactly
the state of my parishioners, thought, in the humble
capacity, they had taken me, I might better do this.
In calling to see your mother, who, I thought, from
her previous good deeds in the parish, was likely
to be an efficient adviser, I was invited to tea,
and from the conversation of both you and her, I found,
that while as the curate I should have free intercourse
at the cottage, as the Hon. Frederic Eardly the doors
would be closed on me; added to this, was a lurking
hope that I might, eventually, gain your affections,
and know that you loved me for myself alone. Your
reserve however, dispelled, for a time, that illusion.
Beatrice Trevor came and threw out lures I could not
resist, and I was fairly entrapped; however, I will
not dwell on what has led to such happy results.
Bennet, alone, knows my secret.”
Lady Eardly now took an affectionate
leave. She had brought a splendid wedding dress
for Ethelind, but her son insisted on her wearing the
plain white muslin she had herself prepared.
A union founded on such a basis, could
not fail to bring as much real happiness as mortals,
subject to the vicissitudes of life, could expect.
Frederic Eardly passed many years of usefulness in
his native place, aided, in many of his good works,
by his amiable wife. But though blessed with
many earthly comforts, they were not without their
trials, they had a promising family, but two or three
were early recalled; and in proportion to their affection
for these interesting children, was their grief at
the severed links in the chain of earthly love.
The mother, perhaps, felt more keenly than the father,
but both knew they were blessings only lent, and they
bowed submissively.
Beatrice was not heard of for some
time, though Ethelind wrote repeatedly, and named
her second girl after her, and some eight or ten years
afterwards a letter came, written by Beatrice as she
lay on her death-bed, to be given to her little namesake
on her seventeenth birth-day. She left her all
her jewels and a sum of money, but the letter was
the most valuable bequest, as it pointed out the errors
into which she had fallen, and their sad results.
She had, it would seem, accompanied the friend abroad
to whose marriage she had gone, and had once more
marred her own prospects of happiness by her folly,
and once more had she injured the peace of others.
Farther she might have gone on, had she not sickened
with the small-pox, of a most virulent kind; she ultimately
recovered; but her transcendent beauty was gone, and
she had now time to reflect on the past. Her affliction
was most salutary, and worked a thorough reformation,
which, had her life been spared, would have shown
itself in her conduct.
Although Ethelind needed it not, it
was a lesson to her to be, if possible, more careful
and anxious in the formation of her daughters’
principles as they grew up, and more prayerful that
her efforts to direct their steps aright, might be
crowned with success. Her prayers were heard,
and the family proved worthy the care of their excellent
mother.