“I tell the tale as
’twas told to me.”
I have heard that one night, on a
distant shore, a band of water-nixies were dancing
to gentle music, their golden sandals twinkling like
stars.
A lord and lady were walking on the
same shore. The lord’s eyes were bent on
the ground; but his wife paused, and said,
“Listen, my lord, to that enchanting music!”
“I hear no music,” he replied, laughing.
“You must wake up, dear wife.
“With half-shut eyes,
ever you seem
Falling asleep in a half-dream.”
“But, my lord, those exquisite
beings in gossamer robes! surely you see them!”
“I see the play of the moonbeams,
my love, and nothing more.”
But the wife stood transfixed.
One beautiful fairy, taller and fairer than her companions,
had wings, and floated through the dance, scarcely
touching the earth.
“Was ever such a vision of loveliness?”
cried the enraptured lady: “she must be
my own little daughter, eat of my bread,
and sleep upon my bosom.”
Then, kneeling, she sang,
“Fair little nixies,
that dwell near the water,
Give me the winged one to
be my own daughter.”
The dance ceased. The nixies,
bewildered, looked north and south, and knew not which
way to flee; but the winged fairy, attracted by the
human love in the lady’s eyes, glided slowly
forward. Then the nixies stormed in fierce wrath,
their willowy figures swaying to and fro as if blown
by the wind.
“They shall not harm you, little
one. Come with me, be my own daughter, and I
will carry you home.”
“Home!” echoed the lovely
child; “my home is in the Summer-land. Oh,
will you indeed carry me there?”
Then she folded her white wings, and
nestled in the lady’s bosom like a gentle dove,
and was borne to a beautiful castle that overlooked
the sea. The water-nixies soon forgot her, for
they could not hold her memory in their little humming-bird
hearts.
She was not of their race. Her
wings were soft and transparent, like those of a white
butterfly; and she ever declared that she had once
alighted from a cloud, and been caught in a nixie’s
net spread upon the grass.
But, in time, her wings dwindled and
disappeared; and then the lord, who was now her father,
could not remember that she had ever been other than
an earthly child.
“You fancy you were once a sylphid,”
said he; “but there are no sylphids, my sweet
one, and there is no Summer-land.”
The child became as dear to the lord
and lady as their very heart’s blood; and they
forgot her foreign birth, and almost believed, as all
the world did, that she was their own little daughter.
But the child did not forget. She longed for
the true home she had left; but whither should she
go to seek it?
“Dear papa,” said she,
one day, “I beg you will not say again there
are no sylphids; for I remember so well how I spread
my wings and flew. It was glorious to see the
clouds float under my feet!”
“Very well,” said the
lord; “if you like, I will say there are sylphids
in the air, and trolls inside the earth; and, once
on a time, I was myself a great white butterfly:
do you remember chasing me over a bed of roses?”
“O papa, now you laugh!
I love the twinkle in your eye; and I am so glad it
is you, and no one else, who is my papa; but just the
same, and forevermore, I shall keep saying, I was
a sylphid!”
Sometimes, when she set her white
teeth into some delicious fruit, she said with dreamy
eyes,
“These grapes of Samarcand came
across the seas; but they are not so sweet as the
fruit in my own garden, mamma.”
“And where is your garden, my child?”
“Oh, in the Summer-land.
I always forget that you have never seen it.
When I go there again, mamma, I will certainly take
you too; for I love you with all my heart. I
can never go without you.”
When she heard the evening-bells from
the minster, she said, “Oh, they are like the
joy-bells at home, only not so sweet. Nothing,
here, is so sweet. Even my dear mamma is not
so lovely as the lady who comes when I am asleep.”
Little One they called
her Little One for the want of a name loved
to prattle about the wonders of that mysterious fairy-land,
which no one but herself had ever seen. Her mother
would not check her, but let her tell her pretty visions
of remembered rainbows, and palaces, and precious
gems. She said,
“The child has such a vivid
fancy! It is not all of us who can see pictures
when our eyes are shut.”
But the lord was not so well pleased;
and once, when his daughter looked at a frozen stream
and murmured, “We have the happiest
rivers at home; they sing all day long, all the year,
without freezing! Can I find that Summer-land
again! Oh, I would creep all over the world to
seek it,” he replied,
“Little One, it is some cloud-city
you are thinking of, some dream-land, or isle of Long
Ago, which you will never see again. I beg you
to forget these wild fancies.”
But still the child dreamed on.
Once she heard the glad song of the Hyperboreans:
“I come from a land
in the sun-bright deep,
Where golden gardens
glow;
Where the winds of the North,
becalmed in sleep,
Their conch-shells
never blow.”
She clapped her hands, murmuring to herself,
“There is my home!
I think I remember now it was ’a land
in the sun-bright deep!’”
So, when she journeyed with her parents
to distant countries, she always hoped that some ship
would bear her away to the Happy Isles; and when they
once touched a bright shore, and some one cried, “The
isles of Greece! the isles of Greece!” she thought
she was home at last, and hardly dared look at the
remembered shore. But, alas, she had not yet
reached the Summer-land: this was not her home.
Then she heard her father say that
the jewels she wore had been brought up from the deep
places under the earth.
“I wonder I had not thought
of that,” she said to herself. “Since
there are such beautiful gems in my lost home, it must
lie under the earth. No doubt if I could only
find the right cave, and walk in it far enough, I
should come to the Summer-land.”
So she set out, one day, in wild haste,
but only lost herself in a deep cavern; and, when
she found daylight again, she was all alone upon the
face of the earth. Her father and mother were
nowhere to be seen. She shouted their names,
and ran to and fro seeking them till her strength
was all spent. It was growing dark; and Little
One could only creep under a shelter, and weep herself
asleep.
Next morning it was no better, but
far worse. Her wretched parents had gone home,
believing her drowned in the sea. Poor Little
One was now all alone in the world, and her heart
ached with the cold. Kind friends gave her food
and shelter, and her clothing was warm as warm could
be; still her heart ached with the cold. People
praised her beauty so much that she dared not look
up to let them see how lovely she was; but she had
lost both her father and mother, and her heart ached
and ached. She thought winter was coming on; and
the world was growing so chilly, that now she must
certainly set out for the Summer-land. Then she
said,
“If I am a sylphid, perhaps
my home is over the hills, and far away. Yes:
I think it must be in the country where the music goes.”
For she thought, when she heard music,
that it seemed to hover and float over the earth,
and lose itself in the sky; so she began to set her
face toward the country where the music goes.
But, though she gazed till her eyes ached, she never
saw her long-lost home, nor so much as a glimpse of
one of its spires.
One night, after gazing and weeping
till she could scarcely see, and had no tears left,
the bright being who visited her dreams came and whispered,
“If there be a land
so fair
O’er the
mountain shining,
You will never enter there
By looking up
and pining.”
“Dear me! then what shall I
do?” said Little One, clasping her hands.
“I am tired of the dropping rain, and the bleak
winds; I have lost my father and mother; I long to
go home to the Summer-land.”
“There are hills to climb, and
streams to cross,” said the fairy.
“But I have stout shoes,” laughed Little
One.
“There are thorns and briers all along the road.”
“But I can bear to be pricked.”
“Then I will guide you,” said the fairy.
“How can that be?” cried
the child. “You come to me in dreams; but
by daylight I cannot see so much as the tips of your
wings.”
“Listen, and you will hear my
voice,” replied the fairy. “Set out
toward the East, at dawn, to-morrow, and I will be
with you.”
When Little One awoke, the sun was rising, and she
said,
“Oh that golden gate! The
sun has left it open: do you see it, beautiful
lady?”
“I see it,” whispered the fairy:
“I am close beside you.”
“Then,” said Little One,
fastening her dress, and putting on all the jewels
she could possibly carry, “I think I will set
out at once; for, if I make all speed, I may reach
the Summer-land before that golden gate is closed.”
She pressed on, as the fairy directed,
up a steep hill, her eyes fixed on the glowing eastern
sky. But, as the sun strode up higher, the morning
clouds melted away.
“Where is my golden gate?” cried the child.
“Weeping so soon?” whispered the fairy.
“Do not scold me, dear Whisper,”
moaned the child; “you know I have lost my kind
father and mother; and the thorns prick me; and then
this is such a lonely road; there is nobody to be
seen.”
The truth was, there were children
gathering strawberries on the hill, and old women
digging herbs; but Little One did not see them, for
she was all the while watching the sky. But she
was soon obliged to pause, and take breath.
“Look about you,” said
the Whisper, “you may see some one as unhappy
as yourself.”
The child looked, and saw a little
girl driving a goat; while large tears trickled down
her cheeks, and moistened her tattered dress.
For a moment, Little One’s heart ceased aching
with its own troubles.
“What is your name, little girl?”
said she: “and why do you weep?”
“My name is Poor Dorel,”
replied the child; “my father and mother are
long since dead; and I have nothing to eat but goat’s
milk and strawberries:” and, as she spoke,
the large tears started afresh.
“Poor Dorel! you are the first
one I ever saw who had as much trouble as I. I, too,
have lost a father and mother.”
“Were they a king and queen?”
asked Dorel, wiping her eyes, and gazing at Little
One’s beautiful dress and glittering ornaments.
“They loved me dearly,”
replied Little One sadly; “yet I never heard
that they were king and queen. Come with me, darling
Dorel! I never before saw any one who was hungry.
Come with me! I live in a country where there
is food enough for everybody.”
“Where is that?” said Dorel, eagerly.
“I do not quite know, little
girl; but it is not in the bosom of the earth, and
it is not in the sun-bright deep: so I suppose
it is over the hills, and far away.”
“Now I know who you are,”
said Dorel. “You are the lost sylphid;
and people say you have travelled all over the world.
But, if you do not know the way home, pray how can
you tell which road to take?”
“Oh! I have a guide, a
beautiful fairy, called Whisper: she shows me
every step of the way. I wish you would go too,
little Dorel!”
“I think I will not, little
Sylphid; for, if you have only a Whisper for a guide,
I do not believe you will ever get there; but, oh,
you are very, very beautiful!”
“If you will not go,”
said Little One, “let me, at least, give you
a few of my jewels: you can sell them for bread.”
So saying, she took from her girdle
some turquoise ornaments, and placed them in Dorel’s
hand with a kiss which had her whole heart in it.
“Now I love you,” said
Dorel; “but more for the kiss than any thing
else; and I am going before you to cut down the thorns
that shoot out by the wayside. I am a little
mountain-girl, and know how to use the pruning-knife.”
Little One danced for joy. She
found she could now walk with wonderful ease; for
not only were there no more sharp thorns to prick her,
but her heart was also full of a new love, which made
the whole world look beautiful.
“You see the way is growing easier,” said
the Whisper.
“Pour out thy love like
the rush of a river,
Wasting its waters forever
and ever.”
“So I will,” said Little
One. “Is there any one else to love?”
By and by she met an old woman, bent
nearly double, and picking up dry sticks with trembling
hands.
“Poor woman!” said Little
One: “I am going to love you.”
“Dear me!” said the old
crone, dropping her sticks, and looking up with surprise
in every wrinkle: “you don’t mean
me? Why, my heart is all dried up.”
“Then you need to be loved all
the more,” cried Little One heartily.
The poor woman laughed; but, at the
same time, brushed a tear from her eye with the corner
of her apron.
“I thought,” said Little
One, “I was the only unhappy one in the world:
it seemed a pity my heart should ache so much; but,
oh, I would rather have it ache than be dried up!”
“I suppose you never were beaten,”
said the old woman; “you were never pelted with
whizzing stones?”
“Indeed I never, never was!”
replied Little One, greatly shocked by the question.
“By your costly dress, I know
you never were so poor as to be always longing for
food. Let me tell you, my good child, when one
is beaten and scolded, and feels cold all winter,
and hungry all summer, it is no wonder one’s
heart dries up!”
Little One threw her arms about the
old woman’s neck. “Let me help you
pick sticks!” said she; “you are too old
for hard work; your hands tremble too much.”
Swiftly gathering up a load of fagots,
she put them together in a bundle.
“Now, how many jewels shall
I give her?” thought the child. “She
must never want for food again.”
“How many?” echoed the Whisper.
“Give as the morning
that flows out of heaven:
Give as the free air and sunshine
are given.”
“Then she shall have half,”
said Little One in great glee. “Here, poor
woman, take these sapphires and rubies and diamonds,
and never be hungry again!”
“Heavenly child!” said
the stranger, laying her wasted hand on the sylphid’s
bright head, and blessing her, “it is little
except thanks that an old creature like me can give;
yet may be you will not scorn this pair of little
shoes: they are strong, and, when you have to
step on the sharp mountain-rocks, they will serve
you well.”
Little One’s delicate slippers
were already much worn, and she gladly exchanged them
for the goat-skin shoes; but, strange to relate, no
sooner had she done so than she found herself flitting
over rocks and rough places with perfect ease, and
at such speed, that, when she looked back, in a moment,
she had already left the old woman far behind, and
out of sight. They were magical shoes; but, no
matter how fast they skimmed over the ground, Dorel,
out of pure love, continued to go before, talking
and laughing and smoothing the way.
One by one Little One sold her jewels
to buy bread, which she shared with all the needy
she chanced to meet. After many days there remained
but one gem; and she wept because she had no more to
give. But, through her tears, she now, for the
first time, fancied she could see the spires and turrets
of her beautiful home, though, as yet, very far off.
“How fast I have come!”
said she, laughing with delight. “But for
these magical shoes, and Dorel’s pruning-knife,
I should have been even now struggling at the foot
of the hill.”
Then she looked down at her torn dress.
“What a sad plight I am in! no one will know
me when I get home!”
“Never fear!” said the fairy: “you
are sure to be welcome.”
Little One now held up her last jewel
in the sunlight, while a starving boy looked at it
with eager eyes.
“Take it!” said she, weeping
with the tenderest pity. “I only wish it
were a diamond instead of a ruby, a diamond
as large as my heart!”
The boy blessed her with a tremulous
voice. Little One pressed on, singing softly
to herself, till she came to a frightful chasm, full
of water.
“How shall I ever cross it!” she cried
in alarm.
“May I help you, fair Sylphid?”
said the grateful boy to whom she had given her last
jewel. “I can make a bridge in the twinkling
of an eye.”
So saying, he threw across the roaring
torrent a film which looked as frail as any spider’s
web.
“It will bear you,” said
the Whisper: “do not be afraid!”
So Little One ventured upon the gossamer
bridge, which was to the eye as delicate as mist;
but to the feet as strong as adamant. She hushed
her fears, and walked over it with a stout heart.
Now, she was on the borders of the
Summer-land. Here were the turrets and spires,
the soft white clouds, the green fields, and sunny
streams. Instantly her long-lost wings appeared
again; and she spread them like a happy bird, and
flew home. Oh, it was worth years of longing
and pain! She was held in tender embraces, and
kissed lovingly by well-remembered friends. To
her great surprise and delight, her father and mother
were both there they had arrived at the
Summer-land while seeking their Little One.
“Now I know,” said her
father, “that my daughter was not dreaming when
she longed for her remembered home.”
Little One looked at her soiled dress;
but the stains had disappeared; and, most wonderful!
all the jewels she had worn on her neck and arms,
and in her girdle, were there yet, burning with increased
brilliancy. Little One gazed again, and counted
to see if any were missing. Yes: two she
had sold for bread were not there. It was the
jewels she had given away which had come back
in some mysterious manner and were more resplendent
than before.
“Ah!” said she, with a
beaming smile, “now I know what it means when
they say, ‘All you give, you will carry with
you.’ It was delightful to scatter my gems
by the wayside; but I did not think they would all
be given back to me when I reached home!”
Then, intwining arms with a bright
sylphid, she flew with her over the gardens in a trance
of delight.
“Here,” said Little One,
“is my own dear garden. I remember the border
and the paths right well; but it never bore such golden
fruit, it never glowed with such beautiful flowers.”
“Your fairy, the one you call
Whisper, has taken care of it for your sake,”
said the sister sylphid. “Do you know that
those flowers, and those trees with fruit like ‘bonny
beaten gold,’ have been watered by your tears,
Little One? It is in this way they have attained
their matchless beauty and grace.”
“My tears, little sister?”
“Yes, your tears. Every
one you shed upon earth, your fairy most carefully
preserved; and see what wonders have been wrought!”
“If I had known that,”
said Little One clapping her hands, “I would
have been glad of all my troubles! I would
have smiled through my tears!”
Now I know no more than I have told
of this story of the Lost Sylphid. I tell the
tale as ’twas told to me; and I wish, with all
my heart, it were true.