Mr. Grimmer looked up with a grin.
“I don’t know what the old joker will
say if you bring your scheme to a head,” he remarked.
Ethel, who was standing in front of
the fireplace, smoking daintily, tried hard to look
shocked.
“My dear Billy,” she drawled.
“That is hardly the way to speak of an Honorary
Canon who expects to become a bishop, if his father-in-law
lives long enough to get into another Cabinet.
Then, for one thing, Jimmy won’t propose for
some time yet, not until Vera has been away and come
back again; and when they are engaged what can the
old joker, as you call him, do to me?”
“He might preach about you,” her husband
suggested.
Ethel shrugged her shoulders.
“I shouldn’t be there to hear him; it
would make May Marlow blush and send that hateful Ida
Fenton white with passion. By the way, did I
tell you that Ida had taken a house in town?
They think she’s going to be married again, to
that horrid, clean-shaven man with the damp hands,
who’s always collecting for some mission or
other. You must know him, Billy. Surely you
do; we used to call him the Additional Curate.
Well, to go back to Jimmy. He wouldn’t give
Vera up, and her money is under her own control.”
“He had to give you up,” Grimmer said.
His wife laughed. “He never
had me to give up, really. Besides, I hardly
knew you then, Billy, so it didn’t count, did
it?... Billy, you must not behave in that ridiculous
way; you have crushed my flowers, and the gong will
go in a moment.”
It was a fortnight since Jimmy had
met Ethel Grimmer again, and during that time he had
not written a line. Every day, and often twice
a day, he had been up at Drylands, at first, because
Ethel had insisted on his attendance; and latterly,
because it seemed the natural thing to do. His
original feeling had been one of sincere relief at
the break in the monotony of his exile, and he had
been equally glad to see both Vera and Ethel; but
after a while Ethel seemed to become almost uninteresting
by comparison with the younger woman. He was
not passionately in love, as he had been with Lalage.
The thought of Vera gave him no sleepless nights.
In fact, now he slept far better than he had done for
many months past. He had a sense of restfulness
to which he had long been a stranger, as though he
had taken some mental opiate to soothe the pain of
remembrance. London, and the flat, and the grinding
drudgery of Fleet Street, the miserable little creditors
worrying at the door all these seemed now
to belong to some former existence, to be part of the
life of a different Jimmy Grierson. Vera knew
nothing of such things; and, in her society, he himself
managed to forget them.
Lalage’s letter was still unanswered.
Day after day he meant to write; but, somehow, there
was never time. He wanted to think it over carefully,
he kept on telling himself, and then deliberately turned
his mind to something else.
He had smartened himself up considerably
so far as appearance went. True, once or twice,
it gave him a twinge of remorse when he found that
he was doing again the very things on which Lalage
had insisted with gentle patience in those now-distant
days, observing little conventions which he had dropped
during his sojourn abroad, and had lately dropped
anew. Then, too, he was drinking far less.
He did not need the spirit now to bring him oblivion,
and he did want to keep his hand steady and his eye
clear. Vera had once spoken very strongly on the
subject of intemperance, which she knew only in theory;
and Jimmy had listened to her words with respectful
contrition. She would never forgive a man who
drank, she said, and he had gone a little cold at the
thought. Yet, forgetting that Lalage had known
of his failing, and had tried to help him fight his
demon, he told himself that Vera’s was the right
view for a girl of her position. She was too
good and pure to come into contact with the ugly things
of life.
Already, he had made up his mind to
ask her to marry him, later on, when she came back
from a promised visit of indefinite duration.
There was no hurry, Ethel had told him so frankly,
no other suitor being in the running. At first,
the thought of the past troubled him a little, in the
abstract, as a kind of treason to Vera; but, after
a while, he put that thought aside. She need
never know, and Lalage had gone out of his life now.
His book had been published a week,
and the one or two reviews which had appeared had
been satisfactory, almost flattering, though one reviewer
apparently voiced the general opinion when he said,
“Mr. Grierson seems anxious to uphold the conventions
of modern society, and yet he writes of them without
conviction, as though he would like to believe in them,
and could not manage to do so.”
Vera had frowned over the notice.
“What rubbish, Mr. Grierson. It is as much
as to say that you would write one of the nasty kind
of book, if you dared. I think yours is very,
very good and perfectly sincere.” Whereupon
Jimmy had gone home well pleased, feeling that, at
last, he was receiving absolution, if not from his
own family, at least from his own people.
When Vera went back to town, Ethel
deputed Jimmy to see her off at the station, alleging
that she herself had a headache.
“It’s only au revoir,”
Jimmy said, as he shook hands at the railway carriage
door.
Miss Farlow smiled brightly.
“That’s all. I am coming down again
very soon. Father is going away for a couple
of months’ holiday; and, as he is taking my
younger sister, Florence, Ethel has made me promise
to come down here. She is awfully good-hearted,
isn’t she?”
Jimmy nodded emphatically. “She
is indeed. One of the best I know.”
As the train steamed out of the station,
he stood a full minute deep in thought, staring at
it until it disappeared round a slight curve; then
he turned to find the doctor watching him with a grim
smile.
“Hullo, Grierson,” the
old man said. “I’ve hardly seen you
lately, only caught glimpses of you whizzing past
in a motor, surrounded by millinery.” Then
he scanned the other’s face critically.
“You’re looking better. Found the
cure for it, eh? I always thought that both the
reason and the remedy would prove to wear skirts.”
Jimmy flushed awkwardly. He did
not altogether admire Dr. Gregg’s frankness;
and yet he was grateful for the implied testimony to
his reformation, so he answered with a laugh, and,
after a few minutes’ conversation, willingly
consented to go up to dinner at the doctor’s
that night. After all, it would be dull alone
in the cottage, and he knew that Ethel would not want
him, as she, too, was dining out.
The doctor was an old bachelor, or
at least the town assumed him to be one. True,
when he had first bought the practice, thirty years
previously, he had made no definite statement on the
matter; and, for a time, people had shaken their heads,
and, on that purely negative evidence, had done what
they called “drawing their own conclusions.”
His wife had run away from him, and they would hear
of her one day, in connection with some scandal, and
she would allege, and probably prove, that he had
ill-used her. However, as months went by, and
they did not hear in fact they never heard
anything they admitted they had been wrong,
and began to pity him as the husband of an incurable
lunatic, who was confined in an asylum near London.
But even that story had died a lingering death from
sheer want of nourishment, and long before Jimmy had
appeared in the neighbourhood, even the mothers’
meetings had ceased to discuss the doctor’s
private affairs. He was just the gruff and well-beloved
friend of everyone in the place, a man of whom even
the preacher in the Peculiar People’s chapel
spoke with respect.
“Old friends of yours at Drylands,
after all?” the doctor asked abruptly, as they
sat smoking in his study after dinner.
Jimmy nodded. “Yes, you
got the name wrong, you see, and, naturally, I didn’t
recognise it. I’ve known the Grimmers, or
at least Mrs. Grimmer, all my life.”
“It’s a bad thing to get
out of touch with people you know,” the other
went on. “A very bad thing. Never have
a family quarrel, if you can avoid it, Grierson, or,
rather, never have another.”
“How do you know I have had one?” Jimmy
demanded.
The old man smiled. “You’ve
as good as told me so, a score of times. Bad
things family quarrels. After all, your relations
are your own flesh and blood.”
Jimmy did not answer; latterly, he
had begun to realise the truth of what the other was
saying; and he knew more than ever the value of peace.
For a little while they smoked in
silence, then, “How did you happen to light
on this town in the first instance?” the doctor
asked.
“I hardly know myself,”
Jimmy answered. “I wanted some quiet place,
and someone I have never been able to remember
who it was had once mentioned it to me
as the ideal spot. The name had stuck in my memory,
so I came down here on chance and liked it from the
first. I must say, though, I’ve found it
dull at times.”
“No place is dull when you know
it well enough,” the old man retorted.
“Yes, I mean it. You, as a writer, ought
to understand that. It’s only dull if you
make it so for yourself by being out of sympathy with
its people.... How’s the book getting on?”
“Pretty well, I believe.
The publishers say they’re quite satisfied with
it for a first novel. One doesn’t expect
to make a big splash at the start.”
“Some never make a splash at
all, even though they do good work. I knew one.”
The doctor shook his head sadly. “He lived
in this town, only a few doors from here. He
used to write scientific books, and was admitted to
be the best man in England on his own subject; yet
he got more and more hard up all the time. I
don’t know what he and his daughter really did
live on for the last year or two. It ended in
something very like a tragedy. Ah, it was a bad
business, a terrible business,” and he sighed
heavily.
Jimmy’s lips seemed suddenly
to have become dry and hard; but his voice was almost
normal as he asked, “What was it, doctor?”
The old man began to fill a pipe with
rather exaggerated care. “It was the daughter,”
he answered, without looking up. “She was
a sweet girl, the best, most unselfish girl I ever
knew; but curiously young in many ways, dangerously
young you understand? She had been
brought up alone with him no woman to tell
her things. That’s bad. Confound it
all, sir,” he raised his voice in
a sudden explosion of wrath, “parents
have no right to keep their girls in ignorance.
It’s criminal negligence; at least it was in
this case. They were desperately poor, and he
was dying; wanted all sorts of things.”
He paused again and made a show of lighting his pipe,
but the match burnt out ineffectually, then he went
on. “They hadn’t a shilling, and none
of the tradesmen would trust them. And a man,
a young scoundrel belonging to this very town, offered
her ten pounds to go away with him for a couple of
days, showed her the gold.... What was that?”
he demanded quickly as Jimmy’s pipe stem snapped
suddenly in his hands.
Jimmy himself had shifted slightly,
so that the lamplight did not fall on his face; but
the old man was not looking at him as he resumed his
story.
“She said she was going to town,
to beg his publishers for money, and he, luckily,
died believing it. But someone else had seen her;
and the women hunted her out. She fled to London,
no money, no friends, and you can guess what must
have happened. Poor child!”
“What happened to the man?”
Jimmy asked in a voice which made the doctor give
a grim little nod of approval as he answered:
“I felt that way myself.
He abandoned her like a skunk, and his people threw
the blame on her for tempting him. Tempting him!
He had a motor smash soon after, and I tried my utmost
to pull him through, because he would have been a
hideously disfigured cripple; but he died, and I never
regretted a patient more.”
Jimmy got up abruptly. He knew
now who it was who had mentioned that town to him,
and unconsciously sent him to live there. He had
not the slightest doubt in his own mind what the answer
would be when he asked:
“What was their name?”
“Penrose,” the doctor answered. “She
was Lalage Penrose.”