In the morning, when Brantome had
departed for the city, Lilla said to Hamoud:
“Please tell the servants that
if any one should ask for me I’m not at home.”
Soon afterward, while David was at
work shut up in the study, and Lilla was trying to
read a book in the living room, the doorbell rang.
When she heard Hamoud, in the hall, speaking quickly
in Arabic, her body relaxed. She thought:
“He has found one of his own
people. I am glad. He must have been so
lonely all this while!”
She heard another voice, deeper and
more vibrant. “Yes, Arabic,” she
said, smiling contentedly. Of a sudden, for some
inexplicable reason, she felt as if she were going
to faint.
She raised her eyes from the book,
and saw a tall man with a black beard, standing in
the hall doorway, watching her.
She was seized with the paralyzing
chill that comes to those who seem to be confronted
by apparitions of the dead. Her conviction that
she saw no living man was strengthened by his physical
alteration. His black beard, which covered even
his cheekbones, masked a shriveled countenance.
His eyes had receded into their sockets; his lips
were stretched over his teeth; and the swarthiness
of his skin had become sulphurous. The stillness
of his attitude, and his blank, attentive look, completed
the effect of unreality.
Then she thought, “Perhaps it’s
I who am dead.” Her surroundings melted
away. All her obligations related to these surroundings
melted also. She began to float toward him,
over the floor that she no longer felt beneath her
feet, so that her disembodied spirit might be merged
with this other spirit. Her half-raised hands
prepared to cling to him as though one
phantom could cling fast to another! But abruptly
an invisible force seemed to check her progress mid-way;
and she stood before him with her arms, that had meant
to embrace him, lifted in what appeared to be a gesture
of horrified denial.
There was no change in his face disfigured
by unhappiness and illness.
The air round them began to tremble
with strains of music harmonies mounting
up toward a climax of intolerable beauty. It
came, this perfect epitome of love, from behind the
closed doors of the study, where David Verne was playing
as never before.
“Lilla!”
A profound silence followed the call
that neither of these two had uttered. And from
behind the closed doors, David, transported by his
exultation, cried out again to the Muse:
“Lilla! Lilla!”
Swaying aside, she sank down into
a chair. “Oh,” she breathed, looking
at the rug as though some very precious object had
slipped from her hands and broken at her feet.
As she sat there, a huddle of coffee-colored fabric
and pallid flesh, the sunlight burst through the clouds
to smite her all over with its glory, igniting her
hair, turning her face into incandescent gold.
Lawrence Teck watched this transformation.
He became natural ready
to fight for this woman, though still believing that
he despised everything about her except her loveliness.
All at once he was like a man who stands on the edge
of a chasm, who has an idea that he may be able to
leap across, from a bitterness endured alone to a
bitterness shared with another. He took the leap.
He put her to the test.
She saw him walking across the living
room toward the closed doors of the study.
Noiselessly, as swift as her dreadful
thought, she rose, traversed the room, passed him,
and whirled round against the door. She flung
out her arms in a movement that nailed her against
the panels as to a cross. She could not speak;
but he read on her lips, as if she had cried it in
his face:
“No!”
The music began again, at first soft
and simply melodious, soon complex and thunderous.
The door at her back vibrated from the sound, and
the quivering penetrated her body and her brain.
She was filled with a new horror, at the new, miraculous
strength evinced in that playing.
And again that voice exulting in the study:
“Lilla? Oh, where are you?”
“Come away from here,”
she muttered, giving Lawrence an awful stare, snatching
at his sleeve, dragging him after her across the room,
her feet as heavy as if fleeing through a nightmare.
Now, straining at his arm, she was in the wainscotted
hall before the stone mantelpiece that bore up the
defiant knight. Now she reached the fernery.
The palms leaped back into place behind them as she
collapsed upon the red cushions of the settee.
He stood watching her as before, erect,
breathing, alive, even though he lay smashed in the
depths of that chasm which she had prevented him from
clearing.