“Have I found you, Miss Lothrop?”
Looking over her shoulder, Lois saw
the handsome features of Mr. Caruthers, wearing a
smile of most undoubted satisfaction. And, to
the scorn of all her previous considerations, she
was conscious of a flush of pleasure in her own mind.
This was not suffered to appear.
“I thought I was where nobody
could find me,” she answered.
“Do you think there is such
a place in the whole world?” said Tom gallantly.
Meanwhile he scrambled over some inconvenient rocks
to a place by her side. “I am very glad
to find you, Miss Lothrop, both ways, first
at Appledore, and then here.”
To this compliment Lois made no reply.
“What has driven you to this little out-of-the-way
nook?”
“You mean Appledore?”
“No, no! this very uncomfortable
situation among the rocks here? What drove you
to it?”
“You think there is no attraction?”
“I don’t see what attraction there is
here for you.”
“Then you should not have come to Appledore.”
“Why not?”
“There is nothing here for you.”
“Ah, but! What is there
for you? Do you find anything here to like now,
really?”
“I have been down in this ‘uncomfortable
place’ ever since near five o’clock except
while we were at breakfast.”
“What for?”
“What for?” said Lois,
laughing. “If you ask, it is no use to tell
you, Mr. Caruthers.”
“Ah, be generous!” said
Tom. “I’m a stupid fellow, I know;
but do try and help me a little to a sense of the
beautiful. Is it the beautiful, by the way,
or is it something else?”
Lois’s laugh rang softly out
again. She was a country girl, it is true; but
her laugh was as sweet to hear as the ripple of the
waters among the stones. The laugh of anybody
tells very much of what he is, making revelations
undreamt of often by the laugher. A harsh croak
does not come from a mind at peace, nor an empty clangour
from a heart full of sensitive happiness; nor a coarse
laugh from a person of refined sensibilities, nor
a hard laugh from a tender spirit. Moreover, people
cannot dissemble successfully in laughing; the truth
comes out in a startling manner. Lois’s
laugh was sweet and musical; it was a pleasure to
hear. And Tom’s eyes said so.
“I always knew I was a stupid
fellow,” he said; “but I never felt myself
so stupid as to-day! What is it, Miss Lothrop?”
“What is what, Mr. Caruthers? I beg
your pardon.”
“What is it you find in this queer place?”
“I am afraid it is waste trouble to tell you.”
“Good morning!” cried
a cheery voice here from below them; and looking towards
the water they saw Mr. Lenox, making his way as best
he could over slippery seaweed and wet rocks.
“Hollo, George!” cried
Tom in a different tone “What are
you doing there?”
“Trying to keep out of the water, don’t
you see?”
“To an ordinary mind, that object
would seem more likely to be attained if you kept
further away from it.”
“May I come up where you are?”
“Certainly!” said Lois. “But
take care how you do it.”
A little scrambling and the help of
Tom’s hand accomplished the feat; and the new
comer looked about him with much content.
“You came the other way,”
he said. “I see. I shall know how next
time. What a delightful post, Miss Lothrop!”
“I have been trying to find
what she came here for; and she won’t tell me,”
said Tom.
“You know what you came here
for,” said his friend. “Why cannot
you credit other people with as much curiosity as
you have yourself?”
“I credit them with more,”
said Tom. “But curiosity on Appledore will
find itself baffled, I should say.”
“Depends on what curiosity is
after,” said Lenox. “Tell him, Miss
Lothrop; he will not be any the wiser.”
“Then why should I tell him?” said Lois.
“Perhaps I shall!”
Lois’s laugh came again.
“Seriously. If any one
were to ask me, not only what we but what anybody
should come to this place for, I should be unprepared
with an answer. I am forcibly reminded of an
old gentleman who went up Mount Washington on one
occasion when I also went up. It came on to rain a
sudden summer gust and downpour, hiding the very mountain
it self from our eyes; hiding the path, hiding the
members of the party from each other. We were
descending the mountain by that time, and it was ticklish
work for a nervous person; every one was committed
to his own sweet guidance; and as I went blindly stumbling
along, I came every now and then upon the old gentleman,
also stumbling along, on his donkey. And whenever
I was near enough to him, I could hear him dismally
soliloquizing, ’Why am I here!’ in
a tone of mingled disgust and self-reproach which
was in the highest degree comical.”
“So that is your state of mind now, is it?”
said Tom.
“Not quite yet, but I feel it
is going to be. Unless Miss Lothrop can teach
me something.”
“There are some things that cannot be taught,”
said Lois.
“And people hey? But I am not
one of those, Miss Lothrop.”
He looked at her with such a face
of demure innocence, that Lois could not keep her
gravity.
“Now Tom is,” Lenox
went on. “You cannot teach him anything,
Miss Lothrop. It would be lost labour.”
“I am not so stupid as you think,” said
Tom.
“He’s not stupid he’s
obstinate,” Lenox went on, addressing himself
to Lois. “He takes a thing in his head.
Now that sounds intelligent; but it isn’t, or
he isn’t; for when you try, you can’t
get it out of his head again. So he took it into
his head to come to the Isles of Shoals, and hither
he has dragged his mother and his sister, and hither
by consequence he has dragged me. Now I ask you,
as one who can tell what have we all come
here for?”
Half-quizzically, half-inquisitively,
the young man put the question, lounging on the rocks
and looking up into Lois’s face. Tom grew
impatient. But Lois was too humble and simple-minded
to fall into the snare laid for her. I think
she had a half-discernment of a hidden intent under
Mr. Lenox’s words; nevertheless in the simple
dignity of truth she disregarded it, and did not even
blush, either with consciousness or awkwardness.
She was a little amused.
“I suppose experience will have
to be your teacher, as it is other people’s.”
“I have heard so; I never saw
anybody who had learned much that way.”
“Come, George, that’s
ridiculous. Learning by experience is proverbial,”
said Tom.
“I know! but it’s
a delusion nevertheless. You sprain your ankle
among these stones, for instance. Well you
won’t put your foot in that particular hole
again; but you will in another. That’s the
way you do, Tom. But to return Miss
Lothrop, what has experience done for you in the Isles
of Shoals?”
“I have not had much yet.”
“Does it pay to come here?”
“I think it does.”
“How came anybody to think of
coming here at first? that is what I should like to
know. I never saw a more uncompromising bit of
barrenness. Is there no desolation anywhere else,
that men should come to the Isles of Shoals?”
“There was quite a large settlement here once,”
said Lois.
“Indeed! When?”
“Before the war of the revolution.
There were hundreds of people; six hundred, somebody
told me.”
“What became of them?”
“Well,” said Lois, smiling,
“as that is more than a hundred years ago, I
suppose they all died.”
“And their descendants? ”
“Living on the mainland, most
of them. When the war came, they could not protect
themselves against the English.”
“Fancy, Tom,” said Lenox.
“People liked it so well on these rocks, that
it took ships of war to drive them away!”
“The people that live here now
are just as fond of them, I am told.”
“What earthly or heavenly inducement? ”
“Yes, I might have said so too,
the first hour of my being here, or the first day.
The second, I began to understand it.”
“Do make me understand it!”
“If you will come here at five
o’clock to-morrow, Mr. Leno xin the
morning, I mean, and will watch the wonderful
sunrise, the waking up of land and sea; if you will
stay here then patiently till ten o’clock, and
see the changes and the colours on everything let
the sea and the sky speak to you, as they will; then
they will tell you all you can understand!”
“All I can understand.
H’m! May I go home for breakfast?”
“Perhaps you must; but you will wish you need
not.”
“Will you be here?”
“No,” said Lois. “I will be
somewhere else.”
“But I couldn’t stand
such a long talk with myself as that,” said the
young man.
“It was a talk with Nature I recommended to
you.”
“All the same. Nature says queer things
if you let her alone.”
“Best listen to them, then.”
“Why?”
“She tells you the truth.”
“Do you like the truth?”
“Certainly. Of course. Do not you?”
“Always?”
“Yes, always. Do not you?”
“It’s fearfully awkward!” said the
young man.
“Yes, isn’t it?” Tom echoed.
“Do you like falsehood, Mr. Lenox?”
“I dare not say what I like in
this presence. Miss Lothrop, I am very much afraid
you are a Puritan.”
“What is a Puritan?” asked Lois simply.
“He doesn’t know!” said Tom.
“You needn’t ask him.”
“I will ask you then, for I do not know.
What does he mean by it?”
“He doesn’t know that,”
said Lenox, laughing. “I will tell you,
Miss Lothrop if I can. A Puritan is
a person so much better than the ordinary run of mortals,
that she is not afraid to let Nature and Solitude
speak to her dares to look roses in the
face, in fact; has no charity for the crooked
ways of the world or for the people entangled in them;
a person who can bear truth and has no need of falsehood,
and who is thereby lifted above the multitudes of this
world’s population, and stands as it were alone.”
“I’ll report that speech to Julia,”
said Tom, laughing.
“But that is not what a ‘Puritan’
generally means, is it?” said Lois. They
both laughed now at the quain’t simplicity with
which this was spoken.
“That is what it is,” Tom answered.
“I do not think the term is
complimentary,” Lois went on, shaking her head,
“however Mr. Lenox’s explanation may be.
Isn’t it ten o’clock?”
“Near eleven.”
“Then I must go in.”
The two gentlemen accompanied her,
making themselves very pleasant by the way. Lenox
asked her about flowers; and Tom, who was some thing
of a naturalist, told her about mosses and lichens,
more than she knew; and the walk was too short for
Lois. But on reaching the hotel she went straight
to her own room and stayed there. So also after
dinner, which of course brought her to the company,
she went back to her solitude and her work. She
must write home, she said. Yet writing was not
Lois’s sole reason for shutting herself up.
She would keep herself out of the
way, she reasoned. Probably this company of city
people with city tastes would not stay long at Appledore;
while they were there she had better be seen as little
as possible. For she felt that the sight of Tom
Caruthers’ handsome face had been a pleasure;
and she felt and what woman does not? that
there is a certain very sweet charm in being liked,
independently of the question how much you like in
return. And Lois knew, though she hardly in her
modesty acknowledged it to herself, that Mr. Caruthers
liked her. Eyes and smiles and manner showed
it; she could not mistake it; nay, engaged man though
he was, Mr. Lenox liked her too. She did not
quite understand him or his manner; with the keen intuition
of a true woman she felt vaguely what she did not
clearly discern, and was not sure of the colour of
his liking, as she was sure of Tom’s. Tom’s it
might not be deep, but it was true, and it was pleasant;
and Lois remembered her promise to her grandmother.
She even, when her letter was done, took out her Bible
and opened it at that well-known place in 2nd Corinthians;
“Be not unequally yoked together with unbelievers” and
she looked hard at the familiar words. Then, said
Lois to herself, it is best to keep at a distance from
temptation. For these people were unbelievers.
They could not understand one word of Christian hope
or joy, if she spoke them. What had she and they
in common?
Yet Lois drew rather a long breath
once or twice in the course of her meditations.
These “unbelievers” were so pleasant.
Yes, it was an undoubted fact; they were pleasant
people to be with and to talk to. They might
not think with her, or comprehend her even, in the
great questions of life and duty; in the lesser matters
of everyday experience they were well versed.
They understood the world and the things in the world,
and the men; and they were skilled and deft and graceful
in the arts of society. Lois knew no young men, nor
old, for that matter, who were, as gentlemen,
as social companions, to be compared with these and
others their associates in graces of person and manner,
and interest of conversation. She went over again
and again in memory the interview and the talk of
that morning; and not without a secret thrill of gratification,
although also not without a vague half perception
of something in Mr. Lenox’s manner that she could
not quite read and did not quite trust. What
did he mean? He was Miss Caruthers’ property;
how came he to busy himself at all with her own insignificant
self? Lois was too innocent to guess; at the same
time too finely gifted as a woman to be entirely hoodwinked.
She rose at last with a third little sigh, as she
concluded that her best way was to keep as well away
as she could from this pleasant companionship.
But she could not stay in-doors.
For once in her life she was at Appledore; she must
not miss her chance. The afternoon was half gone;
the house all still; probably everybody was in his
room, and she could slip out safely. She went
down on soft feet; she found nobody on the piazza,
not a creature in sight; she was glad; and yet, she
would not have been sorry to see Tom Caruthers’
genial face, which was always so very genial towards
her. Inconsistent! but who is not inconsistent?
Lois thought herself free, and had half descended the
steps from the verandah, when she heard a voice and
her own name. She paused and looked round.
“Miss Lothrop! are
you going for a walk? may I come with you?” and
therewith emerged the form of Miss Julia from the house.
“Are you going for a walk? will you let me go
along?”
“Certainly,” said Lois.
“I am regularly cast away here,”
said the young lady, joining her. “I don’t
know what to do with myself. Is there anything
to do or to see in this place?”
“I think so. Plenty.”
“Then do show me what you have found. Where
are you going?”
“I am going down to the shore
somewhere. I have only begun to find things yet;
but I never in my life saw a place where there was
so much to find.”
“What, pray? I cannot imagine.
I see a little wild bit of ground, and that is all
I see; except the sea beating on the rocks. It
is the forlornest place of amusement I ever heard
of in my life!”
“Are you fond of flowers, Miss Caruthers?”
“Flowers? No, not very.
O, I like them to dress a dinner table, or to make
rooms look pretty, of course; but I am not what you
call ‘fond’ of them. That means,
loving to dig in the dirt, don’t it?”
Lois presently stooped and gathered a flower or two.
“Did yon ever see such lovely
white violets?” she said; “and is not
that eyebright delicate, with its edging of colour?
There are quantities of flowers here. And have
you noticed how deep and rich the colours are?
No, you have not been here long enough perhaps; but
they are finer than any I ever saw of their kinds.”
“What do you find down at the
shore?” said Miss Caruthers, looking very disparagingly
at the slight beauties in Lois’s fingers.
“There are no flowers there, I suppose?”
“I can hardly get away from
the shore, every time I go to it,” said Lois.
“O, I have only begun to explore yet. Over
on that end of Appledore there are the old remains
of a village, where the people used to live, once
upon a time. I want to go and see that, but I
haven’t got there yet. Now take care of
your footing, Miss Caruthers ”
They descended the rocks to one of
the small coves of the island. Out of sight now
of all save rocks and sea and the tiny bottom of the
cove filled with mud and sand. Even the low bushes
which grow so thick on Appledore were out of sight,
huckleberry and bayberry and others; the wildness
and solitude of the spot were perfect. Miss Caruthers
found a dry seat on a rock. Lois began to look
carefully about in the mud and sand.
“What are you looking for?”
her companion asked, somewhat scornfully.
“Anything I can find!”
“What can you find in that mud?”
“This is gravel, where I am looking now.”
“Well, what is in the gravel?”
“I don’t know,”
said Lois, in the dreamy tone of rapt enjoyment.
“I don’t know yet. Plenty of broken
shells.”
“Broken shells!” ejaculated
the other. “Are you collecting broken shells?”
“Look,” said Lois, coming
to her and displaying her palm full of sea treasures.
“See the colours of those bits of shell that’s
a bit of a mussel; and that is a piece of a snail
shell, I think; and aren’t those little stones
lovely?”
“That is because they are wet!”
said the other in disgust. “They will be
nothing when they are dry.”
Lois laughed and went back to her
search; and Miss Julia waited awhile with impatience
for some change in the programme.
“Do you enjoy this, Miss Lothrop?”
“Very much! More than I
can in any way tell you!” cried Lois, stopping
and turning to look at her questioner. Her face
answered for her; it was all flushed and bright with
delight and the spirit of discovery; a pretty creature
indeed she looked as she stood there on the wet gravel
of the cove; but her face lost brightness for a moment,
as Lois discerned Tom’s head above the herbs
and grasses that bordered the bank above the cove.
Julia saw the change, and then the cause of it.
“Tom!” said she, “what brought you
here?”
“What brought you, I suppose,”
said Mr. Tom, springing down the bank. “Miss
Lothrop, what can you be doing?” Passing his
sister he went to the other girl’s side.
And now there were two searching and peering
into the mud and gravel which the tide had left wet
and bare; and Miss Caruthers, sitting on a rock a
little above them, looked on; much marvelling at the
follies men will be guilty of when a pretty face draws
them on.
“Tom Tom! what
do you expect to find?” she cried after awhile.
But Tom was too busy to heed her. And then appeared
Mr. Lenox upon the scene.
“You too!” said Miss Caruthers.
“Now you have only to go down into the mud like
the others and complete the situation. Look at
Tom! Poking about to see if he can find a whole
snail shell in the wet stuff there. Look at him!
George, a brother is the most vexatious thing to take
care of in the world. Look at Tom!”
Mr. Lenox did, with an amused expression of feature.
“Bad job, Julia,” he said.
“It is in one way, but it isn’t
in another, for I am not going to be baffled.
He shall not make a fool of himself with that girl.”
“She isn’t a fool.”
“What then?” said Julia sharply.
“Nothing. I was only thinking
of the materials upon which your judgment is made
up.”
“Materials!” echoed Julia.
“Yours is made up upon a nice complexion.
That bewilders all men’s faculties. Do you
think she is very pretty, George?”
Mr. Lenox had no time to answer, for
Lois, and of course Tom, at this moment left the cove
bottom and came towards them. Lois was beaming,
like a child, with such bright, pure pleasure; and
coming up, showed upon her open palm a very delicate
little white shell, not a snail shell by any means.
“I have found that!” she proclaimed.
“What is that?” said Julia
disdainfully, though not with rudeness.
“You see. Isn’t it
beautiful? And isn’t it wonderful that it
should not be broken? If you think of the power
of the waves here, that have beat to pieces almost
everything rolled and ground and crushed
everything that would break and this delicate
little thing has lived through it.”
“There is a power of life in
some delicate things,” said Tom.
“Power of fiddlestick!”
said his sister. “Miss Lothrop, I think
this place is a terrible desert!”
“Then we will not stay here
any longer,” said Lois. “I am very
fond of these little coves.”
“No, no, I mean Appledore generally.
It is the stupidest place I ever was in in my life.
There is nothing here.”
Lois looked at the lady with an expression
of wondering compassion.
“Your experience does not agree
with that of Miss Caruthers?” said Lenox.
“No,” said Lois.
“Let us take her to the place where you found
me this morning; maybe she would like that.”
“We must go, I suppose,”
groaned Julia, as Mr. Lenox helped her up over the
rocks after the lighter-footed couple that preceded
them. “George, I believe you are in the
way.”
“Thanks!” said the young
man, laughing. “But you will excuse me for
continuing to be in the way.”
“I don’t know you
see, it just sets Tom free to attend to her. Look
at him picking those purple irises as
if iris did not grow anywhere else! And now elderberry
blossoms! And he will give her lessons in botany,
I shouldn’t wonder. O, Tom’s a goose!”
“That disease is helpless,” said Lenox,
laughing again.
“But George, it is madness!”
Mr. Lenox’s laugh rang out heartily
at this. His sovereign mistress was not altogether
pleased.
“I do certainly consider and
so do you, I do certainly consider unequal
marriages to be a great misfortune to all concerned.”
“Certainly inequalities
that cannot be made up. For instance, too tall
and too short do not match well together. Or for
the lady to be rich and the man to be poor; that is
perilous.”
“Nonsense, George! don’t
be ridiculous! Height is nothing, and money is
nothing; but family and breeding and
habits ”
“What is her family?”
asked Mr. Lenox, pursing up his lips as if for a whistle.
“No family at all. Just
country people, living at Shampuashuh.”
“Don’t you know, the English
middle class is the finest in the world?”
“No! no better than ours.”
“My dear, we have no middle class.”
“But what about the English middle class? why
do you bring it up?”
“It owes its great qualities
to its having the mixed blood of the higher and the
lower.”
“Ridiculous! What is that
to us, if we have no middle class? But don’t
you see, George, what an unhappy thing it would
be for Tom to marry this girl?”
Mr. Lenox whistled slightly, smiled,
and pulled a purple iris blossom from a tuft growing
in a little spot of wet ground. He offered it
to his disturbed companion.
“There is a country flower for you,” he
observed.
But Miss Caruthers flung the flower
impatiently away, and hastened her steps to catch
up with her brother and Lois, who made better speed
than she. Mr. Lenox picked up the iris and followed,
smiling again to himself.
They found Lois seated in her old
place, where the gentlemen had seen her in the morning.
She rose at once to give the seat to Miss Caruthers,
and herself took a less convenient one. It was
almost a new scene to Lois, that lay before them now.
The lights were from a different quarter; the colours
those of the sinking day; the sea, from some inexplicable
reason, was rolling higher than it had done six hours
ago, and dashed on the rocks and on the reef in beautiful
breakers, sending up now and then a tall jet of foam
or a shower of spray. The hazy mainland shore
line was very indistinct under the bright sky and
lowering sun; while every bit of west-looking rock,
and every sail, and every combing billow was touched
with warm hues or gilded with a sharp reflection.
The air was like the air nowhere but at the Isles of
Shoals; with the sea’s salt strength and freshness,
and at times a waft of perfumes from the land side.
Lois drank it with an inexpressible sense of exhilaration;
while her eye went joyously roving from the lovely
light on a sail, to the dancing foam of the breakers,
to the colours of driftwood or seaweed or moss left
wet and bare on the rocks, to the line of the distant
ocean, or the soft vapoury racks of clouds floating
over from the west. She well-nigh forgot her companions
altogether; who, however, were less absorbed.
Yet for a while they all sat silent, looking partly
at Lois, partly at each other, partly no doubt at
the leaping spray from the broken waves on the reef.
There was only the delicious sound of the splash and
gurgle of waters the scream of a gull the
breath of the air the chirrup of a few insects;
all was wild stillness and freshness and pureness,
except only that little group of four human beings.
And then, the puzzled vexation and perplexity in Tom’s
face, and the impatient disgust in the face of his
sister, were too much for Mr. Lenox’s sense of
the humorous; and the silence was broken by a hearty
burst of laughter, which naturally brought all eyes
to himself.
“Pardon!” said the young
gentleman. “The delight in your face, Julia,
was irresistible.”
“Delight!” she echoed.
“Miss Lothrop, do you find something here in
which you take pleasure?”
Lois looked round. “Yes,”
she said simply. “I find something everywhere
to take pleasure in.”
“Even at Shampuashuh?”
“At Shampuashuh, of course. That is my
home.”
“But I never take pleasure in
anything at home. It is all such an old story.
Every day is just like any other day, and I know beforehand
exactly how everything will be; and one dress is like
another, and one party is like another. I must
go away from home to get any real pleasure.”
Lois wondered if she succeeded.
“That’s a nice look-out for you, George,”
Caruthers remarked.
“I shall know how to make home
so agreeable that she will not want to wander any
more,” said the other.
“That is what the women do for
the men, down our way,” said Lois, smiling.
She began to feel a little mischief stirring.
“What sort of pleasures do you
find, or make, at home, Miss Lothrop?” Julia
went on. “You are very quiet, are you not?”
“There is always one’s
work,” said Lois lightly. She knew it would
be in vain to tell her questioner the instances that
came up in her memory; the first dish of ripe strawberries
brought in to surprise her grandmother; the new potatoes
uncommonly early; the fine yield of her raspberry
bushes; the wonderful beauty of the early mornings
in her garden; the rarer, sweeter beauty of the Bible
reading and talk with old Mrs. Armadale; the triumphant
afternoons on the shore, from which she and her sisters
came back with great baskets of long clams; and countless
other visions of home comfort and home peace, things
accomplished and the fruit of them enjoyed. Miss
Caruthers could not understand all this; so Lois answered
simply,
“There is always one’s work.”
“Work! I hate work,” cried the other
woman. “What do you call work?”
“Everything that is to be done,”
said Lois. “Everything, except what we
do for mere pleasure. We keep no servant; my sisters
and I do all that there is to do, in doors and out.”
“Out of doors!”
cried Miss Caruthers. “What do you mean?
You cannot do the farming?”
“No,” said Lois, smiling
merrily; “no; not the farming. That is done
by men. But the gardening I do.”
“Not seriously?”
“Very seriously. If you
will come and see us, I will give you some new potatoes
of my planting. I am rather proud of them.
I was just thinking of them.”
“Planting potatoes!” repeated
the other lady, not too politely. “Then
that is the reason why you find it a pleasure
to sit here and see those waves beat.”
The logical concatenation of this
speech was not so apparent but that it touched all
the risible nerves of the party; and Miss Caruthers
could not understand why all three laughed so heartily.
“What did you expect when you
came here?” asked Lois, still sparkling with
fun.
“Just what I found!” returned the other
rather grumbly.