Mr. Dillwyn, as I said, did not come
near Shampuashuh. He took his indemnification
in sending all sorts of pleasant things. Papers
and magazines overflowed, flowed over into Mrs. Marx’s
hands, and made her life rich; flowed over again into
Mr. Hotchkiss’s hands, and embroidered his life
for him. Mr. Dillwyn sent fruit; foreign fruit,
strange and delicious, which it was a sort of education
even to eat, bringing one nearer to the countries
so far and unknown, where it grew. He sent music;
and if some of it passed under Lois’s ban as
“nonsense,” that was not the case with
the greater part. “She has a marvellous
true appreciation of what is fine,” Mrs. Barclay
wrote; “and she rejects with an accuracy which
surprises me, all that is merely pretty and flashy.
There are some bits of Handel that have great power
over the girl; she listens to them, I might almost
say, devoutly, and is never weary. Madge is delighted
with Rossini; but Lois gives her adherence to the
German classics, and when I play Haydn or Mozart or
Mendelssohn, stands rapt in her delighted listening,
and looking like well, I will not tantalize
you by trying to describe to you what I see every day.
I marvel only where the girl got these tastes and
susceptibilities; it must be blood; I believe in inheritance.
She has had until now no training or experience; but
your bird is growing her wings fast now, Philip.
If you can manage to cage her! Natures hereabout
are not tame, by any means.”
Mr. Dillwyn, I believe I mentioned,
sent engravings and exquisite photographs; and these
almost rivalled Haydn and Mozart in Lois’s mind.
For various reasons, Mrs. Barclay sought to make at
least this source of pleasure common to the whole
family; and would often invite them all into her room,
or carry her portfolio out into their general sitting-room,
and display to the eyes of them all the views of foreign
lands; cities, castles and ruins, palaces and temples,
Swiss mountains and Scotch lochs, Paris Boulevards
and Venetian canals, together with remains of ancient
art and works of modern artists; of all which Philip
sent an unbounded number and variety. These evenings
were unendingly curious to Mrs. Barclay. Comment
was free, and undoubtedly original, whatever else
might be said of it; and character, and the habit of
life of her audience, were unconsciously revealed
to her. Intense curiosity and eagerness for information
were observable in them all; but tastes, and the power
of apprehension and receptiveness towards new and strange
ideas, and the judgment passed upon things, were very
different in the different members of the group.
These exhibitions had further one good effect, not
unintended by the exhibitor; they brought the whole
family somewhat in tone with the new life to which
two of its members were rising. It was not desirable
that Lois should be too far in advance of her people,
or rather that they should be too far behind her.
The questions propounded to Mrs. Barclay on these
occasions, and the élucidations she found it
desirable to give without questions, transformed her
part into that of a lecturer; and the end of such an
evening would find her tired with her exertions, yet
well repaid for them. The old grandmother manifested
great curiosity, great admiration, with frequently
an expression of doubt or disapproval; and very often
a strange, slight, inexpressible air of one who felt
herself to belong to a different world, to which all
these things were more or less foreign. Charity
showed also intense eagerness and curiosity, and inquisitiveness;
and mingled with those, a very perceptible flavour
of incredulity or of disdain, the latter possibly
born of envy. But Lois and Madge were growing
with every journey to distant lands, and every new
introduction to the great works of men’s hands,
of every kind and of every age.
After receiving that letter of Mrs.
Barclay’s mentioned in the last chapter, Philip
Dillwyn would immediately have attacked Tom Caruthers
again on the question of his liking for Miss Lothrop,
to find out whether possibly there were any the least
foundation for Mrs. Barclay’s scruples and fears.
But it was no longer in his power. The Caruthers
family had altered their plans; and instead of going
abroad in the spring, had taken their departure with
the first of December, after an impromptu wedding
of Julia to her betrothed. Mr. Dillwyn did not
seriously believe that there was anything his plan
had to fear from this side; nevertheless he preferred
not to move in the dark; and he waited. Besides,
he must allow time for the work he had sent Mrs. Barclay
to do; to hurry matters would be to spoil everything;
and it was much better on every ground that he should
keep away from Shampuashuh. As I said, he busied
himself with Shampuashuh affairs all he could, and
wore out the winter as he best might; which was not
very satisfactorily. And when spring came he
resolutely carried out his purpose, and sailed for
Europe. Till at least a year had gone by he would
not try to see Lois; Mrs. Barclay should have a year
at least to push her beneficent influence and bring
her educational efforts to some visible result; he
would keep away; but it would be much easier to keep
away if the ocean lay between them, and he went to
Florence and northern Italy and the Adriatic.
Meanwhile the winter had “flown
on soft wings” at Shampuashuh. Every day
seemed to be growing fuller and richer than its predecessors;
every day Lois and Madge were more eager in the search
after knowledge, and more ready for the reception
of it. A change was going on in them, so swift
that Mrs. Barclay could almost see it from day to day.
Whether others saw it I cannot tell; but Mrs. Marx
shook her head in the fear of it, and Charity opined
that the family “might whistle for a garden,
and for butter and cheese next summer.”
Precious opportunity of winter days, when no gardening
nor dairy work was possible! and blessed long nights
and mornings, after sunset and before sunrise, when
no housework of any sort put in claims upon the leisure
of the two girls. There were no interruptions
from without. In Shampuashuh, society could not
be said to flourish. Beyond an occasional “sewing
society” meeting, and a much more rare gathering
for purely social purposes, nothing more than a stray
caller now and then broke the rich quiet of those winter
days; the time for a tillage, and a sowing, and a
growth far beyond in preciousness all “the precious
things put forth by the sun” in the more genial
time of the year. But days began to become longer,
nevertheless, as the weeks went on; and daylight was
pushing those happy mornings and evenings into lesser
and lesser compass; and snow quite disappeared from
the fields, and buds began to swell on the trees and
take colour, and airs grew more gentle in temperature;
though I am bound to say there is a sharpness sometimes
in the nature of a Shampuashuh spring, that quite
outdoes all the greater rigours of the winter that
has gone.
“The frost is out of the ground!”
said Lois one day to her friend.
“Well,” said Mrs. Barclay
innocently; “I suppose that is a good thing.”
Lois went on with her drawing, and made no answer.
But soon Mrs. Barclay began to perceive
that less reading and studying were done; or else
some drawing lingered on its way towards completion;
and the deficits became more and more striking.
At last she demanded the reason.
“O,” said Madge, “the
cows have come in, and I have a good deal to do in
the dairy now; it takes up all my mornings. I’m
so sorry, I don’t know what to do! but the milk
must be seen to, and the butter churned, and then
worked over; and it takes time, Mrs. Barclay.”
“And Lois?”
“O, Lois is making garden.”
“Making garden!”
“Yes; O, she always does it.
It’s her particular part of the business.
We all do a little of everything; but the garden is
Lois’s special province, and the dairy mine,
and Charity takes the cooking and the sewing.
O, we all do our own sewing, and we all do grandmother’s
sewing; only Charity takes head in that department.”
“What does Lois do in the garden?”
“O, everything. We get
somebody to plough it up in the fall; and in the spring
we have it dug over; but all the rest she does.
We have a good garden too,” said Madge, smiling.
“And these things take your morning and her
morning?”
“Yes, indeed; I should think they did.
Rather!”
Mrs. Barclay held her peace then,
and for some time afterwards. The spring came
on, the days became soft and lovely, after March had
blown itself out; the trees began to put forth leaves,
the blue-birds were darting about, like skyey messengers;
robins were whistling, and daffodils were bursting,
and grass was green. One lovely warm morning,
when everything without seemed beckoning to her, Mrs.
Barclay threw on a shawl and hat, and made her way
out to the old garden, which up to this day she had
never entered.
She found the great wide enclosure
looking empty and bare enough. The two or three
old apple trees hung protectingly over the wooden bench
in the middle, their branches making pretty tracery
against the tender, clear blue of the sky; but no
shade was there. The branches only showed a little
token of swelling and bursting buds, which indeed softened
in a lovely manner the lines of their interlacing
network, and promised a plenty of green shadow by
and by. No shadow was needed at present, for
the sun was too gentle; its warmth was welcome, and
beneficent, and kindly. The old cherry tree in
the corner was beginning to open its wealth of white
blossoms; everywhere else the bareness and brownness
of winter was still reigning, only excepting the patches
of green turf around the boles and under the spreading
boughs of the trees here and there. The garden
was no garden, only a spread of soft, up-turned brown
loam. It looked a desolate place to Mrs. Barclay.
In the midst of it, the one point
of life and movement was Lois. She was in a coarse,
stout stuff dress, short, and tucked up besides, to
keep it out of the dirt. Her hands were covered
with coarse, thick gloves, her head with a little
old straw hat. At the moment Mrs. Barclay came
up, she was raking a patch of ground which she had
carefully marked out, and bounded with a trampled footway;
she was bringing it with her rake into a condition
of beautiful level smoothness, handling her tool with
light dexterity. As Mrs. Barclay came near, she
looked up with a flash of surprise and a smile.
“I have found you,” said
the lady. “So this is what you are about!”
“It is what I am always about at this time of
year.”
“What are you doing?”
“Just here I am going to put in radishes and
lettuce.”
“Radishes and lettuce! And that is instead
of French and philosophy!”
“This is philosophy,”
said Lois, while with a neat movement of her rake
she threw off some stones which she had collected from
the surface of the bed. “Very good philosophy.
Surely the philosophy of life is first to
live.”
Mrs. Barclay was silent a moment upon this.
“Are radishes and lettuce the
first thing you plant in the spring, then?”
“O dear, no!” said Lois.
“Do you see all that corner? that’s in
potatoes. Do you see those slightly marked lines here,
running across from the walk to the wall? peas
are there. They’ll be up soon. I think
I shall put in some corn to-morrow. Yonder is
a bed of radishes and lettuce just out of the ground.
We’ll have some radishes for tea, before you
know it.”
“And do you mean to say that
you have been planting potatoes? you?”
“Yes,” said Lois, looking
at her and laughing. “I like to plant potatoes.
In fact, I like to plant anything. What I do not
always like so well, is the taking care of them after
they are up and growing.”
Mrs. Barclay sat down and watched
her. Lois was now tracing delicate little drills
across the breadth of her nicely-prepared bed; little
drills all alike, just so deep and just so far apart.
Then she went to a basket hard by for a little paper
of seeds; two papers; and began deftly to scatter
the seed along the drills, with delicate and careful
but quick fingers. Mrs. Barclay watched her till
she had filled all the rows, and began to cover the
seeds in; that, too, she did quick and skilfully.
“That is not fit work for you to do, Lois.”
“Why not?”
“You have something better to do.”
“I do not see how I can. This is the work
that is given me.”
“But any common person could do that?”
“We have not got the common
person to do it,” said Lois, laughing; “so
it comes upon an uncommon one.”
“But there is a fitness in things.”
“So you will think, when you
get some of my young lettuce.” The drills
were fast covered in, but there were a good many of
them, and Lois went on talking and working with equal
spirit.
“I do not think I shall ” Mrs.
Barclay answered the last statement.
“I like to do this, Mrs. Barclay.
I like to do it very much. I am pulled
a little two ways this spring but that only
shows this is good for me.”
“How so?”
“When anybody is living to his
own pleasure, I guess he is not in the best way of
improvement.”
“Is there no one but you to
do all the weeding, by and by, when the garden will
be full of plants?”
“Nobody else,” said Lois.
“That must take a great deal of your time!”
“Yes,” said Lois, “it does; that
and the fruit-picking.”
“Fruit-picking! Mercy! Why, child,
must you do all that?”
“It is my part,” said
Lois pleasantly. “Charity and Madge have
each their part. This is mine, and I like it
better than theirs. But it is only so, Mrs. Barclay,
that we are able to get along. A gardener would
eat up our garden. I take only my share.
And there is a great deal of pleasure in it.
It is pleasant to provide for the family’s wants,
and to see the others enjoy what I bring in; yes,
and to enjoy it myself. And then, do you see
how pleasant the work is! Don’t you like
it out here this morning?”
Mrs. Barclay cast a glance around
her again. There was a slight spring haze in
the air, which seemed to catch and hold the sun’s
rays and diffuse them in gentle beneficence.
Through it the opening cherry blossoms gave their
tender promise; the brown, bare apple trees were softened;
an indescribable breath of hope and life was in the
air, to which the birds were doing all they could
to give expression; there was a delicate joy in Nature’s
face, as if at being released from the bands of Winter
and having her hands free again. The smell of
the upturned earth came fresh to Mrs. Barclay’s
nostrils, along with a salt savour from the not distant
sea. Yes, it was pleasant, with a rare and wonderful
pleasantness; and yet Mrs. Barclay’s eyes came
discontentedly back to Lois.
“It would be possible to enjoy
all this, Lois, if you were not doing such evil work.”
“Evil work! O no, Mrs.
Barclay. The work that the Lord gives anybody
to do cannot be evil. It must be the very best
thing he can do. And I do not believe I should
enjoy the spring and the summer and
the autumn near so well, if I were not
doing it.”
“Must one be a gardener, to have such enjoyment?”
“I must,” said
Lois, laughing. “If I do not follow my work,
my work follows me; and then it comes like a taskmaster,
and carries a whip.”
“But, Lois! that sort of work
will make your hands rough.”
Lois lifted one of her hands in its
thick glove, and looked at it. “Well,”
she said, “what then? What are hands made
for?”
“You know very well what I mean.
You know a time may come when you would like to have
your hands white and delicate.”
“The time is come now,”
said Lois, laughing. “I have not to wait
for it. I like white hands, and delicate hands,
as well as anybody. Mine must do their work,
all the same. Something might be said for my feet,
too, I suppose,” she added, with another laugh.
At the moment she had finished outlining
an other bed, and was now trampling a little hard
border pathway round it, making the length of her
foot the breadth of the pathway, and setting foot to
foot close together, so bit by bit stamping it round.
Mrs. Barclay looked on, and wished some body else
could have looked on, at the bright, fresh face under
the little old hat, and the free action and spirit
and accuracy with which everything that either feet
or hands did was done. Somehow she forgot the
coarse dress, and only saw the delicate creature in
it.
“Lois, I do not like it!”
she began again. “Do you know, some people
are very particular about these little things fastidious
about them. You may one day yet want to please
one of those very men.”
“Not unless he wants to please
me first!” said Lois, with a glance from her
path-treading.
“Of course. I am supposing that.”
“I don’t know him!” said Lois.
“And I don’t see him in the distance!”
“That proves nothing.”
“And it wouldn’t make any difference if
I did.”
“You are mistaken in thinking
that. You do not know yet what it is to be in
love, Lois.”
“I don’t know,”
said Lois. “Can’t one be in love with
one’s grandmother?”
“But, Lois, this is going to take a great deal
of your time.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“And you want all your time,
to give to more important things. I can’t
bear to have you drop them all to plant potatoes.
Could not somebody else be found to do it?”
“We could not afford the somebody, Mrs. Barclay.”
It was not doubtfully or regretfully
that the girl spoke; the brisk content of her answers
drove Mrs. Barclay almost to despair.
“Lois, you owe something to yourself.”
“What, Mrs. Barclay?”
“You owe it to yourself to be
prepared for what I am sure is coming to you.
You are not made to live in Shampuashuh all your life.
Somebody will want you to quit it and go out into
the wide world with him.”
Lois was silent a few minutes, with
her colour a little heightened, fresh as it had been
already; then, having tramped all round her new bed,
she came up to where Mrs. Barclay and her basket of
seeds were.
“I don’t believe it at
all,” she said. “I think I shall live
and die here.”
“Do you feel satisfied with that prospect?”
Lois turned over the bags of seeds
in her basket, a little hurriedly; then she stopped
and looked up at her questioner.
“I have nothing to do with all
that,” she said. “I do not want to
think of it. I have enough in hand to think of.
And I am satisfied, Mrs. Barclay, with whatever God
gives me.” She turned to her basket of seeds
again, searching for a particular paper.
“I never heard any one say that
before,” remarked the other lady.
“As long as I can say it, don’t
you see that is enough?” said Lois lightly.
“I enjoy all this work, besides; and so will
you by and by when you get the lettuce and radishes,
and some of my Tom Thumb peas. And I am not going
to stop my studies either.”
She went back to the new bed now,
where she presently was very busy putting more seeds
in. Mrs. Barclay watched her a while. Then,
seeing a small smile break on the lips of the gardener,
she asked Lois what she was thinking of? Lois
looked up.
“I was thinking of that geode you showed us
last night.”
“That geode!”
“Yes, it is so lovely.
I have thought of it a great many times. I am
wanting very much to learn about stones now. I
thought always till now that stones were only
stones. The whole world is changed to me since
you have come, Mrs. Barclay.”
Yes, thought that lady to herself, and what will be
the end of it?
“To tell the truth,” Lois
went on, “the garden work comes harder to me
this spring than ever it did before; but that shows
it is good for me. I have been having too much
pleasure all winter.”
“Can one have too much pleasure?” said
Mrs. Barclay discontentedly.
“If it makes one unready for duty,” said
Lois.