At dawn he came to tell her that Parr
had the black-water fever.
The sick man was unconscious when
they sent him off, in the machilla, toward Fort Pero
d’Anhaya, with three of the askaris and fifteen
of the porters. They soon disappeared into a
jungle of spear grass, above which the sunrise was
spreading its bands of smoky gold and rose. The
chosen porters forgot their lacerated bodies; a song
floated back from them to those who must still press
onward.
“I have killed him, Hamoud.”
“Who knows? It is true
that he is old and has had this fever before.
But we do not need him. Maybe he has fulfilled
his destiny. And we have not.” In
the glory of the sunrise he turned to meditate over
her thin, tortured face. He observed, with a
lyrical sadness, “What is life? A running
this way and that after mirages. A thirsting
for sweet wells of which one has heard in a dream.
Does one ever taste those waters? Are they
sweet or bitter? Perhaps this is the secret that
to taste them is death.”
The safari marched on. She rode
the Muscat donkey, which was dying from the bites
of tsetse flies.