Lois went along the hall in that condition
of the nerves in which the feet seem to walk without
stepping on anything. She queried what time it
could be; was the evening half gone? or had they possibly
not done tea yet? Then the parlour door opened.
“Lois! is that you?
Come along; you are just in time; we are at tea.
Hurry, now!”
Lois went to her room, wishing that
she could any way escape going to the table; she felt
as if her friend and her sister would read the news
in her face immediately, and hear it in her voice as
soon as she spoke. There was no help for it;
she hastened down, and presently perceived to her
wonderment that her friends were absolutely without
suspicion. She kept as quiet as possible, and
found, happily, that she was very hungry. Mrs.
Wishart and Madge were busy in talk.
“You remember Mr. Caruthers,
Lois?” said the former; “Tom
Caruthers, who used to be here so often?”
“Certainly.”
“Did you hear he had made a great match?”
“I heard he was going to be married. I
heard that a great while ago.”
“Yes, he has made a very great
match. It has been delayed by the death of her
mother; they had to wait. He was married a few
months ago, in Florence. They had a splendid
wedding.”
“What makes what you call a ’great match’?”
Madge asked.
“Money, and family.”
“I understand money,”
Madge went on; “but what do you mean by ‘family,’
Mrs. Wishart?”
“My dear, if you lived in the
world, you would know. It means name, and position,
and standing. I suppose at Shampuashuh you are
all alike one is as good as another.”
“Indeed,” said Madge,
“you are much mistaken, Mrs. Wishart. We
think one is much better than another.”
“Do you? Ah well, then
you know what I mean, my dear. I suppose the
world is really very much alike in all places; it is
only the names of things that vary.”
“In Shampuashuh,” Madge
went on, “we mean by a good family, a houseful
of honest and religious people.”
“Yes, Madge,” said Lois,
looking up, “we mean a little more than that.
We mean a family that has been honest and religious,
and educated too, for a long while for
generations. We mean as much as that, when we
speak of a good family.”
“That’s different,” said Mrs. Wishart
shortly.
“Different from what you mean?”
“Different from what is meant here, when we
use the term.”
“You don’t mean anything honest
and religious?” said Madge.
“O, honest! My dear, everybody
is honest, or supposed to be; but we do not mean religious.”
“Not religious, and only supposed to be honest!”
echoed Madge.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Wishart.
“It isn’t that. It has nothing to
do with that. When people have been in society,
and held high positions for generation after generation,
it is a good family. The individuals need not
be all good.”
“Oh !” said Madge.
“No. I know families among
the very best in the State, that have been wicked
enough; but though they have been wicked, that did
not hinder their being gentlemen.”
“Oh !” said Madge again. “I
begin to comprehend.”
“There is too much made of money
now-a-days,” Mrs. Wishart went on serenely;
“and there is no denying that money buys position.
I do not call a good family one that was not
a good family a hundred years ago; but everybody is
not so particular. Not here. They are more
particular in Philadelphia. In New York, any
nobody who has money can push himself forward.”
“What sort of family is Mr. Dillwyn’s?”
“O, good, of course. Not
wealthy, till lately. They have been poor, ever
since I knew the family; until the sister married Chauncey
Burrage, and Philip came into his property.”
“The Caruthers are rich, aren’t they?”
“Yes.”
“And now the young one has made a great match?
Is she handsome?”
“I never heard so. But she is rolling in
money.”
“What else is she?” inquired Madge dryly.
“She is a Dulcimer.”
“That tells me nothing,”
said Madge. “By the way you speak it, the
word seems to have a good deal of meaning for you.”
“Certainly,” said Mrs.
Wishart. “She is one of the Philadelphia
Dulcimers. It is an old family, and they have
always been wealthy.”
“How happy the gentleman must be!”
“I hope so,” said Mrs.
Wishart gravely. “You used to know Tom
quite well, Lois. What did you think of him?”
“I liked him,” said Lois.
“Very pleasant and amiable, and always gentlemanly.
But I did not think he had much character.”
Mrs. Wishart was satisfied; for Lois’s
tone was as disengaged as anything could possibly
be.
Lois could not bring herself to say
anything to Madge that night about the turn in her
fortunes. Her own thoughts were in too much agitation,
and only by slow degrees resolving themselves into
settled conclusions. Or rather, for the conclusions
were not doubtful, settling into such quiet that she
could look at conclusions. And Lois began to be
afraid to do even that, and tried to turn her eyes
away, and thought of the hour of half-past ten next
morning with trembling and heart-beating.
It came with tremendous swiftness,
too. However, she excused herself from going
to the matinee, though with difficulty.
Mrs. Wishart was sure she ought to go; and Madge tried
persuasion and raillery. Lois watched her get
ready, and at last contentedly saw the two drive off.
That was good. She wanted no discussion with them
before she had seen Mr. Dillwyn again; and now the
coast was clear. But then Lois retreated to her
own room up-stairs to wait; she could not stay in the
drawing-room, to be found there. She would have
so much time for preparation as his ring at the door
and his name being brought up-stairs would give her.
Preparation for what? When the summons came,
Lois went down feeling that she had not a bit of preparation.
Philip was standing in the middle
of the floor, waiting for her; and the apparition
that greeted him was so unexpected that he stood still,
feasting his eyes with it. He had always seen
Lois calm, collected, moving and speaking with frank
independence, although with perfect modesty.
Now? how was it? Eyes cast down, colour
coming and going; a look and manner, not of shyness,
for she came straight to him, but of the most lovely
maidenly consciousness; of all things, that which a
lover would most wish to see. Yet she came straight
to him, and as he met her and held out his hand, she
put hers in it.
“What are you going to say to
me this morning, Lois?” he said softly; for
the pure dignity of the girl was a thing to fill him
with reverence as well as with delight, and her hand
seemed to him something sacred.
Her colour stirred again, but the
lowered eyelids were lifted up, and the eyes met his
with a most blessed smile in them.
“I am very happy, Mr. Dillwyn,” she said.
Everybody knows how words fail upon
occasion; and on this occasion the silence lasted
some considerable time. And then Philip put Lois
into one of the big easy-chairs, and went down on
one knee at her feet, holding her hand. Lois
tried to collect her spirits to make remonstrance.
“O, Mr. Dillwyn, do not stay there!” she
begged.
“Why not? It becomes me.”
“I do not think it becomes you
at all,” said Lois, laughing a little nervously, “and
I am sure it does not become me.”
“Mistaken on both points!
It becomes me well, and I think it does not become
you ill,” said he, kissing the hand he held.
And then, bending forward to carry his kiss from the
hand to the cheek, “O my darling,
how long I have waited for this!”
“Long?” said Lois, in
surprise. How pretty the incredulity was on her
innocent face.
“Very long! while
you thought I was liking somebody else. There
has never been any change in me, Lois. I have
been patiently and impatiently waiting for you this
great while. You will not think it unreasonable,
if that fact makes me intolerant of any more waiting,
will you?”
“Don’t keep that position!” said
Lois earnestly.
“It is the position I mean to keep all the rest
of my life!”
But that set Lois to laughing, a little
nervously no doubt, yet so merrily that Philip could
not but join in.
“Do I not owe everything to
you?” he went on presently, with tender seriousness.
“You first set me upon thinking. Do you
recollect your earliest talk to me here in this room
once, a good while ago, about being satisfied?”
“Yes,” said Lois, suddenly opening her
eyes.
“That was the beginning.
You said it to me more with your looks than with your
words; for I saw that, somehow, you were in the secret,
and had yourself what you offered to me. That
I could not forget. I had never seen anybody
‘satisfied’ before.”
“You know what it means now?” she said
softly.
“To-day? I do!”
“No, no; I do not mean to-day.
You know what I mean!” she said, with beautiful
blushes.
“I know. Yes, and I have
it, Lois. But you have a great deal to teach
me yet.”
“O no!” she said most
unaffectedly. “It is you who will have to
teach me.”
“What?”
“Everything.”
“How soon may I begin?”
“How soon?”
“Yes. You do not think
Mrs. Wishart’s house is the best place, or her
company the best assistance for that, do you?”
“Ah, please get up!” said Lois.
But he laughed at her.
“You make me so ashamed!”
“You do not look it in the least. Shall
I tell you my plans?”
“Plans!” said Lois.
“Or will you tell me your plans?”
“Ah, you are laughing at me! What do you
mean?”
“You were confiding to me your
plans of a little while ago; Esterbrooke, and school,
and all the rest of it. My darling! that’s
all nowhere.”
“But,” said Lois timidly.
“Well?”
“That is all gone, of course. But ”
“You will let me say what you shall do?”
“I suppose you will.”
“Your hand is in all my plans,
from henceforth, to turn them and twist them what
way you like. But now let me tell you my present
plans. We will be married, as soon as you can
accustom your self to the idea. Hush! wait.
You shall have time to think about it. Then, as
early as spring winds will let us, we will cross to
England.”
“England?” cried Lois.
“Wait, and hear me out.
There we will look about us a while and get such things
as you may want for travelling, which one can get better
in England than anywhere else. Then we will go
over the Channel and see Paris, and perhaps supplement
purchases there. So work our way ”
“Always making purchases?”
said Lois, laughing, though she caught her breath
too, and her colour was growing high.
“Certainly, making purchases.
So work our way along, and get to Switzerland early
in June say by the end of the first week.”
“Switzerland!”
“Don’t you want to see Switzerland?”
“But it is not the question, what I might like
to see.”
“With me it is.”
“As for that, I have an untirable
appetite for seeing things. But but,”
and her voice lowered, “I can be quite happy
enough on this side.”
“Not if I can make you happier on the other.”
“But that depends. I should
not be happy unless I was quite sure it was right,
and the best thing to do; and it looks to me like a
piece of self-indulgence. We have so much already.”
The gentle manner of this scruple
and frank admission touched Mr. Dillwyn exceedingly.
“I think it is right,”
he said. “Do you remember my telling you
once about my old house at home?”
“Yes, a little.”
“I think I never told you much;
but now you will care to hear. It is a good way
from this place, in Foster county, and not very far
from a busy little manufacturing town; but it stands
alone in the country, in the midst of fields and woods
that I used to love very much when I was a boy.
The place never came into my possession till about
seven or eight years ago; and for much longer than
that it has been neglected and left without any sort
of care. But the house is large and old-fashioned,
and can be made very pretty; and the grounds, as I
think, leave nothing to be desired, in their natural
capabilities. However, all is in disorder, and
needs a good deal of work done up on it; which must
be done before you take possession. This work
will require some months. Where can we be better,
meanwhile, than in Switzerland?”
“Can the work be done without you?”
“Yes.”
He waited a bit. The new things
at work in Lois’s mind made the new expression
of manner and feature a most delicious study to him.
She had a little difficulty in speaking, and he was
still and watched her.
“I am afraid to talk about it,” she said
at length,
“Why?”
“I should like it so much!”
“Therefore you doubt?”
“Yes. I am afraid of listening just to
my own pleasure.”
“You shall not,” said
he, laughing. “Listen to mine. I want
to see your eyes open at the Jung Frau, and Mont Blanc.”
“My eyes open easily at anything,”
said Lois, yielding to the laugh; “they
are such ignorant eyes.”
“Very wise eyes, on the contrary!
for they know a thing when they see it.”
“But they have seen so little,”
said Lois, finding it impossible to get back to a
serious demeanour.
“That sole defect in your character, I propose
to cure.”
“Ah, do not praise me!”
“Why not? I used to rejoice
in the remembrance that you were not an angel but
human. Do you know the old lines?
’A creature not too
bright and good
For human nature’s daily food;
For transient sorrows, simple wiles,
Praise, blame, love, kisses, tears
and smiles.’
Only ‘wiles’ you never
descend to; ‘blame’ is not to be thought
of; if you forbid praise, what is left to me but the
rest of it?”
And truly, what with laughter and
some other emotions, tears were not far from Lois’s
eyes; and how could the kisses be wanting?
“I never heard you talk so before!” she
managed to say.
“I have only begun.”
“Please come back to order, and sobriety.”
“Sobriety is not in order, as your want of it
shows.”
“Then come back to Switzerland.”
“Ah! I want you to
go up the AEggischhorn, and to stand on the Goerner
Graet, and to cross a pass or two; and I want you to
see the flowers.”
“Are there so many?”
“More than on a western prairie
in spring. Most people travel in Switzerland
later in the season, and so miss the flowers.
You must not miss them.”
“What flowers are they?”
“A very great many kinds.
I remember the gentians, and the forget-me-nots; but
the profusion is wonderful, and exceedingly rich.
They grow just at the edge of the snow, some of them.
Then we will linger a while at Zermatt and Chamounix,
and a mountain pension here and there, and
so slowly work our way over into Italy. It will
be too late for Rome; but we will go, if you like
it, to Venice; and then, as the heats grow greater,
get back into the Tyrol.”
“O, Mrs. Barclay had beautiful
views from the Tyrol; a few, but very beautiful.”
“How do you like my programme?”
“You have not mentioned glaciers.”
“Are you’ interested in glaciers?”
“Very much.”
“You shall see as much of them as you can see
safely from terra firma.”
“Are they so dangerous?”
“Sometimes.”
“But you have crossed them, have you not?”
“Times enough to make me scruple about your
doing it.”
“I am very sure-footed.”
He kissed her hand, and inquired again
what she thought of his programme.
“There is no fault to be found with the programme.
But ”
“If I add to it the crossing of a glacier?”
“No, no,” said Lois, laughing; “do
you think I am so insatiable? But ”
“Would you like it all, my darling?”
“Like it? Don’t speak
of liking,” she said, with a quick breath of
excitement. “But ”
“Well? But what?”
“We are not going to live to
ourselves?” She said it a little anxiously and
eagerly, almost pleadingly.
“I do not mean it,” he
answered her, with a smile. “But as to this
journey my mind is entirely clear. It will take
but a few months. And while we are wandering
over the mountains, you and I will take our Bibles
and study them and our work together. We can study
where we stop to rest and where we stop to eat; I
know by experience what good times and places those
are for other reading; and they cannot be so good for
any as for this.”
“Oh! how good!” said Lois,
giving a little delighted and grateful pressure to
the hand in which her own still lay.
“You agree to my plans, then?”
“I agree to part.
What is that?” for a slight noise
was heard in the hall. “O Philip,
get up! get up! there is somebody
coming!”
Mr. Dillwyn rose now, being bidden
on this wise, and stood confronting the doorway, in
which presently appeared his sister, Mrs. Burrage.
He stood quiet and calm to meet her; while Lois, hidden
by the back of the great easy-chair, had a moment
to collect herself. He shielded her as much as
he could. A swift review of the situation made
him resolve for the present to “play dark.”
He could not trust his sister, that if the truth of
the case were suddenly made known to her, she would
not by her speech, or manner, or by her silence maybe,
do something that would hurt Lois. He would not
risk it. Give her time, and she would fit herself
to her circumstances gracefully enough, he knew; and
Lois need never be told what had been her sister-in-law’s
first view of them. So he stood, with an unconcerned
face, watching Mrs. Burrage come down the room.
And she, it may be said, came slowly, watching him.