The winter passed, Esther hardly knew
how. For her it was in a depth of study; so absorbing
that she only now and then and by minutes gave her
attention to anything else. Or perhaps I should
say, her thoughts; for certainly the colonel never
lacked his ordinary care, which she gave him morning
and evening, and indeed all day, when she was at home,
with a tender punctuality which proved the utmost
attention. But even while ministering to him,
Esther’s head was apt to be running on problems
of geometry and ages of history and constructions
of language. She was so utterly engrossed with
her work that she gave little heed to anything else.
She did notice that Pitt Dallas still sent them no
reminders of his existence; it sometimes occurred
to her that the housekeeping in the hands of Mrs.
Barker was becoming more and more careful; but the
only way she saw to remedy that was the way she was
pursuing; and she went only the harder at her constructions
and translations and demonstrations. The colonel
lived his life without any apparent change.
And so went weeks and months:
winter passed and spring carne; spring ran its course,
and the school year at last was at an end. Esther
came home for the long vacation. And then one
day, Mrs. Barker confided to her reluctantly that
the difficulties of her position were increasing.
’You ask me, why don’t
I get more strawberries, Miss Esther. My dear,
I can’t do it.’
‘Cannot get strawberries?
But they are in great plenty now, and cheap.’
‘Yes, mum, but there’s
so many other things, Miss Esther.’ The
housekeeper looked distressed. Esther was startled,
and hesitated.
‘You mean you have not money,
Barker? Papa does not give you enough?’
’He gives me the proper sum,
Miss Esther, I’m certain; but I can’t make
it do all it should do, to have things right and comfortable.’
‘Do you have less than you used
at the beginning of winter?’
’Yes, mum. I didn’t
want to trouble you, Miss Esther, for to be sure you
can’t do nothin’ to help it; but it’s
just growin’ slimmer and slimmer.’
’Never mind; I think I know
how to mend matters by and by; if we can only get
along for a little further. We must have some
things, and my father likes fruit, you can get strawberries
from Mrs. Blumenfeld down here, can you not?’
‘No, mum,’ said the housekeeper,
looking embarrassed. ’She won’t sell
us nothin’, that woman won’t.’
’Will not sell us anything?
I thought she was so kind. What is the matter?
Is there not a good understanding between her and us?’
’There’s too good an understanding,
mum, and that’s the truth. We don’t
want no favours from the likes o’ her; and now
Christopher’
‘What of Christopher?’
‘Hain’t he said nothin’ to the colonel?’
‘To papa? No. About what?’
‘He’s gone and made an
ass o’ himself, has Christopher,’ said
the housekeeper, colouring with displeasure.
‘Why? How? What has he done?’
‘He hain’t done nothin’
yet, mum, but he’s bound he will, do the foolishest
thing a man o’ his years can do. An’
he wants me to stan’ by and see him! I
do lose my patience whiles where I can’t find
it. As if Christopher hadn’t enough to
think of without that! Men is all just creatures
without the power o’ thought and foresight.’
’Thought? why, that
is precisely what is supposed to be their distinguishing
privilege,’ said Esther, a little inclined to
laugh. ‘And Christopher was always very
foresighted.’
‘He ain’t now, then,’ muttered his
sister.
‘What is he doing?’
‘Miss Esther, that yellow-haired woman has got
holt o’ him.’
This was said with a certain solemnity,
so that Esther was very much bewildered, and most
incoherent visions flew past her brain. She waited
dumbly for more.
‘She has, mum,’ the housekeeper
repeated; ’and Christopher ain’t a babby
no more, but he’s took that’s
what he is. I wish, Miss Esther as
if that would do any good! that we’d
stayed in Seaforth, where we was. I’m that
provoked, I don’t rightly know myself.
Christopher ain’t a babby no more; but it seems
that don’t keep a man from bein’ wuss’n
a fool.’
’Do you mean’
’Yes ’m, that’s
what he has done; just that; and I might as well talk
to my spoons. I’ve knowed it a while, but
I was purely ashamed to tell you about it. I
allays gave Christopher the respect belongin’
to a man o’ sense, if he warn’t in high
places.’
‘But what has he done?’
’Didn’t I tell you, Miss
Esther? That yellow-haired woman has got holt
of him.’
‘Yellow-haired woman?’
‘Yes, mum, the gardener woman down
here.’
‘Is Christopher going to take service with her?’
‘He don’t call it that,
mum. He speaks gay about bein’ his own master.
I reckon he’ll find two ain’t as easy to
manage as one! She knows what she’s about,
that woman does, or my name ain’t Sarah Barker.’
‘Do you mean,’ cried Esther, ’do
you mean that he is going to marry her?’
‘That’s what I’ve
been tellin’ you, mum, all along. He’s
goin’ to many her, that he is; and for as old
as he is, that should know better.’
’Oh, but Christopher is not
old; that is nothing; he is young enough.
I did not think, though, he would have left us.’
‘An’ that, mum, is just
what he’s above all sure and certain he won’t
do. I tell him, a man can’t walk two ways
to once; nor he can’t serve two masters, even
if one of ’em is himself, which that yellow-haired
woman won’t let come about. No, mum, he’s
certain sure he’ll never leave the colonel,
mum; that ain’t his meaning.’
Esther went silently away, thinking
many things. She was more amused than anything
else, with the lightheartedness of youth; yet she
recognised the fact that this change might introduce
other changes. At any rate, it furnished an occasion
for discussing several things with her father.
As usual, when she wanted a serious talk with the colonel,
she waited till the time when his attention would be
turned from his book to his cup of tea.
‘Papa,’ she began, after
the second cup was on its way, ’have you heard
anything lately of Christopher’s plans?’
‘Christopher’s plans?
I did not know he had any plans,’ said the colonel
drily.
‘He has, papa,’ said Esther,
divided between a desire to laugh and a feeling that
after all there was something serious about the matter.
‘Papa, Christopher has fallen in love.’
‘Fallen in what?’ shouted the colonel.
’Papa! please take it softly.
Yes, papa, really; Christopher is going to be married.’
‘He has not asked my consent.’
‘No, sir, but you know Christopher
is of age,’ said Esther, unable to maintain
a gravity in any way corresponding to that on her father’s
face.
‘Don’t talk folly! What do you mean?’
’He has arranged to marry Mrs.
Blumenfeld, the woman who keeps the market garden
over here. He does not mean to leave us, papa;
the places are so near, you know. He thinks,
I believe, he can manage both.’
‘He is a fool!’
‘Barker is very angry with him. But that
does not help anything.’
‘He is an ass!’ repeated
the colonel hotly. ’Well, that settles one
question.’
’What question, papa?
’We have done with Christopher.
I want no half service. I suppose he thinks he
will make more money; and I am quite willing he should
try.’
Esther could see that her father was
much more seriously annoyed than he chose to show;
his tone indicated a very unusual amount of disturbance.
He turned from the table and took up his book.
‘But, papa, how can we do without Christopher?’
There was no answer to this.
’I suppose he really has a great
deal of time to spare; our garden ground is so little,
you know. He does not mean to leave us at all.’
‘I mean he shall!’
Esther sat silent and pondered.
There were other things she wished to speak about;
was not this a good occasion? But she hesitated
long how to be gin. The colonel was not very
deep in his book, she could see; he was too much annoyed.
‘Papa,’ she said slowly
after a while, ’are our circumstances any better
than they were?’
‘Circumstances? what do you mean?’
’Money, papa; have we any more
money than we had when we talked about it last fall?’
‘Where is it to come from?’
said the colonel in the same short, dry fashion.
It was the fashion in which he was wont to treat unwelcome
subjects, and always drove Esther away from a theme,
unless it were too pressing to be avoided.
’Papa, you know I do not know
where any of our money comes from, except the interest
on the price of the sale at Seaforth.’
‘I do not know where any more is to come
from.’
’Then, papa, don’t you
think it would be good to let my schooling stop here?’
‘No.’
’Papa, I want to make a very
serious proposition to you. Do not laugh at me’
(the colonel looked like anything but laughing), ’but
listen to me patiently. You know we cannot
go on permanently as we have done this year, paying
out more than we took in?’
‘That is my affair.’
’But it is for my sake, papa,
and so it comes home to me. Now this is my proposal.
I have really had schooling enough. Let me give
lessons.’
‘Let you do what?’
’Lessons, papa; let me give
lessons. I have not spoken to Miss Fairbairn,
but I am almost sure she would be glad of me; one of
her teachers is going away. I could give lessons
in Latin and French and English and drawing, and still
have time to study; and I think it would make up perhaps
all the deficiency in our income.’
The colonel looked at her. ’You
have not spoken of this scheme to anybody else?’
‘No, sir; of course not.’
‘Then, do not speak of it.’
‘You do not approve of it, papa?’
’No. My purpose in giving
you an education was not that you might be a governess.’
’But, papa, it would not hurt
me to be a governess for a while; it would do me no
sort of hurt; and it would help our finances.
There is another thing I could teach mathematics.’
‘I have settled that question,’
said the colonel, going back to his book.
‘Papa,’ said the girl
after a pause, ’may I give lessons enough to
pay for the lessons that are given me?’
‘No.’
’But, papa, it troubles me very
much, the thought that we are living beyond our means;
and on my account.’ And Esther now looked
troubled.
‘Leave all that to me.’
Well, it was all very well to say,
‘Leave that to me;’ but Esther had a strong
impression that matters of this sort, so left, would
not meet very thorough attention. There was an
interval here of some length, during which she was
pondering and trying to get up her courage to go on.
’Papa,’ she
broke the silence doubtfully, ’I do
not want to disturb you, but I must speak a little
more. Perhaps you can explain; I want to understand
things better. Papa, do you know Barker has still
less money now to do the marketing with than she had
last year?’
‘Well, what do you want explained?’
The tone was dry and not encouraging.
‘Papa, she cannot get the things you want.’
‘Do I complain?’
‘No, sir, certainly; but is this
necessary?’
‘Is what necessary?’
’Papa, she tells me she cannot
get you the fruit you ought to have; you are stinted
in strawberries, and she has not money to buy raspberries.’
‘Call Barker.’
The call was not necessary, for the
housekeeper at this moment appeared to take away the
tea-things.
‘Mrs. Barker,’ said the
colonel, ’you will understand that I do not
wish any fruit purchased for my table. Not until
further orders.’
The housekeeper glanced at Esther,
and answered with her decorous, ‘Certainly,
sir;’ and with that, for the time, the discussion
was ended.